The Stars In Your Eyes

On Christmas Day, they spent the whole morning rolling in the bed. Bai Yutang just awoken when the sun was already so high and his stomach rumbling. Actually he already woke up at 6 o'clock this morning. But his lover holds him tight, not allowing him to make breakfast.

When Bai Yutang saw his lover's face, he recognised the familiar look in his lover's eyes. Then he collapsed and fell asleep again after Jian Kang Lu made him cumming for three times this morning.

Sometimes Bai Yutang can't help but wonder. Is this normal? To have sex this often, is this what everyone else doing when they're in relationship? Bai Yutang tries to count, it seems they're doing it 5 times in this 10 days since they're together. It means, they're doing it every two days.

He could ask no one, none of his friend had sex before. Even Tang Yuxuan, the most expert among them, only managed to reach the kissing stage. No more.. And the internet is not reliable.

There's also one other thing that is bothering him. They have no bedsheet left soon. 

Jian Kang Lu only has four bedsheets and he already washed two of them. This current bedsheet that already has their liquid stained all over is the third. After this he needs to change and put the last bedsheet they have.

Bai Yutang determined today he needed to iron the first two bed sheets he washed yesterday. And he needs to suggest Jian Kang Lu buy a new bed sheet today when they're going out.

"Are you hungry, baby?"

Jian Kang Lu gently asked his kitten that just awoken in his arms. He heard that stomach rumbling. He felt a little bit hungry, so his kitten must be famished. Jian Kang Lu has already been awake since one hour ago. He also fell asleep again after that morning sex, but only for one hour.

Jian Kang Lu knows he needs to order some food for his kitten when he awakens, but he just doesn't want to leave this bed. Don't want to leave his precious kitten that he adored so much. He spent all morning staring at his kitten, naked under the blanket, in his arms.

His heart was so full. If his heart was a glass, the sight of his lover laid in his arms filled it with happiness until it was overwhelmed. His heart can't contain this much amount of rapture.

Today is Christmas, a holiday for him. It was rare for him to have a free day, when nothing he had to do. Jian Kang Lu's family didn't really celebrate Christmas, and the Christmas's Eve dinner with his colleague was postponed until tomorrow since no one wants to attend Christmas's Eve dinner on Sunday.

Bai Yutang looked at this man who asked him gently. He really felt hungry, but somehow looking at that gentle gaze ease his hunger. He couldn't help but raise his face, planted a soft kiss on his lover's lips.

"Mm.. A little bit." Bai Yutang answered softly, his voice a bit hoarse. This raspy voice resulted from moaning, panting, and heaving for this whole morning.

This is what makes Jian Kang Lu really grateful to have his kitten as his lover. His kitten sometimes surprised him. Even though his kitten is so pure, sometimes his kitten initiates a little intimate gesture of his own. That's what makes Jian Kang Lu's fear and anxiety subside a bit.

Even though he was still not sure about the intimacy in public. But it was enough if his kitten was comfortable to be intimate with him in private.

Talking about that, Jian Kang Lu is also ashamed of himself. He was the one who always said to himself that he needed to hold himself, leash the beast, suppress his urge. He was 37 years old, for God's sake!

So how come he can't hold himself? He can't even manage to spend two days without groping his kitten. In the end, the beast inside him always managed to escape. Running wild, pouncing his kitten. He's so lucky his kitten welcomes him, not disgusted with his degrading behaviour.

"Let's just order some food, or you want to eat outside?" Jian Kang Lu kisses his kitten's forehead softly. He really really needs to cherish this man. Jian Kang Lu doesn't know what he will do if his kitten leaves him.

Bai Yutang snuggle, "Let's eat outside, Gege.. Also.. I need to buy something.."

Jian Kang Lu heard that last line uttered very softly. He almost couldn't believe it when he heard that. Does his kitten want to buy something? Buy! He'll definitely buy anything his kitten wants to buy!

"En.. What do you want to eat? You can buy everything you need later after we eat."

Bai Yutang snuggle again, he really likes Jian Kang Lu's scent. It was really warm, he could never get enough of it. By the way, it reminds him that he once thought of trying to do the same thing Jian Kang Lu did to him.

He wonders, how does it feel to lick your lover's dick… Bai Yutang felt so good when Jian Kang Lu did that, so he was sure that Jian Kang Lu would also like it if he licked and put Jian Kang Lu's member on his mouth.

But every time they tangled together, his mind so muddled and in the end he forgot to do that.

Bai Yutang sighed inside. Disappointed with himself.

"Since i need to buy something in the department store, let's just eat there. Gege can choose the restaurant. I have nothing in mind."

Jian Kang Lu kissed him again, and they took a bath together. Jian Kang Lu regretted it now that his bathroom didn't have a bathtub. Maybe he'll install one later. That memory when they do it in the bathtub is really vivid, and will be delightful to repeat.

They're having lunch in Thai restaurant. Bai Yutang ordered the Tom Kha Gai, Thai soup made with coconut milk and chicken, flavoured with lemongrass, galangal, and chilies. Jian Kang Lu ordered Thai grilled fish stuffed with lemongrass and kaffir lime leaves, and also Bai Yutang's favourite, mango sticky rice.

