The Wolf Without A Name

Christian P.O.V (cont'd)

I walked back towards the couch and sat; allowing her to see I had no intention of hurting her. I became angry wanting to know who filled my mate's mind with rubbish allowing her to have a great fear for me. Yes, I was dangerous to be around, very. but, within my human form; I was the nicest person you have ever met, only when I needed to. It depends on how your attitude towards me was.

What do you expect; I was born an alpha and will one day be the ruler when my father, alpha Pharaoh isn't around anymore. I had to stay on guard at all times, but not to my mate. I stop speaking to myself within my mind; hearing my mate, sweet voice that sounded as peaceful as listening to the stream; while falling asleep.

"Can I clean now sir?" she asked me scared..

"Sir," I said out loud; hating how she called me. My wolf wanted my mate to call me by my name.

I wanted her to call me Christian; for I was only hers and her mine. She looked at me wanting to return to what she had come here to do and get the hell out of my place; away from me.

I didn't answer her; wanting her to give me the answer for the first question I'd ask her and that was; who she was and so I had to ask her again; for my wolf was dying to know our mate's name.

"I'm a maid," she again told me while she started to clean the floor; wanting to leave so badly.

"No, I want to know your name," I told her.

She stopped cleaning; with a sad look on her face and started to stare at the floor; preventing me from gazing into her beautiful green eyes. I wanted to run to her and held her in my arms. My wolf within me hated seeing my mate so sad.

Stopping myself from going over to her; not wanting to scare her anymore. She raised her head back to me and spoke.

"I have no name," she told me.

I got up from the couch immediately, surprise at what my mate had just told me. Who in the world within their right mind would not name a beauty like her. I mean I would be happy to give my mate a name. A name that she meant everything within this world to me.

"My world," I heard my wolf spoke to me, wanting her to have that name; for that was what she now meant to us.

"I'm a child of ****," she told me disappointedly.

I growled angrily; hating she was being punished for something she did not ask for nor play a part in. she was innocent.

"And what does that have to do with you," I inquired her, angrily; wanting her to not feel sorry for something she was not at fault to blame.

Her beautiful green eyes widen, surprised by my answer, and lower her head sadly.

"What do you wish me to call you?" I again inquired her.

I tighten my mouth almost allowing her to hear me call her, my world.

"No one," she said as she turned her back and continued to clean.

I felt a strong urge to pull her into my arms holding her face and let her know; she was important; very much to me. I then realized my mate was broken. her spirit was shaken very badly because of something she had nothing to do with. I was now eager to make her happy before she leaves my room; After all, I was her mate and I had a big role I had to take on and that was to make sure my she-wolf was always happy; even if I had to kill someone for her.

"The way you were conceived have nothing to do with you," I told her; wanting her to feel better about herself.

She again stopped cleaning and turned towards me; gazing into my eyes.

"You are different," she said. She covered her mouth surprised what she was thinking about me came out loud.

I was happy to hear it. I spoke to her quickly wanting to keep on hearing her voice and too allow her not to feel so threatened by me; after all, I was her mate.

"You expected a violent beast, when you came in here didn't you?" I asked her

She nodded; while she smiled at me; that made my heart wanted to melt. I now was so happy she didn't look at me like a monster anymore.

"Why did you came knowing you were terrified of me?" I had to ask her. I wanted to know even though I was happy she came or I would never have known she was my mate.

She again lowers her head, sadly.

I walked up to her and touched her chin. My entire body trembled just by the touch of her skin. She pushed away my hand and went over to the next side of my living room to clean. My wolf inside of me felt like our entire world was falling apart, as I stare at my hand still feeling the force she made by pushing my hand away from her smooth chin. I was heartbroken, my world didn't want me to touch her when she was mine. My one and only true mate.

I then realize she didn't come here on her own. It seems she was forced, but by who. I wanted to feel angry at whosoever forced, my world into doing something she refused to do, but, I didn't want to. I would have never seen her if it was not so, but the thought of that person forcing her kept on running through my mind. I wanted to find him/her and tear off their neck with my bare teeth.

"Did Francine force you in here?" I asked her.

She shook her head.

"Who?" I again asked eager to know.

She said nothing; I didn't bother to question her about it anymore; knowing it was one of my family members. I continued to stare at her; while she carried out her work seeing she was very young.

"How old are you?" I inquired her.

"18, sir," she answered me.

I then realize she wouldn't know I was her mate; which she will when the full moon comes, anyways, I thought happily not being able to wait.

"Can I clean your room, sir?" she asked me.

I hated she kept on calling me sir, but I had to let her until she felt comfortable in calling me by my rightful name.

No sit, I told her.

I hated my mate was doing such work. I didn't want her to lift a strand.

She stands still scared, while she looked at the empty chair, before me.

"Sit," I again told her.

She slowly moved and stop and then again.

"I will never hurt you," I said while I bite my tongue, almost telling her I was her mate.

She sat on the couch, sitting sideways afraid of looking at me. I wanted her to stay with me. I didn't want her to leave. Suddenly I saw my door went open quickly and there I saw my cousin Josh. My mate jumped up quickly and went over to the bucket and map. Josh looked at her surprisingly and then back at me.

"What is happening here?" he said.

I got up and answered him.

"It has nothing to do with you," I said to him.

He looked at me knowing I was someone not to mess with. He knew I wasn't a fan of him. I hate how he treats women. Being informed by mother about him finding a mate I felt sorry for her, being with a scumbag like him.

"I'm just here to check on her, that's all," he told me.

I felt anger hearing him said that. I didn't want him near her; for he was a player who loved to fool around with other's mate and steal their innocents before they found their mate.

"Are you finish?" he asked my mate as he walked over to her. I saw him touched her and she quickly moved away from him, hating him.

"Leave!.....' I shouted at him; allowing the dark beast inside of me to growl angrily.

Josh jumped frighteningly and held on to my mate, thinking I was shifting again. I quickly got to him and threw him outside of my room shutting it. I hated that he was touching her; nor did I like him being around her. I turned to look at my mate and there I saw her terrified by my action; holding the map within her hand.

"Don't be scare please," I tell her wanting to know why she pushed away Josh; I needed to know what he did to her, so I could damage him.

"Have he ever hurt you?" I inquired her.

"I want to go I'm scared," she said.

Hating how scared she was of me again. I had to let her go.

"You may go," I said while I turned my back, sadly. It was very difficult in doing so; knowing I wanted her to stay here with me. I had just found her.

Suddenly I felt her touch me. I turned around, slowly, and held her hand. Her hand felt so tiny and soft within my large hands.

I stared within her eyes; seeing she was too alone she-wolf. A large cloud of worries swept over me afraid of anyone taking advantage of her.

"If anyone ever hurt you; you know where to find me," I told her.

She smiled at me and ran out, quickly; closing the door behind her.

Her smile lightens me.

I fell to the floor looking at the closed door; now knowing my mate was within my home. I had to control this beast within me. I had to be next to her and to protect her. I looked around the room no longer wanting to be here, anymore.