Secret love becomes a marriage

Forward, Ji Zimo just heard that the newly born children look the same day by day, but she has never seen them before. However, this is normal. She has never had children before, and she has not watched any children grow up all the way. Oh, wait, it seems that she has watched children grow up all the way. Isn't cocoa she brought with her since childhood? However, when cocoa came to her, she was not as small as Ji Xingan at that time, but much larger. Although she changed, she did not change rapidly and obviously day by day.

So, watching Ji Xingan grow and change day by day, Ji Zimo felt very magical. She was almost reluctant to sleep for several nights. She turned on the small lamp at the head of the bed and stared at the little man placed on her side for a long time, trying to see how he changed, but... It's strange. Even if she looked at him for a long time, she couldn't find any change in him, But the next day, it was obvious that the little guy was different.

Really... Apart from a sigh of magic, there is nothing else to say, neither, nor, but not to say, but a feeling, an unspeakable feeling, will flow slowly in the bottom of her heart, warm her occasionally cold heart, also make her soft, make her whole person different from the inside out, not just herself, Even others felt that Beiyang not only once said that she had changed, but also that she exuded a very special feeling and strength. In addition, because of her small heart, Ji Zimo was full of expectations for the next minute after today.

The above are all very important points to be said. Besides, there is nothing else. There is still a very important point to be said.

That is, Ji Zimo's life has changed, not as monotonous as before. Well, it doesn't mean that it has become monotonous. I feel that Ji Zimo's life ahead is not monotonous. I don't count who she was born, studied and met. After leaving Gu Shubai for the second time, she said that she left with Ji Xingan, first to Dublin, Ireland, then London, and then to south city, Along the way, her life was not monotonous. She met a lot of personnel, saw a lot of scenery, and experienced a lot of pain and setbacks. Of course, there were many happy moments, but few.

Now she is very happy every day. Since Ji Xingan came to this world, she has been very happy every day and does different things from before. In the past, every day, she had to travel for a living, tired, afraid and painful in a foreign country, tossed and turned every night and couldn't sleep. Now she doesn't have to travel for a living, tired, no longer afraid and painful, At night, I can sleep at ease. My heart is very full and happy every day.

Naturally, this is not only the credit of Ji Xingan, but also to Beiyang.

If it weren't for him, she would still worry about food, drink and clothes. Every day, she would rack her brains to think about how to make more money. With Ji Xingan, she would feel frightened every day. She couldn't be stable and at ease.

Let alone enjoy life, just like today.

Yes, nowadays, apart from bringing little guys, Ji Zimo does everything every day, that is, painting, taking photos, doing some manual work, cultivating interest, mood and enjoying life.

Of course, painting and taking pictures are not popular.

She was interested in these things earlier, but she didn't touch them before. She didn't think about it very early. When she thought about it, she was expelled from Beijing because of her troubles with Li Shaoze and her family. At that time, life was difficult and her mood was not good. What spare time was there to learn these things? Later, she tangled with Gu Shubai every day, On and off, gratitude and resentment are thrown into the back of the head.

Until now, she doesn't have to do anything with her little guy every day. She has nothing to think about except thinking about the little guy. She has no burden of life because of Xiangyang. She can learn these and have fun at ease.

Also, learning these is to better record the growth of little guys, which is actually the focus.

Every day, I take photos of careful liver, watch him grow up bit by bit from the camera other than memory, draw him, sketch and cartoon every day, watch the cute little guy, smile and even cry, jump in her pen, on paper, take notes every day, what he looks like today, what he ate and how long he slept, What color of clothes to wear... All the little things have become major events in her heart. Then write them down. If she has nothing to do or look at them at any time, she will feel extremely satisfied and happy.

I don't regret leaving him.

He is her little angel and the most important existence in her future life.

As for others, as for that person, the personnel related to him.

Ji Zimo didn't think about it again, didn't mention it again, didn't wonder about him, his current situation and others. It's not natural that she decided not to mention it again after the little guy mentioned it. However, it's always the same. It should be the same. Everyone needs a new life. He's moving forward, and she should look forward, We can't stay in the past. Even if Ji Xingan is a gift from him, Ji Xingan is only her gift from now on.

When it comes to starting a new life, Ji Zimo is also trying to accept Xiang Beiyang.

It's hard, but... It's said that she can't stay in the past, and she really has no sense of reward for this man. She didn't think about it before. She plans to be selfish, so she lives with a sense of guilt. Because Ji Zimo feels that it's more harmful to accept him and be with him when there are others in her heart, but now she doesn't think so, She wants to be with him, get rid of the past, for herself, for Ji Xingan, for the future.

... of course, Ji Zimo won't tell Beiyang right away. Before she completely clears Gu Shubai from her heart, she won't tell him to give him some illusory hope. It's hurt, but really, she's refueling. She's trying her best to accept him and fall in love with him. It's difficult, but it's not impossible. After all, her life is very long, And he's really good.

Ji Zimo didn't feel these changes. He felt them. From the way women looked at him, talked to him, and she played with the camera, there was not only the figure of the little guy in the camera, but also his figure. She occasionally drew a picture for him on a whim. In her notebook, in addition to recording the growth of the little guy, there was also him, The three of them are daily.