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"Fu*ck!"

He cursed as he kicked the front of his car; he inhaled the smoke coming from the front of the car. The engine overheated because of over driving. As far as he can remember, he halted out of the mansion without even thinking straight. After his father beat him hard with a baseball bat almost breaking his knees. 

"F*ck!"

"F*ck!"

Guang Jin cursed out as he repeatedly punched the windshield and kicked the sides of his car. He grabbed his hair and yelled out all of his frustrations. He's been holding for so long and he couldn't take the blame anymore. Why is it always him? He did everything to get his father's favors, but he still ended up with nothing in front of his eyes. If only he could turn himself into a robot, he did it already a long time ago.

The man can describe himself as emotionless after his mother passed away. That was the last day he saw himself crying so hard. Today, he didn't want to cry even if it's so heavy that it will cause him to break down. 

He didn't want anyone to see him like this. He always remained the composure of an arrogant CEO and a cold son. Is he really cold? Does he need someone to warm him up? Just thinking about it made Guang Jin laugh. He leaned on the car and felt the chilly breeze of the newly arrived night. He slipped a cigarette from his coat and lit it up. Delivering it to his bleeding mouth. The ironic taste of his blood mixed with the tip of the cigarette. Guang Jin spit it out and wiped his lips. 

He made a blow and looked down at himself. Bruises everywhere. His top coat is untucked, exposing the ripped white under shirt with drips of blood. He can still feel the tingling sensation crawling into his body from that baseball bat. His father really enjoyed beating him up. Maybe Li Ji Yao couldn't even take it anymore. His only son and successor of all his wealth disobeyed him so many times. Funny that his old man knew that curses wouldn't work for him, so he instead used a full force this time to beat him badly. Leaving only one leg to support himself.

Guang Jin felt strong upon driving the car, even though one of his knees was throbbing real hard. He clicked his tongue and parted the cigarette from his mouth again. He flicked it and watched the small amount of ash fall beside his shoes. Seeing his pants covered in dirt and blood. 'Is this really me?' he thought.

He was about to pick up his phone to make a call when he stopped. After a few minutes, he chuckled. "Who am I even calling?" he still pressed the power button and found out that he ran out of battery. He felt relieved and regretful at the same time because, for the last time, he remembered that one face and name. YANG.

Guang Jin couldn't help but laugh at himself. He knew that it's impossible for Yang to care for him this much. He didn't want to involve the male anymore. He will suffer this alone. It's his fault using the male to cover himself. What a cowardly act. Since everything came into being like this, it's better to get lost for a while and forget everything. Like a princess running away from the palace.

"Running away huh" He mumbled as he chuckled, throwing the last piece of his cigarettes. A gust of wind passed through him, making the leaves of the trees flutter. His gaze met the city night meters away from him. The twinkling lights of the tall building that almost reached the stars welcomed him. He clenched his fist and found this place nostalgic. 

'What am I even doing here?' He thought to himself upon remembering that this was the place he and Yang visited last night before driving him home. He parked here for a while, waiting for the other male to sober up.

The sleeping face of Yang played in his mind vividly, like a broken disk. The way Yang would squint his eyes while groaning in his sleep and the way his lashes will wink with it. His small face and thin lips. "Stop bothering my thoughts, Mr. Chen," Guang Jin mumbled to himself.

This is not the right time for him to think about such things. Besides, he's planning to end everything. He didn't want the other male to get involved any further. The truth is, he yelled at Xu Shein after finding out that she barged at Yang's house early in the morning. What can he do? He's furious. The person that he didn't want to get hurt was Yang. He didn't want the male to suffer because of his mistakes.

In the middle of the night, while watching the twinkling stars beside the moon and the city lights under him, a small light struck the side of his eyes. The man didn't mind it since there were only a few cars passing on this road. For sure, it was just another car. 

Guang Jin remained leaning on his broken car, without even giving a glance at it. He wanted to be alone, and he had no time to deal with other people's problems. He couldn't even handle himself, though. The man put his hands in his pockets and felt the chilly air caressing his skin. 

He closed his eyes to clear his mind. 

"Guang Jin!!!!!" 

He flinched and opened his eyes, observing his surroundings before the silence completely fell again. He brushed off his face and said to himself that he must just be hallucinating. 

"Guang Jin!! You idiot!!!" 

The familiar voice became louder this time as Guang Jin felt the shivers down to his feet. He lifted his back from the car and spun his head around. There, he saw a figure crossing the road. The male was a little blurry since it's still far away from him. 

But when the male was only meters away from him, Guang Jin took a step back and uttered the name. "Yang?"