Are you really not behind the scenes?

Just like creatures in nature, worker ants, queen ants... everyone knows that the world of ants is divided into layers, but who can understand why they are divided in this way and why they follow such rules and forms?

What can be understood between different races is just different social habits, not understanding.

The same goes for the system selection of white screen.

Because the system also knows that it cannot understand humans, it cannot select qualified inheritors, so it must have a human to help.

And it just so happens that Bai Mu, as a time traveler, came to this world. He was incompatible with this world and had no worries. He happened to be the best tool... to work as a worker.

That's why he became the system's target.

Bai Mu said this just to divert his attention a little. The more he cared about something, the less he could think of a solution.

Maybe by talking to the system like this, I can cheer up Hikigaya?

Of course, he just thought about it this way and didn't really feel that there was hope.

But......

After he explained it, he never expected that the system would say something like this.

Komachi is not dead...

Komachi is not dead yet...

This is real! ?

Komachi, who Hikigaya confirmed to be dead, is still alive?

No, let alone Hikigaya, he himself had confirmed that Komachi was dead. Logically speaking, Komachi could not be alive again.

Although Xerneas is here, it's hard to say whether Xerneas can bring a person who has been turned into carbon back to life. Among the Pokémon that can definitely resurrect people, the only one is Sparkle.

In the Heroes of the Phoenix King, even Ash Ketchum was smashed to pieces by Pokémon and Sparkling Toucan was able to save him.

But now the Shining Toucan has not appeared yet, so it stands to reason that no one should be able to save Komachi... No, there is another one!

Could it be that......

His heart skipped a beat, and the problems that had troubled Bai Mu for three days and three nights were suddenly solved here.

But just when Bai Mu was so excited, the system spoke like this again.

[Sure enough, the system cannot understand human thinking. 】

[...Host, since Hikigaya has always been depressed and negative, and Nexus's light will be extremely dim, do we want to take back Hikigaya's light? 】

The system tried to understand Hikigaya, but as expected, it still couldn't understand why Hikigaya was so depressed.

But it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter how depressed Hikigaya is, all He wants is someone who can pass on the light. If Hikigaya can no longer let the light continue to shine, then find someone else.

In this world, there are always people who can become Nexus's capable people.

only......

"What are you talking about? Tong, Komachi is not dead, how could Hikigaya's light dim?"

"Komachi is the most critical point in this incident!"

Bai Mu refused without hesitation. As long as Komachi is not dead, Hikigaya's light will never dim. This is the heart that supports Hikigaya. Now that his heart is alive, Hikigaya's light should also be alive.

Really, it made me think hard for three days and three nights.

"If you had said that Komachi was not dead, you wouldn't have had so many things happen... You are really committing a heinous crime, Tong."

[Host, you didn’t even ask. 】

I won’t tell you if I don’t ask you, right?Besides, if this is really the case, why would you do anything?

Sometimes I don’t know if you really don’t understand or if you do it on purpose.

Well, these are not important. What is important is that I finally see a glimmer of hope...

"What maintains Hikigaya's life now is the light of Nexus. If Nexus's light is taken away, Hikigaya will no longer be able to live."

"By doing this, we are equivalent to killing someone with our own hands."

"Although I'm not a good person, even if I heard someone died, I would just say 'Oh, I know', but... watching life wither in front of my eyes, taking away the last support of life with my own hands, this kind of thing I still can’t do it.”

"Furthermore... I personally handed over the Evolutionary Truster to Hikigaya, so I have to take responsibility for it."

"Let's try and wake up this smart but stupid fool..."

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There was no light in the dim room, just like Hikigaya's closed heart, deep and dark, with no end in sight.

Shiromu appeared in Hikigaya's room again.

Counting the previous times when I sent Hikigaya home, Shiromu has been here several times. I should say that he is relatively familiar with it.

He has never been to a girl's boudoir in his life, but he has been to a boy's room so many times.

Under the snow?No, no, no, that's the living room, not the boudoir.

