The Stars In Your Eyes

-- Warning, this chapter is NSFW. If you're not comfortable with it, please skip it--

The snow falling outside the window, in the wintry days of bluster and ice. The earth covered as white as any new page. The feathered crystal tumbled, and the city struggled from the murky cloud.

Bai Yutang felt cold. So he snuggled in the blanket, trying to find more warmth. There's something warm inside the blanket, so he unconsciously just moved his body toward the heat.

When his freezing body found that heat source, it was glad. And tried to hold it tight. Bai Yutang hates the cold, and welcomes the heatwave. His body was glad to find something to hold on. Bai Yutang's head instinctually pulls itself closer, and his freezing feet also rub that heat source..

As a doctor, Jian Kang Lu is a versatile sleeper. Means he's a light sleeper when he was on duty, and a heavy sleeper when he was at home without on call duty. Every doctor trained to sleep wherever and whenever they can. Every doctor also trained to wake up immediately if they were on duty.

Now Jian Kang Lu was not on duty. But he can't sleep well these past few days, due to his nervousness to stay under the same blanket with his kitten. He was quickly awoken by something warm moving closer to his body.

Jian Kang Lu froze when he opened his eyes. His kitten's body sticks to his own. His kitten's head snuggled in his collar bone. His kitten's hand is placed in his waist. And his kitten's feet rubbed his feet.

Jian Kang Lu's little brother immediately turns into a big brother. He didn't dare to move his body. One part is happy and wants to enjoy this longer. Eight parts are burning and want to hold his kitten back. One part is afraid this was only a dream.

Jian Kang Lu didn't know how long he laid in bed like a wooden statue. He just looked at his kitten's soft black hair, and the tip of that beautiful nose. The rest is hidden under the blanket. Creating a more wild illusion for him.

Jian Kang Lu screams inside when his kitten snuggle more, and Jian Kang Lu can feel those soft lips brushing his neck, the sensitive part above his collar bone.

His heart throbbing hard. Jian Kang Lu tried to hold himself. But he can't look away from his kitten's hair, and the tip of that ear. Jian Kang Lu right hands grip the bedsheet until it crumples under his palms.

In those moment which feel like eternity for Jian Kang Lu, finally his kitten awake, before torture him more by holding his waist, and rub it a little. Leaving the skin under the T-shirt burning, and the desire flamed brightly in his whole body.

Jian Kang Lu swore, if he doesn't know that his kitten never had any relationship before, then this man must be a mischievous vixen trying to seduce him.

But those movements snap every sanity left in Jian Kang Lu's mind.

When Bai Yutang awoke, he startled to see his own posture, who held Jian Kang Lu tight. He hurriedly let his hands go, and looked at Jian Kang Lu, hoping that Jian Kang Lu was still sleeping and didn't realise what he had done.

When he retracted his hand under the blanket, his hand brushed something hard down there. That hard thing is familiar to him, because he also has it on his own body.

Bai Yutang was stunned to see Jian Kang Lu's face. He never saw Jian Kang Lu's face like that.

Yearn. Desire. Lust.

That's what is inside Jian Kang Lu's eyes. But Bai Yutang didn't know that. The only thing he knows, Jian Kang Lu never saw him with that passionate eyes before.

Both of them stare at each other. Bai Yutang didn't know what to say, or do. He just thought that this was all over. Normal friends won't do these kinds of things. And the most unforgivable thing is his hand touched that part. Even though it was an accident, it was still an accident that never happened to a normal friend.

All rationality in Jian Kang Lu's mind is already gone. Swept away by his burning desire from his kitten's touch. Deep inside his brain, very deep, inside a very small part of his brain, he knew that it was an accident.

But as a man that needs to be released everyday because sleeping under the same blanket with his loved one, to get this kind of stimulation is enough to make him forget everything.

So when Jian Kang Lu stares at his kitten, and his kitten stares back at him, with pink tinge appearing from the ears spreading to his cheeks, without running away, Jian Kang Lu can't hold himself anymore.

Jian Kang Lu brings himself closer to his left, closer to his kitten, he can feel the heat burned from his kitten. Jian Kang Lu raised his right hand, touching his kitten's hair. Caress that soft silky strand, and slightly touch the tip of that ear.

