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She insisted that she was selfish and should be condemned, and Subaru, who was overwhelmed by her eloquence, realized that he had just misunderstood.

Emilia was not afraid of being scolded by Subaru, but she was afraid that her actions would not be blamed.

why--

"Why, you are not angry with me...? You are not angry, is, because you don't expect it? I failed, but you are still very gentle with me... It is because you didn't expect it, so you are not disappointed, right? Because You thought I would never succeed...didn't you?"

This might be the uneasiness that Emilia had kept deep in her heart and could not speak out.

Emilia, who failed to challenge the "Trial" and felt that her sense of worth was low, was frustrated, but Subaru warmly welcomed her countless times.

Each time Emilia felt rescued and disturbed at the same time.

Discouragement is the opposite of expectation, but Subaru never showed that feeling in front of Emilia.

Repeated failures, continued to be gently comforted, although the soul was temporarily saved, it was burned by greater anxiety.

Laiyue Subaru and Parker always treat themselves gently, which is what Emilia is most afraid of.

"No, Emilia, I don't think so."

Emilia's heart rippled so big that Subaru desperately reached out to catch it.

If you let her go, something irreparable will happen, and she will never be able to capture her heart again.

"I'm not mad at you, not because I think that way..."

"In this case...! In this case, why, why... did you not abide by the agreement?"

His speech was interrupted by the sudden mention of the "promise", Subaru was stabbed in the sore spot, and remained silent.

Emilia shook her head in disgust. Looking at her like that, she couldn't make excuses—Subaru had indeed let go of Emilia's hand last night.

"I beg you to hold my hand until dawn! You obviously promised me...why did you let go? Why didn't you keep the promise...?"

Crying severely impeached Subaru who violated the agreement, trying to list the reasons: to liberate the "sanctuary" and to understand Garfield.

Each one is a superficial reason, and it's not just that.

The reason why Laiyue Subaru did not abide by the agreement and leave Emilia's side was not just this.

"So did Subaru, and so did Puck...they didn't keep their promises, and went to other places.

Abandon me and go somewhere else... Big liar, Subaru is a big liar, Puck is a big liar, liar, liar...! "

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~/1#&3$3=/7$=-&2<>6 "Appointment, agreement is very important... I said it before! For elf magicians, for me, agreement is very important... So, I hope you abide by it... You didn't apologize to me and said that you would never do it again... But, but, you violated the agreement..."

"Emelia..."

"It's wrong to break an agreement... It's wrong to lie, you should keep it if you make an agreement with someone... If, if you don't keep it... If you don't keep it, I... Mom and Zeus..."

Emilia throws out emotions that have nowhere to go, and a surge of sadness and anger at betrayal disrupts her thoughts.

"It's wrong to lie...it's wrong...!"

The voice is full of sadness, making Lai Yue Subaru taste the pain of being scratched in the heart.

"Promise"—that was the words that rang out several times between Subaru and Emilia with different meanings.

The fact that I underestimated the "promise" and made her hurt and sad is still fresh in my memory.

However, the reappearing "promise" is no longer a gentle voice, but binds the two with strict weight.

Emilia buried her head between her embraced knees and cried until now.

Her appearance made Subaru's heart sliced ​​by guilt every second.

What should I say?He thought desperately while listening to the sobs.

Does an apology work?Or enlighten her in the hope that she will be sensible?Or should we try to comfort her?

All kinds of ideas kept turning in my mind, but I couldn't find any signs that could lead to the correct answer.

What to do, how to do it, how to do it, how to do it, how to do it——

How can you best convey your ideas?

Thinking and thinking, Lai Yueang desperately searched for the words he knew that were closest to expressing his heart——

"Emilia—I like you."

This is really the most unsuitable confession for the situation on site.

"what?"

Emilia thought she had heard wrong, and looked up at Subaru.

The blue-purple eyes that were still shining with tears now reflected Subaru, and his own figure reflected in the water droplets was distorted—but as if expressing that only his heart would never be shaken, he still firmly maintained his shape.

Because there are only words to be conveyed to her here and now, without any confusion.

