How to Develop a Sick Brother Control

Does the current British pear really have such a pursuit?

Now that she has been completely rejected by herself, can she still find a goal to fight for herself right away?

"Yes, she didn't—whether she realized it or not, she didn't,"

Shi Yu shook his head, confirming Kazuya's guess,

"So, do you know what she's going to face next?"

"A bigger crash."

Kazuo nodded simply.

"That's right, the bigger collapse, the real collapse after she unknowingly, forcibly, and in a blind way squeezed herself - this is not what it is now that can be resolved in time, but It's the collapse of the whole personality as a creator, you understand?"

Kazuya nodded silently—perhaps as the most idealistic creator, Shi Yu could have a deeper understanding of the situation that Yingri was about to face, but he could also barely understand what the other party meant.

"So, whether she realizes it or not, she's going in that direction, isn't it?

Or do you actively choose to collapse when you are aware of it, or go to a dead end when you are unconscious? "

"Yes, it is so."

"And the only solution—"

He sighed.

"—the only solution, lies with you."

"So, in the end, it's not about going back to the question at the beginning, is it?"

"Yes and no."

Shi Yu shook his head,

"The problem at the beginning is just a matter of pure emotional choice, even if you make an unreasonable choice, we can't interfere with your feelings - but this time, it is a matter of choosing to save a person or not, and Also, would you be willing, for your own feelings, for another person you choose, to watch your childhood sweetheart go to the abyss of doom?"

"Eriri herself didn't threaten me in this way, did she?"

"She may have made up her mind to break herself down, but as a friend, I, as a lover of Eri Kashiwagi's paintings, can't help but watch her choose this path!"

"So, you really don't give me a choice!

Whether it's Lun, Ayase, or Shiyu-senpai, you all seem to be forcing me into the only passage, right? "

Kazuya also closed his eyes a little weakly.

"Yes, we also made a lot of sacrifices. We also sacrificed our own feelings, against our own wishes, to let you do what you should do the most, right?"

Shi Yu gritted her teeth, stubbornly holding back the tears in her eyes.

As she just said, Kasumigaoka Shiyu is arrogant, so she will not support her rival in love - but, in fact, this time, she is already supporting Eri.

This is because she knows the danger Yingri is facing now, and she can't just give up on Yingri.

"I've sacrificed a lot!

So, don't let me down, Kazuya! "

She raised her head and looked at Kazuya with calm eyes.

Kazuya Aragaki, who she has always liked, should be the one who will be gentle to everyone and move towards the best ending, at least, Kazuya Aragaki who doesn't want anyone to suffer the most fatal trauma.

However, the person in front of her said softly:

"sorry."

So, she understood that that beautiful image would probably only exist in her memory after all.

She probably knew why Yingri did that - it wasn't for threats, Yingri seemed to understand Kazuya's current state better than herself, and even if it was a threat, he wouldn't compromise.

And all the efforts and all the care that I have made is like a clown.

He also chose who, in fact, she also had some guesses, but now everything is not important.

With the pride and arrogance of Shiyu of Kasumigaoka, she will not and cannot have any nostalgia for this matter-whether it is to help Ying Lili nostalgic, or for her own selfishness.

She stared at Kazuya Aragaki, who just looked at herself with calm eyes and silently, waiting for her reply.

She felt that she probably still couldn't hate him.

However, that's about it.

"I understand,"

She turned away, and answered in a trembling voice,

"So, I still don't know you well enough!

Really, the current Kazuya-kun is completely different from the person I know."

"probably!"

Kazuya's unwavering voice came from behind,

"Because, I don't even know myself anymore."

That's right, if he had to choose Ayase——the consciousness he had to bear was this kind of consciousness, a kind of consciousness of being someone he didn't even know.

Chapter 15: If This Is Reincarnation

Once upon a time, Kazuya would also believe that he could create a happy ending.

After getting rid of the initial rejection of this world, Kazuya Aragaki, who was reborn, once tried to create his own myth in this world with all his might—until the incident of Ying Lili completely destroyed his self-confidence.

