Prohibited To Approach

How much strength does Xiaoxiao's waist have to withstand Miss's unhappiness, her face is flushed, Missy's dark eyes stared at her, all the way the kiss went up the neck, soft, with a little coolness . +++All Tanmei Novels: www.readwn.com

This is a punishment for Xiaoxiao. She is also a good-looking young man who is in high spirits, so how can she tolerate the torture of the eldest lady.

People always explode with endless power at critical moments.

She snorted and slammed her hand hard, supporting the eldest lady in her arms.

The eldest lady stiffened, and Mu Xiaoxiao's eyes were burning red at the moment. She bit her lip and looked at Qin Yi: "You forced me."

Who said it slower?

Nowadays, it can't be slowed down.

Xiaoxiao pressed the eldest lady and deprived her of all her breathing. In the end, she grabbed Qin Yi's leg and whispered, "Hook me."

At this time, it doesn't matter whether the eldest lady's legs have strength or not.

Mu Xiaoxiao let her sit in an embarrassing gesture that she would never normally use. Such a posture made it easier for her to pick what she wanted. The eldest lady looked at her and wanted to struggle, which made her ashamed and sensitive. But when Mu Xiaoxiao raised her hand and shook it suggestively, she instantly lost strength.

A good afternoon.

The kiss between the two is like a war between you and me.

They are all a little unclear, reluctant to punish each other in other ways, they can only crush them again and again like this.

In the end, the eldest lady's cheeks, neck and ears were all dyed pink. Xiaoxiao had asked her to entangle her before, but now she had to entangle her.

Mu Xiaoxiao's eyes were dark, she held Qin Yi in both hands and stared at her straightforwardly.

That gaze was naked without any cover.

She lowered her head and whispered a word in Qin Yi's ear. The eldest lady's face was once again covered in crimson, and her hands weakly supported Xiaoxiao: "You...you..."

She didn't expect Xiaoxiao to say something like this.

Teacher Mu, who has always been gentle and gentle, would actually say such things.

Such a posture was really exhausting, and Xiaoxiao eventually fell on the cane chair with the eldest woman in her arms.

The sun was hot at noon, but it couldn't resist the heat that overflowed from the two of them.

When the zipper of the skirt was opened little by little, Mu Xiaoxiao looked directly at the lady's eyes, where a fire was burning, and she deliberately slowed down her movements, as if deliberately bullying her.

La…

The voice gently scratched the eldest lady's heart like a cat's claw, her hand panicked to catch Xiaoxiao's hand, but Xiaoxiao took a step faster than her, grabbed her wrist with both hands, and overwhelmed one side, "Yes. You provoke me first."

Miss:...

How could she provoke it first?

Mu Xiaoxiao's body pressed over, and her hand was placed on the cold body.

At such a critical moment, where can I not have a short-sighted interruption.

At this moment, Teacher Zhang, who was holding the big iced watermelon just picked from the well water, squatted at the door, shouting loudly: "Sister Qin, Xiaoxiao, come out to eat melon."

Mu Xiaoxiao:...

Qin Yi:...

As soon as they became stiff, the two looked at each other. The eldest lady pushed Xiaoxiao and her breathing was messy: "Here is someone."

Xiaoxiao:...

…A few minutes later.

When Teacher Zhang was greeted by the unwelcome, Teacher Mu's hair was still a little messy, and she directly rolled her eyes.

She looked at her inexplicably: "What's wrong with you, your face is so red? Do you eat melon?"

Mu Xiaoxiao really wanted to kick the watermelon in her hand. The good thing was interrupted. She frowned and didn't have a good temper: "Don't eat, I'll take a bath."

"You only wash it now? Class is still 30 minutes away, what did you do early?"

Teacher Zhang ignored her, she happily held the watermelon and walked to Qin Yi's side, squatted down and handed her the reddest slice that she had selected in advance: "Here, sister Qin, eat melon."

