My Second Marriage

"But Lu Yuanzhi suddenly gently touched my head and said, "the person he's looking for is not you. If one day, he doesn't love you, don't forget that I'll be waiting for you all the time. I'm in our home, waiting for you to go home!"

"Brother Lu!" My tears have long been flooding, wet a large area of the skirt.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you!"

I didn't expect him to say that. I thought he would scold me for being ungrateful and always giving up.

But he didn't. at last, he still said that he would wait for me.

"Brother Lu, it's not worth it. I'm not a good woman. I'm immoral. I can't keep our love, but I can't help it. I can't help my feelings." I still can't say. In front of brother Lu, I can't say that I fell in love with others.

"Well, well, don't cry. As long as you are happy, I will be satisfied. There's nothing. I can live well by myself. I just want to watch you live well."

When Lu Yuanzhi finished, he suddenly pulled out the needle in his hand and pushed my arm away. Then he quickly turned around and left the ward.

He walked very fast. By the time I chased him out, he had no shadow.

I looked everywhere for a long time, but I didn't find it.

At this time, I know that it is easy for one person to completely disappear in another person's life.

I was in the street, shouting around, until I finally leaned on the tree by the side of the road exhausted.

When Wen found me, it was already four or five o'clock in the morning.

In the East, the fish belly is white and the red clouds are as bright as blood.

I look at his face, inexplicably sad.

How long is a person's life to go? Lu Yuanzhi is an indispensable part of my life in the past 20 years. Now that he has left, only Wen chuyang and xing'er are left in my life.

Wen chuyang quietly sat beside me, let my head on his shoulder, until I don't know when I fell asleep, feeling vaguely that someone picked me up.

When I woke up again, it was the next morning. When I woke up, I didn't see Wen chuyang.

After I got up, I searched everywhere, but there was no sign of Wen chuyang. He should have gone to work. He would go to work very early in the past.

So, I didn't care.

After breakfast, I hid in the quilt and slept for a while. When my head was heavy, I got up and ate something. Then I went to sleep again.

It seems that I lost all my goals and became lazy. Wen chuyang called the nanny back and took charge of my diet and transportation every day.

I'm just like a piece of trash, completely abandoned.

Xing'er doesn't like to stay with me now. Wen chuyang is not here, so he and his nanny go out to play in the yard.

In his words, mom is like a puppet now, without soul.

The next few days, I have been like this, almost half a month in the blink of an eye, I realized that my state needs to change.

These days, I suddenly wake up, now I don't want to be close to her, and Wen chuyang is much less at home.

He seems to have more social activities now.

Besides, he hasn't slept with me for half a month.

Before, I was immersed in suffering, so I didn't notice it. Until yesterday, I suddenly looked at the calendar and found that I had been decadent for a long time.

I took out my cell phone and called Wen chuyang, "Hello, honey, will you come back for dinner today? I've figured it out. I'll cook for you tonight, OK? "

The phone was silent for a long time that day, and Wen chuyang replied faintly, "OK, I'll come back early, and I just have something to tell you."

"What's the matter with you?" There was something wrong with Wen chuyang's voice, as if he could not say anything.

"Nothing. Maybe there have been a lot of things recently. I'm a little tired. Don't think much about it." Wen chuyang said and hung up the phone.

"What's the matter with this man?" I shook my head, but I felt uneasy.

It's different from what he used to look like, but I can't tell why. I just feel that he has something on his mind.

Forget it, what do you want to do so much? When he comes back, don't you know?

I sighed, took the ingredients I just bought today, asked the nanny to pick up Xinger, and went into the kitchen by myself.

Wen chuyang likes my dishes very much, so I made his favorite sweet and sour ribs, fried chicken with chestnut rice, and my brewed balsam pear.

Soon after that, Wen chuyang came back. He opened the door and saw me. His eyes were in a trance. Then he straightened his tie, took off his coat, put it on the sofa and asked me, "wake up? Hasn't he come back yet? "

"Well, he's going to an interest class today. He'll come back after dinner. Let's eat first. He hasn't been alone with you for a long time. I'm sorry. These days have made you sad." I slowly came up to him and helped him untie his tie.

Standing in front of him, you can smell the sweet smell of grass on him, which makes people intoxicated.

"I'm a little hungry. Let's eat first." Wen chuyang grabbed my hand and stopped me from my next action. With a slight smile, he went to the table, sat down, picked up the bowl, and ate without speaking.

This is the first time I have seen him like this.

When I was with him in the past, he was just like gum. I wish he stuck to me every day, but it was the first time I saw such a scene today.

"Do you mind what happened before? Lu Yuanzhi has already left, hasn't he? " I looked down, a little sad.

I'm really depressed recently, but his attitude doesn't need to be so obvious. Even if he's angry, it's better to say so. Can he look half dead?

I'm a little angry, but I can't blame it.

Wen chuyang's action suddenly stopped. His chopsticks stopped in the air. He didn't look up for a long time. After a long time, he lowered his head and said, "don't think about it. I'm just too tired. You can eat it too. The food is delicious. I haven't eaten such a good food for a long time. It's not delicious when it's cold."

I sat opposite him suspiciously and looked up at him carefully.

What happened to Wen chuyang? Before I have been immersed in their emotions, ignored him, so he suddenly changed, let me some difficult to adapt.

Wen chuyang is still like before, his face is always light without any expression, when eating, it is still like before, no matter which corner looks so good-looking.

wait!

However, when my sight