What to Do if You Look Too Fierce

"I'm not worth it at all, and can't Saeko rely on me?"

Aoki looked into Saeko Busujima's eyes, looked at her as if abandoned by the world, couldn't help but questioned a little gaffe: "What am I like this... It doesn't matter what pain Saeko is carrying, despair It’s okay, I can share it together, we can all work hard together!”

"Why! Why do you have to carry it by yourself, and the tears fall into your stomach, and you don't want to shed them?" Aoki Si held her somewhat cold face, and exchanged glances with her, but her eyes made him a little strange.

"Saeko... You obviously don't think so, do you?"

Aoki Division's words finally made her react.

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She opened her mouth, and after a long time, she finally made a sound: "I...I..."

"Tell me." Aoki Division's voice was pleading: "Didn't you say that you would give the man you like... absolute trust?"

"I..." Saeko Busushima looked into his eyes, the voice for help almost reached her throat, but she couldn't cry out happily.

He was obviously crying like crazy in his mind, but he couldn't even make a pitiful expression.

"Such a Saeko..."

Aoki Division gradually lowered his head.

"It scares me."

Saeko Busujima's eyes trembled uncontrollably.

"No, it's not..." Saeko Busujima was a little panicked, and made a sound of rejection with unknown meaning.

Fear?Secretary... afraid of me?

Him, is he leaving me?

Did he notice it?

Does he know?

Am I... am I going to lose him?

Sure enough, I'm just a monster.

I don't deserve love at all.

I……

Saeko Busushima's blood-stained hand was helplessly lifted in the air, but she didn't know where to put it. The already broken heart was beating violently, almost calling for her to say something , but she seemed to be cursed by something, tried her best, but there was only a hoarse humming in her throat, but she couldn't speak any words.

"I'm very scared... I'm afraid that when I wake up, Saeko will disappear."

Aoki Tsukasa's unexpected words made Busujima Saeko stiffen all over.

Her eyes looked at Aoki Division in disbelief.

"What is Saeko worrying about?" Aoki Tsukasa's eyes lost focus, and Busujima Saeko could see that although he seemed to be still looking at her, in fact, his thoughts had already been caught in his own thoughts.

He was talking to himself, or rather, he was confessing.

Confess all your thoughts.

"I'm really scared." Aoki Si's bitter smile made Saeko Busujima a little panicked. She had seen Aoki Si shy, arrogant, lazy, and He looks strong.

I even saw him fall into the trough, despair and grief.

But I have never seen such Aoki Secretary.

This... sensitive and fragile look.

Aoki Si put down the hand holding her cheek, sat opposite to her, facing the silent Saeko, just told his own story.

"In the past, I was really just a poor loser."

Aoki Secretary used another way to talk about his past.

"Weak and helpless." Aoki Si smiled self-deprecatingly: "I used to think that I could change everything, but in the end I found out that I was the one who was changed."

"I became the kind of person I hated, and, for a while, I was complacent about it."

Thinking back to the past, Aoki Si raised the corners of his mouth mockingly: "To be honest, I died once."

"However, just when I thought that I would end my life as a loser and put an end to my insignificant and almost unknown life, I came here."

"Do you know? I have always felt that coming here, getting to know Saeko, Kyo, and many friends is like starting a new life."

Aoki Division changed the story of his rebirth to Saeko Busujima.

"Here, I don't have to regret my past failures, and I don't want my future self to feel that I have any regrets, and I finally have the talent and ability to make myself better, so I Live really hard."

Aoki Si bowed his head wearily: "Really, in the past few months, I have lived really hard."

I only sleep for an hour or two every day, and I really work hard enough.

Obviously, the process of learning and training made me want to give up more than once, but I endured and continued to work hard.

Working hard in the dream training room, and still working hard after waking up, it seems easy to say, but in reality?

"I thought that if I worked hard enough this time, I would be able to hold all the happiness in my hands." Aoki said to himself: "I have a new family, although they have a very difficult life, there are also many misfortunes , but I feel that I can change everything. I have new friends, although they are a little stupid and naive, but at least they really regard me as a friend."

"There are also people who like me, and... people I like."