She knows Qin Yi's addiction to cleanliness, which was selected in advance.

At this time, the heat and stickiness of Qin Yi's body hadn't gone down. She was in need of something cold. She stretched out her hand and was about to pick it up. Mu Xiaoxiao took her first step and snatched it: "Your aunt is coming, you can't eat it. cold."

Zhang Qiao:? ? ?

Are they so good now? Is it so strict?

Teacher Mu, just like 　, took a few bites of the melon and threw the skin of the melon in the trash can. She hurried in and took a bath.

Zhang Qiao looked at her wonderingly: "Who is it, why is it so cloudy these days, so bad tempered, right?"

This bath is to reduce the fire, right?

The eldest lady's mood has stabilized at this time, she looked at Zhang Qiao and asked, "She has a bad temper?"

Zhang Qiao nodded. She and Xiaoxiao get along almost day and night, and can most feel the changes in her: "Yes, it's like having a thought, especially today. After class, she stared at the cup while making chrysanthemum tea. Ten minutes in a trance."

Missy pursed her lips.

Xiaoxiao has something on her mind, but doesn't tell her.

This feeling is very bad, and the jujube nucleus that fell in the heart of the eldest is like a sour date, and it directly smashed a hole.

Mu Xiaoxiao took a shower almost at the speed of light. She took a pen to Zhang Qiao's place to **** some red pen water to approve the children's homework in the afternoon. Before leaving, she glanced at Qin Yi, her face was still a little hot.

What happened.

The relationship has been determined.

Why did she see the eldest lady's heart beating so suddenly.

The two people’s house is very close, right next door, Xiaoxiao sucked the pen and looked at the watch: "There are still twenty minutes. I will squint for a while. It's too sleepy."

She lay on the wicker chair carelessly, covering her eyes with one hand.

She didn't know that kissing was so laborious, and she didn't know where the supernatural power had dragged the eldest lady up, and now her hands and feet were sore and weak, she didn't have any strength at all.

Zhang Qiao knew her habit, went into the house and took a thin sheet and threw it on her body. Xiaoxiao habitually wrapped her body from beginning to end.

"Hey, what's the matter with you these past few days, you are very worried."

Zhang Qiao kicked Xiaoxiao, and Xiaoxiao's voice from under the quilt was muffled: "Leave me alone."

People will have negative moments.

Mu Xiaoxiao always thinks that she is the kind of optimistic and sunny, there is nothing in her heart that can beat herself to be a positive type, but recently I don't know what's wrong, the more she is with the eldest, the more inferior she is.

Perhaps it was because Qin Yi would do some things when the relationship between her and the eldest lady was not clear before, but they were all silently.

Now, she doesn't carry Xiaoxiao on her back, allowing her to see the gap and distance between the two.

Xiaoxiao knew that she was a eldest lady in her life, no matter what, there was no way to separate them.

She doesn't care about herself, she is always afraid that one day she will affect the eldest lady.

Her heart knot is a matter of time.

She will not think too much unless she is desperately growing herself.

But no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't reach the height of Missy...

Seeing that the eldest lady’s legs are about to heal...

Although this is not good, Xiaoxiao occasionally couldn't help but wonder if it weren't for her, would the eldest lady find a better beloved.

She wouldn't be in this village with herself at this time.

Perhaps, she has returned to the stage of Chi 　? Restored her glamorous life?

Is she dragging her down?

Mu Xiaoxiao closed her eyes upset, Qin Shuang's words were not powerful for her at the time, but she had to admit that before she knew it, it penetrated into her heart like a crack.

Zhang Qiao looked at her and sighed, "You, too, have to get used to it, always show the good side to others, and never talk about the difficulties in your heart. Xiaoxiao, you have to remember, we just do A good psychologist is also a human being. There will be people’s negative emotions. It is not important to have emotions. The important thing is how to resolve them..."

