I am deeply in love with her, deeply in love with Wang Jin, who I found very hard and can perfectly fit with my heart. How many years of feelings, I don't want to give up. If I give up, I will never have a chance. But what am I supposed to do?!

When the rain stopped, there was a lot of water on the road, and occasionally a few cars rushed by. There is a lot of fog on the glass inside the car. I can't see outside. It's like a cage separating me from the world.

Quiet. I am in this closed world, outside the window is already bright, I wipe the fog on the window, showing a touch of clear warmth.

I drove to a nearby square and walked aimlessly. I want to be sober. But how can you be sober?!

I've drunk so much wine, maybe it's a little fast, but now it's strong. Unknowingly, I came to a KTV, and I wandered in.

It may be that the waiters inside have seen a lot of drunk people, and they are not surprised at all.

"How many, sir?" A face with a thick foundation.

"One! ~"I didn't want to look up.

"One?" The thick face is somewhat surprised.

"I'm sorry, sir. We don't have a singing girl here."

"I don't want to sing with you, miss. I'll sing by myself! ~"

" Oh, OK. "

I staggered in.

"Another lovelorn! Drunk like a bear The thick face behind him had not heard much from the front desk.

But I'm not happy to hear that.

"Don't you believe that I'm going to smash your shop!" I yelled.

thick face, scared. I'm sorry to hide behind.

"Damn it

Singing.

Howling for a long time is a kind of vent.

I'm hoarse.

Sitting quietly on the sofa, watching the lyrics of "later" on the big screen turn from white to blue sentence by sentence.

Here comes Susha's message.

I told her I was singing, singing alone. She doesn't believe it. Of course she doesn't. Because it's kind of funny for her to think that this kind of pure sick behavior happened to me.

Don't believe it?

That's easy.

The phone is on. I'll sing for you.

"Go back and have a rest early, it's very late!" Su Xia couldn't bear to persuade me.

"I want to marry you!" I don't know what I'm doing.

"Really?" She didn't believe it, and her tone was a bit of ridicule.

"Marry me!" It doesn't matter.

"What about your wife?"

"I don't know."

"Rest first! Tomorrow, you're drunk! "

I also want to say, but she has hung up.

Call again,

don't answer,

still call,

still don't answer.

Forget it. Maybe she's angry.

I don't want to make her angry.

Stagger to the hotel.

I have a strange feature, usually do not drink, parking more casual, crooked. When I got drunk, I got up the next morning and saw that the car was parked better than ever. I suspect I didn't park the car myself.

Back to the hotel, it's more than 10 o'clock. Maybe my parents haven't slept yet. I dialed the phone.

"Mom, you didn't sleep, did you?"

"I just went to bed. What's up so late?"

"I said don't be angry!"

"What's the matter? You're fighting again!" I could hear my mother's worry. "Why?"

"No, no fight!"

"What's the matter?"

"I said don't be angry." I'm calm. "I'm divorced!"

"Divorce?" I can hear my mother sitting up from the bed from the phone.

"Divorce!" I try to be calm.

"What's the matter with you child? Too much? "

"Yes, but not much!" I have to admit it.

"Why?! Fight or something else?! What did her family do? "

"No I still have to be calm, but a little nervous.

"Where are you?"

"I'm at home!" I lied.

"What's the matter?" Mother asked anxiously.

"I don't feel like living with her!" I have a compelling reason.

"So you're divorced?"

"I feel very tired..." I want to narrate slowly, interrupted by my anxious mother.

"Then you can't say you can leave. Wang Jin didn't apologize to you. You can't do that?! We've never had such a person in our family for so many years. You can't open this example. ""I'm talking to you." I'm a little more daring. "I don't want to leave, but I can't stop her!"

"You son of a bitch!" Mom is angry. "What else are you calling?! Ah?! I think you are

My mother has a slight heart disease, and her blood pressure is still high. I regret that sentence just now.

The rest of my mother's words, I put my cell phone on my lap to listen to, I dare not interrupt her, also dare not interrupt. I'm afraid if she's worried, she'll have another problem. But I can guess what she said. I don't want to hear it.

……

I know that my mother must have lost sleep tonight, but I'll let her know sooner or later. Sorry, mom and dad.

I have a bad headache and I feel like vomiting. I keep smoking.

