The Rest of My Life

I sneered.

At this moment, Qin Xueman's face was really very similar to Gong Shan's. That was the appearance that I hated the most.

That's how Gong Shan innocently bullied my mom, which caused my mom to become depressed, which led to a tragedy.

At this moment, my heart was filled with endless disgust.

However, Zhou Xun's expression remained the same, and he had no intention of stopping Qin Xueman.

I really didn't want to see Qin Xueman acting any longer, and I also didn't want to see Zhou Xun's cold and indifferent face. I didn't say anything, shook off Qin Xueman's hand, and ran out in tears.

I ran out of the station in one breath. The cold of the autumn night was sharp, and I could hear the wind in my ears.

Other than that, there were no other footsteps coming from behind. It was likely that Zhou Xun also didn't care where I went.

How could he have noticed me when he was only thinking of Sherman?

That made me even more sad.

I was squatting by the side of the road, crying uncontrollably.

But the next moment, I heard steady footsteps running towards me.

I looked up expectantly, but it wasn't the person I was hoping for. It was Shen Zixian.

He stopped in front of me, panting. "What are you running for? Are you afraid of those two? "

I was disappointed and continued to cry, ignoring him.

To be honest, I'm not afraid of them, but I don't want to see anything that makes me sad.

Shen Zisheng reached out his hand and pulled me up, cursing, "Why are you crying, don't you still have me? If you find them unpleasant, just go and beat them up, if anything happens I'll carry it for you!"

Today, I suffered too much shock and grievance. Since Zhou Xun didn't appear, I naturally just wanted to quietly stay there by myself and cry, letting out all the embarrassment and depression in my heart.

But Shen Zixian chased after me, he still wants me to pull myself together.

I tried to pull away from him, but he was too strong. He pulled me up and I lost my balance and fell into his arms.

Shen Zixian put his arm around my waist.

Of course I wouldn't let him succeed, I just threw a punch back.

Shen Zixian seemed to know that I was going to hit him and quickly reacted. Although I've practiced before, his skills are not bad and he blocked my fist in an instant.

He pinched my arm and said unhappily, "Why are you like a hedgehog? The one who made you sad was not me, so why are you always targeting me?"

Actually, I wasn't targeting him, but I didn't accept his ambiguous feelings. Since he said that he was intentionally trying to get close to me, then his feelings for me must be fake.

Just as I was about to say something, I suddenly heard a small question coming from behind me. "Is it a recitation?"

This was Li Jun's voice!

My body stiffened. I slowly turned around and saw Qingyao standing on the opposite side of the road. She was looking at us with her head tilted.

The road was not very wide, and the distance was not very far. However, because there were many cars parked by the road and the street lamps were dim, I could not see Teng Qingshan's expression clearly.

At this time, Shen Zixian was still grabbing onto my arm. From the looks of it, they seemed to be very close …

I quivered and quickly shook him off.

Li Jun had already walked over from the other side of the road. She held a coat in her hand, and when she walked closer, she immediately put it on.

I was moved. Warmth filled my heart, but I was also embarrassed.

The reason she came here was because I WeChat her on the way to the police station, but I was so agitated by Zhou Xun and Qin Xueman that I forgot about it.

Who knew how many times she had seen the scene just now.

On the other hand, it was obvious that she was not angry.

But I was still a little afraid to face her.

All of a sudden, I felt that I was similar to Qin Xueman, saying that I did not like Shen Zixian and would not get involved with him.

The opposite of Teng Qingshan was that kind of malicious girl. She would definitely have hated me for a long time. Maybe she would even go online and post 'Grab my best friend, the white lotus'.

I was really glad that Li Yao was a kind-hearted girl, and because of this, I was even more reluctant to hurt her.

As my mind turned, I inadvertently glanced at Shen Zixian. He actually just stared at her with a look of unblemished guilt.

I was both angry and anxious. I didn't want to quarrel with him in front of Jun Yao. In the end, I thought of an idea, so I fastened my coat and said, "Li Jun, did you drive here? "It's so cold. I'll go to the car to hide from the wind first. You guys chat!"

After saying that, I ran across the street, not caring what their reaction was.

When I got into the car, I watched them through the window.

The two of them stood face to face. Shen Zixian seemed to have said something, while Li Yao lowered her head in silence.

Then I saw Shen Zixian hug her as if he was trying to coax her.

I immediately retracted my gaze and my mood improved a lot. It seems that Shen Zixian really had feelings for Li Yao as well.

But because of their sweetness, I couldn't help but think of Zhou Xun.

