How to Develop a Sick Brother Control

"I don't deny that,"

Kato spread his hands,

"However, at that time, you were really a very interesting person. As a child, you were envious of maturity. You were able to lead everyone to make the best choices with high spirits, and sometimes you also showed There are many ways of thinking that I can't understand. It is because of this that I can have a deep memory of you. Otherwise, don't you think that the flag you set on me is that I was so naive that I saved my loneliness when I was young flag?"

"Cough cough."

Kazuo lowered his head in embarrassment.

"However, compared to the maturity as a child, ten years later, you really haven't grown at all!"

"This shouldn't be a compliment, is it?"

"It's not a compliment, but it's not a disparagement either.

Some say it's a good thing to be able to keep your childhood innocence - but you don't have innocence in childhood.

Actually, there's nothing wrong with your current mode of thinking, isn't there?

It's just the normal obsessive thinking mode of adolescent boys, but the problem is that your obsessive thinking mode has never changed since I observed you until now.

If you showed a maturity that surpassed others at that time, you are now just a normal and bad high school student in terms of character, throwing away those halos on you. "

"A 'normal' 'bad' high school student."

"Yes, 'normal' 'bad' high school students.

And you like this, I think, are not worthy of my continuing liking. "

Kato said with an expressionless face.

"So, is the purpose of your words to give me this good person card?"

"Sarah, maybe there are other goals, don't you know?"

"Now I am really just a very ordinary person. If you really have other goals, I may not be able to find out."

"is it?

Wouldn't that be nice too?

Now, after I gave you this judgment, you can't expect my salvation, can you? "

Kazuya stared blankly at Kato, and for a moment, he seemed to understand Kato's thoughts.

If he was still hesitant about the path he chose, if he was still expecting someone to take him off this dangerous ship, then Megumi Kato might be the best choice.

However, she refused to point out a new way for herself.

Then, he can only fight for an unknown future on this ship now.

"is that so?

Kato? "

"What it is, depends on your own understanding."

"When everyone else was going to pull me, you chose to push me one step forward!"

"If that's the case, it's quite in line with my habits, isn't it?

Before, didn't I also push you a step towards Inri? "

"But, this time, pushing this step will be very dangerous!"

"So, what I'm doing depends on your own judgment, and what I think is also up to you."

Kato continued to answer calmly.

"Well, I see."

Kazuya nodded, he knew that he needed to satisfy this girl's last bit of self-esteem,

"Also, thank you."

Really, you guy, still hasn't changed!

When she took the initiative to turn around and leave, she suddenly remembered how she felt when she moved when she was a child.

At that time, she felt that she knew Kazuya Aragaki enough, but she couldn't reach it, because he would make some choices that she couldn't understand; the situation is the same now, she felt that she knew Kazuya Aragaki enough, but she couldn't. He still had to give up, because he still made some choices that he couldn't understand.

If there is a kind of fateful reincarnation, it probably refers to this, right?

she thought so.

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Is loving someone happy or painful?

Under normal circumstances, it should be happy, right?

As long as you secretly look at that person's expression, you can move yourself, and as long as you do something that makes the other person feel happy, you can secretly secretly rejoice for a long time.

Is it happiness or pain to be able to like each other with the person you like?

Under normal circumstances, it should be happy, right?

Confessing your feelings, you don't have to suppress your uncertain emotions, and you don't have to bear the guilt that affects the other party. This is definitely happiness, right?

But what if the person you like is your brother?

What if you and your brother like each other?

Is this happiness or pain?

Ayase felt that this was probably painful.

She likes Kazuya, the one who is gentle to herself and gentle to everyone. She likes her brother, and she likes the one who can be confident and energetic in front of everyone. Of course, she is not simple. She likes and likes for these reasons, she feels that her liking may have more and more complicated factors.

But there is no doubt about it, she likes to see her brother's relieved expression, like to see him happy.

As early as when she was not sure whether her feelings for her brother were the care between relatives or the feelings between men and women, she liked the doting smile she showed to herself, so she would work hard to get her brother. He was very happy to let his brother pat his head habitually.

However, all of this collapsed after the two confessed.

She saw Kazuya struggling to seek forgiveness from others, and she saw Kazuya accepting the rejection of one friend after another with a dim face.