Think about it this way, if you lose, you will lose, it is really a loss.

If a girl doesn't go to the boy's room in the boudoir, he must have some serious illness.

Silently complaining to himself, Shiromu then sat down at Hikigaya's desk.

He gently rocked the chair to look at Hikigaya on the bed.

Hikigaya was naturally aware of Shiromu's arrival, but now he ignored Shiromu's intention.

In fact, Shiromu came here every day for the past three days, but whether it was to persuade him not to be so gloomy or to just sit there and look at him, Hikigaya still had no reaction.

The whole person felt as if his heart had died.

For people who are physically and mentally dead, there are generally two methods.

One is to scold him awake.

A direct and loud scolding will make him realize his mistake and unwillingness, and then get back on his feet.

However, this method is generally suitable for passionate idiots, such as people who can stand up and argue with others after saying a few words.

But a guy like Hikigaya, who is so terrifyingly calm, will never pay attention to it, and the more he talks about it, the more depressed he becomes.

So this method doesn't work for Hikigaya.

The other method is to persevere and say a few words every day, so that the other party can wake up by relying on the trick. However, this method is a bit too time-consuming, although Bai Mu originally planned to do this... .

However, there is no need to go to such trouble now.

Shiromu leaned back on the chair. He looked at Hikigaya who was depressed and depressed, and raised his hand to say hello.

"Hey, Hikigaya boy, I'm here again."

"I have some good news for you. You should be quite interested."

"Hikigaya Komachi... seems to be alive."

Chapter 62 She just lay there

Hikigaya's heart was already dead. When his sister died in front of him, Hikigaya was already swallowed by despair.

He couldn't hear any words or sounds, and everything outside was pitch black to him.

It is impossible for ordinary words to reach his heart and awaken his heart.

Therefore Bai Mu didn't think about saying anything more as a preface.

This was how he conveyed to Hikigaya what the system told him.

Only such words could make Hikigaya, who was already heartbroken, react.

And in fact it is.

When Shiromu's voice reached Hikigaya's ears, and when he said in a relaxed tone, "Hikigaya Komachi is not dead yet," the boy whose body and mind were covered in despair... reacted for the first time.

Black and desperate eyes slowly raised.

He looked towards the white screen.

It was as if he realized it in hindsight. After a while, Bai Mu saw a trace of emotion in those eyes.

"Komachi...isn't dead yet?"

His throat made a hoarse sound, and the throat that had not been dripped for three days made an unpleasant hoarse sound.

It wasn't rejoicing or happy, nor was it confirming whether what Bai Mu said was true.

People instinctively resist malice and despair. Hikigaya saw his sister die in front of his own eyes, which was confirmed by him.

However, when Bai Mu said that Hikigaya Komachi was not dead, he still couldn't help but want to believe it... He wanted to change the facts in his perception, and wanted to deceive himself. This was all false. Everything I see is fake and does not exist. I have been living in a false world...

Rather than wanting to believe, it was more like struggling, as if a drowning person was struggling desperately to grab the last straw.

But then...

That explosion appeared in his mind.

“————!!!!!”

As if experiencing some kind of nightmare, the eyes covered by despair couldn't help but widen, watching the life passing by... The life that he had killed with his own hands was passing away in front of his eyes...

Pain...indescribable, gut-wrenching pain.

He stretched out his hands, but could not save lives; he fought, but could not save others.

Life... was passing before his eyes.

Buried by his own hands.

"Ah... ah!!!!"

Holding his head tightly with both hands, the nightmare...the lingering nightmare once again covered his heart, and he roared in pain and despair.

He was yelling...yelling like crazy.

That look, just looking at it, makes people feel heartbroken...

For the past three days, Hikigaya had been silent, as if he was dead, but no one knew how painful Hikigaya was in his heart.

Growing up... Komachi was the only light in Hikigaya's heart. It was Komachi who supported the awkward Hikigaya from taking an evil path. It was Komachi who made Hikigaya feel that there is still so-called warmth of family affection in this world.