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"Stop right here!!" Yang's voice almost rang in the cab driver's ears as he quickly stopped the car. He paid him and headed outside to the cold and quiet road. Yang still wanted some hope that Guang Jin would be here. If he wanted to be alone, for sure this is the only place he would go.

As Yang was crossing the road, he saw this familiar car oozing a thin smoke. It made his heart jump for a second when he saw the figure of a man leaning against it. His heartbeat raced faster that he couldn't imagine what happened anymore.

Is Guang Jin okay? Did he get into an accident? Is he fine? Why isn't he calling for help? What's the situation right now? 

Those questions rang in his mind repeatedly. Yang inhaled. "Guang Jin!!!!!!!" He didn't care by calling him by his name. He's worried and angry at the same time. Didn't Guang Jin beg him to stay by his side? And now he's acting almighty again while wearing that arrogance. Yang didn't care if the man cried in front of him. It's okay, everyone can cry. There's nothing weak in crying out your heart. 

When he saw that the man was attentive to his voice, he halted using his big steps. He's been catching his breath since earlier while looking at him. He thought that he might pass out soon if he didn't find Guang Jin immediately. 

"GUANG JIN!!! YOU IDIOT!!!"

Their eyes met, both were speechless. Guang Jin called him out unconsciously. The CEO was about to take a step back when Yang dashed to him with his furious face.

SLAP!!

Guang Jin's cheeks throb for the second time. He wanted to wince and groan, but the feeling wasn't that painful. More like a slap to him to bring himself back to reality.

Yang clenched his fist, "Idiot!! Idiot!! idiot!!" He glared at the man sharply. "What the heck are you doing that you didn't even give me a call??!! You're really an idiot, Guang Jin!!" He yelled. "You made me worried so much, it's killing me!! Do you know that I almost ran around the City just to find you!! I've been calling you since this morning!!! Why aren't you answering my calls!!??" Yang gasped and paused.

Dumbfounded, Guang Jin steps closer. "My phone ran out of battery," he mumbled.

Yang punched his chest, "Who cares if you ran out of battery?!! There are so many convenience stores out there to charge your phone! Aren't you always bragging to me that you are rich, you can buy 10 phone stores of phone, Don't reason that nonsense to me!! I'm not a kid!!" 

"Yang," Guang Jin felt that the male was gasping real hard, like he was about to faint. "C-Calm d-down," when he was about to touch the male, his hands got slapped away. 

"Don't touch me, you idiot Guang Jin!!" Yang snarled. "That's your punishment! Don't even try to call me by my name!! Who cares if you are the CEO!!" He lowered his head and gripped the hem of his shirt. "I don't care, why didn't you call me!! Doing intimate things with me and leaving me hanging!! Why?! Is it because we are just pretending?!!"

Yang bit his lower lip when he remembered that night at the hotel. "Is it because I refused to let you have your way?!" His voice cracked. "You begged me to stay by your side, right?" He looked up, and couldn't hide the tears forming in his eyes as he faced Guang Jin. "W-Why a-are y-you d-doing this to me?" 

He released a small sob. "You begged me to stay, but you're walking away from me." He formed a ball of his fist and hit the CEO's chest. "I h-hate y-you! You're making me crazy in a way I couldn't even understand," he cried. 

He cried and let himself release the pain he's been holding. He shouldn't be crying because his plan was to sue this man over here, but after seeing what state Guang Jin was, he felt weak. Tha man told him to stay and yet he couldn't even protect him. 

Yang looked down. Wiping the tears still rolling down on his cheeks, he mumbled. "I-I-I'm sorry," 

Guang Jin automatically hugged the male very tight. Feeling the warmth from him made his heart realize one thing. The person he's been wanting to see is now here. "Yang" he called out. Something from his chest pricked him real that it made his eyes stingy and blurry. Then suddenly, tears also fell down on his cheeks. 

He pulled Yang more onto his chest and leaned his head on his shoulders. "I-I'm s-sorry for w-worrying you so m-much," he said with his shaking voice. 

For the last time, Guang Jin realized that he wasn't strong at all. He is just good at holding back. This time, just tonight, he felt like wanting to call himself weak in front of this being, giving him warmth. 

Yang hugged him tight and sniffled. "If you w-want me t-to stay, don't push me away," he said between his heavy breaths and cracked voice while wiping the tears rolling down on his face. He didn't care if it's fake or the truth anymore. All he wanted to do right now was to stay by Guang Jin's side and caress all the wounds left to him by his painful past. At least, he wanted to let him know that no matter what happened, he will stay.

The feeling of wanting to stay with someone that he didn't even feel before. It's making his heart unstable and throbbing between excitement and fluttery at the same time. He wanted Guang Jin to be more open to him and let him experience things he didn't even feel.

Guang Jin cried again and felt his eyes stinging real hard. All of his coldness vanished away. The mask he's been using in front of the people slowly cracked and showed its true face.. Behind that wall he made, there's someone waiting for him to open up again.