To Be His Dream Girl

"well The old housekeeper told me Shen Junquan hesitated for a moment, but still didn't tell her that he had read her diary.

He Xinying is thoughtful.

Not only tomato and noodles, but all the dishes on this table are what she and Xiaochen like to eat.

He is really attentive today, so that she can no longer sneer at him.

He Xinying is not hard hearted. She admits that she was moved by the scene.

But at the same time, she told herself not to be soft hearted.

Shen Junquan's moodiness really scares her.

This meal was especially silent. Shen Junquan carefully glanced at he Xinying several times, but he was ignored.

It seems that her tone has not subsided.

Shen Junquan finally sighed and said, "are you still blaming me?"

"I dare not." He Xinying replied faintly.

Even though she didn't want to pay attention to him, she didn't stop serving an extra bowl of noodles.

The noodles he made are delicious, which is almost the same as what she ate when she was a child.

I have to say that he has some talent in cooking.

Shen Junquan has been eating shriveled, conscious boring, only a cup after cup to drink.

After finishing the meal, Shen Junquan whispered something to Xiaochen. Xiaochen obediently ran to his room to play jigsaw puzzle.

He Xinying looks at his back and sighs that the relationship between the two makes her mother jealous.

"I apologize." Without any warning, Shen Junquan broke the awkward silence in the living room after dinner.

He Xinying was surprised that he would be so direct. He looked at him for a moment and didn't know how to respond.

Shen Junquan stares at her with sincere tone: "I shouldn't be so impulsive that day. But Xinying, I'm just worried about you. "

"Worried about me?" He Xinying looked at him strangely, "why?"

"Why?" Shen Junquan was angry and funny. "How many calls did you refuse to answer? How can I make sure you're safe? "

He Xinying was stunned for a moment and seemed to understand something.

It turned out that he was because

I was wrong about him?

"But that's not you Too much reason. " He Xinying murmurs in a low voice. Although she still has some resentment, she finally can't resist communicating with Shen Junquan.

"I'm sorry to scare you." Shen Junquan apologized in a low voice, "Xinying, I promise, there will be no next time."

It's really impossible to have another time. How could he have the heart to hurt her again?

He Xinying didn't speak. Her head was slightly lowered. She didn't seem to come out of the shadow of past memories.

"Xinying, believe me, OK?" Shen Junquan tentatively put his hand over he Xinying's, "I won't hurt you any more." He Xinying hesitated, did not move, but did not push his hand away.

"In fact, after you left, I always regret it." Shen Junquan holds her hand. This is the first time he has talked to he Xinying about his feelings at that time.

He Xinying was surprised to hear that even when he asked himself to come back to him, he didn't talk about it in such detail.

"At that time, Huo jingnian told me that you were no longer there. I don't believe it, you know, I don't believe it at all. " Talking about the mood at that time, Shen Junquan was slightly choked, "I miss you every day."

He Xinying's face is still cold, but her trembling fingers suggest that her mood is also surging with the story.

"I bought the old house of he family just because it has your breath. I think about the past every day, and I find that I was a jerk.

"I asked my assistant to bring the wedding video, which I thought I would disdain all my life. Then I saw you sitting in front of the mirror in your wedding dress. You are really beautiful. I wonder why I didn't find out earlier

"Xinying, do you remember that at the wedding, you were stumbling over the wedding dress, but you still turned to ask me to pay attention to your feet

"I remember the cake you made for me. I always said it was not delicious and ate it quickly..."

"You're drunk." He Xinying murmurs that Shen Junquan seems to have a lot of words tonight.

"I'm not drunk. I wanted to say that for a long time." Shen Junquan leaned close to her, slightly drunk, and even faded away his usual corners. "Xinying, I want to tell you that you have occupied my heart for the past two years."

He used to be her world, and then she never thought that one day, she would occupy his world.

He Xinying didn't stop him from going on. At the moment, the waves in her heart are surging.

This is a story she doesn't know. She never thought that Shen Junquan would attach so much importance to herself. This is something she never dared to expect before.

"Xinying, I care about you so much. How can I hurt you?"

He Xinying some don't know how to answer, he seems to really care, but those hurt, is also true.

If it wasn't for his relapse, she wouldn't think of the past, and it turns out that no matter how long it has been, the scar still exists in her heart.She thought it was a question, but she didn't expect Shen Junquan to answer it by himself: "because I'm a fool. I shouldn't hurt you, past or present. "

He Xinying said nothing, but Shen Junquan continued: "I'm really a fool. Xinying, I'm really a fool. I don't know how to express my feelings. I thought I hate you, but I care about you so much. My heart will be broken when I hear of your death. I'm so ecstatic when I know you're still alive... "

He Xinying is shocked to hear his confession. It turns out that for so long, they just don't know how to love.

If everything can come back, will there be a good ending?

"Xinying, let's start over, OK?" Shen Junquan once again solemnly put forward this sentence.

He Xinying's eyes were moist several times, and she almost nodded, but suddenly remembered Ji Longman's threat.

Although she knows that he Xinying's car accident is indirectly caused by Shen Junquan and has nothing to do with herself, Xiaochen doesn't know. If Ji Longman really talks nonsense with Xiaochen, she can't imagine what Xiaochen will think of herself. To say the least, just making him realize that he is not a biological mother will make him and himself unbearable. Children of this age have begun to question what they see and hear, and they are most easily influenced by the outside world. She is afraid that she will lose Xiaochen because of this.

He Xinying didn't nod at last.

"New tassels..." Shen Junquan is about to further persuade, eyes inadvertently fell on the white medicine bottle on the table.

The medicine bottle was newly opened, and the dosage was marked with a pen in the lower corner of the trademark. There is also a bottle of medicine in the bag next to it. It is obvious that it has just been delivered.

His face suddenly became dim. It turned out that this was the reason why she refused to start over with herself?

He had seen the handwriting on some invalid legal document. It was Huo jingnian.

The deep feeling in his eyes gradually disappeared. Shen Junquan suddenly turned around and left by pushing the door.