A Million Survival Laws of the Savior

"If I don't give up, will you kill my girlish heart?" The girl in the white dress turned her head and smiled back: "If you really want to do this, then do it."

"I don't want to intervene in your own emotional problems." Bai Jue sighed: "Why do you have to force me to make a choice? I don't think I can do it all?"

"Haven't you realized it yet?" The girl in the white skirt sighed faintly: "I have hinted and even expressed it so clearly, can't you understand what I mean clearly? I think...you may not understand her correctly. What is your position?"

"Positioning?" Bai Jue didn't ponder for too long: "She is not different from Li Xiuning, at least I think she used to need company because of loneliness, and I consider her... an unqualified friend, not even a bosom friend superior."

"I know." The girl in the white skirt said with a smile: "What bosom friend, actually you don't know her at all, you are just sure that she wants to be the emperor, so you put all your energy into trying to make her sit on the throne, even in various ways. They are all willing to try it out.”

"Like a fool." Bai Jue paused, "No, like a big whale...it's embarrassing."

"I think it's very cute." The girl in the white skirt said so, she opened her arms, posing to hug him, and said with a smile: "I will not lie to you, every word is the truth."

"The synonym of cute is owed." Bai Jue didn't feel that she was praising him.

"Are you due?" The girl in the white skirt thought for a while, and she said, "I think it's ok, can I sleep? Now!"

"I can't." Bai Jue vetoed it, why do I want to sleep all of them, do I think it's shameless?

The girl was not discouraged, instead she walked a few steps with her hands behind her back. She casually picked off a leaf, and the leaf turned into a colorful butterfly at her fingertips. She smiled and said, "You feel guilty now, don't you?" ?”

"Yes." Bai Jue nodded.

"That's what she did on purpose." The girl in the white skirt stabbed the black-clothed Li Shiming in the back, and said with a smile, "That's what she wanted to do, to tell you what she went through, so that you can be honest about what you failed to do in the past." Everything you see is examined, in order to make you feel guilty."

"I deserve it..." Bai Jue retorted speechlessly.

"No, her purpose is not just to make you feel guilty. Guilt and sympathy are strong catalysts, which can easily trigger extreme emotions. If you feel that you owe something, you want to make up for it. What are the ways to make up for it?" Bai The girl in the skirt covered her flushed and hot cheeks: "What I can think of is maybe maybe maybe maybe... is the debt repayment?"

"I can make it up, but not now..." Bai Jue was very straightforward: "If I can agree to the request, I will agree to her, even if it is your request, I will agree."

"Then what if I ask you to marry me?" the girl asked abruptly.

"..." Bai Jue got stuck, like a broken repeater, unable to pronounce a single syllable.

"Sure enough, you will hesitate and be silent." The girl was not surprised, but her expression showed a look of loneliness. She said softly: "It's a pity that I don't accept other compensation methods, and she won't accept them. Really compensation, Just pay me yourself."

"I'm not worth much, I can only sell it for a few cents a catty..." Bai Jue laughed at himself, "Really, no one wants non-recyclable garbage."

"Idiot, up to now, do you still not understand? Or have you been pretending not to understand?" The girl in the white skirt said softly, "In her heart, you should already be very clear about your position. "

You are not a confidant at all, nor a facilitator.

Rather, her first love.

"..." Bai Jue fell into a long silence again. His expression was a bit inexplicable, dull and stiff, and even a little incomprehensible. He opened his mouth and said with difficulty: "The time we met...was very short."

He didn't get along day and night, and he didn't get to know him in advance. Even the meeting was an accident. He never deliberately showed his handsome side. , but thought he knew her very well, but that was just an illusion... If he really knew her, how could he not understand her inner thoughts?

"It has nothing to do with time." The girl in the white skirt said quietly: "It has nothing to do with how long it has been... She just likes you simply. I don't want to kill this precious emotion, because in the deepest part of her heart, she always wants to live to see you again."

She told plain but touching stories.

"It's strange, isn't it? The bloody and cruel Emperor Li Shiming of the Tang Dynasty still has such a surprisingly soft part in her heart. In terms of the most essential desires, she is so pure, like a girl who has not grown up, thinking that the whole world Apart from this emotion, she even has nothing else... If these words are told to others, no one will believe them."

"But this is the exact truth." The girl in the white skirt said seriously: "I will not lie to you, everything I said is true, because I am her sincerity and the purest thing she has kept. My own self, I can appear here to talk to you, it is the proof that she has never forgotten you for a day in the thousand years, otherwise how could I be so strong, even to the extent that it interferes with my own judgment." She said softly: "Before the wish that has been silent for too long, the barriers of reason are fragile and vulnerable."

She approached Bai Jue, her voice was faint and deep: "Let time go by, and the vicissitudes of life, she has been waiting for you to come back. The biggest wish all along is just to say three words to you... It's a pity that this sad... May it never come true.”

A breeze blew across the field, blowing the girl's skirt and long hair, and her voice merged with the wind: "Now you are finally back... You know that there is a girl who has been watching the sunset and sunrise of the empire, sitting on the farewell Waiting for you to come back in the seat at the time?"

Two lives, two lives, the sunset and the sun go out.

Waiting is a long thing, it will turn into a habit and integrate into your life, regardless of you.

Waiting without end is hopeless, especially for someone who has had enough time, it is torture.

But there is no right or wrong in emotional matters, just like a person knows whether drinking water is warm or cold.

She waited for Baijue, and she thought it was worth it...it was worth it.

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Five hundredth Chapter 17 Long-term thinking becomes a disease is a disease

It is not the first time to face confession.

Bai Jue could refuse very skillfully, just as he thought he was so skillful at pulling the flag.

But in the face of Li Shiming's sincere words, all the rejections he could think of seemed pale and powerless. Before the long time of a thousand years, he was so fragile... If you can miss someone for such a long time for a thousand years, then you still don't know. Is there any reason to refuse.

Is she bad?No, it's not bad, it's even very good, a woman who is not a pity to be the lover of her dreams.

She will be a qualified girlfriend, a qualified wife, and even abandon the position of emperor. Ten years later, Li Shiming certainly did so, leaving behind everything that restrained her, just to fulfill herself thoughts.

Bai Jue once rejected her in a very brazen way, in Yanjing, in the Forbidden City... he used his incomplete memory as an excuse to avoid her seriousness, but now this reason cannot be used a second time.

Facing her sincerity, one should not continue to escape.

But if he answered, Bai Jue's mind would be completely messed up, and he could only follow his own heart.

People often can't do it so simply, he can yell "I want it all", but Li Shiming can't accept it, she waited for a thousand years, but she didn't wait for this kind of result, the stronger and more persistent the emotion, the less she can accept it. Accept to be shared.

Love and even marriage are originally legal privatizations.

Bai Jue's thoughts gradually got a little far away. He lowered his eyes, stared at the girl in the white dress, and asked, "How do you want me to answer?"