I don't know if the heavens are deliberately going against me, but the more unwilling I am to think about Qin Xueman and Uncle Zhou, the more I have to deal with them these past few days.

What happened tonight made me collapse even more.

The thought of Zhou Xun asking me to give birth to his child because Qin Xueman couldn't have children made me feel so much pain that I felt like I was about to faint.

I leaned my head against the door and hit the handlebars again and again. The pain sobered me, but it also reminded me more clearly of what had just happened in the task force.

Not long after, Teng Qingshan returned.

"Nian, are you alright?" "What's the matter?" Li Jun asked as soon as she got on the car. She looked at me with incomparable worry.

I shook my head and wiped away my tears. "I'm alright …" "But you and Shen Zisheng …"

"Nothing …" He told me to advise you not to think too much. " In my eyes, it seemed that she was forcing herself to smile.

I can't take it anymore, Shen Zixian is sick!

He clearly knew that Teng Qingshan liked him, but he made the woman who liked him go and coax the other woman. This was practically stabbing at her heart with a knife!

I almost tried to persuade her to stay away from him.

However, when I thought about how obsessed she was, how could I say it out loud?

I thought for a moment and softly explained, "Don't take his words seriously. He confessed to me today. He came close to me mainly to get information from Uncle Zhou … "He really doesn't like me …"

After listening quietly, Li Jun said, "Yes. I know you are worried about me. Don't worry, I know what I'm doing."

I don't really trust you. I know too well what it's like to like someone.

Since she liked him, she would naturally be willing to do anything for him. Even if she was beaten to a pulp by him, she would still be willing to offer one to him.

Love was the thing that hurt the most, and also the thing that made people lose their reason the most.

Instead, she advised me, "Actually, I was very open-minded. In the past, I could only look at him from afar. Now that I have the opportunity to approach him, I am already very satisfied." She paused before sighing faintly. "How can there be such a perfect thing in this world …?"

These words really hit my heart.

I hope Zhou Xun likes me, but unfortunately, I have not achieved such perfection …

Maybe it was because she felt sad after seeing me that she started the car. She said gently, "Don't think too much …" I don't usually treat you well on Wednesday. Last time I went to visit you at the Zhou Mansion, he even specifically told me to accompany you when I left … I can see that he values you... I think he may have a problem, but it's not certain... "

She still didn't know about what had happened tonight. She only knew that Zhou Xun and Qin Xueman were lying together naked. The difficulties she spoke of probably referred to Zhou Xun drinking wine …

I held back my tears and told her that Qin Xueman wanted to kill me and Zhou Xun immediately went to bail her out. In the end, Shen Zixian told her that Qin Xueman couldn't have children.

For a long time, Teng Qingshan didn't say anything. He was probably shocked.

Finally, she whispered, "I …" I don't know what to say... No matter what decision you make, I will always support you. "

I pressed my head against the window and realized that the tears seemed to have dried. My eyes were dry, and I couldn't cry if I wanted to.

Li Yao gently held my hand and comforted me silently.

She drove the car back to her apartment. I'm going to stay with her today.

When they arrived at the underground parking lot, they saw Zhou Xun standing at the elevator with Zhou Ning and his bodyguard behind him.

He was still wearing the black trench coat that he wore at the police station, probably coming directly from the police station.

I thought I would be angry and uncomfortable when I saw him again, but somehow I had an indifferent and fearless feeling, as if after the crying I had figured out that I could forget about him.

Nothing is more lamentable than the death of the heart.

I pretended I didn't see the group of people. I pulled on Qingyao's hand and said, "Let's go up."

Li Yao hesitated slightly.

At this moment, Zhou Xun suddenly strode over and hugged me.

I could smell his familiar mint scent, and the scent of violet-colored water that was coming from Qin Xueman.

Somehow, my tears came again.

He felt both wronged and depressed.

Originally … I haven't given up yet.

I'll still be in pain, and I'll be sad... I took a deep breath and smelled the perfume again, and suddenly I was struggling violently.

Zhou Xun didn't let go. Instead, he hugged me even more tightly.

He kissed my forehead and said softly, "Darling, I'm sorry. It was my fault."

Our relationship is already like this, and he still calls me darling …

I don't know what he was thinking, but maybe he really did take me for a fool and thought I was still useful, so he came back to appease me and let me continue to give birth to his children.

I lowered my eyes, not looking at him.

He cupped my face in his hands and his voice became softer and softer, "I have caused you so much grievance during this period of time … I know all about it... I'll explain it to you... It's all my fault. Please don't be angry, okay? "

I still didn't want to look at him, so I looked away.

He kissed my face and said, "How about this, I'll take you to a place … "Let's go see Gong Shan."