After lunch, Jian Kang Lu was a little bit confused when his kitten walked into the department store. What does his kitten want to buy? But his mind just went blank when he saw his cute kitten hold his jacket rim and said with a stammering soft voice.

"I-I think we need t-to buy more bedsheets. B-but i don't know which brand that you usually buy…"

Jian Kang Lu needs to focus all his tympanic membrane to catch what his kitten said with that soft voice. Bedsheet? Why does his kitten need to buy a bedsheet?

But does it need to be asked? If his kitten wants to buy, just buy! Don't need to ask.

"Umm.. I don't have any preferences. Why don't we search for it together? Try to feel each fabric, and choose what we like?"

Bai Yutang nodded. Jian Kang Lu could see the tip of his kitten's ear already tainted with tomato's colour. A ripe one.

The store attendant help them to choose from their several best option in the department store. Saw this tall handsome man dressed very well, the store attendant happily displayed several high quality bed sheets they have.

From pima cotton, Egyptian cotton, tencel, bamboo fibers, silk, and percale. This store attendant is a sharp one. He looks at this tall handsome man who emitted a wealthy aura, keeps asking this skinny young man beside him. So it must be this young man that will decide which one to buy.

Because of that, Bai Yutang was overwhelmed with the explanation from the store attendant. In the end he only asked which one was durable and easy to wash. Of course this store attendant said that all these are high quality material, so all of them are durable and very comfortable.

Seeing his kitten a little bit difficult to choose, and looking at him with a pleading look, Jian Kang Lu just decided to buy them all. His kitten never asks him for anything. So why bother to choose?

"Gegee.."

Bai Yutang can't help to hold this man's hand, stopping him from buying every bedsheet with different material in the same colour. All of them in dark grey colour. Why dark grey? Because Bai Yutang mumbling that dark grey suits their apartment's nuisance.

It's true that they need more bedsheets if their bedroom activity will continue at the same rate like these past ten days. But to buy ten bedsheets in the same colour, on the same day, it was just too much!

Bai Yutang was really curious, how could this man change so much from the one he knew before. The Jian Kang Lu he used to know is not a frivolous one. He rarely buys anything from what he saw in the last one year.

Finally Bai Yutang has to shatter this store attendant smile, and choose two bedsheets. But after debating and bargaining with his lover who looked at him with puppy eyes, finally they settled with four bedsheets. Two grey colours in silk and tencel material, one Egyptian cotton in ocean blue, and one bamboo sheet in soothing green.

When they're walking out from the store, bring those big bundles of bedsheets and bed cover in the same colour and material, Jian Kang Lu asks him why Bai Yutang doesn't want to buy some more. If he wants to buy, just buy.

Bai Yutang sighed. How could he say that he wanted to buy bed sheets because of THAT??? So he just shut himself and not talking. Ignore this lover of his who keeps pleading, and asking what else he wants to buy.

Seriously, why is this man obsessed with pouring his money on him???

Jian Kang Lu asks him whether he wants to have dinner outside, or he wants to eat at home. Bai Yutang was tired from this shopping activity, so he said he wanted to go home.

"What kind of food do you want me to cook for our dinner, gege?"

Jian Kang Lu smiled to hear that question. "Anything. I love everything you cooked."

This man is really hopeless. Bai Yutang knew he couldn't expect some decent answer from his lover every time he asked this question. So when Jian Kang Lu drives, Bai Yutang just searches the internet for some inspiration.

Finally he decided just to cook Orange Beef Chop Stir-Fry and Shepherd's Purse Tofu soup, with apple and strawberry smoothie as their dessert.

When he wanted to put the bedsheet and the bedcover inside the storage room, Jian Kang Lu told him that he will do it. Heard that, Bai Yutang just left all their stuff in those shopping bags to his lover, and cooked their dinner. While he cooked, his lover came from behind. Kept kissing his cheek and hugged his waist.

It's already hard for Bai Yutang to cook with his lame skill, don't mention this additional disturbance. Afraid he would overcook their dinner tonight because his own lust started to aroused, he sternly told Jian Kang Lu to stop. 

"Gege, please take a bath or watch the news if you have nothing to do. Stop bothering me cooking."

With a dejected face, Jian Kang Lu took a bath. When he finished, his kitten also finished his cooking. They have dinner together.

This is one of their habits lately. Jian Kang Lu just sits obediently in his chair, and Bai Yutang will serve him the food, even his drinks. And Jian Kang Lu also has a new habit these few days. Every time Bai Yutang serves him, he will peck his cheek lightly. Or sometimes took his kitten's hand, and kissed that beautiful slender hand willing to provide this divine food for him. 

Every single time Jian Kang Lu did this, Bai Yutang's cheek always turned pink and his heart beat wildly.

He really.. Really happy..

When they're having dinner and Bai Yutang listens to that high praise from his lover, which always utters every time he cooks, he can't help but ask.

"Gege.. Since.. Since when did you notice me?"