The Rest of My Life

But Shen Zixian still didn't let me go, and continued to laugh: "How long has it been since Qin Xueman was captured, and he's already running over here … Tsk tsk, you seem quite anxious. "

I thought about the last time in front of Aunt Zhou, Zhou Xun to protect Qin Xueman, the more uncomfortable I felt.

Shen Zi Wu seemed to have noticed that my expression wasn't good, and he finally stopped talking.

However, my mood didn't improve. On the contrary, due to the silence in the control room, I became even more distracted.

After a while, as if the paperwork had been completed, Qin Xueman was released.

She walked straight towards Zhou Xun.

Zhou Xun immediately stood up.

Qin Xueman stopped in front of him. The two of them stood very close to each other, her lips moving slightly. It was unknown what she was saying. Zhou Xun's expression was somewhat serious, but after seeing Qin Xueman, he had clearly relaxed.

The two of them stood shoulder to shoulder, looking very intimate.

My heart felt like it was being slashed with a knife, bleeding profusely.

If Shen Zixian and his colleagues from the special case team weren't present, I would have probably cried a long time ago.

Shen Zisheng shot me a glance, and said: "Look how wronged you are. Alright, I'll help you vent your anger."

With that, he grabbed my wrist and led me out.

I didn't want to, but he did have a lot of strength in his hands, and I was a little upset, so he did pull me next door.

Next door is the main hall, Shen Zixian directly pulled me in, stopping in front of Zhou Xun and Qin Xueman.

I was at a loss. I did not dare to look at Zhou Xun.

Shen Zisheng lifted my chin and said: "Why don't you dare look? Now you know how much you value this woman on Wednesday? Do you think they seem to have nothing to do with each other? "

I was forced to look up, and my gaze fell on last week's medallion.

His eyes were as deep as ink. I couldn't see the bottom of his eyes, and I couldn't tell what he was feeling under his dark gaze.

But the calmer he was, the harder it was for me to accept it.

I wasn't the type to swallow my anger. I couldn't help but ask, "Uncle Zhou, are you really going to bail her out?"

Zhou Xun continued to look at me with that dark and unreadable gaze, but he didn't say anything.

I stared at him. "She wants to kill me, you know?"

Zhou Xun frowned, but remained silent.

Feeling embarrassed and disappointed, I whispered, "Even if she wants to kill me, are you still going to protect her?"

When Zhou Xun heard this, he softly sighed.

This light sigh was like a heavy hammer, heavily hitting my chest.

I think I know his answer.

Indeed, in the next second, he said, "I'm sorry …"

Her voice was very gentle, but the meaning it expressed was exceptionally cruel.

In the end, I couldn't hold back my tears.

Shen Zixian suddenly pulled me back and threw a punch towards Zhou Tong, cursing angrily: "Are you even a fucking man?! What ability is it to bully a girl who doesn't know anything! "

Zhou Xun didn't even bother to dodge. Instead, he just stared at Qin Lie with a frown.

Shen Zixian's fist did not fall down after all.

After all, this was the special task force, and he was also a public official. It was forbidden for him to cause any trouble, so before the bodyguard behind Zhou Xun could make a move, his colleagues from the special task force had stopped him.

It just so happened that Tao Zhizhou came in from the outside.

He held Shen Zi Shi back and said: "Why are you angry here, if we can't find the evidence, it means we don't have the ability!" Besides, who do you want to be with on Wednesday, who do you like, who do you want to bully, what does it have to do with you?! Don't forget that you are a forensic expert in the special investigation team. What you should do is to find evidence, not break the law and kill a citizen here! "

Although he was trying to teach Shen Zixian a lesson, his words seemed to contain a hint of mocking towards Zhou Xun.

Zhou Xun did not make a sound, and the expression on his face did not change in the slightest. One could not tell what he was thinking about.

In my heart, however, I felt some satisfaction.

Because I like him, because he is my savior, so even if my heart is torn, I can't say bad things to him.

However, Shen Zixian and Tao Zhizhou's taunts actually helped me vent my anger.

To be honest, I somewhat hated Zhou Xun for his ruthlessness and indifference. Just by saying that he was sorry, could it be that he would be able to cover up the damage done to me?

I have my own pride.

In the past, in order to be together with him, no matter if it was Gu Qiong, Aunt Zhou, or Xiang Wen who came to make things difficult for me, I would have to submit.

I thought of him as a man who could spend his life together, but in the end he got such an outcome.

The signs that he might have been a little fond of me, the tenderness with which he had treated me, were false.

I'm such a fool...

The more I thought about the sweetness of the past, the more my heart ached.

I no longer cared that this was a public place, and couldn't help but get closer to Zhou Xun. Gritting my teeth, I said, "Since you like Qin Xueman, why did you provoke me? If it's just you wanting me to be your shield, I can understand that you're secretly flirting with her. After all, I owe you this. You've helped me countless times, so I'll just treat it as repaying you. But you... "You …"

Before I could finish, I burst into tears again.

When I agreed to be his shield, I was indeed only repaying him for his kindness.

If he hadn't given me hope over and over again, I wouldn't have been so delusional.

I really want to go back to a few months ago, to the time when I just hid my love in my heart. After that, I definitely won't be so stupid as to let myself fall …

Zhou Xun's eyes flickered as if he wanted to say something, but he maintained his silence.

I choked with sobs. "But you … "Why do you want me to give you children?"

Did he just need a woman to give him children?

But why would he want to see me... There are so many people who like him …

I couldn't figure it out, so I asked in front of everyone.

Zhou suddenly reached out to me as if to take my arm, and I stepped aside.

Qin Xueman took a step forward and stood beside Zhou Xun, staring at me coldly.

From my point of view, they looked like a couple who shared a common enemy.

After a few minutes, Zhou Xun was silent.

My tears wouldn't stop, and soon my vision blurred.

At this moment, Shen Zisheng, who had been silent after being held back by Tao Zhizhou, suddenly crossed his arms and coldly said, "I heard that Qin Xueman can no longer have children …"

I froze.

Was this really the reason?

So, all he really needed was a woman to give him children …

I'm just a substitute, or, to put it bluntly, a birthing machine.

To think that I had always been looking forward to Zhou Xun liking me …

"Ha ha!" I laughed through my tears.

I feel really funny... Like a clown...

Perhaps seeing me lose my composure, Zhou Xun frowned and said: "Things are not what you think, Shen Zixian is trying to confuse us … …" Calm down first, okay? "

How can I be calm?

Auntie Zhou said that Qin Xueman had given birth to a child. Zhou Xun had explained that Qin Xueman had blocked the spear for him, but in reality, it might have been to block the spear for him.

All the reasoning proved that Shen Zixian was not lying.

I bitterly smiled. "Why don't you explain it to me?"

He only says that I misunderstood him every time, but he doesn't say why. How could I not want to go astray?

Now he used the same trick to coax me, but I didn't want to take advantage of him anymore.

Zhou Xun frowned even harder. "You want me to explain this to you?"

From his tone, it sounded as if he was making a ruckus …

My heart ached, and my hands clenched into fists. I squeezed my palms so hard that I didn't lose control.

"Oh, mister. You've really misunderstood me and Teacher." Qin Xueman suddenly walked in front of me and affectionately pulled my hand and said tenderly, "Don't be impulsive, impulses can't solve a problem …"