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Lou Jiang saw himself sleeping in that finished portrait. It was indeed beautiful, he moved towards it and carressed it with his fingers as he scanned every texture.

"It's beautiful" he uttered

A figure hovered behind him with his blushing face "D-Do you l-like it?" Gung Weixi uttered

Lou Jiang looked at him then he quickly wrapped his arms around the male in so much awe. Gung Weixi froze when he felt the tightening grips of Lou Jiang, it was warm and comforting.

"Thank you, Weixi! This is indeed beyond my emotions! I'm so flutter" The male exclaimed with a big smile drawn on his face.

Gung Weixi once again found that smile enchanting and magical like he was pulling him more into his imagination. For the first time, he felt the urge of bringing him inside his fantasy filled with colors.

Lou Jiang was indeed happy after seeing that portrait of him drawn by Gung Weixi's magical hands. 

{Can I bring this to me until I finished all the mission here?}

AUTHOR: Why so sudden?

{I don't know, this is the first time someone painted me, it flutters  me so much}

AUTHOR: But it's not the real Chen Yang

{I don't care, I want to bring it}

Gung Weixi then proceeds to paint another masterpiece, he didn't know how to accept such compliments because it was his second time painting someone. All of his arts were about nature and abstract. 

"My Wei Wei, you can do a portrait of me and look at it when you misses me"

Her familiar voice once again invaded Gung Weixi's ears and thoughts. He gritted his teeth and gasped, something jolted inside his chest. A nostalgic feeling was slowly bringing him to the piece of memory he wanted to forget for so long. 

"Weixi? Are you okay?" Lou Jiang went to his side and supported him when he felt like he was going to faint.

Gung Weixi grabbed his hair when a jolt of pain throb inside his head, he winced in pain and slowly helped himself to sit down.

"Do you want water? What happened? Should I call the nurses?" Lou Jiang asked him with worried face 

When the male was going towards the door, Gung Weixi pulled him back "No! I-I'm fine" he groaned once more 

Lou Jiang cupped his cheeks "Are you sure? At least let me call Senior Jun to check you" he said

Instead of letting go, Lou Jiang was surprised when the male embraced him and rested his head on his chest "L-Let me stay like this f-for a while" Gung Weixi uttered

Lou Jiang left dumbfounded as his hands unconsciously moved towards Gung Weixi''s back and pat it three times "I'm here" he whispered 

'..How can I refuse him if he was acting like this, he was so adorable like a cat asking to be pet..'

The two stayed like that but the more minutes passed the more Lou Jiang noticed that Gung Weixi's hands were trembling from his arms. He wanted to look at his expression but his head was leaning on his chest and he was staying like that for almost a minute. 

"Weixi?" he called out

Gung Weixi nodded down his head and squeezed his tiny and curvy waist more. He didn't reply, he remained silent.

"Weixi, You can tell me anything..I won't judge you" Lou Jiang said as he gives the man another pat on the head "It's okay, no need to be scared" he added

Gung Weixi felt some assurance from his words, his eyes under the male's chest turned gloomy then he opened his lips and uttered some words "My mother.."

Lou Jiang paused "What about her?" he asked. Come to think of it, he didn't know a single thing about Gung Weixi and it's a good opportunity for him to know something new about him. "If you don't mind, I'm good at listening" he said

Gung Weixi gripped his tiny body, his arms started to tremble "It's not my f-f-ault" he mumbled "I don't want to k-k-ki---" he paused, his voice cracked

"What is this? He's shaking real hard.." Lou Jiang thought after realizing the man's reaction "Should I stop him? But he needed to let it out.." he asked himself

"W-Weixi? Are y-you okay? If you d-don't w-want to---"

Lou Jiang was completely stunned when Gung Weixi lifted up his head and gripped his shoulders. He turned speechless when the man faced him with his tearing eyes. 

"I can't remember a single thing!" Gung Weixi exclaimed. 

Lou Jiang was left in daze with his widened eyes. Again, he saw it for the second time. The face he didn't want to witness. 

The sadness started to crawl into Gung Weixi's face, a group of tears started to fall continuously from his eyes, touching his cheeks with pain and agony.

Lou Jiang could feel it, the heavy feeling he was holding for so long. He didn't know where Gung Weixi was coming from but there's only one thing he was so sure of.

The male was hurting so much that he couldn't bear it any longer. 

Lou Jiang unconsciously grabbed Gung Weixi back and buried his head on his chest. "Ssshhhh.." he comforted.

The atmosphere between them tightened, only silence separated them from the real world. A sadness full of regrets and agony completely conquered their emotions. 

Lou Jiang bit his lower lip and gritted his teeth in silence, he should be protecting him and yet all he could do was to comfort him when he needed a shoulder to cry on. He was all wrong all the way, he was so wrong to treat Gung Rouhan as an ordinary man. 

There are so many things that happened to Gung Weixi that he didn't know. It made the man suffer enough to feel a burden like this and he didn't want that to happen again.

He was trying to help him to be more opened and yet it was like he was starting to close his doors again. Lou Jiang didn't want this, Gung Weixi didn't deserve this kind of pain 

He seized Gung Weixi more then under his heavy breaths he uttered something that will assured the male.

"You can cry now, Weixi....I'm here"