The beautiful boss is on

Poor Zhao shensan has been enduring the ups and downs of his emotions all day, plus the strong sense of humiliation he has to deal with Yin Rou again, as well as Zheng Yanhong's attitude and Lin Maoren's attack, all of which give him an unreal feeling in the street on this cold night.

When it used to be cold at night, people's emotions were vulnerable. Once Zhao shensan, an invincible capable man who had to disguise himself, took off his mask, his weakness was even worse than that of ordinary people, and even his reason and wisdom were engulfed by weakness.

Zhao shensan, a lonely and chaotic man, didn't dare to go to Lu Bowen. Zheng Yanhong didn't come back. He didn't want to go back to his new home alone. He lingered in the street for a while and smoked half a box of cigarettes.

When he crumpled the empty cigarette box and threw it away, Zhao shensan, looking at the scattered snowflakes falling from the sky, got on the car and drove subconsciously. Although there was heating in the car, the pedestrians outside the window wrapped their heads in down jackets and ran home in a hurry. For a moment, he felt like a rootless duckweed, and he was even at home I can't feel the warmth.

A burst of inexplicable loneliness and loss, mixed with a sense of confusion, suddenly hit his heart. The crazy Zhao shensan drove aimlessly through the streets of the provincial capital. Unconsciously, he suddenly saw a familiar door face, and a couplet composed of two lines of neon lights rushed into his eyes, "spotless, clean, perfect and return to Prajna door."

For no reason, Zhao shensan's heart was filled with warmth, as if this place he had never remembered in his extreme confusion would give him much-needed comfort. In this longing, he and a lost child stopped the car when they heard his mother's voice, and rushed in like a sleepwalker.

"Sir, what kind of rooms do you need, sir? Where are you going?" a waiter came up and asked Zhao shensan, but his eyes were straight as if he was possessed, and he rushed straight in, and he walked down the corridor as if he had a purpose. The waiter was in a hurry. He chased him and asked, but he didn't dare to pull him.

A beautiful woman poked her head out of a room. She was obviously disturbed by this kind of voice. When she carefully saw that this wandering soul like person was Zhao shensan, she rushed out and said, "it's OK. He's coming for me. Go ahead."

After the waiter left, the woman quickly came over and held Zhao shensan with her soft hand. She said intimately, "you silly child, how come you are so evil? Your hands are so cold. Please come into the room with me to get warm."

Zhao shensan knew that the woman could be trusted, so he nodded wrongly and let her pull him. But his heart seemed to be covered with a thick layer of snow, which was getting denser and denser. He was so confused that he couldn't wake up, so he couldn't see the room where the woman just came out. In fact, there were two people in the room, and they were still exploring He came out and looked at him with astonished eyes. One of the women was going to pull him, but was stopped by the woman who pulled him. They went back.

And the woman who pulled him took him into the suite with a screen just across from the room where they were sitting. She quickly poured a cup of hot tea and gave it to him to drink.

After a cup of hot tea, the warm feeling rose up along the stomach and esophagus, and finally spread to the brain that seemed to be frozen by ice and snow. The consciousness recovered a little bit. Although it was not enough to restore to the most brilliant Zhao shensan, at least his eyes could focus slowly, and finally gathered on the woman's face who was looking at him with a loving smile, More subconsciously handed over a name: "aunt Lingyan..."

Indeed, the place in Zhao shensan's subconscious mind that can resolve his depression is the Prajna hall, a teahouse run by Lu Bowen's confidante Lingyan. He seems to have nothing to send on the street just now. In fact, it's Zheng Yanhong, the woman he loves like bone marrow, who has been lingering in his mind all the time. His obsession is to lose this burden again Woman, want to find a close person who has a great relationship with this woman to talk about. Therefore, he can still drive here with his sixth sense in the sleepwalking state of his brain.

Lingyan looked at him to understand what he was stimulated by. Seeing that he could recognize himself, he quickly said with a smile: "silly child, I'm afraid you are stupid. I didn't expect to recognize my aunt! What's the matter with you? Why do you look as if you have been wronged "

Zhao shensan suddenly cried.

Yes, it's not tears, it's tears.

