President spoils me again today

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Jin Nan's mother is Chang Wenna?!

CEN Qinghe always wants to coax Jin Nan to speak. She wants to share the pain he buried in her heart, but she can't dream of it. When he opens his mouth, it's a big secret.

Without looking in the mirror, cen Qinghe guessed that the look in her eyes must be panic, even if she tried to look the same.

After a long delay, she felt that she had to say something, otherwise... It was not polite.

"I'll listen to you if you want to." CEN Qinghe's tone is very careful, with his own are not easy to detect the gentle.

She felt that Jin Nan was so pitiful. He had such a secret in his heart. What kind of mood did he face Chang Wenna for such a long time? What's the way they get along in their families?

Jin Nan kept a posture all the time, staring at a certain place in a trance. After a while, he said softly, "I only knew it three years ago. It turns out that my mother, who has been called for more than 20 years, is not my own mother. On the contrary, my aunt, who has been called for more than 20 years, is my mother."

"My parents have never had a good relationship." After a pause, Jin Nan explained, "I mean my aunt."

"Living under the same roof is no different from an ordinary family of three. Maybe the only difference is that my father is too busy for me to see him, so I don't think it's wrong that he and my aunt seem to get along with each other. After all, according to my father, it's better to get married as long as we live together. As for love, he doesn't care, My aunt doesn't seem to care either. "

"Since I have a memory, my aunt is not very close to me, like other mothers to my son, she will not take the initiative to approach me. When I was a child, the nanny told me that as long as I am obedient, as long as I do well in the exam, she will be happy, so I try my best to do everything well, just hope that she can be like other mothers, even just smile at me. When I grow up, I gradually see some clues. I guess it may be that the relationship between their husband and wife is not good, so my mother will hate my son. Later, I went abroad to study. Chang's family was originally a business family, so I studied business and management, and I wanted to help her take care of her work after I returned home. Maybe she would be happy. "

"When I came back from abroad three years ago, I didn't inform them and wanted to give them a surprise. As a result, I found my mother and my aunt with other men. In fact, when I was still in high school, I vaguely felt that she didn't love my father and there might be other people outside. I just didn't want to believe it until I was forced to run into him. I was very angry at that time, I said to her, can not love, but can not betray, if my father knew, what would he do? Where to put his face? Maybe I really offended her, or maybe some words were hidden in our hearts for a long time. If we didn't say them again, they would fester. So she pointed to my nose and told me, do you think your father didn't know? He always knew that he was the one who was sorry for me first. He knew that I had put a green hat on him, but he had to bear it for me! "

When Jin Nan said these words, his voice was very tight, like an asthma patient was about to get sick.

Although his tone didn't have obvious ups and downs, even without too much emotion, cen Qinghe was full of tears unconsciously.

Jin Nan, what has he experienced?

Rao, who has been called "mother" for more than 20 years, feels shivering when she is heard by an outsider, not to mention him? He tried so hard to do well, just hope to be a good child that mother will like.

Jin Nan looked down all the time and didn't find Cen Qinghe's face full of tears. He fell into his own world. Wu Zi said, "I was very flustered at that time. I didn't understand what she was saying, but she glared at me with disgust and told me that I was not born to her. She was infertile. She admitted that she was very sorry and felt sorry for my father, But that's not the reason why my father got involved with my aunt secretly and got pregnant secretly. She said that she hated me so much that she felt sick and nauseous when she saw me. My appearance reminded her all the time that her husband and her closest partner cheated her and even gave birth to me.... "

CEN Qinghe couldn't help it any more. She suddenly stepped forward and hugged Jin Nan, because his hand was shaking so much that the water she didn't drink after opening the bottle cap came out.

She hugged him hard, tears streaming down, a very low voice said: "don't be afraid... Jin Nan, don't be afraid, it's all over."

Jin Nan's eyes were staring at the ground with no focus. He said: "I never knew that my existence would make so many people suffer. They are all my relatives, but they don't love me."

CEN Qinghe has been holding very hard, but now she just wants to make more efforts. She shakes her head in tears and says to him, "no, it's not like this. In fact, they all love you very much, your mother... Your aunt is just angry with your father and her sister's behavior. She doesn't hate you, and she won't hate you."