As an emotional rival, she has reasons to dislike those seniors who are closely related to Kazuya, but, as her brother's sister, she can't bear to let her brother become an enemy of the whole world just for herself.

She didn't want to see and was forced to show an apologetic smile in front of other girls for her own sake, and she didn't want to see the unwillingness and disappointment shown by the seniors when they were rejected.

So, she found out that she is actually a very greedy girl - in fact, what she wants to achieve is an ending where everyone can accept her relationship with her brother.

And in fact, this is impossible - unethical impossibility, in the emotional battlefield, the sympathy of the winner for the loser will always be misunderstood.

The consolation of the victor can only be regarded as hypocrisy.

At that moment, she knew that Ayase Ayase could only make a choice between the identity of Kazuya Aragaki's lover and Kazuya Aragaki's sister. Being the former meant letting the other party give up everything, and becoming the latter meant that. In order to allow his brother to keep his life as complete as possible.

Ayase chose the latter without any hesitation. From childhood to adulthood, she has been habitually hiding behind her brother. Then, in this case, it is no big deal to sacrifice herself for the sake of her brother's life. .

What's more, she really can't hate Ying Lili, after all, that girl, like her brother, is also the one who changed her life.

This is probably a thank you, right?

Or atonement?

If it weren't for his own illness, Kazuya and Eri would not have been out of touch for a long time, and Eri would not be attacked by others. Naturally, Kazuya wouldn't be with Eri because of self-blame. Yingri cut off contact - if there was not that ten-year window period, Yingli and Kazuo may have been together long ago, and there is no room for him to intervene.

So, all she has to do is probably to return Kazuya to Eiri, that's all.

Thinking of this, she felt that she was no longer in so much pain.

Therefore, she half-truths, said that paragraph to He also:

"Ayase is really timid, so if you have to take the risk of being hated by your brother to become the number one in your brother's heart, I would rather be the second person in your brother's heart forever.

Choose Eiri-senpai, and love Ayase forever, right? "

In fact, in the end, she was still selfish. Even if she let go, she would always be the second in her brother's heart—that is to say, if her brother couldn't stick with Yingri-senpai to the end, she would not hesitate. Came in.

But at least that's the end of it, right?

Ayase thought so.

But why is it so painful?

Obviously, you should convince yourself, right?

-------------------------Dividing line----------------------- ---------- On the surface, Ayase's performance was the same as before, getting up early, completing housework, and studying hard, the only difference was that she didn't say hello to Kazuo.

Of course, it's not her fault, because He also went out very early.

With his own persuasion, the older brother probably went to see Eri-senpai and made up. With Ayase's understanding of Eri, of course Eri could not forgive him so easily, and might even pretend to be generous. He also rushed to his side.

And the always gentle brother will definitely be shaken at this time.

Therefore, Ayase is already mentally prepared. After her brother was rejected by Ying Lili on another level, she will come forward again and clarify her determination with Ying Lili.

Even ten years of misunderstandings can be resolved. For Kazuya and Eiri, as long as Kazuya sincerely repents, there is no other contradiction that cannot be resolved.

However, in order to avoid being overwhelmed when we met last time, Ayase still prepared in advance and locked herself in the room, and she began to practice talking with Eiri.

However, for some unknown reason, there was always a voice in her heart that was preventing her from doing this kind of practice—it was as if she wanted to fail her communication with Eiri again.

And if she failed - instead of continuing to think about it, she forcibly stopped her unrealistic thoughts.

However, this fantasy continued to attack her, making her more and more distracted.

After an unknown amount of time, she heard the sound of opening and closing the door.

This is really bad, not quite ready yet!

Ayase sighed, but in order not to show her strangeness in front of Kazuya, she walked out with her usual gentle smile.

As she expected, Kazuya's face was not very ideal, the usually tall and reliable brother, now the collapsed face makes people feel like a dying person, even himself can easily put him out. push down.

"Brother, what happened?"

Although she understood that this was because her brother was rejected by Yingri, she still forcibly restrained herself from wanting to rush up to hug her brother, telling him how ridiculous and desperate her previous thoughts were, and said as calmly as possible. .

"It's okay, it's okay, Ayase, I think, everything is settled."

"Everything is settled?"

"Yes, everything has been resolved. In fact, it went smoother than I thought!"