The Scum Shou’s Survival Guide

Shen Ye rushed to the hospital with Ye Ming in his arms. 

Ye Ming’s forehead was dripping fresh blood, his eyes closed tightly, and his arms hung down weakly.

Shen Ye’s eyes showed a feeling of worry and regret. He had only cared about avoiding him at that time. He didn’t expect Ye Ming to chase him and fall down the stairs accidentally. It’s all because he wasn’t thoughtful enough!

The doctor came over quickly. After the examination, it was found that Ye Ming’s injury wasn’t serious. He bandaged him and told Shen Ye, “He’s fine, he just has to do another check-up after he wakes up.”

Shen Ye tensed face slightly relaxed, he let out a sigh of relief, “Okay, thank you.”

The doctor nodded and left.

Shen Ye sat on the edge of the hospital bed, putting his fingers through his hair, staring fixedly at Ye Ming.

After a long time, he reached out his hand and touched Ye Ming’s face affectionately, and finally, he took out his mobile phone to send a message to Zheng Sen.

He was worried that Ye Ming was alone, but what qualifications did he have to stay and take care of him? All he did was bring him pain and suffering… 

To hand over one’s beloved to someone else was such a painful thing. He knew that now.

But he had no choice.

Within Shen Ye’s eyes was the look of suppressed pain. Within these seemingly few moments, he had lost the spirit and vigour that he once had. He was still young and handsome, but it seemed that his soul had entered the twilight years.

The burden was too much and too heavy, and he couldn’t breathe under the pressure. 

When Zheng Sen rushed over, he saw Shen Ye sitting by the hospital bed. His eyes were dark and cold. He was originally full of anger, but suddenly he couldn’t release it.

It is probably because this person is already in pain and filled with regret. Anything else he did was unnecessary.

Shen Ye slowly raised his head and said, “We coincidentally met today. He accidentally fell down the stairs when he tried to ask me something, but you can rest assured that the doctor has already examined him and there is no problem.”

Zheng Sen pursed his lips and said coldly, “Really? Then you can go. ” 

Shen Ye stood up, he didn’t even look at Ye Ming again. His voice was low and hoarse, calm and quiet. “I am about to leave, but how long do you plan on hiding it from him like this? He already did something like this today. Maybe he will still be curious and won’t give up in the future.”

A look of frustration flashed in Zheng Sen’s eyes. Was he supposed to tell the amnesiac Ye Ming this instead? Even if he also realized in his heart that it wasn’t a long-term solution. Ye Ming was injured as a result today. He couldn’t stay with him all the time, and he couldn’t guarantee that there wouldn’t be an accident next time.

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Zheng Sen knew he had to be more careful about Ye Ming’s situation, but he didn’t intend to talk to Shen Ye anymore, so he just said, “Then it’s none of your business.”

Shen Ye’s hands tightened. He pulled up the corners of his mouth, his voice suppressed, “Then I’m leaving. ”

This was not where he should be stopping.

But just as he was about to leave, he suddenly heard a voice from behind him. “Wait.” 

Shen Ye paused, standing there stiffly. Ye Ming had woken up.

Zheng Sen also found out that Ye Ming woke up. He hurried over to help Ye Ming sit up and asked with concern, “How are you?”

Ye Ming looked at Zheng Sen and slowly revealed a smile, whispering, “I’m fine, but I want to ask you for a favour.”

Zheng Sen said without hesitation, “What is it?” 

Ye Ming enunciated word by word, “I have something I want to say to him alone. Could you go out first?”

Zheng Sen’s expression instantly froze. He looked at Ye Ming’s calm and deep eyes with suspicions in his heart. This was the first time Ye Ming had made such a request to him after he lost his memory. Could it be that… he remembered something?！

Shen Ye slowly turned around, his heart also speeding up. He looked into Ye Ming’s eyes and had the same doubts as Zheng Sen. At this moment, his brain was blank. He didn’t know what to do. Worry, uneasiness… upset, hurt. All kinds of emotions surged in his heart.

Zheng Sen hesitated for a moment, but still suppressed the anxiety and doubts in his heart in the end, standing up and saying, “Okay, I’ll be outside. ” 

When he went out, he gave Shen Ye a warning look.

There were only two people left in the room again.

Ye Ming looked at Shen Ye with mixed feelings in his eyes.

He had finally regained his memories. 

He remembered he was shot and injured in the failed assassination of Shen Dayao. He remembered everything from his amnesia, and at the same time remembering what Shen Ye had done for him during this period of time. Just for him, he had found the murderer who killed him at the beginning, found his body, and sent his father to prison… ignoring the entire Shen family.

I didn’t know that you did so much for me when I forgot about you. It must have been very difficult to make such a decision.

And you never wanted me to know, so you just left silently.

You and I both understand that there is no possibility of each other. 

This was a dead end.

Ye Ming let out a chuckle. He didn’t know whether he was laughing at the teasing of fate or his own powerlessness. There were so many people in this world, but they just had to fall in love with someone they couldn’t love.

Shen Ye’s hands clenched tightly. He had a hunch that Ye Ming had remembered.

