Secret love becomes a marriage

Xiang Beiyang knows that Ji Zimo is changing. Even if she doesn't know what drives her to make these changes, she feels guilty and grateful, or if he can think more, she has so many feelings for him?!

Whatever it was, Xiang Beiyang was delighted by her change.

Now, living with her and Ji Xingan is not as polite and unfamiliar as before. Yes, they also lived together in the past. From the days when she and cocoa and him many years ago to the days when she avoided Gu Shubai, they lived together.

On the surface, there is nothing wrong between them. They have a tacit understanding. If they fall into the eyes of outsiders, they will feel that they are a couple, but... Really, it is still wrong to explore... They feel different. There is a kind of politeness and strangeness that comes from the bones, which outsiders can't know, and only they understand.

But that's all the past. Now it's not like this. Now they are not polite and unfamiliar. Whether on the surface or in the heart, this woman is slowly accepting him and integrating him into her life and her world.

Although there was only one loss, from his feeling and all kinds of things, Xiang Beiyang was only the beginning. The beginning was a very good thing. She compared it with the past. Although she was with him, she never really wanted to be with him, resisted him from the heart, refused to accept him and gave him no hope, It's much better now.

He can't be so greedy. He hopes that she will be his own right away. Although this is the most real idea in his heart, he will suppress it. He can't scare her. She just popped out of the turtle's shell, retracted and never opened it for him again.

In fact, Xiang Beiyang is actually very satisfied with today's life. Ji Zimo's little changes make him happy. He is happy to accompany Ji Zimo every day, play with her and grow up with her.

He didn't even ask for anything else, and even thought it was OK to live like this.

No, if you really want to say so and say that there is nothing else to ask for, there are still some.

It's about Ji Zimo's disease.

For some time, Xiang Beiyang never talked about Ji Zimo's disease, but he didn't care at all. The joy in front of him didn't make him dizzy. He felt that all this could be eternal, not a mirror. He knew that all this was not eternal. What broke the warmth and happiness was Ji Zimo's disease. One day, she didn't get well and completely got rid of it, It's like an invisible bomb. You don't know when and where it will explode, but... One day.

Of course, if you are lucky, there may not be such a day until Ji Zimo grows old. Because of the laws of nature, that bomb will not explode. However, in other words, it is obviously self deception and impossible, because the doctor said that her heart can't support for too long that day.

The human body is like a computer, and it needs to rely on many parts to run. Many other parts are not just a body. The heart is a very key and important part, just like the main body of the computer. Once it is damaged, many places will not be right. If it is not repaired, it will become more and more terrible and even scrapped.

Xiang Beiyang knows this, so he has been meditating for Ji Zi, but he has never made a premise in Ji Zi's silent face. As for what he didn't mention in front of her, he wanted her to forget.

Now she is the happiest time he has ever seen. Yes, he doesn't know whether she should be happier when she is with Gu Shubai. At that time, he hasn't seen her or seen her several times. Looking at her, when she was loved by Gu Shubai, there was a smile on her eyes and eyebrows, but... It was only around that person.

Apart from being around the person, he saw her not many times happy, even if she was happy, she was not so wanton.

Even after they separated, it was difficult to have a smile in her eyes. What she suffered was pain. There was no need to ask. Just look at her and look into her eyes. You will find that she was unhappy and full. Her eyes were full of unhappiness.

Therefore, she can be happy again now. Xiang Beiyang knows how difficult it is. He doesn't want to break it at all. He will stop all the storms. She is only responsible for smiling like flowers behind him and living a carefree life with a little heart.

Therefore, when he did not find a way to cure her, had no exact letter, and had a definite grasp, he would not tell her about her illness. Although she already knew that she had lived outside for so long, she should not be able to hide her illness. She should know, but... I hope she will forget it and forget it when she was so happy at that time, Even if they can't, they don't mention it. They don't mention it with tacit understanding or very tacit understanding.

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Have you found that when you are immersed in hell and darkness and can't see a little light, the days are particularly sad. Every minute and second is as long as a month or even a year. On the contrary, the beautiful, happy and happy days always live fast. The day and month are fast. It takes only a blink of an eye to pass. It really fits the sentence that time flies.

In the twinkling of an eye, three months later, the four seasons go from late summer, early autumn to winter, which is also a hundred days to usher in the season.

Hundred days is a big day for the little guy. It's time to celebrate, but... For Ji Xingan, it must be impossible. First of all, they still have to hide and can't let Gu Shubai find it. Even if Ji Zimo thinks they have no need to hide, the man already has a beautiful family. She and Ji Xingan are just strangers and irrelevant strangers, He won't care about them anymore, and he doesn't think he can still find them.

But I always feel that I still have to hide from him and hide him.

In the final analysis, I haven't been able to put it down completely.

No matter what, in the end, Ji Xingan's 100 day banquet was not held. Except for Gu Shubai, there was no other reason. The one next to her didn't have any relatives and friends, so she didn't need to introduce Xiaoxingan to anyone. There were many relatives and friends to introduce to Beiyang, but Ji Zimei was silent. However, although men regarded Ji Xingan as their own, it can be said in the end, This is not his child. He can't be introduced like that. It's unfair to him.

But the little guy's hundred day banquet can't pass as usual.

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