She is stupid and doesn't know what's going on in her heart, so what should she be called?
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Today is still a very normal day. Hideo Hoshino woke up early, but for some reason, he felt some stiffness in his joints.
"morning~morning~morning~"
Kira Nanami turned on the radio and came over with hot milk. Today is a rare day off for him, and the weather outside is so sunny.
Kira Nanami lifted her into the air, and Hoshino Hideo has long been used to it.She actually liked Kira Nanami's petting, like a kitten.
But this time, Kira Nanami's movements froze.
Hideo Hoshino felt Kira Nanami's frown slightly, that was, that was...
bored?
Hoshino Hide didn't know what it was. She was put back on the table by Kira Nanami.
This whole day, Kira Nanami didn't talk to herself again. He was cooking with a calm face, enjoying the food, watching TV, and cutting his fingernails. Hoshino Hideo didn't know what he did wrong.
In my heart, why do I feel a little uncomfortable... Obviously I only have one hand.
At noon, Kira Nanami answered a phone call.
It seems to be a call from a man named Todo or something.
Hideo Hoshino couldn't hear clearly, but only vaguely heard a few words that Takata didn't understand at the handshake meeting.
Is he going out?
Hideo Hoshino saw Kira Nanami approaching, is she going to take herself out... She is a little happy.
Kira Nanami gently picked up Hoshino Hideo, walked back to the attic, and opened the first floor of the freezer, which was very dark inside.
No, don't, please, please don't, don't!
Hideo Hoshino was put into the freezer, and with a bang, the door of the freezer was closed.
It's really cold here, the cold air permeates Hoshino Hideo's joints, and the pure white skin is covered with a layer of frost; it's really dark here, there is no one, quiet, dark, nothing can be seen, It was like being put back in the coffin.
It was put back into that beautiful, dead crystal coffin, and was put back into that dark, damp basement. Time is the greatest enemy. If you have never experienced light, then you will not hate darkness so much.
It's really dark here, it's really dark here, like the sky at night when they came back from the movie theater.The only difference is that there are no stars in the sky here, and Kira Nanami is not beside her...how she is afraid of such darkness.
The darkness that seems to kill itself, this deep despair... the soul sinks in the darkness.
I don't know how long it took, Hoshino Ying just waited, waited, waited in the dark.
Kira Nanami came back very late, he opened the freezer and took Hoshino Hideo out.
When his hand touched Hoshino Ying, Hoshino Ying smelled a faint fragrance, faint, like the fragrance of jasmine.
It's the scent of other women's hands.
For the first time, for the first time, Hideo Hoshino had strong emotions, and for the first time felt that life had weight.
It was thick, heavier than the night
Killing intent.
Chapter 44
Hoshino Hideo didn't know what was wrong, and why she had such strong emotions in her heart.
She looked at Kira Nanami quietly, wanting to hear him explain to herself, but she forgot that she was only one hand.
Just one hand.
Kira Nanami tilted his head, his eyes were still so calm, like a deep sea, he moved closer to Hoshino Hideo, moved his nose, and said something that was enough to make Hoshino Hideo collapse:
"broken."
Yeah, broken.
I am just a hand, of course it will be broken, I am an ugly curse spirit in the first place.
Rotten, rotten, withered, cursed...
Of course the hand will be broken, because that is what I really look like, so ugly, so ugly...Of course I will be abandoned.
Because I was born to be a curse spirit.
Just like Zhang Gufeng was born as a curse master, he was born as a curse spirit.
Those beautiful, slender fingers, that smooth skin, every inch of that fingertip looks like a carefully carved fingertip, it's Hase Kaede's hand... This is the emperor's new clothes.
Why, I don't understand, what exactly is I fantasizing about?
It is clearly something that has been understood long ago, a fact that has been accepted long ago, why, why...
Will be so resentful?
Would be so resentful!
Kira Nanami shook his head, and put Hoshino Hideo back into the freezer. His fingers ran across the back of Hoshino Hideo's hand. In the past, the touch like sand gently rubbing against his body could make cats squint their eyes comfortably. The touch feels like a knife is scratching now!
One sharp knife after another, sharp knives that tear the skin, penetrate into the bone marrow, and pierce the soul!
