President spoils me again today

Jin Nan is like a child who can't cry all the time. Now he is taught to cry. He tries very hard to make a sound, but he doesn't know where to use it for a while.

CEN Qinghe held him, only thought he was so tall, so big, but so pitiful. All the time, Chang Shan was the only one who could get close to him. Now Chang Shan is gone, leaving him alone.

Tears fell on him. Cen Qinghe patted him on the back and said: "cry out, Chang Shan won't laugh at you."

Jin Nan frowned, a beautiful face used to expressionless, only a pair of eyes, clear and incomparable expression of pain through the heart.

For a long time, he finally closed his eyes in pain and cried. His whole person is shivering, cen Qinghe hugs him hard, very afraid that he will fall so straight.

The bottom of his heart is so sad that Jin Nan has to raise his arm to hold Cen Qinghe. He is exerting himself, tightening his arms inch by inch. In the end, he almost pains her, but Cen Qinghe doesn't say anything. She hopes that he can find the outlet of his pain, otherwise he will be driven crazy.

The quiet and cold morgue is full of the crying of relatives. Cen Qinghe is surrounded by Jin Nan. Later, he doesn't know who is supporting who. Maybe, they all need to cuddle with each other at the moment. Otherwise, how can they resist the overwhelming sadness.

For a long time, he couldn't cry any more. Jin Nan lowered his arm feebly. Cen Qinghe stepped back and looked up at him.

His face is still with tears, eyes empty and helpless, her voice is not big, but seriously said: "Chang Shan is to heaven, there is no pain, she will look at us in the sky when we want to, we can also sit together to talk about our past with her. Jin Nan, I'm not trying to persuade you not to be sad. I just hope you can be strong and take care of your aunt. She has lost her daughter and can't bear any more blows. "

Jin Nan lost his soul and looked down. All his strength had been hollowed out. Now he could do nothing and no one could save him.

CEN Qinghe was afraid that he would never forget and eventually become ill, so he turned around and said to Chang Shan, who was "asleep." Chang Shan, I promise you that we will have snowball fights in the future, and we will take Jin Nan with us. Don't worry. When you are away, I will be his sister. I won't bully him, and I won't laugh at his ugly painting. I will do all your regrets for you, So you have a spirit in heaven. You must protect him and have a happy life in the future. "

This time, tears flow down, cen Qinghe with a smile, mentioning the white sheet on Chang Shan's chest, whispered: "we agreed that this life is not enough good friends, the next life is also good friends, goodbye."

The sheet slowly covers Chang Shan's face. It seems that this time is the real farewell. Cen Qinghe raises his hand to wipe away the tears in front of him. He turns to Jin Nan and says, "let's go and see Aunt Chang."

Jin Nan's eyes crossed Cen Qinghe and fell on the white sheet lying there with no waves on his chest. He knew that no one would cry or laugh and call him "brother" in all kinds of tones in his life.

If the sadness can be seen with the naked eye, Jin Nan's sadness is enough to fill the whole hospital building.

CEN Qinghe couldn't see him like this, so he just took his arm and half forced him out of the morgue.

Chang Wenna fainted before, because of high blood pressure, sudden mood ups and downs, people can't directly, but also fortunately, she fainted in the hospital. If there is no one around, her life is likely to be in danger.

The doctor gave her an injection and took medicine. She didn't open her eyes until early in the morning. As soon as she opened her eyes, she was crying to see Chang Shan. The scene was painful.

Jin Nan helps Chang Wenna to the morgue. Cen Qinghe doesn't dare to go again. She is afraid to lift the thin white sheet again. All her courage is used to cheat Jin Nan. She can't mobilize her to cheat Chang Wenna again.

Last night, she sat in Chang Shan's ward. Now she sat in Chang Wenna's ward. It was a long night. Shang Shaocheng called her for less than five minutes. She could hear that he was so busy that she didn't want to disturb him. So she almost bit her teeth and didn't cry. She pretended to be calm and said, "Chang Shan's gone."

Shangshaocheng was silent for a long time on the other side and said, "please persuade Jinnan."

It's no use saying don't cry at this moment. We can only care for the living people who are still struggling in pain.

CEN Qinghe nodded, tears fell on the back of her hand, she said: "I know, you are busy with your work."

There was no one in the room. She sat on the sofa and drank a few draughts a day and a night, but she was not sleepy, hungry or even tired.

Without looking at the time, cen Qinghe didn't know what time Jin Nan came in. He was the only one. The others didn't know where he was.

He looked very tired and felt that he would fall down every minute. Cen Qinghe stood up and asked, "where's aunt Chang?"