When he resumed his relationship with Ying Lili, he also felt that he would not repeat the mistakes of his childhood, and could be a little greedy and pursue more things that he might pursue, but now, it is also in the same After rejecting Ying Lili, he realized that the word happy ending is probably contrary to his own life.

Every time he insisted on his choice, he felt that he was heading towards a more terrifying abyss, giving up the image of the gentle hard worker in the eyes of Shiyu of Xiazhiqiu, and the reliable partner in An Yilun's heart. The image of her, she gave up the image of her savior in the eyes of her childhood sweetheart, and let the other party go to the abyss when she knew the consequences.

He couldn't believe how he could make such a judgment.

This is not just something that can be explained about Ayase's feelings and responsibilities. It is like, after determining the direction of his own walking, he constantly uses his feelings for his sister as the justification for explaining his actions - even if Ayase gave up , he has to stick to the truth.

The moment he opened Pandora's Box, the logic of this set of actions started to run, and now, he couldn't stop it.

Ayase can't, Shiyu can't, neither can Eiri.

So, when he saw Megumi Kato again, he didn't think the other party could change anything.

Everyone thinks that Kato is a master of manipulating the situation, but if this is the case, is the current ending what Kato wants to create?

The result is definitely not the case, then, which step has Kato miscalculated?

"Actually, I won't try to persuade you to give up Ayase. By this time, everything is irreversible, right?"

Obviously, he knew all the efforts made by others, so when Kato spoke, it was an acceptance of the existing ending, as well as self-blame for himself.

"Then in your opinion, when will this be salvaged?"

"I think if I could have been more selfish in the first place, the ending might have been different."

Kato lowered his head and said softly.

"A little selfish?"

Kazuya squeezed his temples, and then he knew what the other party meant.

"If I didn't think about it for this club, or if I chose not to care about Ying Lili's feelings and pushed you in her direction, would the ending change?"

Kazuya also knows what Kato means. If this girl hadn't let go of her with tears when she was dating, she might have been immersed in the other's tenderness with her emotions at the time. After that, there might not be any. Everything that happened with Ayase.

"In the end, He Lun also said the same thing. This date can really decide a lot of things."

"However, the choice that decides Kazuya is actually not Kazuya's heart, but the efforts of the rest of us and the direction of other people's confessions.

Because you are actually a very bad protagonist who can't bear to hurt anyone. What you are waiting for is actually the heroine's initiative to show her favor. If she gives up this right, she will be out of the game.

If I guessed correctly, this time, Ayase was the first to exercise her right, so she won. "

"How can I say it, I'm still careless. Although I doubted that child's feelings for you, I couldn't believe that she would take the initiative to confess to you until I finally learned about it clearly. I think she should be more cautious, is it because she has been suppressed for too long before and broke out?"

"There are some opportunities in this."

And also smiled helplessly,

"I still feel that this is actually an impossible miracle, right?

The possibility of me and Ayase quarreling is very low. After the quarrel, the possibility of finding each other like fate is actually even smaller, but fate has allowed us to complete such a creation! "

"Yeah, fate is a strange thing sometimes.

Sometimes, I even wonder if the things I usually say to Ayase will also affect her decision at that time. The details are accumulated little by little, and finally at a certain time, some coincidences are added. A qualitative change occurred at a critical moment, and also, do you think this is inevitable, or is it accidental? "

"I think it's probably a coincidence?"

"Yeah, I think it's a coincidence too."

"However, this kind of accident has now become inevitable, and it has become the only route I can stick to."

"Yeah, I know,"

Kato nodded,

"If you don't follow this route, then you will collapse. Only when the facts prove your mistakes completely, otherwise you will not turn back, because turning back means denying yourself. You are a person from beginning to end. Such a proud man!"

"Not necessarily pride."

"Yeah, maybe just a pathetic conceit and self-righteous obsession.

From childhood to now, your character has not changed, has it? "

"From when I was a child to now?"

"Well, that's right."

"But, although I have some impressions of you, we were not very familiar when we were neighbors before, right?"

"It should be said, Kazuya, you are not very familiar with me.

However, I am very familiar with you! "

"What do you mean?"

"I've been watching you!"

"What the hell is this voyeuristic speech?"