He didn’t expect that Ye Ming would remember everything so abruptly. His whole body felt as though he had been cast into some kind of fixation technique, unable to move. He imagined a scenario where Ye Ming would remember everything, what he should say, what he should do. 

Apologize to him and return his company, do everything he can and wait for his sentence like a death row prisoner.

But as the time really came, he realized it was too difficult to even say a word.

At this moment, Ye Ming spoke first.

“Just what is the relationship between us?” Ye Ming said slowly, looking at him with deep eyes, “Don’t just say we’re acquaintances… You’re obviously worried about me, aren’t you?” 

Shen Ye was taken aback. As if he had been on a roller coaster, at one moment, he was still facing the cruelest verdict, yet the next moment, he was told that the verdict had been postponed.

Ye Ming didn’t regain his memories?

Ye Ming smiled faintly, and stared at Shen Ye fixedly, “When I fell, weren’t you very nervous?”

【 888: … What the hell are you pulling? Weren’t you going to pretend to remember? 】 

【 Ye Ming: I am though OO~】

【 888: ……】

【 Ye Ming: Well… Even though I remembered, I don’t have to be so straightforward all at once. I could just pretend that I didn’t remember it, can’t I? Now is a good time for me to eliminate the blackening value! In order to complete the task, I also fought very hard!】

【 888: ……】 He found this person to be really annoying. 

Although he was injured, the smile on Ye Ming’s face did not change at all.

Faced with Ye Ming’s questions, Shen Ye was speechless for a while.

He didn’t want to answer, but he was worried that he would irritate Ye Ming, who had just been injured, and he was afraid that he would have another accident, so he spoke slowly, “Yes, I am anxious about you, but we really have nothing to do with each other now.”

Ye Ming asked again, “What about us before this?” 

Shen Ye laughed hoarsely, “The past isn’t important anymore, because I made a mistake, and you won’t forgive me.”

A look of sadness appeared in Ye Ming’s eyes. He tore open the corner of his mouth and said, “If you don’t try, how do you know I won’t forgive you?”

Shen Ye suddenly raised his eyes and looked at him in disbelief.

This was something he didn’t even dare to think about in his dreams. He didn’t dare to think that Ye Ming would forgive him… Even just this sentence made his seemingly silent heartbeat jump again, but in the next moment he understood it again… This was only because Ye Ming remembered nothing. 

If he remembered, he wouldn’t have said this sentence.

But despite this, he was also satisfied, and Shen Ye smiled, “Perhaps. ”

【 Ding, Shen Ye’s blackening value -2, the current blackening value 2 】

Ye Ming sighed softly, “Do you like me?” 

Shen Ye had already said so much, he didn’t care if he revealed any more of his true intentions, nodding, “Yes.”

Ye Ming asked again, “Do you still like me now?”

Shen Ye didn’t hesitate, his eyes were gentle and firm, “My heart for you has never changed. ”

Ye Ming closed his eyes, feeling a little tired and painful. He didn’t know why he was asking these words, and why he was asking these questions that he knew the answer to from beginning to end. He could do whatever it takes for revenge, not backing down even if he hurt innocent people, but… hurting someone who loved him wasn’t anything pleasant. 

Especially when he loved him too.

In fact, maybe amnesia was a good thing, but.……

Ye Ming gazed at Shen Ye deeply. “If that’s the case, will you still come and see me? ”

Shen Ye looked at Ye Ming in disbelief. He looked at the gentle look in his eyes, listening to the gentle words as if he had returned to the person he loved so much a long time ago, looking at him with a smile. 

He actually wished that… he would come and see him? Why? He clearly remembered nothing…

After Ye Ming said these words, he seemed a little tired. He said, “I want to rest.” After speaking, he laid down again.

Shen Ye didn’t know how he left the ward. He was muddled, and Ye Ming’s words just now echoed in his mind. Did he ask him, will you still come and see me?

Shen Ye knew that he should leave, that he should disappear, but after all the words Ye Ming told him, all the armour he had was upturned, and the solid walls he had built, fell apart in an instant in front of this gentle sentence, unable to reform themselves. 

Zheng Sen leaned against the door and glanced at Shen Ye coldly. He also faintly heard what he said inside just now. Although he was very unhappy in his heart, he had to admit that it was Shen Ye that Ye Ming liked. Even if he remembered nothing, even if he had such grievances, he still remembered this person.

Shen Ye looked up at Zheng Sen with a complicated look in his eyes, his lips trembling.

Zheng Sen said irritably, “What are you looking at? If Han Xu asks you to come, you can come, but I won’t let you hurt him again.” He also knew in his heart that Shen Ye would never hurt Ye Ming again. After all, he loved him so much that he didn’t hesitate to break his relationship with his father. In the end, this was just an angry remark.

Shen Ye pulled the corners of his mouth and whispered, “Thank you. ” 

The translator wants to say: God. I am feeling bad for Zheng Sen to be in between this whole drama. Also, I left one paragraph by accident in the last chapter. Thank you to the person who helped me find the correct raw!

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