It was obviously so painful, but Hideo Hoshino hoped that the knife could stay on her body longer and not leave so quickly, even if it was pain, even if it was the pain that Kira Nanami brought her, she was reluctant to let it go.
Just like wishing for a longer summer, she hoped that Kira Nanami's fingertips could stay in her for a longer time, even if it was so painful and desperate, because the fingertips still had warmth, and there was only coldness in the freezer. And darkness, because the pain can still make Hoshino feel alive, feel that he is human, can feel pain and despair for human things, so that he can forget the fact that he is just a curse spirit.
In this way, you can forget the fact that you are just a hand that will rot and turn into bones, how beautiful those summer days are, although they are all bubbles, just lies...
No, you have to take even this away...
She didn't want to go back into the coffin again.I don't want to, I don't want to die...
pat.
The freezer was closed, and endless cold and darkness enveloped her.
The days passed like this.
Hideo Hoshino stayed in the ice and the darkness day after day like this, waiting for himself to gradually decay.
Kira Nanami opens the freezer every evening to check Hideo Hoshino's condition.
Every time at this time, it is Hoshino Ying's happiest time of the day, obviously only less than half a quarter of an hour.
Every day, when it dawned, she began to look forward to it, counting silently in her heart, telling herself to be patient and persevere,
At the point, I watched Kira Nanami, and then was put back into the freezer, and continued to wait for the next day.
One day of her life was shortened, so short that only a quarter of an hour was left to live.
At other times, she seemed to be dead, lying quietly in a corner of the freezer. The huge ice tray was like her morgue.
Several times, Hoshino could smell the smell of different women's hands in Kira Nanami's hands. This smell drove her crazy and made her angry.
She was so angry that she wanted to chop off Kira Nanami's hands, and she was so angry that she wanted to chop off the hands of every woman in the world!
But there was nothing she could do... She told herself to be patient.Kira Nanami hates things that are out of his control.
Otherwise, even the last time will be lost.
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Still a rough day.
It was a summer night, and through the thick ice, Hoshino heard the sound of explosions in the courtyard, as well as Kira Nanami's muffled groans. She didn't know what happened, but she couldn't help worrying. She herself felt inferior.
But there is no way, because she is just a hand, just a little curse spirit.
the next day.early morning.
On this day, Nanami Kira took Hoshino out of the freezer for the first time in a long time, and left a place for herself at the dining table.
What a sunny morning it is.The sun shone warmly on his body, every grain of light scattered in the air, falling on the sky blue window lattice, slowly undulating with the breeze, the days seemed to be shining.
Hideo Hoshino obediently lay on the corner of the table, looking at Kira Nanami, every minute and every second is so precious, shining like a diamond, how happy this is.
Dong dong dong, there was an annoying knock on the door downstairs.
Kira Nanami pulled away the chair and went to open the door; Hoshino Hideo deeply hated the person who knocked on the door, clasped the table with five fingers, leaving a slight mark.
The person who came was called Fu Hei Hui, and Hoshino Ying didn't know him.
Conjurers are shit.
They were chatting about work, Hoshino Hideo was not interested in these things, work was shit.
She listened carefully, and she didn't want to miss every word Kira Nanami said:
"What's going on? Fushiguro."
...
"Wait a minute, I'm arguing with my girlfriend right now."
The nails were tightened, and she listened carefully.
"I think her feelings for me have changed."
The sky fell.
Hoshino Hide was silent and numb, lying on the corner of the table, watching Kira Nanami and Fushiguro Megumi talking, watching him slam the door, watching him walk back into the house, watching him put the table on the table. I drank all the coffee and listened to him say this to himself:
"You reflect on it for me, what did you do wrong?"
Then, I tidied up my clothes, went upstairs to feed the cat, and went out with Fu Heihui.
Only Hideo Hoshino was left alone on the table.
Morning passes, noon passes, dusk passes.
The summer sun turns and turns, and the green shade cast by the sycamore tree also turns and turns, cicadas are screaming, and it is midsummer at this time, and the temperature is very high.
Kira Nanami made a mistake, he didn't put Hideo Hoshino back in the freezer, or in other words, this kind of behavior is no longer necessary for the woman who is about to be discarded
Hideo Hoshino stayed on the table, waiting for himself to rot slowly.
What did I do wrong?
My only mistake is that I was born as a corpse.
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