In the afternoon, teacher Zhang's class started. Zhang Tangseng, who is very well-known in the treatment field in her department, is particularly legendary in that every time a patient sees her, she runs away in a hurry. Once, a patient came to school to give Zhang Qiao a pennant, and the pennant was sent to Director Wang. Seeing Zhang Qiao come out happily, he immediately waved: "Teacher Zhang, I still have a lot of things today, let's talk about it another day."

After he finished speaking, he ran away without looking back as if there was a ghost chasing him behind him, for fear of chatting together.

…

"Don't feel uncomfortable because you have such negative emotions. This is not a sudden emotion, do you know? You have been suppressed in your heart for a long time."

Zhang Qiao patted the little **** that Mu Xiaoxiao was covering, "But why are you breaking out now? It's because you recognized Sister Qin in your heart. She is no longer the eldest lady in your heart, and is no longer yours. The customer sponsor is no longer your sister, but your dearest lover who will grind a bed with you in the future."

Mu Xiaoxiao was rubbing his hair vigorously under the bedding, and was about to collapse by Teacher Zhang.

Teacher Zhang slapped his **** again: "You don’t have any relatives. Ma Su and Granny Chu are both big bodies. You are used to not telling them anything. What about me? You said nothing, because we still A white as jade cub who has never been in love, doesn’t understand the shit, and you can’t bear to vent your emotions to Sister Qin at once, for fear that she will be sad, these negative emotions will snowball in your heart. Rolling bigger, rolling bigger—"

In the sound of Teacher Zhang's "rolling bigger and bigger", Teacher Mu collapsed and fell asleep.

She is the kind that doesn't delay when the sky falls as long as she wants to sleep.

Zhang Qiao looked at the time. When there were about ten minutes left, the eldest lady came over. She was in a wheelchair at the gate of the yard, looking at Xiaoxiao who was lying on a wicker chair and wrapped in a mummy.

Zhang Qiao saw her come in and quickly stood up, "It's time to wake up, I'll call her."

Missy waved her hand, she looked at Zhang Qiao: "Has she always been like this?"

What?

Zhang Qiao looked at the hand of the eldest lady, and looked at Mu Xiaoxiao, who was so tightly bound from top to bottom: "It was like this when I knew her. Sleeping in the dormitory, no matter spring, summer, autumn or winter, I was bound from head to toe. "

Teacher Zhang is very smart. She spread her hands and shrugged: "Don't ask me, I don't know the reason. No one can ask Xiaoxiao what she doesn't want to say."

The eldest lady was silent, she stopped talking, and passed the ironed shirt to Zhang Qiao: "Let her change it in a while."

With the cleverness of the eldest lady, she soon knew that when she slept in front of her before, she tried to hide her refusal to do so. When I first met, I was afraid of making her think that the psychologist herself had problems. How to help others? Later, she was probably afraid that she was worried.

Zhang Qiao took the shirt and it was still warm. She was a little surprised: "Sister Qin, will you iron it?"

Before, Xiaoxiao did not show her the hole in her body, the first time her eldest ironed her clothes, and when she went back to mount it, she would show them a mess of things in the future.

Zhang Qiao quickly flattered: "It's amazing, I learned it so soon."

The eldest lady said faintly: "I bought a dozen exercises."

Zhang Qiao:...

Such an honest and lovely lady, she didn't know what to say.

Qin Yi looked at Mu Xiaoxiao quietly, turned around and left without speaking.

Looking at her back, Zhang Qiao was a little bit sad. She felt that the eldest lady had a lot to say, but she couldn't say it to her, and the only person who could listen to her had menopause recently and thought a lot. Who is she going to tell her all about?

After Mu Xiaoxiao woke up, she felt better. She felt that she had negative emotions because she had been tired for too long and could be controlled. She put on the clothes Zhang Qiao gave to her eldest lady. She thought about it or ran back. someone's home.

