Problematic Sister Fell In Love With Me

Chapter 491: Dust Sealed Memories

"Nan Nan, are you crazy ?! You can't make a fate!"

"Little Chuzi, Yuanyuan is young, don't take her seriously!"

Tassel held Chu Yuan in his arms, Dong Xiaoye held my shoulders behind him, took a few steps back and separated me from Chu Yuan. Fortunately, otherwise, I really couldn't get down the steps. I knew better than anyone else. Chu Yuan did nothing wrong.

When Chu Yuan saw that I was going to bite her, biting her lips blue, and the appearance of grievance made my heart feel like a knife. She finally cried. "Why do you bear it? I'm sorry she's not you!"

My most worried thing happened, Chong Ziyuan, who was hysterical in Chu Yuan, shouted, "My brother didn't owe you! Five years ago, you were wrong! You left without saying goodbye, and suddenly disappeared, how sad my brother is, you know Do n’t eat or drink for several days, only a letter from you is waiting! I do n’t know what you said in the letter, but I can see that my brother is unhappy and unhappy! He did n’t want to be with you I ca n’t contact you, because ... I tore the letter! The address you wrote on the envelope is gone! You left without a word, without considering my brother ’s feelings You are such a ruthless person, I do n’t want my brother and you to be hello! "

Ziyuan was stupefied, stayed, and turned to me for verification. I had no time to consider the feelings of Ziyuan. I was more worried about Chu Yuan. Under this girl's strong attitude, it was the backlog of guilt and self-blame for five years! It was a scar in her heart, and she opened the scar herself ...

"Why did you come back, why did you bully my brother with that three lady? Why are there so many secrets to hide from him and deceive him? Do n’t you just want to get revenge ?! Don't listen to you! But what about you? You haven't just written that letter! You have no right to blame him for hating him! Yes, I hurt you, but you hurt my brother! "

Chu Yuan, who has always been shy and angry, was angry, strange and trembling. Tassel, Dongxiao Ye and Xiao Dongfang were stunned by her anger. As if Chu Yuan was a stranger in front of me, I said, "Chu edge!"

"What ?!" Chu Yuan cried at me, "Why don't you let me say that? You always do this, take everything on yourself, and you won't say it after being wronged, tolerate, tolerate, tolerate, regardless of others Why bully you, you always forgive me! Do n’t you say, ca n’t I say it ?! I know that you have n’t mentioned her in the past five years, because you are afraid of my blame. I know you have never forgotten her, but she Do you still want to be silent to you now ?! I do n’t want it! I do n’t want you to suffer because of me! ”

When Chu Yuan said ‘you have n’t forgotten her’, the look of several girls changed slightly, especially the fringe. She has always been sensitive to my problems with men and women ...

I ca n’t explain because I do n’t know myself, “Fate, there are things you do n’t understand ...”

Chu Yuan stared at me and shouted, "I understand! I understand everything, but you think I don't understand! Because you always treat me as a child! It's you who know nothing!"

Do I understand nothing? No, I understand, it ’s just something, if you understand, you must pretend not to understand ...

Chu Yuan felt sorry for Ziyuan, but she also hated Ziyuan. After tearing the letter, she knew that I really wanted to contact Ziyuan, so she blamed herself very much. She, like me, hoped that Ziyuan could send another one. The letter came back, but Ziyuan did n’t. Until today, I do n’t know why Ziyuan did n’t send me a letter again, because she asked me for the answer in the letter, I did n’t give it, so I was disappointed with me, or was there anything else? Reason ... At the time, I was depressed for this, completely ignored Chu Yuan's feelings, and even blamed her, resent her, hate her ...

That was a past I didn't want to remember. Whenever I dreamed of the scene, I would wake up from my sleep—it was a cold night, and I came outside the house of Ziyuan as usual, and I naively imagined that she would suddenly appear. My parents have been so helpless about my depression, and I can only let myself figure it out and give up. That night, it was snowing. The neighbourhood where the Ziyuan family lived was extraordinarily cold. Almost no one could get in. Leaning under the favorite weeping willow of Ziyuan, I remembered everything left here, adding a bit of bitterness to my heart. At that time, I received a call from Chu Yuan to tell me to go home. That was the first time she threatened me: I was waiting for you outside the door, and I waited until you came back. If you did n’t come back, I would wait.

