The Truth Within me book one

Eric just finished telling me why Zek is after him and some of why he is after me. But I'm not going to tell him anything else about myself.

I'll look up at Eric and say," So what your saying is the only reason you want to be my mate is to save your pack. So you can keep it away from Zek".

Eric gets a look of pain on his face. Then says," Nikki I know you don't know me. and you really don't have any reason to trust me, but I want for you to safe and I want to be with you for who you are. If that helps the pack great and if not will figure it out. But to be honest I'm more worried about your safety. So if that means I have to walk away from the pack or you. I will to protect you and my pack.

I am taken back by Eric words, I really want to just run to him and let him hold me forever. But I can't yet, So I say," if you are serious and you want to help me then leave and never come back or look for me no more. When I can and I'm ready I will come to you".

You know we can help you right? I want to help you, but you don't have to keep being a bitch to me either.

Whatever just get out if you don't like my attitude then.

What the hell why are you being like this sweetheart?

look I am sorry Eric I have been by my self for a long time and I just use to not having anyone.

You have us now but if you want to do this alone that's fine but at least let me give you our phone numbers ok.

After they leave I go outside to get some ice for my headache I got from all this dame stress. I reaching to put some ice in my ice pack when I feel a sharp pain on the side of my head and everything goes black.

I wake up in a dark cell changed to a wall and can't move there is excruciating pain in my head and I can also feel blood pouring down the side of my face. I try to see where I am but I can't see anything because it's pitch black in here.

Why is it so cold in here? I'm shaking so hard that I look like I'm convulsing. "O.M.G" don't even get me started about my teeth they're chattering so bad I couldn't talk if I wanted to.

When looked down to see how I am tied up I realize why I'm so fucking cold is because I don't have anything but my birthday suit on. Oh, shit what is going on, how the fuck am I going to get out of this. I'm so weak I can't feel my wolf right now or my magic either. I know my vampire strength is gone because I tried to break these damn changes and I can't!!!!

I am so scared right now. As I trying to figure out how to get out of this. I hear someone coming. My head snaps up trying to see who it is.

When the lights come on they blind me so I have to close my eyes for a few minutes when I do get my vision back guess who walks in yap you guess it Zek and Jones. I should have fucking know that it would be them!!!

Zek walks up to and says why Nikki your all tide up and you're looking a little cold. What can we do about that huh? he makes a humming sound then says I know let's play a game.

I think to my self. "Oh God help me" I know what is coming he has four bags of blood in his hands. Zek walks to the other side of the room I take this time to look around I noticed the room is really small maybe about 10 ft by 10 ft. There's barely enough room for me and Zek to be in here. I see Jones is standing in the doorway looking really pissed off. He has a cut on the side of his face and it's all because of me haha!!! His white shirt is all muddy and cut up. It's from when I through his ass across the street. He has road rash all over and his jeans don't look any better. I look away to see the rest of the room.

The walls are made out of concrete about 20 inches thick. Ok maybe I am exaggerating little but they're really thick. The floors are concrete as well. They kind of curve in towards the middle where there's a mental drain. I know what that's for and it can't be anything good. Especially with stains all over the floor that looks like dried up blood. On the other side of the across from me is a single metal table.

I don't really pay to close attention to that right now. I'm more focused on trying to figure out how I'm tied up. They have me standing up against the wall with the chains bolted to the fucking wall. Really it's overkill both of my arms have chains around my wrist. I look down at my legs where there are more chains on my ankle locked tight. I really have no idea how to get out of this shit.

I hear zek doing something by the table. I think this can't be good and look over to see what he is doing. Zeke is putting things in a bag. I tried to see what he's doing. I can see a scalpel and some other doctor looking for tools. He has different kinds of daggers. When he done he walks up to me with a syringe in his hand.

I think to myself what the fuck is he going to do to me?

What is that? don't you darer touch me! I yell at him.

This is just a sleeping serum. He then grabs me by my face and injects the serum in my neck then everything goes black.