Chapter 68: Nostalgia
The long flaxen hair and the familiar face, although not as unscientific as Liangfeng Qingye's, have hardly changed, except for the height change, it is not particularly big, and the one who appeared in front of Ye Zheng is undoubtedly his little girl from before. Tail - buried in the soil.
"Little buried?"
"Euni sauce!!!"
Although she was walking alone on the road, the girl who had always behaved dignifiedly turned her attention to the side when she heard this address, and unexpectedly saw a face that was thinking day and night,
Although she had changed a lot, she still recognized the person in front of her right away, her dignity and quietness disappeared in an instant, and when she trot over, she swooped and hugged the person around his neck.
The real Oni Jiang is not a fantasy, but a real person. Xiao Bu didn't care that he was on the street, and he was not a primary school student but a high school student, so he hugged Ye Zheng tightly.
Ye Zheng was a little caught off guard, but perhaps it was the familiar but long-standing address that made him a little nostalgic. Although he was a little helpless, he did not stop the girl's behavior. Instead, he stretched out one and stroked the girl's head, because he had heard the girl's Choked up.
Little buried, crying.
Although the specific reason is not clear, Ye Zheng can somewhat guess that Xiao Bu's recent pressure is indeed too great for her.
"Oni sauce...Mom...Mom's illness..."
"I already know that Xiaobu is very strong. Although I know about my mother's situation, I am still very strong so that my mother will not worry about me."
Ye Zheng hugged the girl's cheeks with both hands, wiped the teardrops from the corners of her eyes with two thumbs, and looked at her softly, feeling very distressed.
"How did Oni-chan know, does mom know too?"
Tu Jianbu was a little surprised, but his mood was not as unstable as before, maybe it was Ye Zheng's actions, or maybe it was just Ye Zheng.
"I just came out of Xiaobu's house. Although Xiaobu has tried hard to hide it, how can the mother who loves Xiaobu the most can't find Xiaobu's abnormality? She has known it for a long time, but she didn't want to make Xiaobu worry. say it"
"why…"
Ye Zheng looked at the girl's slightly trembling eyes, tears seemed to flow down again, he touched her head with one hand and put one hand on her shoulder.
"Because she knows that this is an unchangeable thing, she hopes that the rest of the time will not be spent with Xiaobu in sadness, even if the smile is not sincere, but she also hopes that Xiaobu's memory will always be the smile of her mother "
"Even if she is sad in her heart, she doesn't want to leave with regrets. Although this may bring regrets, in comparison, what she prefers to see is Xiaobu's smiling face, whether it is now or in the future, so Xiaobu must use a smile. Bring happiness to mother, Xiaobu’s smile is the best medicine to heal mother.”
"Cure... is it really possible..."
Xiao Bu's eyes lit up for a moment, but immediately dimmed again. Although he understood, he still didn't accept it right away. He obviously could hold back some time ago, but he couldn't hold back the moment he saw him. .
I can no longer deceive myself. Before, I could pretend to be nonchalant about my mother's feelings, and still deceive myself even if there are many flaws, but now that I have reached this point, can I really pretend?
There is no way, I keep thinking about things that don't work, I really look like a fool, what he said is right, what my mother wants to see is my smile, no matter what, this is what I can do, how can I Not satisfied with her?
Accept the helpless ending, because there is nothing to do about the current situation, even concern, sadness, regret... no amount of negative emotions will help the disease,
Only a smile can relieve a little pain. Joy is a better medicine than sorrow.
Moreover, I am not as helpless as before. Although many people are missing, when I am the most helpless and feel that I am about to be unable to support myself, Oni-chan appears in front of me again.
Although Oni sauce can't help much, at least I won't be so dazed and uneasy. At least, I feel more at ease now. Even though the sadness is still unbearable, the tears have been controlled.
"Oni-chan, where have you been all these years? I miss you so much..."
I don't want to discuss this topic anymore, although I can understand and want to accept it, but at least now, Xiaobu doesn't want to think about this issue anymore.
The person in front of me, who had been away for so many years, suddenly reappeared, but the complaints in his heart seemed to have disappeared, and he just wanted to grab his arm again, hold him tightly, just like when he was a child.
"The villain, O'Neil sauce, doesn't even contact Xiao Bu, did he forget Xiao Bu, didn't he stop Xiao Bu..."
While talking, grievances emerged in her heart, how could there be no complaints, there was no news for such a long time, especially knowing that he was actually from Da Song, when she understood the difference between Da Song and Nihong, how afraid she was of this I will never see each other again for a lifetime.
"It's my fault. I haven't contacted Xiaobu for so long. It's all my fault. I miss Xiaobu very much..."
Ye Zheng said it against his will, feeling a little embarrassed. In fact, Ye Zheng did have an impression of Xiao Bu, but his miss was not as deep as that of the other party. Before, he was devoted to Sagiri and Jing Keai, how could there be so much? Want to remember?
