The Godly Cultivation System: The housekeeper's boyfriend is actually the main god

But it is not so easy to let go of someone you like for the first time. Even though they have never contacted each other again, he still keeps an eye on Jiang Xiran.

No one knows that he actually has a secret box filled with Jiang Xiran's albums and magazines after her debut.

He also secretly voted for Jiang Xiran online, and now he has even become the leader of a fan group.

The lethality of first love and white moonlight is really great, and Nan Jinghe doesn't know when he can get out of it.

Or maybe he will never fall in love with anyone else in this life.

Jiang Xiran clenched his fists, as if suppressing some emotions.

After a long time, he said in a hoarse voice: "Brother Nan, I'm sorry."

Hearing this sorry, Nan Jinghe's heart suddenly hurt.

What he hated most was hearing the three words "sorry". The three words on the phone at the beginning made him feel so painful all over.

He froze his body and didn't answer, wanting to express his dissatisfaction in this way.

But Jiang Xiran didn't want him to answer at all, and continued to talk to himself: "Brother Nan, do you know, when you confessed to me, I felt that I was the happiest person in the world."

Nan Jinghe turned his head suddenly, his eyes widened in disbelief.

Jiang Xiran also looked back at him, and a tear slipped from the corner of his eye.

His shoulder-length black hair was tied behind his head with a rubber band, but there was still a strand of hair scattered on his forehead. This sad and tearful look added a touch of fragility to him.

Nan Jinghe couldn't help it, stretched out his hand and gently tucked his hair behind his ear, then asked in a hoarse voice: "If that's the case, why did you say sorry to me and stop contacting me?"

Jiang Xiran didn't dare to look up, but tears fell.

This silent crying made Nan Jinghe feel distressed, and he didn't care about asking for blame at this time, and hugged him in his arms.

He patted her back and comforted her, "Don't cry, I won't ask."

"Besides, I'm the one who was dumped, so I should cry anyway."

Jiang Xiran was just crying silently, but he started sobbing when he heard this sentence. The twitching look was so pitiful.

He looked like a child who had suffered a great injustice outside, and couldn't hold back his emotions after seeing his parents at home.

After several minutes, he stopped crying and came out of Nan Jinghe's arms with red eyes.

"Brother Nan, I'm sorry for getting your clothes dirty." Jiang Xiran was ashamed looking at the tear marks on Nan Jinghe's shoulder.

"Don't let me hear these three words. I hate you saying sorry to me." Nan Jinghe wiped away the remaining tears from the corners of his eyes with his fingertips, and his tone was unquestionable.

"I..." Jiang Xiran was speechless for a moment, but when he thought about how he had hurt the person in front of him before, he also knew why he said that.

After thinking for a while, he decided to resolve the misunderstanding between the two.

"Brother Nan, do you want to hear my explanation? If not, it's okay. After all..."

Before he finished speaking, Nan Jinghe interrupted him, "I think I have to figure out what's going on."

"I was hesitant before. The reason why I didn't go to you to ask clearly was that I couldn't accept the facts, and secondly, you were getting more and more popular in the entertainment industry, and I was afraid that it would affect your future. But now that we have met, some things should be settled."

He looked at Jiang Xiran firmly, the person he had been thinking about for three years. Regardless of whether the two of them would have a result in the future, he wanted to fight for it again.

Jiang Xiran was infected by his eyes and nodded fiercely.

Next, he told the story from beginning to end.

"You confessed to me on the day of my senior year graduation. I actually wanted to agree immediately, but I thought that you would also graduate from graduate school, so I wanted to agree on the day of your graduation ceremony, just as a surprise for you."

"Then I said I would think about it again. My mother happened to ask me to go home, so I planned to leave for a few days before returning to Beijing."

Thinking of what happened next, Jiang Xiran's face turned pale.

"When I went home, something happened in our community. A man brought his homosexual partner home, and his parents broke off their relationship with him directly."

"My mother told me this as a joke at the time. I really wanted to know her attitude towards this kind of thing, so I asked her if she would accept it if I liked men in the future."

Nan Jinghe heard this and probably guessed how things would develop.

Sure enough, Jiang Xiran

The voice became very sad, "As a result, my mother said that if I bring a man home in the future, she will jump off the building."

"Because she came from the countryside and grew up in a family that favors boys over girls, she attaches great importance to passing on the family line."

"You also know that I come from a single-parent family. My mother raised me with great difficulty. I have always loved her very much, so I dare not let her know that I like homosexuality."

Nan Jinghe's face changed again and again, and finally asked only one sentence, "Is this why you cut off contact with me?"

He didn't understand. Even if his family disagreed, they should have at least told him clearly at the time. He was not the kind of person who would entangle.

Nan Jinghe felt that he was so angry at the moment that he couldn't spit it out. He felt very uncomfortable.

"No, Brother Nan, it's not like that." Jiang Xiran tried his best to defend himself.

"I felt very uncomfortable at that time and didn't know what to do. I didn't want to lose you, but I was also afraid that my mother would really do something stupid. Before I could come up with a result, she would, then..."

Nan Jinghe was anxious, "What happened, Xiran, did something happen?"

Jiang Xiran said with a crying voice, "I had just returned home for a few days when my mother was diagnosed with advanced gastric cancer. At that time, my family had not saved much to support my schooling, but my mother kept it secret from me. When it was time to treat her, I couldn't come up with any money."

He sobbed as he spoke, "At that time, an agency contacted me and wanted to sign me as an artist, and promised to help my mother advance the surgery fee. I had no other choice. Although there were many unreasonable terms in the contract, I still bit the toothpick."

One of the terms in the contract was that artists were not allowed to fall in love, and if they violated it, they would have to pay a high penalty.

On one side was his mother's illness, and on the other side was the agency's regulations. His mind was a mess at the time.

But when he thought about giving up Nan Jinghe, he couldn't make up his mind.

Seeing the missed calls and messages on his phone, he knew he couldn't be indecisive anymore.

He didn't want Nan Jinghe to miss him all the time, nor did he want to delay such a good person, so he didn't explain anything, just sent three words of sorry, and cut off the contact between the two.

"But no matter how hard I tried to make money, my mother still died within a year." Jiang Xiran bit his lower lip tightly, but the muffled groan in his throat still exposed his pain at the moment.