His kitten is still not moving away. So Jian Kang Lu moved his left hand from beside his body, to scoop his kitten right cheek, and his thumb caressed it from under his eyes towards his ear. His right thumb moved slowly to caress that forehead, and his kitten's left eyebrow, then moved back to his ear, and his other fingers caressed the hair on the back of his kitten's head.

His kitten's eyes widened. Jian Kang Lu froze, and stared at those eyes. Tried to find whether it was filled with disgust and waiting for his kitten to slap him. But his kitten didn't do anything. He neither ran away or moved.

At that moment, Jian Kang Lu saw the lips of his kitten slightly opened, but no words uttered. Jian Kang Lu really can't think anymore. To see those seductive lips, dried lips that need to be moistened, Jian Kang Lu brings himself closer. Slowly.

Inch by inch.

Jian Kang Lu right hand back to move, caressing his kitten. As if he wants to assure Bai Yutang that he doesn't need to be afraid. At the same time, it wants to make sure Bai Yutang cannot run away again from him.

Their noses almost touched each other now. Both of them can feel the other hot breath sweep their face. Even though Bai Yutang is a pure virgin who never kisses anyone, he knows what Jian Kang Lu wants to do. His primal instinct told him that this man, this man that he adored, wanted to kiss him.

He doesn't know what to do, and he can't blink his eyes. Bai Yutang also wants to imprint this kind of face Jian Kang Lu made into his mind, branded his heart. In a split second, he remembered what Mu Xiaoya said.

Jian Kang Lu also likes him.

So Bai Yutang, with these words echoed in his mind, moved himself closer, and the tip of their nose touched each other.

Jian Kang Lu pressed his lips into those lips he yearned for so long. Taste that velvety smooth feeling upon his own lips. Both of his hands cupped Bai Yutang both cheek, to prevent him from running away from him.

Jian Kang Lu doesn't care if his kitten is disgusted with him anymore. Even if he feels disgusted with him and wants to run away, Jian Kang Lu will find a way to bind him. To chained him. To keep him. So his kitten will stay forever with him. No matter what dirty way he had to do, he can't afford to lose his kitten.

Jian Kang Lu felt the whole world around him burn in fire. That flame that he tried to suppress for so long scorched him now. To feel these soft lips under his lips, this sweet taste, ignited his own beast.

Bai Yutang can't move. He felt like the world around him turned blank, into white. Just a white world, nothing else. He felt Jian Kang Lu's lips touch his lips lightly, then started to move, from the light touch, repeated mild peck, then those damp velvet muscles inside Jian Kang Lu mouth lick his lips, play with his lips skilfully. Moistened his own dry lips.

Bai Yutang could feel the hands caressing the back of his head, start to move and touch his neck. Then suddenly it tightened the grip around his neck. Push him forward to accept Jian Kang Lu. The velvety tongue that lightly licks his own lips, now starts to wildly invade his mouth, prying inside.

Bai Yutang felt that white world had started to turn red. Gradually burn his world, his vision. Bai Yutang slightly opens his lips, and welcoming that wet muscle comes inside, devouring him.

Jian Kang Lu felt that his kitten's mouth accepted his invasion. And his desire burned him more. He didn't kiss lightly anymore. He deepens the kiss, swallows him, sucks his kitten's lower lips, plays with the tongue, touches the top of his kitten inside mouth, invading him deep. Make Bai Yutang grasping into the air.

Those movements from Bai Yutang when he gasps for air, turn Jian Kang Lu crazy. To feel the wet sensation combined with the inhaling hot breath, make Jian Kang Lu hands gripped tighter.

Jian Kang Lu sucks the lips, until Bai Yutang's lips swollen red. His tongue playing with Bai Yutang's tongue, teasing it from the tip, the side, rubbing, tangling. Both of them can hear that wet sounds filled the room. Very seductive.

Bai Yutang tried to kiss him back. Even clumsily, but Bai Yutang tried his best to return that kiss. His hand also moved, trying to bring Jian Kang Lu closer to him. There's something red burning inside him, filling him with an emotion he never knew before.

Bai Yutang's hand grip Jian Kang Lu's waist, hold it tight, because he doesn't know what to do. He only wants to be closer to this man, and become his. Bai Yutang's mind filled with this red flame, wants to feel more.

Jian Kang Lu gasped with that touch, and cursed inside. His left hand still on his kitten's cheek, slid downwards into his kitten's chin. His right hand pushed Bai Yutang to lay properly in the bed, then he moved himself on top of Bai Yutang's body.