The solidification of memories after the fusion of memories allows Ye Zheng to easily recall the past memories. When Rui Ji said the name "Little Buried", he can naturally feel her dependence on him, and he can also remember his love for him at the beginning. her love.
Although it was a lie, Ye Zheng would rather continue to fill in the lie after listening to the strong nostalgia in the girl's words. Although it was a lie, at least it was a white lie. Now Ye Zheng doesn't want to hurt the people around him, especially this one. The girl can't stand a little hurt now.
"Although I don't live here anymore, I will come to see Xiaobu often in the future. Just don't think Xiaobu is annoying me."
"No, Xiao Bu likes to stay with Oni-chan the most, won't Oni-chan move back?"
Hearing Ye Zheng's words, even though she knew that he was just joking, the girl immediately refuted it. Although she knew that the other party would not just appear once and then disappear again, the girl still greedily hoped that he could move back to the neighborhood and be able to be like before. Accompanied almost every day.
"I can't move back for various reasons, but I live in Chiba now, and it's very convenient to come here, and one of the purposes of coming here today is to prepare to clean the house, and I will live in this house occasionally in the future..."
I haven't seen her for so many years, and I feel that the girl's dependence on me has not decreased, but has deepened a lot, perhaps because of recent events.
For a girl, it seems that she and her mother are her biggest reliance?When my mother was seriously ill, I reappeared in front of her after I hadn't heard from her for a long time. No matter how I thought about it, it seemed like a crazy act of harvesting favorability.
However, Ye Zheng couldn't turn a deaf ear to this matter!
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ps: Is Xiaobu so difficult to guess?It’s because you think too much, I always say this~~ But you really think too much~~
PS2: At present, Jing Kei is far ahead with 12 votes, Yukino is far behind with 4 votes, Black Cat and Senior Sister are closely behind each with 3 votes, Sagiri and Komachi each have 1 votes, Fairy has 0 vote for friendship, [-] votes for countless characters... stock market Lou does not mean that those are heroines! ! !This is very important. Few people seem to read this book from the perspective of the stock market...
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Chapter 69: Conventions
Because of the loss, he knows how to cherish it, but also because of the loss, he is afraid of having too much. This is Ye Zheng's contradiction.
So Ye Zheng has always disliked being in close contact with too many people. He doesn't like troublesome people, because if he gets along with troublesome people too much, it's easy to get entangled and build bonds, but Ye Zheng is afraid of having too many bonds.
The experience of losing his close relatives twice made Ye Zheng afraid of losing, so he didn't dare to own too much. The more he has, the greater the possibility of losing, and losing is what Ye Zheng is most afraid of facing.
However, Ye Zheng cherishes the people around him very much. Even though he knows that cherishing too much is a mistake, he always makes mistakes.
Knowing that the best choice for Hiratsuka Shizuka is to let go, but he can't do it, knowing that the best way for Gogen Liuli is to alienate, but he can't bear it, knowing that Yukinoshita Yukino is the best The treatment is ignoring, but he still moves forward...
He understands Sagiri's intentions, he can see Sister Jing's contradiction, and he can feel Liuli's thoughts.
He knew that what he did was wrong, but he couldn't let go. Ye Zheng was very afraid of losing, so he cherished what he had, even though he knew it was wrong, he still didn't let it go.
He knew these problems of his own, but he was powerless to solve them. He knew that what he did was irresponsible, but he didn't know what else he could do.
These problems are inherently contradictory and inherently unsolvable. Ye Zheng knows the correct way to do it, but he has always done it wrong.
If the Ministry of Service is a shelter for problem children, then Ye Zheng was actually the first to enter. Ye Zheng also has a lot of problems.
"Oni sauce! Oni sauce?? Oni sauce..."
Looking at Ye Zheng who was talking, and started to be dazed while talking, Xiao Bu puffed up his face, you can be in a daze with such a cute Xiao Bu in front of you, O'Neill is really a big idiot.
"Sorry, I just remembered something, what's wrong with Xiaobu?"
When Ye Zheng heard the girl's voice, he also withdrew from that contradictory mentality. He didn't think too much. It was impossible for him to act as if he didn't know anything after knowing the situation. He could only follow his own heart. After leaving, what will happen in the future is a matter of the future.
"Oni-chan, big idiot..."
Xiao Bu pouted, turned his head, and pretended that the baby was unhappy and came to comfort me, but he squinted and secretly observed Ye Zheng's reaction.
After all, Xiao Bu is a positive and optimistic person. Although she is in a bad mood because of her mother's affairs, the reunion with Ye Zheng made her very happy. Sad things cannot be changed, at least they cannot be used to cover up the happiness.
"Ok~ ok~ ok~ it's all my fault, how can Xiaobu forgive me..."
Ye Zheng was not angry, but smiled lightly and patted her head, and said to her dotingly, without the slightest bit of impatience or indifference towards other people.For Ye Zheng, Xiao Bu has always been treated as his younger sister.
