The Wolf Without A Name

Christian P.O.V

The room I've been locked up in for years, of the dark wolf living inside me. The Inside was like a small apartment. I had a living room, my bedroom, and a bathroom. My mother; the Luna had designed the place wanting me to feel comfortable, but how could I feel relaxed living a life where I was unable to control my beast and locked away from everyone, my family, and most of all from ever finding my one true mate.

I started to worry about my mate even though I have never met her. About how sad she must be, not being able to find me. I sink my hand within my bed angrily ripping the sheet thinking how heartbroken my mate must be, out there trying hard to find me. More thoughts filled my head worrying even more about other male wolves taking advantage of her and too hurting her. I growled; allowing it to echo within my room. Angry at the thought of anyone hurting her..

"Moon goodness, I said softly; Please take care of my mate and grant her and her family with happiness," I begged the moon goddess

Turning from my side onto my back; as I laid on my bed. I started to stare at the ceiling wondering if I'll ever live a normal life; where I control my beast whenever I shifted; not hurt anyone and too to one day be in love and not worry every day about hurting her.

I sat up staring at the white bowl on my bedside table; hoping to one day meet the one who had such a wonderful scent. Suddenly something hit me. could it be? I thought. At a younger age, I've heard several love stories of how most shifters found their mate. It has always been love at first sight or wandering off by the full moon; until you found your half, but finding your mate by her scent. I had never heard of that. I reached for the bowl holding it to my nose.

Disappointed I place it back down, not being able to smell the strange scent anymore. I could only smell the food that was once in it.

Still, I was curious as to why; I felt such a strong feeling within me whenever I scented the strange scent. I was eager to know who it came from. I had to ask Francine who had handled this bowl.

I started to think even deeper; wondering if the scent from this she-wolf was living amongst me; within this house. It must be, I thought. For where else would this scent came from.

I turned quickly staring at the closed door that allowed me to enter my living room; hearing a strange sound.

I listen careful; trying to get a clear sound and there I heard a female banging on my door, for help.

I got up quickly; heading to the door.

As I exit my room; the strange scent hit me, stronger than ever. The same scent I had picked up on my bowl.

I quickly pushed my bedroom door entering my living room; eager to find out who the scent belonged to.

The door made a loud creak as I open it.

"Ha!..." I heard the female shout, terrifyingly.

"Please help me, somebody help me," she cried while she bangs on the door hard.

My bedroom door made a hard sound hitting against the walls as I now stand within the living room.

And there I saw a red hair female within a long green dress; decorated with white flowers; hitting on the door wanting to get out; beside her, she had a silver bucket filled with water and a mop.

She glances behind her seeing me and turned around frighteningly; knocking down the door even more.

My breathing suddenly changes, being around her. I had never experienced such feelings with anyone. I wanted to say something. I wanted to know who she was, but my mouth didn't allow me to. My body only wanted me to stand there and stare at her beauty and too enjoy her attractive scent. that wanted my dark wild wolf to howl; howl like I have never howled before.

I suddenly felt one of my feet moved and then another; until I was standing behind her, so close that her dress brushed against my side; allowing my skin to be covered with goose pump.

She quickly turned around and screamed; throwing herself against the floor; while she huddles against the door, terrified by me. I stand above her staring at her; not being able to control myself.

"Please don't hurt me, sir," she begged me while she stares into my eyes.

"I'll never hurt you," I felt my tongue within my mouth moved, but none of the words, escaped my mouth; allowing her to hear me.

"She's mine," I heard my wolf within me spoke.

"Take her, Take her, Take her!, claim what is yours" My wolf shouted even more inside of me. eager to have her; for she was my mine. she was my one true mate.

My wolf wanted to howl loud; happily, it was no longer alone, but I was afraid of allowing my beast to do so. what if; I shifted. I worried. I didn't want to hurt her. I didn't want to hurt my mate after finding her. I wanted to protect her and keep her safe within my arms.

I stood silently above her; captivated by her beauty. She was gorgeous. her long hair was brighter than any red rose I've ever seen and her eyes, it reminded me of nature and the beauty of the forest and how badly I missed running around allowing the leaves of the trees to brush against my body and feeling the cool breeze. Her beauty was magnificent. there were no words in this world that could describe how beautiful my mate was.

"Please don't hurt me," she begged me while she sat on the floor. Her voice made me felt peace inside. Peace I thought I would never have one day.

Hurt of what my made had just asked of me; I slowly walked backward away from her. while my eyes still fixed on her; not looking where I was going.

Why did she think I would hurt her? I thought and then it struck me.

She must have heard the news about the alpha eldest son not being able to control his wolf and too was dangerous to be around, but didn't she knew I was her mate. Didn't she felt what I feel? I continued to stare at her wanting to find out if she knew. I wanted to ask her, but I didn't want to scare her anymore.

Deep down I was so happy I had found my mate, but it seems she didn't know I was her mate. In her eyes, I saw only fear. Fear of being around me; which had sadden me. She stared at me frighteningly as if she was looking at a monster.

I slowly moved from her and sat on the couch. I wanted to move away from her, but I couldn't my feet weren't allowing me to leave the living room and so I sat and watch her.

She slowly got up from the floor and standstill continuing to watch me; saying nothing; while she reaches for the map.

I needed to know what her name was. I didn't want to scare her anymore and so I had to speak softly to her, but still, I scared her.

"Who are you?" I inquired her wanting to know her name.

Her body jumped frightening; by my powerful voice; still terrified by me. It seems no matter what I'd try to do she still would be frightened by me; only seeing me a shifter, not being able to control his wolf. I was surprised she answer me; that my heart raced within my chest, just hearing her sweet voice.

"I'm here to clean your room," she said; while the mop felled from her hand, nervously.

I quickly jumped from the couch; going to help her.

Our hands both touched the map on the floor. My heart raced within my chest and a strong happy feeling rushed through me, enjoying feeling someone else skin against mine.

My body felt so excited about her touch or it was because she was my mate. I raised my head to look at her and our eyes connected; diving into each other as one.

My belly felt like it was going to burst, just being next to her. The feeling was so strong. It was so impossible to control being so close to her. The air escaping from her sexy lips was sweet and tempted me to grab her in my arms and kiss her.

She quickly jumped up; away from me; not wanting to be so close to a monster

Wanting her to see, I was good and it was just that I could not tame my beast. I took up the map and gave her.

She stood still afraid of coming towards me.

"I won't hurt you," I told her trying my best to not scare my mate. My mate stared at me frightening; until she slowly came to me taking the map. I walked away from her turning my back and glance behind me to look at her again and there my eyes met her large green eyes; which looked like a beautiful forest, hit by the sunlight. Her image was as if she was handmade by the moon goddess and send only to me. Her beauty was rare.

I suddenly felt my wolf within worried about our mate; throughout all my years. My wolf within has never shown any feeling of worry for anyone except her; my one true mate. It only wanted to kill and create trouble. It was as if it only cares for her; only her; and no one else.

I then felt like; she was the answer to my wild wolf; in helping me to take control.