Planned Love

The heart clearly does not think so, words to the mouth is a more cruel sentence: "hate is right. Sheng Yun, have we ever had love? More, but it's all about making use of each other. "

At that moment, I saw his eyes completely cold.

I know that all the feelings in his heart were completely closed to me at that moment.

I can feel all the pain in his heart, because the pain in my heart is no less than that of him.

We are all the same people, the same as the heartless, the same duplicity, the same stubborn, the same true feelings.

To this day, I still love him. But we can't go back.

We four eyes opposite, shed tears, said the most stabbed each other's words, but can't let the heart better suffer some. On the contrary, the heart is so painful that it is going to die.

"Use each other Hehe, "he sneered and quickly wiped the tears off his face. That cold face, more and more calm than before, "I should have known that you should not be moved to women like you."

"A woman like me..." I repeated a low, sad smile, light said, "yes, early to see good. Now, regret it, don't you? "

I have a splitting headache. I look at him, but my eyes are cold.

His face was now calm and calm, and there was no trace of it now. The eyes were so quiet that they didn't seem to have just shed tears, and even the signs of redness faded.

He was silent and just looked at me coldly, as if he wanted to see my heart through my body. That kind of vision, with a kind of murderous determination.

"I'm gone. You have a rest." He said a little, then turned around and quickly walked out towards the gate.

Suddenly there was a loud noise in the kitchen.

He stopped, but still He left resolutely.

I know that this time, he took away the heart that loves me completely. After that, I won't feel this warm again.

I quickly ran to the kitchen. The medicine can, it's exploding.

On the kitchen worktable, on the wall, on the lampblack machine, there are residues of medicine residue everywhere. The furnace fire is still burning, and the medicine pot has split into half.

I quickly turned off the fire and began to clean up the mess with a rag. When I squatted down and picked up the precious medicinal materials that had been dropped on the ground, I suddenly felt sad. A kind of heartfelt sadness made me kneel on the ground, holding the pieces of the medicine pot and crying out

I didn't expect to cry so sad.

I hold the fragment, just like holding Sheng Yun's fragmented heart, crying bitterly.

I look at the room full of drug residues, I smell the room full of medicine, I look at the blast into pieces of his whole night's hard work, that moment I feel really cold-blooded, cold-blooded to live up to a person's full of feelings, cold-blooded to give up the last warmth.

I picked up the medicine residue on the ground, weeping and chewing it in my mouth. It was very hard and bitter. I was so lost in my mind to clean up the mess. At that moment, I felt like a lost child. My way and way had become disordered. Everything I had disappeared, leaving only the distant place with no ending.

Aunt Liu didn't know when she would appear behind me. She sighed softly, lifted me up from the kitchen full of medicine dregs, hugged me in her arms like a mother, stroking my head and saying, "why not! One day you will understand that the world is so wonderful, or the best and most down-to-earth love! Oh! Poor child

She sighed heavily. Then she put her arms around my head and shook it gently like a coax. "Cry, cry, let it out, just let it out..."

Because of aunt Xu's words, my tears flowed out like a spring. I choked and said, "Auntie, I lost him completely. From now on, I have lost him completely... "

"If I feel regret, I will go after him. Maybe he hasn't gone far. I'll call him right now." Aunt Liu listened to me and said.

"No, auntie, don't fight. Let bygones be bygones. Tomorrow, it will be a new day. " At that moment, Aunt Liu's words suddenly let my mood collapse. I quickly became calm. I shook my head and said firmly to Aunt Liu.

I dried the tears on my face. In Aunt Liu's astonished eyes, I squeezed out a smile and said, "Auntie, go to bed first. Here, I'll take care of it. "

The younger you are, the longer you want to take back your eyes. Sometimes I wish you would listen to the advice of our older generation. But my aunt knows that she has come from a young age, and she knows all about it. Go to sleep, son. Go! I'll take care of it here

"Aunt, let me clean up. In this way, I feel better. " I looked at Aunt Liu gratefully and said."All right, then you pack up and go to bed early." Aunt Liu heard me say that, which did not stop me.

"Well, I know. Please go out to bed with my aunt tomorrow I said to Aunt Liu.

"Don't worry. I'll take him well." Aunt Liu looked at me with a very kind smile and then walked out.

The night was very quiet. My mind was calm. I found a clean gauze in the cabinet, picked up all the medicine residues and put them on the gauze one by one. Then I wiped all the stains in the kitchen with a rag, and then put the medicine can into a bag. Then I took the medicine pot and gauze together to the yard and buried it under the maple tree in the yard Buried my love with my own hands.

I bowed devoutly and waved, then went back to my bedroom, washed my hands and face, and lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling with my eyes open, as if I heard the harmonica again.

I know this song in my dream. It is still the song he played for the first time. The heartbreaking song "I love you"

At dawn, the sun penetrated into the room from the white curtain, sprinkling a warm, soft halo on the ground.

All the sadness of last night has been buried with the moon and the night in yesterday.

Early in the morning, Zai Zai wanted to find me for the first time. When she woke up early in the morning, she called out "mother". Aunt Liu opened my door and put him on my bed.

When I got up from bed, my head was no longer so painful. Aunt Liu brought me pills and hot water, and said to me, "Sheng Yun personally went to his doctor to prepare this medicine. It is said that the effect is excellent. Do you feel better today?"

"Auntie, we won't talk about him in the future, OK?" I looked at Aunt Liu and said softly.

"Well, if you don't mention it, don't mention it." Aunt Liu nodded and handed me a package of pills.

I drank it in one breath with warm water, and I fell on my back and hooked my neck, and suddenly called out "Dad"!

"What are you talking about I turned my head and quickly took Zai Zai into my arms.

"Baba Dad..." I couldn't help but feel nervous when I heard the syllables of "Dad" one after another.

"I miss my father, don't you?" I held him in my arms and asked gently.

He pointed to the door, his mouth babbling, meaning that I went to find Sheng Yun. So I held him in my arms and went to the yard and said softly, "zazai, shall we depend on each other in the future? Dad, he has more important things to do

Zazai looked at me vaguely. Suddenly, he waved his little hand and shook it excitedly.

I saw a car from far to near. It turned out that Tai Ziqian was driving over. Tai Ziqian often runs to me when he has nothing to do. Zizai has known his car for a long time.

I held Zai Zai and met him with a smile. Zai Zai struggled to walk on his own. So I led him to Tai Ziqian's car. Tai Ziqian, dressed in a casual sportswear, jumped up from the car with a vigorous posture, and directly raised Zai Zai Zi above his head. Then he said with a smile, "Oh, it seems that the little guy is missing me. Wake up so early in the morning and come to meet me

"Yes, I'm here to meet you." I said with a smile.

He teased him with him, and then put him in my arms. He opened the trunk and took out several colorful cars from the trunk, including twist cars, walkers and cars.

He moved out one by one, and then said with a smile, "in the future, these toys will be available to the little ones. I took it specially from my friend to save my aunt strength

Seeing so many cars, he clapped his hands excitedly and struggled to get down. So I put him in the walker. He walked around excitedly, grinning like an angel.

Tai Ziqian saw this and touched his head with a smile. Then he stretched out his hand and pinched my face and said, "didn't you sleep well last night? Are you so haggard? Do you know you're going to have a hot spring with me today, so I'm so excited that I can't sleep? "

Tai Ziqian's voice had just fallen, and there was a sound behind me. As soon as I turned my head, I saw Aunt Liu standing at the door. The bell in her hand fell to the ground with a piercing sound.

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