Secret love becomes a marriage

"It seems enough to write here.

If there is nothing to write, and if it is how to write, it is impossible to write what I want to say to you. After explaining some things, I always feel that there are other things to explain. After telling you some things, I always feel that there are other things to be told. I am not afraid of your jokes and silence. I really feel that I don't trust anything and I can't trust anything.

In this way, it's better to say nothing and write nothing.

After I leave, you always have to live, whether alone or several people, how to live, happy or sad, good luck or bad luck, always have to live. I'm worried about what to do. I'm worried that I can't come, and I can't manage it. Even if I'm around you and things are changeable, I can't care about so many. Let alone I can't be around you anymore.

To say so, it either made me sad or upset.

Are you right? Is that right?

I've never been a talker. Now I'm tired of talking so much. Looking back, you must be tired and complain about what I write so much.

You're right, aren't you? It's over here. "

After stabilizing his mood, Ji Zimo continued to look down and saw here.

A full stop stands for the end. The meaning in that person's words is also here, but... From here, after a large blank, there are words.

He was reluctant and knew that she was not willing.

So it's kind and cruel to leave more to her.

"But,"

Another word, such two words, means the beginning of his reluctance to give up.

"But it's still a long time, and you never wake up. I don't continue to write something. The rest of the time should be hard. It's hard and if not, it's a kind of satisfaction and happiness for me to look at your sleeping face quietly. Think about it, it's probably one of the few times. I can be so unscrupulous with eager and loving eyes Look at you. "

"Because when you are awake, I can't look at you with such eyes. You will be uncomfortable, because you have never had more than half of the feelings between men and women for me. If I look at you with such eyes beyond the boundary of friendship, you will be uncomfortable and unhappy. Even if you always know that I am not limited to friendship and I love you."

The most moving love words in the world vary from person to person, but for almost everyone, one common, but a "I love you", so straightforward, warm, strong and overbearing can express one person's feelings for another.

So, see here, see this sentence "I love you."

Ji Zimo was a little, only a little calmed down, and his mood lit up again. Why, why should this man treat her so well, so desperate and give everything, she is not a person worthy of his treatment at all. Everyone has her dark side and her bright spots, and everyone is more or less narcissistic, Apart from the feeling of inferiority, there is also narcissism. She thinks she is very good. Ji Zimo is no exception, but... She can't figure out Xiang Beiyang's feelings for her. She feels that she can't bear his feelings at all. She feels that she is worthless all over and unworthy of his treatment. He shouldn't love her so much.

But there are so many right and wrong in love, and there are so many why?

Love is love, how to love and why to love. You ask every loving couple in the world, and they can't answer. Even if they answer, they list countless reasons for you, one way or another, but it's better than him (her) in the world. In the final analysis, she is her, but it's love.

As for not love, that is not love, even those who have fallen in love, said love words that moved heaven and earth, made an oath of alliance, and promised to live forever until death. At the moment of not love, everything is just a passing cloud and no trace.

But it is such a simple and complex distinction.

"Silently, there is a moon tonight, which is very big and round, and there is also snow tonight, which is very heavy. If you can see it, you will like it. It's a pity that you can't see it, and you can't see it with me. Speaking of this, I think we said to go skiing when we came here. Your expectations are very heavy. I really want to fulfill your wishes. All your wishes want to fulfill them for you. Goodbye You're happy, but you don't have a chance. "

"It doesn't matter. In the future, someone will accompany you to do these things you expect."

"Silently, promise me that if someone will accompany you in the future, please don't refuse? Maybe it's my reincarnation. Maybe you're looking for a man who is 30 years younger than you, huh..."

……

"Silently, I just said that time is hard. In the twinkling of an eye, the day is about to dawn."

……

"Silently, I'm sorry. I just left for a while and went to talk to Xiaoxingan. Now I'm coming with Xiaoxingan in my arms."

"When you were ill, he probably knew and cried badly. You don't love him most. How can you be willing to let him cry like this? So you should get better quickly. You should remember that you are not alone now. You still have a little heart. Even without me, you still have a little heart. Think about it like this. I feel some comfort in my heart. In addition, you have a little heart, which is a mother, you Not only be responsible for yourself, but also for him... "

"So, no matter what happens in the future, don't be impulsive and protect yourself, because there is a little heart behind you. You can better protect yourself in order to better protect him."

"And, and, don't blame me, let alone blame yourself."

"Silently, I should go. Time is running out, so I'm really going to finish writing here."

"But I'm really afraid. I'm really afraid that after I leave, you can't live. I'm really afraid that you blame me, and I'm really afraid that you blame yourself and feel guilty."

"Silent, really don't, everything is my voluntary, even I'm selfish. I want to live in your heart. I used such an extreme approach, so can I not feel guilty and blame myself? Even if there is, it's for me, so they don't have it."

"Silently, there is nothing left for you except this letter and a heart, but this is all I have. I hope you don't dislike it and take them all. Just live well for me, take my heart, and live well for me and my little heart."

"Silently..."

Finally, what is left on the letter paper is the same as what is left in the recording pen. It is a sentence: "silence, I wish you peace and joy for the rest of your life."