The eldest lady was sitting in the yard looking at the fallen leaves. She heard the sound of the door opening and looked back. Mu Xiaoxiao ran over quickly. She panted and supported the wheelchair with both hands and kissed the eldest lady's forehead forcefully: "What? wait me back."

The eldest lady stared at her, Xiaoxiao's eyes turned into crescents, and she made a gesture at her, and ran away in a hurry.

When she went out, she looked at the eldest lady reluctantly, for fear that she would think too much.

Until the door was closed, the eldest lady's long eyelashes blinked, and she touched the forehead of Mu Xiaoxiao's kiss, and something fell in her heart.

From beginning to end, she didn't feel wronged for herself, but she thought there was something in Xiaoxiao's heart, and she tried her best to know, but couldn't see through it.

This is different from the tacit understanding between two people in daily life.

The eldest didn't want Xiaoxiao to be like this. She felt that she had been tired, her body was tired, and her heart was tired, always carrying a lot of things.

Think about it from another angle.

Xiaoxiao is also a body of flesh and blood, and she may have forgotten all of so many people's minds by running around day by day. She is just a teenager who has not graduated from university.

The eldest lady has seen her accounting books at the beginning of each month. They are densely packed, as small as firewood, rice, oil and salt, as large as whether the child is insured for what kind of disease or medicine, and even has independent funds for children in distant places. book.

In the past, Qin Yi nodded her head at best when she saw her. This is a girl who is serious and responsible.

But now, she doesn't think so.

She felt sorry for Xiaoxiao.

This is her pillow, her lover.

She also wants to spoil Xiaoxiao, laugh when she wants her to be happy, cry presumptuously when sad, and rest in bed when she is tired.

You don't need to laugh so hard.

The eldest lady was silent for a long time, she picked up the phone and dialed out.

This was the first time she was not working and actively contacted someone other than Xiaoxiao, so when Su Qiuyun received the call, she was a little surprised. She saved Qin Yi’s mobile phone number, and Xiaoxiao pressed it in. "Yiyi?"

It's a very intimate address, just like to one's own child.

The eldest lady was holding the phone and wanted to talk, but she didn't know how to speak.

Su Qiuyun waited patiently for a while, then smiled softly: "Is it awkward with Xiaoxiao?"

Young lovers, noisy is the feeling.

Qin Yi pursed her lips, not knowing how to answer.

It's not a quarrel, but it's always a bit awkward.

In the afternoon, Su Qiuyun's voice was very soft: "Actually, my aunt has never had time to say "thank you" to you, thank you for loving our Xiaoxiao."

Qin Yi held the phone tightly. She worked very hard to say what she said in her heart: "She refuses to tell me a lot of things that are pressed in her heart."

Su Qiuyun nodded when she heard. She is Xiaoxiao's mother. Although she is not related by blood, she is the person who raised her from childhood to adulthood. She knows Xiaoxiao best: "Xiaoxiao is such a child, this is true to you. The same is true for me and her grandmother. She always feels negative emotions. She digests and digests herself. She said it out, but the two are uncomfortable together. There is no need. What's more, in her heart, you are so precious."

Qin Yi felt Su Qiuyun's words poking straight into her heart.

She doesn't want Xiaoxiao to be like this, such a long-term depression, maybe she can't feel young when she is young, and how old will it be in the future? Will you be better?

They will last a lifetime.

Su Qiuyun said softly: "When she was discovered by her grandma when she was a child, it was during the coldest period of the twelfth lunar month, and her face was blue and blue, so small, so my grandma and I named her Xiaoxiao. We didn't think of her at the time. When she grows up, she will be so tough to carry the sky, I just hope she can live well."

"Many things in the orphanage are not what people see. It has the help of all walks of life and government support. Only we know the sadness inside. Sometimes, it seems that a large sum of donations is not enough for a single operation. Now... the palms of the palms and the backs of the hands are all meat. We can't bear to give up any child. Once we give up one... there will be a second, third... more and more giving up... We can't do it, especially her milk. Xiaoxiao has known gratitude since she was a child. It should be the age of play. She followed us all the way back and forth, never saying tired..."