In fact, I knew very well that she was talking in that kind of unreasonable tone because she was worried, but at the time it was extremely contradictory, and she had to fight against a little girl who was only eleven years old, thinking, if not you Tear the letter from Ziyuan, how can I wait here every day? Taking into account the feelings of my stepmother, I did not scold you for not beating you, hiding all the dissatisfaction and grievances in my heart, did you actually threaten me in turn? OK, wait, I won't go back! So I called and told my parents that I would stay with my fellow scholars at night, hung up the phone, and went to an Internet cafe ...

In the early morning of the next morning, when I walked out of the Internet cafe, I turned on my phone and received text messages from my parents. I still clearly remember the lightning-like feeling when I saw the text messages. My mind was like the snow scene in front of me, white. Vast-Chu Yuan really waited for me overnight outside the door! She locked the door of her room. When her parents were already asleep, no one knew she had slipped out secretly. She sat in the snow for a whole night, and when it was discovered at dawn, she was already unconscious. ..

The doctor said that one hour later, Chu Yuan might not be able to save this little life. I will never forget the first sentence that the girl said to the father after waking up from the coma, 'Dad, brother back? '... The boy has no tears. At that time, I wailed and vowed that I would never go to Ziyuan's house and never mention the word' Xue Ziyuan 'in front of Chu Yuan. I want Forget the asters ...

Maybe Chu Yuan's stubborn character today has been slowly used to me since then ...

"Five years ... five years ..." Ziyuan said with tears in her eyes, and murmured, "In five years, I have thought of various reasons why you would not reply to me, but I did not expect that the answer would be like this .. ... I ... I ... "Shiyuan choked and couldn't go on.

I am speechless. I, Chu Yuan, Ziyuan, each have their own grievances and their own guilt. Perhaps I am the most wronged, but I have the responsibility to bear the fault of Chu Yuan. I do not want to take the fault of Chu Yuan as a request. There was an excuse for Ziyuan's understanding. That way, it would only make Ziyuan even more guilty of not returning the second letter ...

"Don't say anything!" Liu Su shouted suddenly, shocked everyone, she gently wiped the tears on Chu Yuan's face, looked at me, and looked at Ziyuan, said gently: "I listen I don't understand what you are talking about, or what happened before, but I know that you were responsible for what happened last night. "

Ziyuan looked at Chu Yuan without refuting.

"But—" Liu Su's tone changed, and he said, "Nannan said it well. Five years later, you finally came back. For the first time you came home for dinner, we really shouldn't mention yesterday's things. Maybe, you concealed it. Shelter, I really have your pain ... Anyway, it ’s the case now, everyone has a responsibility, I ’m sorry to you, if Yuan Yuan has really done something that makes you unhappy or sad , I'm willing to apologize to her on your behalf. Yuan Yuan was only 16 years old this year. Five years ago, she was just a child. No matter what she missed, I believe you have a reason to forgive her, right? "

"I ..." Ziyuan clenched her lips. No one except me could appreciate her mood at the moment. Five years, how many days and nights? She has been waiting for my reply, always wondering why I didn't reply to her ... Ziyuan didn't explain, she nodded gently.

Tassel glanced at the embarrassing dinner table and sighed, "I'm afraid I can't eat this meal at home today, Nannan, go out and eat with Ziyuan."

I and tassel are tacit, and immediately understood her meaning from her eyes: For the time being, I should separate Ziyuan from Chu Yuan, both need to calm down ...

I agree that since Chu Yuan has unveiled her past history five years ago, then I have a responsibility to explain it to Ziyuan for her. At the same time, I think that Ziyuan should have a lot of things to tell me, for example, why have n’t Write a second letter, for example, why did you avoid me last night ...