Jian Kang Lu looked at that beautiful face staring at him. That face befuddled, with lips swollen red, and wet. Slightly opened, gasping for air. His kitten's chest moved up and down, breathing rapidly from the lack of air.

"TangTang, i really like you.."

Then Jian Kang Lu kissed him again, releasing all the beast inside him. He just wants to devour his kitten. That wild fiery kiss left Bai Yutang's mind blank. He could not think, he felt like falling, and needed to hold on something. So he held Jian Kang Lu's waist tight.

Jian Kang Lu's left hand is still caressing the cheek, and the chin, and the neck. While his right hand already moved to slide under Bai Yutang's shirt. Caressing the soft skin in his waist, rub him, press him, pinch him, then slide upwards, looking for those forbidden buds.

When Jian Kang Lu found that buds, it already protruded, like inviting him to rub it and pinch it.

"Ahh.."

Bai Yutang already can't think clearly when he felt those soft hands caressing his waist and his abdomen. So when he felt those soft hands moving and rubbing his nipple, the burning fire turned into scorching flame. He felt his nipples itchy, and burned, and those fires spreading whole over his body.

Bai Yutang felt his blood rushed forward to his lower abdomen, magnified by that circular motion on his nipples. He doesn't know how to release this fire, so he only can let his breath leave his mouth. Releasing a soft moan. A creation from Jian Kang Lu's circular motion on his nipple.

When Jian Kang Lu heard that soft moan, he couldn't hold himself. Jian Kang Lu rubbed his own lower body over Bai Yutang. His right hands are still playing with the bud under the shirt. Jian Kang Lu rubbed, and rubbed, he already can feel his own pants damped from his own pre-leak cum.

Bai Yutang felt itchy all over, he wanted to burn more. He wants Jian Kang Lu to do more. He wants to beg Jian Kang Lu just to give him more. So he held Jian Kang Lu waist tight, and moved under Jian Kang Lu's shirt, trying to do the same. His right hand found similar small round things in Jian Kang Lu's chest, and he tried to touch it too.

"TangTang.."

Jian Kang Lu mumbled and closed his eyes to feel that soft hand from his precious kitten touch his bud. He wants to become one with his kitten. So when he feels his kitten's fingers run over his bud over and over, he just curses inside.

Then Jian Kang Lu abruptly sat on top of Bai Yutang, and grabbed his kitten's shirt, to drag it upward, exposing that smooth white skin underneath, with that swollen right nipple.

"TangTang.. Baby.."

Jian Kang Lu slid up that t-shirt and threw it away. He kissed Bai Yutang again, a little bit slower this time, then moved to his nape, and his collarbone. Lick every skin there, play with his tongue, suck it, bite, it, and Jian Kang Lu can hear Bai Yutang panting.

Jian Kang Lu blows the left bud that was left behind for quite some time, then starts to touch it with the tip of his tongue. Touch it lightly, then press it with his tongue, and then lick it. Wet it with his own saliva, and suck it lightly.

"Mmmh.. Ahh.."

Bai Yutang could not handle this sensation, he could only moan softly.

Jian Kang Lu played with it for a while, before sucking it hard. Bite it lightly, and suck it even deeper.

"Ahhh.. Jian Ge.."

Bai Yutang could only close his eyes, and feel that itch sensation turn into something electrified. It was lighting his whole body. Bai Yutang could feel his own member swollen hard, uncomfortable, and restless. It wants to be released.

Jian Kang Lu plays with his kitten's right bud too. Then his hands slid downwards, rubbing all over his kitten's abdomen, and slid under, to find his kitten's lower member. Jian Kang Lu smiles inside to find it also hard. As hard as his own.

Jian Kang Lu touched the tip of his kitten's member and found that it was wet, his mouth never leaving his kitten's bud.

"Ah.. Jian Ge.. Ahh…"

Bai Yutang could let those soft moans escape his mouth, and grab Jian Kang Lu's shoulder. He doesn't know what to do. He was drowning in this wave of pleasure. Bring him up and down, swam in the sea of desire.

"TangTang.. I like you so much, so much.."

Jian Kang Lu mumbled those words into Bai Yutang's ear, then he kissed Bai Yutang's lips again. Slowly, suck it deep, then peck it lightly. Tease him. Jian Kang Lu could see Bai Yutang's eye corner slightly wet and red.