Mom called again.

"Son, you can't do such a thing. There's never such a person in our family. If you think about your divorce, where is your father's face?"?! You just don't think about us, you don't think about Wang Jin?! What do you want her to do? Don't do anything stupid... " My mother was crying. I could hear her despair and hysteria.

"I know, mom!" I try to be calm and don't want to say too much to her on the phone so late, "I'll ask her to make up. You can rest assured. Let's talk about it tomorrow. It's not convenient now."

"Oh! Then you call back tomorrow! Don't do anything stupid

"I see. You can rest early. Don't think too much."

Close the phone, I began to reflect on their own, is not their own excessive, how things can develop into this?!

The next day, the rain had stopped and the weather was good. Confused head, I sent a text message to Wang Jin, I want to find her, I want to talk with her, serious talk.

Drive to Xinhuang.

I drove very slowly. I didn't have breakfast in the morning. My stomach was empty. In addition, I smoked too much. My stomach was very uncomfortable. I couldn't help it. I stopped and found a small restaurant to eat. I didn't want to throw myself on the road because of my stomach.

After waiting for a long time, she didn't reply. Maybe she hasn't seen it yet. She doesn't have the habit of taking a phone with her. Forget it, when to reply, when to say it, anyway, I have already left.

In fact, she doesn't have to reply. I know she doesn't want to see me.

I don't want to see the scenery on the road or enjoy the music in the car.

Except for Wang Jin's despairing appearance, that is, her mother's crying expression. These expressions will appear in my mind like a slide show. They can't be erased. This is not what I want, but their expressions still appear in my mind in turn.

Mom's call came, which I expected.

"Where have you been?" Asked his mother.

"I'm out of town! I'll go back tomorrow! " I said.

"Do you have another woman?" Mom guessed right, but she was also alert.

"No, I'm under a lot of pressure. You don't have to think about me all the time. I'll tell you when I get home." Although I'm lying, I admit it in the end. I want to go home.

"Well, you bring Wang Jin back. Let's make it clear what's going on!"

"She won't go!" I said.

"Then don't come back!" Mom is very angry. "I didn't dare tell your father! What do you want me to tell him? I won't say more, you have a few! One day you'll have nowhere to cry if you regret it. " Mother's words are obviously on Wang Jin's side, which is also normal.

Mother was very angry to hang up the phone, did not give me a chance to speak.

I had no choice but to smile at myself, knowing that it would be like this, so I was not surprised at all.

……

……

The sun hasn't set yet. There are many people on the square to enjoy the cool. The willows swaying in the wind and the sparkling river make up a perfect picture. Wang Jin and I are walking on the embankment paved with square bricks. From time to time, children of all sizes are playing and passing by us.

Sitting on the bank, I said, "I've been busy with my work recently."

"Not bad." She said coldly.

I took the ring to her and she threw it into her bag without looking at it: "thank you."

"I'm sorry." I said.

"Does it work?" She looked at me and asked.

I dare not look directly at her eyes, looking at the water passing quietly, looking at the water, flowing past, will it be possible to return? I said, "I know you're sad."

"What's your promise to me?" She asked again.

I gave myself a slap, a slap, and a buzz on my face. I didn't see her expression. I hated myself. When Susha was on the verge of collapse, she used drugs to anesthetize herself. When I was on the verge of collapse, I used other women to anesthetize myself. I hate that I can't jump to the level of their family. I hate that I can't let them look up to me

Next, two people speechless, just sitting, sunset gradually elongated our back. I don't know how long later, she stood up and left without saying a word. I also did not speak, head against the railing, quietly looking at the water. After a while, I looked back and saw her disappear around the corner. Walking, we lost each otherDriving alone on the road, it's getting dark. It's already bright outside. Many trucks began to go on the road, slowly blocking the road ahead.

Slow down, I thought. For a long time, as soon as I close my eyes, a large truck comes running towards me. I can't stop the car and I can't move my direction. I've been smashed head on.

Driving less than half an hour, I walked for five hours.

By the time I got back to the hotel, I was exhausted, my feet were numb, and I had a little trouble going upstairs. I threw myself heavily on the bed and didn't want to move at all.

As soon as the mobile phone rang, I was flustered and answered in a hurry. I thought it was her. It's Mom's.

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