"I watch you challenge the same "trial" every night. What is a "trial"? Isn't it the past?

"Ah, woo."

"If possible, I want to challenge on your behalf, but you insist that you must come by yourself.

"It's fine if you can pass the level smoothly, but it turned out to be a failure. Does that sound nice?"

"Subaru, Subaru..."

"In the end, without a pet and protector, I couldn't stand up and walk alone, wept so much that it was worrying, and I left the task and just buried my head and fell asleep.

Please stop in moderation, so who can care about you. "

Lai Yuesubaru uttered evil words, which made Emilia's eyes widen in fright.

The tears in the eyes that had been soaked because of the shock were gone, and the lips were so weak and trembling that they couldn't make a sound.

Without a doubt, her heart was hurt by Subaru like never before.

Light*$文=+交@>流$#：/}⑦<|5|⑥～1&}3=3&{[email protected]②-/[-] This is what Subaru Saizuki never said to Emilia before In other words, after accepting the malice and disgust, Emilia's expression slowly—a dry smile emerged.

"That's... that's right, Subaru, Subaru would think that... it's inevitable that I, that I'm this kind of person...

Even if someone says it's too much, there's nothing I can do about it....

After I came here, no, it was earlier... I always, caused trouble for people... So, I..."

The trembling Emilia denied herself, and Raizuki Subaru affirmed with silence.

With a spasm in her throat, she choked and continued to say with a heart-wrenching smile:

"So, it's normal for me...to be thrown away...by Puck, by Subaru..."

"Indeed, it has been failing like this, and there is no sign of improvement at all. Instead of helping to find a way, it is normal to let it rot naturally."

Denying herself to the end, Emilia tried to draw conclusions for her own weakness.

In the end, Subaru also gave a pungent affirmation, took away the way to the conclusion, and—

"But..."

Before reaching the conclusion, Subaru stopped, and Emilia raised her head, her eyes filled with emotion that made Subaru feel distressed.

It was a feeling he had had in the past, only when he felt hopeless about himself.

and so--

"I like you—Emilia."

The curse that prevented Subaru from escaping in the past, Subaru also cast on Emilia.

Staring at her, whose slender eyelashes trembled in shock, Subaru confessed.

"I like you, very, very much, to the point of being hopeless."

"Why, why...suddenly, talking about this..."

"I like your super beautiful silver hair, and your blue-purple eyes like shining gems, I like your voice very much, just listening to it makes me feel refreshed.

Slender hands and feet and fair skin, the height gap is even more ideal, as long as we are together, my heart beats so fast that I can't extricate myself. "

"Uh, uh..."

"I also like the place where it's a bit off-line, and it's cute that I work hard no matter what.

Being able to work hard for others makes me very respectful. Always putting my own affairs behind makes people feel that I can’t leave you alone. I really want to stay by your side and watch all your expressions. "

"At this time...don't be joking!"

It was the feeling for Emilia that was fluent and eloquent.

However, Laiyue Subaru's enthusiastic confession caused Emilia to scold loudly.

"Why are you talking about this all of a sudden! What you just said is not about this! Didn't you say that I am useless! Say, say that I make people look down on... don't you!"

"Well, yes, of course you will get tired of seeing useless soft noodles all the time.

Even if it was me, I would have left someone and fled back to my hometown, if that person wasn't Emilia. "

"why!!"

Just now, he was affirming how useless Emilia is, but now he is denying the most important foundation.

Feeling puzzled and feeling unforgivable, Emilia's brows stood erect and her almond eyes widened.

"You clearly know that I am useless until I am beyond salvation...why do you still forgive me like this!"

"I have said this answer many times, because I like you!"

Facing the aggressive Emilia with teary eyes, Subaru also raised his voice.

Emilia, who was overwhelmed by her arrogance, backed away, but this time it was Subaru who yelled.

"I like you, so no matter how much you disappoint me, I will feel that I have discovered a new side of you. Although you are not capable enough, you still work hard. Let me see it and want to cheer for you, no matter what you have. If you hate yourself, I won't hate you either!"

Subaru stared closely at Emilia's wavering eyes, not letting her move away.

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