Secret love becomes a marriage

If I become a memory and withdraw from this life, leaving you stunned and crying, my cold body can't hug you. Thinking that I let the sea of people I love travel alone, I will hate myself for being so cruel. If I become a memory, I'm not so lucky and have no chance to stagger with white hair and hold you to see the sunset sunset.

After a long time, one day you will be sad and recover. If someone can, let him accompany you, I don't blame you.

When will happiness end?

Which moment is the last

Want to hold you tight

You are the most reluctant person in my life—— Preface if I become a memory

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Silent, no, please allow me to call you lover here, okay? Don't shout Ji Zimo, don't shout silently. It's not any other name. Let me call you lover. My lover, even if you don't like it, let me call you like this once. After all, it's a love letter. I want to use some intimate words. After all, it's the first and last time I call you like this. Let me call you like this.

my lover:

See the letter.

This was the first time Ji Zimo saw the words written by Xiang Beiyang. They all said that the words were like people. At that time, he trembled and opened the letter in front of him in a warm yellow envelope. He saw that the words he wrote on the letter paper were really like others. They were handsome and elegant, with calm and introverted. There was a sense of perseverance and unyielding temperament of soldiers reflected in the form.

On the letter paper, he wrote down his love for her word by word with a black carbon pen.

But there are some inconsistencies. After the first title and the sentence "if you don't see the letter", there is a large blank, and there are also a few small black spots. It seems that a man doesn't know how to write and continues to write.

In Ji Zimo's long blurred vision, a scene appeared clearly. A figure was in this ward. The man was sitting at the table not far from her hospital bed, holding a pen and writing to her quietly, but he just started writing. He didn't know what he thought or couldn't think of, so he couldn't write down, so he paused, Look at her lying in the hospital bed and continue to write with a smile.

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Indeed, at that time, Xiang Beiyang, who was writing this letter, was as Ji Zimo thought.

Xiang Beiyang felt very strange. He had countless words to say to her in his mind, but when he really wrote, he couldn't write anything.

But I always want to leave something. I have said I want to write a love letter to her, and I have begun to write it, that is, I want to write it down.

Looking out of Beiyang's window, there was a little neon brilliance in the dark. After watching it quietly for a while, he put his eyes on Ji Zimo. At that time, she was in a coma because she was ill, but... Let him think she was just asleep! I'm not ill, but I just fell asleep as usual. What kind of picture is this? Very beautiful, quiet and beautiful.

So he lowered his head again, put his pen on the letter paper and continued to write:

Lover, just now I wrote "see a letter, if not." but the fact is, when you see this letter, I may not be with you, or even you will never see me again. For a moment, what's the matter with heartache, and what's the matter if you can't write any more? I want to ask you, baby, can you cry? Or, baby, seeing here, you have shed cat tears?

So is it because you care about me? If so, I'm glad to prove that you have more or less feelings for me. However, if you don't cry at this time, you have no conscience. Well, how can I say that? Think about it. At that time, my heart should have been beating in your chest. That's not scolding myself. I want to take it back.

As I move on, I want to ask you, did you cry more when you saw what I wrote? Guilt, remorse, pain, heartache? All kinds of emotions come to your mind? Maybe there are complaints. You will complain, hate me and say I'm a person. It's agreed that I'm going to write you a love letter. How can I hurt you like this and make you uncomfortable.

Baby, don't blame me, okay? It's my fault. I'm not like this anymore. Well, you forget all the contents above, okay? Forget everything, just remember the following contents firmly, okay?

Remember, I hate you to cry.

Look at your crying appearance over the years. It looks like a lot. It's not good-looking, baby. You're crying. I like you smiling. You smile so beautiful. When you smile, your eyes look like stars and you're very warm.

So, promise me, don't cry. If you see here, you're crying. Will you wipe away your tears? Because I will see, baby, believe me, really, I will see, then I will be uneasy. You cry like that in the world. No matter where I am, I will be uneasy. I will feel distressed, very distressed, and self reproach. In this way, I will leave you in the world with careful liver. I will leave you selfishly and can't dry your tears.

Baby, without me by your side, who will wipe your tears and bear your grievances? Someone bullied you. What are you going to do? Be careful, the liver hasn't grown up and can't protect you. What should you do? I'm afraid you'll have a bad life without me.

Therefore, silently, we must live well. Without me, we must live better and happier than anyone else.

Promise me, will you? Promise me!

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On the letter paper, the handwriting here is not so clear. She is dizzy and stained by a piece of water stain. In addition, Ji Zimo's eyes are fuzzy and can't see clearly. She rubbed her eyes hard for several times, dried her eyes, and tried to identify the word before she finally saw it clearly.

And just see clearly, and blurred, and wet eyes, tears from her eyes wantonly overflow to the outside, condensed into beads, dripping on the stationery, coincident with the dry water stains.

That's

Don't think, don't think too much, you can know that it was the man's tears, and he also cried.

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Yes, I cried to Beiyang.

In fact, he doesn't want to go. He should go free and easy. A man who cries like this is not a joke, but... He can't help it. At the moment, he is an iron man with strong endurance. In this case, in the case of life and death, he can't help it.

As he just wrote, it's too painful. When he thinks about leaving her, he can't look at her, hold her, or even just say a few words with her. When he thinks about her future life without him, what will she do if it's bad? This kind of, all kinds of ideas float into his mind, he's like a knife in his heart, and he can't bear to resist!