"Auntie still remembers that she was still so young. When she watched her grandma go out to do errands and didn't come back secretly crying, she went to step on a small bench and cook in front of a big frying spoon. , Choking her nose and tears, grandma feels sorry for her and won't let her do it, but Xiaoxiao hugged her grandma like a little adult: "It's okay, grandma, don't cry, when I grow up, I will protect you and mom. . ""

"The children in the orphanage are all protected by us. There are very few children, so they want to feed back when they are young."

"When we were young, we didn’t know when she was born, so we counted the day she was picked up as her birthday. At the sixth birthday, I remember very clearly that she saw other children playing Rubik’s Cube. Looking at it, I didn't dare to ask for it. I said I wanted to buy it for her, but she refused to say anything, she insisted on giving the money to the brother who has asthma to buy medicine."

"She is the kind of typical giving personality, but some of the children who grew up in the orphanage have no inferiority complex. They were abandoned since childhood. So when Xiaoxiao grew up, she vowed to me and grandma, she said. I'm a bachelor, and I won't look for anyone in this life. Her grandma and I felt uncomfortable."

"Where are people born lonely, she must feel that we have two old people behind her, and there are a lot of children. She doesn't want to burden others with trouble, and is even more afraid that others will treat us badly and make us angry. Similarly, She has a faint low self-esteem and feels she is not worthy of love."

"Fortunately, meeting you gave her the courage to love. Auntie knows that she may still have a lot of things to keep in her heart and refuse to say, but Yiyi, you will be together for a lifetime. It's still a long time. Auntie believes. Slowly, you will untie her heart knot and heal her."

…

The eldest lady held the phone tightly in her hand, and a lot of emotions rolled upwards.

She is now full of Xiaoxiao's smile. She knows that her birth was bumpy, and she knows that she has experienced many things that her peers have not experienced.

But when I really heard it, my heart was still painful and almost bleeding.

"She... She always wraps her head to the end when she sleeps..." Since she has already called, the eldest lady has simply asked her questions today.

Su Qiuyun was silent for a while, as if she had mentioned something that made her feel uncomfortable. After a long time, when Qin Yi thought she would not speak, she whispered: "When she was twelve years old when she slept in the summer, the village There was a bachelor named Liu who drank alcohol and climbed in from the wall behind. He raped the child who was quarantined in the next room because of illness and infusion... That was Xiaoxiao’s best friend Lan Er at the time..."

The eldest lady's heart seemed to be gripped abruptly by something.

Even though many years have passed, Su Qiuyun's hatred cannot be restrained, tears went down: "We called the police, the police took him away, and he was punished by law... But Lan'er has been in a trance since then. , Can’t get out..."

"My grandmother and the nurses and I took turns watching her during the time. Later, Lan'er got better, could live a normal life, and smile again. The orphanage was originally insufficiently staffed. Seeing her recover, we will slowly Relaxed..."

"At that time, the children always check the bottles after school and do some small handiwork to sell. Lan'er saved a lot of money. On the last day of her life, she took Xiaoxiao to buy a lot of delicious food, and gave her what she wanted. I bought her the shiny Rubik's Cube, and then she said she wanted to fly a kite upstairs..."

Lan'er really opened her arms and jumped from the sixteenth floor, turning herself into a kite.

The last words she left in her life were for Xiaoxiao: "Xiaoxiao, I am too tired, you have to live with my share of happiness."

"protect yourself."

"If people really have another life, please don't let me suffer from birth."

"Please."

…

Seeing a living person just jumped down in front of me.

Xiaoxiao, who was still a child, was so frightened that she cried day by day, and couldn't get out for a long time. She kept holding the Rubik's Cube.

She hated herself, why didn't she be optimistic about Lan'er, and blamed herself, why did she react so slowly and didn't hold her back, and the words that Lan'er left before her death were repeated in her dreams over and over again.