"TangTang.. I want you.."

Bai Yutang hugged Jian Kang Lu tight, put his arms around Jian Kang Lu's neck.

"I want you.. I want you.. TangTang.."

Jian Kang Lu released himself from Bai Yutang's tight arms, then slowly slid into Bai Yutang's shorts, Bai Yutang's underwear, and brought it down.

Under normal circumstances, Bai Yutang won't let Jian Kang Lu do that. Because he was not confident with his own body. That skinny body with no muscles in his abdomen. But Bai Yutang's mind was already muddled from all that touch, and his penis also very hard. Asking to be released from those fabrics that hurts it.

Bai Yutang slightly raised his hips, to let Jian Kang Lu stripped him naked.

Jian Kang Lu stares at this beautiful body under him. How many days he had imagined this body pressed under him? He doesn't even know if this reality, or another dream. Whatever it is, he wants to taste his kitten's body.

Jian Kang Lu stripped himself too. He doesn't know where he threw his T-Shirt and pants. He doesn't care. He felt his kitten's bare body under him. That pleasure, that desire, that ecstasy, all become one. Jian Kang Lu rubbed his body to his kitten's skin. To feel his whole body.

They kissed wildly, and Jian Kang Lu's hands caressed Bai Yutang's round butt, pinch it, squeeze it, then moved into the two round shape under his kitten's shaft. His kitten's moaning under his kiss.

Jian Kang Lu's finger ran into the shaft, teasing it, until it found the slit on top of his kitten's head. The wetness from it really makes him happy. It means his kitten also lust for his touch. Jian Kang Lu brings that liquid down, spreading it from the slit into that round head, then starts to move it in regular motion.

Up, and down, and up, and circular motion around the head. Slowly, and repeated.

"Mmmhh.. Mm..hh"

Bai Yutang can't even let his moan out of his mouth, because his whole lips and tongue is being sucked. Jian Kang Lu ate him whole, not leaving any part of his mouth untouched by his tongue.

Bai Yutang unknowingly moved his own hips. His member was already swollen hard. He never knew physical touch could feel like this. He never knew there's a pleasure so blissful created by the touch on his member. He never felt like this when he released himself.

The pleasure of someone you love touches it, brings multiple emotions inside him. He held Jian Kang Lu tight, and moved his hips, he felt so good. Then the white and red world around him starts to spark.

Jian Kang Lu is still doing the same motion, he's not even starting to move his hand faster, when his kitten's body suddenly tensed and held him even tighter.

Bai Yutang felt something hot from his lower abdomen wildly spreading to his spine, and all over his body. Numb his body, his mind, and the sparks explode wild. Like fireworks, left his world white again.

His kitten released himself from his kiss, grabbed his back, scratched it, and just bit him in the shoulder. In a split second, Jian Kang Lu felt the hot liquid sprayed to his own skin, wetting his abdomen.

As a pure virgin, Bai Yutang never tasted this kind of pleasure before, thus he reached climax in an instant. He felt numbed. His breath is still panting, and still biting Jian Kang Lu's shoulder.

Jian Kang Lu holds him tight. Jian Kang Lu knows, the moment after a climax is pure ecstasy. But for some people, it will wash them with shame afterwards.

"TangTang, i love you.."

Jian Kang Lu touched himself, and started to rub his own member, with the white liquid from his kitten's load. He rubs it hard and fast.

"TangTang.. TangTang.. TangTang... Ugh.."

Jian Kang Lu released himself while still holding his kitten. The thick white liquid wet their chest and abdomen. Bai Yutang still held him tight, and didn't leave his bite from Jian Kang Lu's shoulder.

Both of them panting hard. After Bai Yutang feels that Jian Kang Lu already released all his load, he released his teeth from Jian Kang Lu's shoulder. He doesn't know what to do, and after he was released he was embarrassed that he came so fast.

Jian Kang Lu put both hands at Bai Yutang's head, each on either side, as if he wanted to trap him so he could not run away. He looked at his kitten's blushing face, its sexy lips still slightly opened, panting softly. His kitten's chest rapidly moves up and down.

Bai Yutang also stared at Jian Kang Lu. Looking at that lusting face gradually turns into the original gentle look.

Then Jian Kang Lu kissed him softly, put his head next to Bai Yutang's ear, and whispered.

"TangTang.. I love you.."