Problematic Sister Fell In Love With Me

Chapter 492: You Can Hate Me

Dong Xiaoye gave up on me, because she knew that with her, Ziyuan wouldn't say anything.

Ziyuan did not advocate a taxi, she kept her head down and walked in front.

I broke the silence, "Are you going to eat?"

"With people like me, can you eat it?" I wasn't sure if she was laughing at herself or venting her anger, sighing quietly: "I can't eat anyway, I want to go alone and quiet."

With so many things happening, Ziyuan's heart must be in a mess. Now it is really not suitable to force her to barely solve it. It is not a good choice to give her time to calm down first. I laughed: "Okay ... I should send Where are you going? "

Ziyuan paused, slowly turned around, and under the dim light of the street lamp, she could still see the redness and swelling of her eyes, "Are you mocking me?"

I immediately reacted. She knew that I had been to the hotel yesterday, and asked her the secret that she only opened the room but did not stay. I smiled slightly and asked, "Do I look like you?"

Shiyuan didn't squeak, and tears fell again.

I walked in front of her, opened her fingers, took out her clenched handkerchief, wiped away the tears on her face, gathered a smile that softened the atmosphere, and tried to pretend to say disapprovingly: "We went shopping yesterday When I met my landlord, she wanted to rent the house opposite my house. The rent was very low, so I thought of you, aren't you looking for a house? How convenient is it for us to live at the door, but I'll call you The phone kept shutting down, so we went to the hotel to find you, and the hotel staff told us that you just opened the room there, but you never lived ... "

Ziyuan twitched a bit, without denying, "What then?"

"Then?" I laughed again. "Then I knew you wouldn't live there, so I'm asking you now, where should I send you back ..."

Ziyuan snatched back the handkerchief and looked down at her toes for a long while before she said, "Why don't you ask me why I'm lying?"

"Since you hide from me, you just don't want to tell me, why should I ask?" I shouted, "When you want to tell me, you will naturally tell me."

"Yuanyuan is right, Xiaonan, in order to care for the people around you, you always aggrieved yourself, even if these people are not worth it for you ... Do you know? This is not gentle, but cruel."

"So I never said I was a good person."

"You ..." Ziyuan stopped, and turned and walked away. I followed her silently without asking where she wanted to go.

"I've been living in Min Rou's house ..." Ziyuan didn't look back, more like talking to herself, "I opened a room in the hotel and I took you there once, just to make you think I lived there, thereby covering me up. The fact that I have been in close contact with Min Rou ... Yuan Yuan has not wronged me. I have a ghost in my heart. What I am doing now may not hurt you, but it will certainly not make you feel comfortable. "

Ziyuan paused, and seemed to be struggling a little, and finally said, "Xiao Nan, what do you want to know? I know very well, but now I can only tell you that I am responsible for providing Miss Three with everything she wants to know. Your message and do everything she asks me to do. "

"What did she ask you to do?" My eyebrows jumped. "Including going to bed with me that night?"

Ziyuan didn't answer right away, facing her back so that I couldn't observe her expression, "If I said it was voluntary, would you believe it?"

With a movement in my heart, Xuan Er smiled bitterly: "That's not your character ..."

"My character?" Ziyuan slowed down, and when I got to my side, I gently pinched my arm, put my head on my shoulder, and bangs blocked my eyes. I only saw two lines. Tears flowing down her cheeks, she laughed at herself: "What kind of character am I? Cowardly? Yes, I'm a child without a father, I'm a half-breeder, and I'm different from those around me. Inferiority, everyone around me scolded me as a wild species, saying that I was a freak born of mom and wild man, everyone rejected me, no one wants to be friends with me, except crying, I do n’t know anything, I just rely on You, watching you beat my head and beat others again and again ... from childhood to age, no matter what choice I make, I will either ask you, or ask my mother, there is nothing I can take my own idea, Including my mother asking me to go to the United States with her, I have a hundred reluctances in my heart, but I still have no courage to oppose it ... But Xiao Nan, it was five years ago, and now I am not the same as then, you know How have I spent these five years and how much happened to me ? "

"People change, change means growth, but there is also a side that never changes, Xiao Zi, in my opinion, you are still you ..."

"No, Xiao Nan, you do n’t understand me. For the first time, I decided to do it myself. I left silently five years ago, and did n’t even say goodbye to you. Since then, I am not the Xue Ziyuan you know. "Ziyuan put a little effort on the hand holding my arm, but her voice was even more subtle." I want to change, but I don't want to change. Do you know how tormented by that conflicting mood? I don't want to change Your dependence, I want to live like that, I will be protected by you all my life, so I know that our relationship must change, because we are all grown up, if you continue to be a good friend of the childhood friend, you will be other girls Take it away ... But I do n’t have the courage to ask you face to face, if I had to go to the United States with my mother, I think, I do n’t even have the courage to write you that letter ... ”

Sure enough, this is the reason why Ziyuan left without saying goodbye ... But time has changed, and it is too late to say these things now, beside me, there are not only tassel, but also ambiguous Murphy, and gradually ambiguous winter night ...

"That night, half and half ..." Ziyuan said softly: "Miss Three only made this request, and I have no objection, nothing more."

"Why?" I couldn't understand, "Why did Miss Three make such a request?"

"I can't tell you yet ..."

"Then why haven't you objected?" I was a little angry, angry at Ziyuan's selfless love.

Ziyuan snuggled up to me, like a little bird, only to be able to tell whether I was cooperating with her footsteps or she was cooperating with my footsteps, so slowly walking forward, into each other's heart ...

"Miss and I have a mutual interest relationship. She found me with her purpose. I promised to help her with my purpose. This is one reason. You did n’t reply to me, you did n’t reply, but you had This is the second reason for my girlfriend; the third reason ... maybe, I just want to do that ... "

My heartbeat accelerated, and my face warmed up a bit. Ziyuan's words were very explicit. Was it a confession to me? Ziyuan couldn't lift her head in shame. The silence for a while was awkward.

Ziyuan couldn't help but finally dragged me to the side of the road to stop a taxi. My heart was panicked and my head was blank. I didn't even pay attention to the address she told the driver.

"Do you hate me?" Ziyuan said, the driver of the car froze, because she and I sat on the left and right, looking out the window, like a stranger.

"You should hate me ..."

"Now I know I hate it wrong ..."

Uh ... meaning, you have been hating me until tonight ... Ziyuan honestly makes me a bit unbearable ...

"You didn't hate the mistake, the letter was ripped off by fate, but that was my fault," I said honestly, "I'm confused about the question you asked me in the letter. I don't know how to reply to you, Struggling and confused, Chu Yuan mistakenly thought that the letter made me unhappy, so ... in the final analysis, it's all because of me.

"I'm so naive ..." Ziyuan's body crooked, leaned over to me, and rested on my shoulder, "Is that person who can simply answer that kind of question irresponsible? Are you struggling, Confusion, prove that you take it seriously, I am too naive, thinking that two people only need one promise is enough, without considering how heavy this promise is in reality ... If I change to today, I must I won't rush for you to give me an answer. "

"Then ... why didn't you write to me again?"

I clearly felt that Ziyuan's body was shaking, "You can hate me."

I snapped, "I just want to know why."

"Because I hate you."

"Do you think this kind of lie can fool me?" I said, "Xiaozi, why did you stop me from going to Miss Three to settle the bill? Really hate me so much, will you protect me?"

"I..."