Surrogate Love

Since that a fetus which was contaminated by alcohol and medicine wouldn't grow well so that Han Zhi Fan decided to let go this child. Though Tang Wei intially insisted to wait until it reached four months to confirm whether it was really underdeveloped or not, but Han Zhi Fan wouldn't risk Tang Wei's well being. For a mother to do abortion after such a stage would harm the mother's body thus Han Zhi Fan firmly avoided that.

The couple got along well, but there was still a gap that they couldn't close. Their relationship was just like a distant family that lived together. Perhaps, there was a polite attitude between them.

Han Zhi Fan also wouldn't touch her because he feared that she would take after-pills that would harm her body. He would also arrange such a tight schedule for her day so that she would feel tired and sleep well. Once, he heard that essential oils would improve one's sleep. He immediately bought a diffuser. He would be the one who was in charged of the diffuser since then.

Ocassionally, he would sit the whole night to standwatch Tang Wei. Her frown would cause a fright toward him. For months, he did so in which he lost so much weight.

One day, during the dinner, Tang Wei looked at him cautiously. "Zhi Fan"

"Hmm ?", he didn't look at her as he was too busy to cut the steak for her.

"I'm better."

He looked at her, trying to undertand what she was talking about.

"I can't deny that I still haven't forgiven you for lying. No matter how I try, there is still doubt."

"But, looking at your effort. My heart feels pain."

"So.. can you give me time?"

He had a bad hunch for what she would say, but he needed to be calm "What do you mean?"

"I'd like to move out."

"NO!"

"What the use of us living together at this state? You torture yourself by serving me. I feel pain looking at your effort."

"As long as we are together, I do not mind of living like this."

"Han Zhi Fan"

"Tang Wei, I really do not mind. I'm fine with everything that we are currently in. So, don't say you leave me. Okay ? I beg you. If you hate of seeing me..."

Tang Wei immediately cut in "No, I don't mean that"

"Please. You can ask for anything"

"I do not mean to leave you. I just want some time to calm myself. If you don't feel assure, I can just stay in the villa in the suburb. Come during weekend."