Crying refers to crying with loud voice and tears, which is a kind of unbridled crying. But this kind of crying is real, not a "howl" with sound and no tears, not a "cry" with tears and no sound, but a kind of completely let go of their own crying.

If there is anyone else in the world who can understand people to the point of channeling, then the pure spiritual smoke that has been suffering from the coldness of the world is absolutely one.

In the face of Zhao shensan's crying, she heard the movement of the other side of the screen, and quickly said: "don't move, let him cry well, save his breath."

Immediately, the opposite side was quiet, but Zhao shensan only cried. He didn't realize that Lingyan didn't say anything to him at all. He just cried heartbroken.Lingyan takes Zhao shensan in his arms like a mother and gently pats him, making a mother's voice of coaxing children. Finally, this state makes Zhao shensan's perception deviate greatly. Today, his unpredictable state of out of control reaches its peak again. His cry is low, but he begins to tell off and on.

"Woo woo Auntie, do you know how tired it is to be a man Zhao shensan sobbed in Lingyan's arms like a child.

"Oh, silly boy, my aunt knows that. It's not easy for my aunt to know you." Spirit smoke soft voice comforts a way.

"From small to large From small to big, my father taught me to learn from those noble and great people and become an honest and responsible man with conscience and good faith. I did it! Aunt, I tell you, I really did it! When I was in college, I was still a hot-blooded young man. I hated all the unhealthy tendencies in the world to the bone, and vowed that one day when I had the ability to reverse them, I would destroy all these unhealthy tendencies, and build a new world with complete justice and justice, and the spring and autumn righteousness as the theme!

Hahaha, auntie, am I stupid? Hahaha at that time! Later, I graduated and took the staff examination with my own knowledge. At that time, I felt that all my father's teachings were true! With my strong knowledge, I got the golden house and Yan Ruyu, and became an employee like the son of heaven. It seems that everything is so beautiful and pure! Ha ha ha!

But what's next? Do you know, auntie, I am a famous university graduate, who is actually regarded as a busboy in the unit. Even a junior technical secondary school graduate and a nanny of our boss's family can give me directions! It's not my turn to do good things. Dirty work and hard work are all mine. I still think that as long as I do well, I will be appreciated. So I tried my best to show my ability and let the leaders find my talent. But in this way, I started the nightmare of being plotted and suppressed for a while

At that time, I was very confused. My outlook on life in the past 20 years was overturned by the terrible reality! The world is such a fuckin 'bastard. The rules of the game that the winner is the king are popular in the big circle and the small circle, but where to win is to be able to drill.

Then how to drill camp must let the boss say hello! But there are so many villains around me who are more prominent than me. How can the boss see me? If I still stick to the powerful spiritual power of nothingness that I have insisted on since I was a child, that is, the righteousness and ethics of the spring and Autumn period that my father taught me to adhere to and firmly believe in, I will never be able to break away from the shackles of my heart all my life, so I can only watch those around me who do not learn nothingness The children of art laugh at my persistence and try their best to surpass me, and then I will become a poor bastard abandoned by reality! Even if it's moldy, it's a stone in the pit. No one will sympathize with me... "

With the pouring out, Zhao shensan's speaking speed became fluent, but his voice was full of inexplicable indignation and strong irony. Lingyan could not help but shed tears, and the other half of the people who did it were silent.

"So I decided to change my pride and start to adapt to the world. If I can't get out of the tight encirclement and run well, I have to muddle along! In the face of cruel reality and eyeful villain, I learned, no, I'm used to pretending happy, pretending sad, pretending concerned, pretending free and easy, pretending indifferent, used to face all alone.

Slowly, I can say it doesn't matter when I'm in pain, it doesn't matter when I'm sad, I can laugh when I'm lonely, I can be silly and happy when I'm helpless, I can say the world is still beautiful when I'm desperate Ha ha ha! Auntie, I just covered up my reality a little bit. After a long time, the fake became real, and the real reality that I was seen as a ghost evaporated! Evaporation do you understand auntie, is missing, no!

Ha ha ha! I don't have a real young man! What's left is now such a dog thing full of lies. It seems to be very respectable, but in fact it's extremely hypocritical! "