People in the orphanage come and go, come and go, come and go.

As the years went by, many people had forgotten about Lan'er, and the children later did not know her existence.

She was born small and will not be remembered by anyone after her death.

When Xiaoxiao was eighteen, the **** was released from prison. He even banished his friends at home. There was a lot of news about this. The people in the village were all angry, but they were only angry... Who would be one? To offend the living without a father or mother...

The **** is empty, and the devil is in the world.

Xiaoxiao couldn't get away, she broke the opponent's foot with a shovel.

That day, she cried fiercely as if she had vented her resentment. Su Qiuyun and her grandma were frightened when they arrived at the police station.

But the law is like this, the law is not merciful.

The injury was right in front of his eyes, the other party bit on, and the lion spoke loudly. Xiaoxiao was about to take the college entrance examination, so he couldn't delay it.

Su Qiuyun and grandma tremblingly went back to collect money, and when they wanted to reconcile, her parents rushed over first.

Mu Jun frowned with both hands on his hips, "Xiaoxiao, are you crazy? You are about to take the college entrance examination, don't you know?"

Su Kui shuddered when she looked at the blood on Xiaoxiao's body. She didn't know that Xiaoxiao was so violent, she didn't even dare to hug her.

Mu Xiaoxiao looked up at Mu Jun dullly. This was her biological father.

"This is the orphanage that you never forget to run back whenever you have time? What does it give you? What does it make you look like? You have no future for a dead person? You want to be trampled on forever Is it under your feet?"

…

That was the first time Su Qiuyun had torn a face with someone. She and Mu Jun quarreled at the police station. She was hysterical and couldn't tolerate Xiaoxiao being bullied, and at the same time she was heartbroken. Seeing their attitude, she knew that Xiaoxiao would go back. how are you.

In the end, the two sides were pulled apart by the police, and Mu Jun wanted to get compensation, but Su Qiuyun refused.

It was raining heavily, Su Qiuyun held Xiaoxiao shivering, and kept patting her back: "It's okay, it's okay, mom paid the money, it's okay."

Xiaoxiao's eyes were flushed red, she did not cry, bit her lip tightly, and pulled her clothes tightly in Su Qiuyun's arms, like a wounded little beast.

Later... Xiaoxiao developed a high fever and burned it for three days and three nights, terrified her mother and grandma, and became anxious.

Later... everything was calm again.

Xiaoxiao didn't mention it again, and everyone didn't know how she came out.

When she was admitted to college, she chose psychology without hesitation when choosing a major.

She still can't forget Lan'er's pain.

The dead cannot be chased.

If possible, Xiaoxiao hopes that she can use her own efforts to recover from such a tragedy.

Over the years, she has helped many people come out and regain confidence in life.

It's just that healers can't heal themselves.

She has saved many people, but no one can heal the scar in her heart.

Therefore, no matter how busy she is, she will get up and run in the morning. She wants to protect her relatives with her not wide shoulders;

Therefore, she would repeatedly ask Qiuqiu, who was still in the orphanage at the time, to wear two underwear when she slept;

Therefore, if she doesn't want to be slandered again by the orphanage home where she grew up, Xiaoxiao once thought of going through this life alone.

Therefore, because of the tragic pain before Lan'er left, as long as the willpower is still there, she will cover all of her with a quilt from beginning to end. She wants to cover her fear, cover her anxiety, and cover the pain that can never be erased.

There are many pasts, many, so I put together a sunny Xiaoxiao who seems to be smiling all day long by outsiders.

People say that she is mature and capable, but they don't know how dripping her past is.

Her smile was given to others, and she carried everything on her own.

That is her no-man's place.

That is her restricted area.

The author has something to say: Miss 　　 will really spoil Xiaoxiao as a child in the future.

ps: Xiaoxiao buried in the first chapter sleeps blindfolded, you can go and see if you forget.