Jin Nan didn't hold her back as hard as he did in the morgue, trying to draw courage from her. At this moment, he just drooped his arms and said, "because he couldn't bear children, because he wanted a son, he should have been a sister, and then he was replaced by a sister, but even if I was born, what can I do? Besides my surname Jin, what's normal about me? Everyone has to pay for this disaster. From then on, everyone has to live in darkness and spit. I don't understand. Why? Qinghe, tell me, why me

CEN Qinghe found that there was no language that could describe her heartache at the moment. Seeing the old people begging on the street, she would feel distressed; She will also be distressed to see the left behind children on TV who have not enough food, clothing and school; But it's nothing like the man in her arms at the moment.

Too many people think that he is the son of heaven. His father is in power. After his mother's great business, he is the only son again. Must the family be very fond of him?

Just like shangshao City, although he always says that his parents have no time to accompany him, cen Qinghe has seen shangjingtian and Shen Qing. They are busy, but they love shangshao city like eyes.

She has always thought that no matter how Jinnan is treated, that is, the treatment of shangshaocheng, she can't imagine that some children are short of love, while some children don't realize what love is when they grow up! Not only don't understand, don't understand, finally was told, in fact, I hate you.

The most cruel but so, cen Qinghe did not personally experience, but from his calm tone heard the voice of heartbreak.

Having just experienced Chang Shan's death, now he peels off his bloody side to her, and relives the bitterness of memories. Cen Qinghe is afraid that he will not stick to it. It's not the problem that a man should be strong. In fact, he is only 28 years old.

So she just hugged him hard and said in a very positive tone: "it's not your fault, Jin Nan. It's never your fault. Even if this mistake is destined to be paid, your father, your mother, your aunt, all of them will not survive, except you. "

Jin Nan's voice is very low, also very aggrieved say: "but they hate me..."

CEN Qinghe shook his head, tears blurred her vision, but she never had the sober, said: "aunt Chang how to you, I see, she loves you, because she is a mother; I don't know your father, but I know that there is no father in the world who doesn't love children; As for your aunt, do you know why she said she hated you? Because she loves you too much, she thinks you are her son too much, and she hopes that all your cleverness and sensibility come from half of her blood. I am a woman, I know women too well, and women are careful. We will be jealous. When we like one thing too much, we just think that he is not mine. At this time, we will say, we don't like it at all, we hate it, We use this way to hide our love, in fact, we simply can not ask. You have to understand that she watched you grow up from birth, you are getting better and better, and you are getting better and better. She is afraid that you will know who your biological mother is sooner or later, and you will not be close to her, so it's better to keep a distance from you from the very beginning. You don't understand that she loves you. "

"Is it?"

Jin Nan's voice was very light, with a trace of disbelief and suspicion.

CEN Qinghe nodded hard, "I won't cheat you, you are so good, why do people hate you?"

Jin Nan's tight body finally relaxed slowly. He slowly raised his arm and hugged Cen Qinghe greedily.

His face was close to her shoulder. He looked helpless like a child.

In fact, he has never grown up. Even too many people, including Cen Qinghe, tease him with veteran cadres, because his behavior and ideas are very old-fashioned, but he has always been a child eager to be recognized and loved. Why didn't he want to live a happy life without fear? It's just that there are so many things hidden in his heart that he can't laugh.

He thought the secret would not be known by anyone outside the Jin family, but he told Cen Qinghe. Now he calmed down, and he didn't feel regret at all. If she didn't embrace her now, no, if she didn't embrace her in the morgue, I'm afraid he would have been unable to support him.

Chang Wenna has been unmarried for more than 20 years. Even her children are adopted. This is her punishment. She gave birth to children instead of her sister. But Mrs. Jin is never her. She can't meet Jin Hui alone or call her son Jin Nan. She has to bear the cold reception and hatred of her sister for more than 20 years.

In this mistake, no one survived, and everyone was atoning for it.

Jin Nan is lucky. Fortunately, he is not alone at this moment. Otherwise, when Chang Shan dies, he will feel that the only clean light in the family has gone out. How can he continue?