Although Ye Zheng used to regard Xiao Bu as his younger sister, he didn't know how to be an older brother. He just tried his best to protect her from being bullied. Now, through the experience of living under the same roof with Sagiri over the past year, Ye Zheng, He has no resistance to creatures like "my own sister", knowing that my sister not only needs protection, but also needs care and love.
Xiaobu saw that Ye Zheng was not unhappy because of his words, on the contrary, he treated himself more tenderly, and he felt better. Sure enough, although it had been a long time since I hadn't seen him, Oni-chan was still Xiaobu's Oni-chan. is unchanged.
With a sigh of relief in his heart, Xiao Bu turned his anger into joy, showing a tolerant expression:
"Since Oni-chan has admitted his mistake so obediently, Xiaobu will forgive you, as long as Oni-chan will accompany Xiaobu in the afternoon... How about going to Xiaobu's house for dinner with Ouni-chan, my mother will definitely welcome you..."
Xiao Bu, who thought she came up with a good idea, said happily to Ye Zheng that although she knew he had just come out of her house, she didn't care.
"Forget about lunch. I have something to do later. Although I have other things to do in the afternoon, I can stay with Xiaobu for a while."
Xiao Bu was not satisfied with this answer, but she didn't make any more demands. Although she always acted like a wayward little girl to him, Xiao Bu was not a "bear child" who didn't understand anything.
In insignificant aspects, she will act coquettishly at will, but she will not let herself become annoying and coquettish. Xiao Bu is a "bear child" who knows how to read words and expressions, and every time she acts like a baby, she will always control it within the cute range.
Of course, only mother and Ye Zheng can see this kind of little girl. In the eyes of others, Xiaobu is always a dignified, elegant, quiet and perfect girl.
"Then Xiao Bu goes home to accompany mother, after lunch, after mother falls asleep, I will go to find Oni sauce..."
Speaking of mother, Xiao Bu's mood was obviously depressed, and Ye Zheng also knew that although she didn't look sad at all, it was only temporary, and the things about her mother didn't affect her so little, but Ye Zheng couldn't do anything about it, I can only try to bring her a little joy.
"Well, I have made an appointment with Xiaobu. When the time comes, Xiaobu can just come to my previous home to find me, or send a message first. This is my current contact information..."
"Xiao Bu must be strong. Mom definitely wants to see a strong Xiao Bu, a happy Xiao Bu, the time with Xiao Bu, and Xiao Bu's smiling face. It must be the best comfort for my mother."
"Well, sure, Xiaobu will work hard, Xiaobu also thinks that mother is smiling..."
Certainly, although there are too many setbacks and sufferings in life, the unsatisfactory things will eventually pass, and the people who care about you must hope to see smiling faces instead of sorrow.
Saying goodbye to Xiao Bu, Ye Zheng continued to walk home, while thinking about playing with Xiao Bu in the afternoon, what does Xiao Bu like?A few years ago, Xiao Bu liked to follow behind her, and her favorite content was no different from that of ordinary primary school girls.
But now that she is in high school, her hobbies should not be much different from those of ordinary high school girls, right?Ye Zheng wasn't sure either, although Ye Zheng didn't even know the interest of ordinary high school girls.
Think about the girls that Ye Zheng knew, Jing Kei passed, the age gap is obviously huge, and Jing Kei's hobbies are not holdable by ordinary girls: fighting skills?Smoking and drinking?Drag racing?Quiet and cute but not ordinary at all.
Sagiri has passed. Although she is quite similar in age, Sagiri should have gone to junior high school according to her age, but it is obvious that she is not an ordinary girl.
The same is Liuli, Liuli is now in the third year of junior high school, and she will go to high school next year, only one year behind Xiaobu, a gothic lolita girl with a middle school second illness?This style of painting is very different from Xiao Bu's, and besides, such Liuli is obviously not an ordinary girl, right?
Yukinoshita Yukino is the closest to Xiaobui in terms of age and behavior, but what does Yukinoshita like?It seems that apart from cats, she doesn't really like anything else...
So the girls I know are all kind of people, isn't there any ordinary one?
Ye Zheng shook his head and smiled wryly, and didn't think too much, after all, he was already at the door of the house.
The strange thing is that Ye Zheng, who came again, heard a strange voice again, why is it like this every time?There won't be another stray cat again, the sound doesn't sound like it, Ye Zheng complained, and walked towards the source of the sound...
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ps: Forcibly breaking chapters is great!Last time it was a cat, what's the sound this time?dog?Thor?monkey?
ps2: All of you really want to make troubles. Few people in the group always want to make troubles. In the story, there are even people who talk about fucking cats. Salted fish trembles
ps3: The name of the senior model worker is really not a cover, although many people say they don't like her, but the stock market senior sister is skyrocketing... If this is the case, it will be great?I feel that most of the newly added ones are small ones. The senior sister has increased by more than ten in a few hours. When I click in, they are all non-vip, lv3, with one or two books on the bookshelf. Xianyu looks confused? ? ?
Ps4: When I first met Balanced Party, I only dug through a few comments in the book review area. When I clicked in, I found that I didn’t even collect my books at all (wry smile)
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