To Be His Dream Girl

Nightmares are hard to wake up

"don't put on a strong face."

Late at night, he Xinying opened her eyes and gasped.

It's not the first time that Shen Junquan has been like this. Since that time when she was angry and rude to herself, she often had such nightmares.

Every time I wake up from such a dream, her back will be in a cold sweat.

It's like that although the wound is scarred and seems to be OK, as long as someone touches it, it will still hurt and bleed. She really can't forget the past, even though Shen Junquan's attitude towards himself is much better now.

But who can guarantee that he will always be like this? He Xinying can't imagine what happened that day again. She shudders when she thinks about it.

Even if his words that day really moved her, she did not dare to take the risk again.

He Xinying got out of bed and poured herself a glass of water.

The warm touch of the cup gradually calms her down. She remembers Shen Junquan's action that day for no reason. She had been looking forward to her answer, but she turned away without saying a word after she couldn't get a response.

He Xinying doesn't know what his action means. Maybe it means that he doesn't want to force?

If so, that's fine.

Anyway, I think it's best to stop here. If he is sorry for himself, he has made up for it these days. Now he and he do not owe each other.

At first, she was worried that Shen Junquan would suddenly appear to look for herself like last time, but she guessed wrong. As time went by, her days were unusually calm.

Shen Junquan didn't even call himself, as if the confession and confession didn't happen that day.

Although he Xinying was confused, she didn't expect anything more.

She has never been so violent to the past. Even if Shen Junquan comes to plead again, she will not agree.

It's better to live your own life.

"Cancelled?" He Xinying was a little surprised to hear her boss tell her about it.

As soon as she arrived at the company, the boss asked her to come over and said that Ji Longman didn't have to do the design of the invitation, because the client changed his mind.

"I think that's a good thing, so that you have enough energy." The boss patted her on the shoulder.

It's true. He Xinying thinks that she is responsible for more and more things recently. It's good to bear less burden.

Thinking of what she had just said, he Xinying thought to herself.

It seems that I guess right. Ji Longman is really trying to find fault on purpose. Maybe Shen Junquan doesn't want to get engaged to her at all, but she directed the play to misunderstand herself.

I didn't expect that in the past two years, she would only use such a dark method.

However, the news of the engagement has not been published. Is it just Ji Longman's Secret release?

It must be. If not, how does Huo know? He Xinying didn't think about it any more, but quickly put herself into a new job.

In order for her and Xiaochen to live a more comfortable life earlier, she has to work hard.

"Xiaochen, what did your mother buy you?" After work, she rushed to the market to buy a fish, and ran to the sustenance class to pick up Xiaochen home.

Xiaochen loves to eat fish since she was a child. Now it's time for her to grow up. It's rare that she doesn't have to work overtime at home recently, so she wants to make a good meal for him.

To her surprise, Xiaochen didn't show much surprise. She just went with her with a faint reply.

He didn't say much along the way, which made he Xinying very difficult to understand.

"Xiaochen, did you quarrel with Xiaotong today?" Back home, he Xinying asked tentatively.

Children are not happy because they are not happy in class, she gave a reasonable guess.

Xiao Chen shook his head, still in low spirits.

He Xinying was even more puzzled: "then why are you so unhappy? Tell mom, what's the matter? "

she was puzzled and worried that if Xiaochen was bullied by the children in the class, she would go all out.

"Mom, uncle Shen hasn't come to see us for a long time." Xiao Chen hesitated for a moment, bit his lips and said what he thought.

He Xinying is stunned. How can she forget that Xiaochen and Shen Junquan are best friends? She can not contact Shen Junquan, but Xiaochen will miss him.

"Uncle Shen is busy recently. "He Xinying tried to be perfunctory, but this time Xiaochen didn't buy it.

"Mom, that's what you said last time." Xiaochen is almost four years old and knows more and more. It seems that such an excuse can't deceive him any more.

He Xinying is silent. She really shouldn't let Shen Junquan and Xiaochen get so close.

Now I am busy working every day. Another reason is that I hope that I can have a good sleep when I am tired.These days, nightmares haunt her like a curse, and she no longer wants to experience them.

And this nightmare repeatedly entangled, also let he Xinying can't face Shen Junquan and his confession, what she can do is to avoid.

"Mom, shall we go to see Uncle Shen at the weekend?" Xiaochen pestered her and asked, "he also said that he would go to the cinema with me, but he never went. Xiaochen wanted uncle Shen to go to the cinema with me."

"Xiao Chen wants to see a movie. Mom will accompany you." He Xinying replied that she didn't have the heart to destroy the child's wishes, but she really didn't want to see Shen Junquan.

"No, mom, I want uncle Shen to accompany me." Xiaochen hugged her arm and shook it repeatedly.

He Xinying's mind suddenly flashed a lot of intermittent pictures, Shen Junquan's ridicule, Ji Longman's ridicule, and he Xinying's bloody body at the time of the car accident

All because of Shen Junquan!

It was he who made himself so embarrassed at the moment.

"Mom, mom..."

"Don't go." He Xinying shakes off Xiaochen's hand. Xiaochen was thrown away by her and went back to her room with a shriveled mouth.

He Xinying felt her heart beating violently, and everything in front of her began to be confused.

She took a deep breath, tried to keep her mind awake, ran to the table, poured out the medicine from the bottle, took the water cup and ate them in.

These days, she has been taking the medicine she used to take.

Although she thought she was ok, since the doctor said she would take it for a while, she followed the doctor's advice.

But to be honest, she didn't feel that her recent state had obviously improved.

Maybe Shen Junquan's behavior has stimulated him, so that's why.

As she thought about it, she told herself not to think about him any more.