Jin Nan's voice was low and hoarse. "I sent her back to the hotel."

CEN Qinghe wanted to say that you should have a rest, but when the words came to her mouth, she said, "let's talk for a while."

She went to the door and closed the door. There were only two of them in the ward. Cen Qinghe took a bottle of mineral water and gave it to him to drink when he wanted to twist it. However, he found that he didn't twist it. He didn't know whether he had no strength or the bottle was too tight.

Jin Nan slowly turned his head, then raised his hand to take the water, twisted it open and handed it to her.

CEN Qinghe said: "you drink a few, I'm not thirsty."

Jin Nan was carrying a water bottle without a lid. He didn't drink it or put it down. He was like a walking corpse.

CEN Qinghe looks at her heart. She knows that Chang Shan's death is really sad for her. No matter how sad she is, she can't compare with Jin Nan. Because they are brothers and sisters, even if they have no blood relationship, they are filling each other's life for more than 20 years.

Who can digest this feeling for a while?

Standing opposite Jin Nan, cen Qinghe looked at him and said, "I promised Chang Shan that I would be your sister in the future. Don't hold back what you have in mind. I promise that only you and I know what I have heard today. If you want to say anything in the future, you will tell me. You will treat me as Chang Shan."

Every time the word "Chang Shan" is mentioned, cen Qinghe's full of the beautiful girl in her mind. She's not a quiet corpse in the morgue, nor a weak patient on the sickbed. She seems to be fixed in the most beautiful time, the most beautiful appearance, never old or dead.

However, Jin Nan shed tears in silence.

If he didn't see it with his own eyes, cen Qinghe could hardly imagine Jin Nan's tears. How could he cry? Is there anything he can take to heart? But this day and night, she saw him shed too many tears, whether silent or deep hoarse.

She choked to a sore throat and was afraid to go on like this again. The result of the two people's tears was just another cry. So she tried to hold back her tears and said in a voice, "do you want to talk, or don't you want to talk to me?"

"I tell you, if you hold it for a long time, you will be sick in your heart. If you don't want to treat me as a dustbin, you can treat me as a dustbin. If you have any unhappiness in your heart, you can pour it out with me instead of yourself."

Jin Nan slowly raised his head, red eyes looking at Cen Qinghe, thin lips open, his first sentence is, "I miss her."

In a word, cen Qinghe blurs her sight for a moment, but she still tries to pretend to be strong and says: "I miss her too, but I know she doesn't want me to be so sad. Chang Shan is so kind. Her biggest worry is that she's gone. What do you do alone? So she tells me that she will play with you in the future. She's so worried about you, Do you have the heart to let her go and feel guilty? "

Jin Nan didn't answer. His eyes were full of endless missing.

Missing someone who will never come back is destined to be a pity.

CEN Qinghe secretly adjusted his breath, wiped away his tears and said, "do you know why Chang Shan has to wait until after the Spring Festival to leave? Because she wants to spend the new year with us. Although she didn't say it, she worked hard. She tried to keep us company for a long time, and also tried to make us happy. So I won't be sad for a long time. Whenever I think of her in the future, it's a happy memory. You're the same. If you really miss her, try to make yourself happy. "

Jin Nan's heart was torn apart by Sheng Sheng. The real feeling is that he falls into an endless abyss, but there is always a voice saying, don't be sad, Chang Shan doesn't want you to be sad.

The expression on his face is a embarrassed child. What should I do? He didn't know.

CEN Qinghe looked at him like this, staring at his eyes that had not been dried with tears, and tried to coax him into saying, "you can talk to me, whatever you say, just don't hold it in your heart. I know that there is something in my heart, it's too hard."

Jin Nan really had too many secrets in his heart, and the biggest one almost crushed him. He didn't know how he got to this day.

Now that Chang Shan is gone, he secretly congratulates himself for a long time that he has a person who can accompany Chang Wenna. He doesn't know how to continue in the future.

Lip almost invisible shiver, he first made a mouth to speak, but slow half to find his voice.

In the quiet room, he said in a low voice, "Chang Shan, is not my aunt's child."

CEN Qinghe didn't know what he wanted to say, so he listened patiently until he said slowly after seven or eight seconds: "I am."

CEN Qinghe's eyes flashed an obvious confused color. At first, she didn't understand clearly, or she did, but she didn't understand.

"What did you say?" He no longer spoke, cen Qinghe asked tentatively in a very small voice.

Jin Nan sat decadent beside the hospital bed, staring at a place without focus. "Chang Shan is not my aunt's daughter, I'm her son. My aunt is actually my mother."