The trainer, whose time is running out, just wants to survive

Wait, his illness?

When Rudolf thought of this, he suddenly recalled the scene of Kitano's death from a serious illness in his mind, and once again focused his attention on the notes on the table, which clearly recorded a line of words - "Kitano Ryuichi's The physical health condition is most likely related to his performance of responsibility”!

This conclusion was completely finalized after Rudolph saw Kitano's visible rejuvenation after winning the game at Zhongshan Celebration yesterday.But now, as she recalled everything in her mind, she suddenly seemed to have sorted out all the doubts!

She understood...why Kitano was entangled with Representative Qianming in her dream.Those horse racing girls said that Kitano was already so sick during the Satsuki Shougang that he could hardly listen. If Representative Chiaki had not won the Satsuki Shougang, Kitano would not have lived to see her again!

But at the time... I mistakenly thought that Kitano had forgotten their past agreement, but he didn't know that all this was his last resort - how could a person who had forgotten the agreement keep the token of the agreement?Even at the moment of death, he carefully wrapped up this token that could not be returned.

Kitano... cared more about that promise than she did.Neither of them has forgotten the other, but...she is the only one who doesn't understand all this.

Even though he already disliked and hated him, he still tried hard to bring her back.He was not only trying to pull her back, he was also trying to save himself.

But she refused, she refused without even hearing the end of his words... At that time, he must have been so sad and desperate.

Even in the end, even Qianming, the only representative who could allow him to save himself, lost the chance to play on the field forever in the game with her.All of this... is because of her.

With her own hands, she pushed the boy who cared about her most... into the abyss of despair.

And he even felt gloating about all this?At this moment, Rudolf recalled everything in the dream, but suddenly he felt a surge in his abdomen, and a feeling of nausea came over him.

"What's going on? President?" Qi Cao quietly watched Rudolph's rich expression changes, and asked cautiously only when he felt the time was right.

"Qigong... I may... have done something that I can never undo in my life."

After a moment of silence, Rudolf slowly put down his hands. The self-deprecating smile appeared on her face again. With tears in her eyes, she seemed a little desperate and murmured to herself:

"I wrongly blamed a boy...I haven't apologized to him until now, and now, even if I see him again, I don't know if it's too late to apologize."

"I also did many excessive and wrong things to him. Now I know what regret feels like, but can he still forgive me?"

Rudolf was so confused now that she didn't know whether everything she experienced in this dream was true or false.But now, Kitano appeared in front of her just like in her dream, which had to make Rudolf wonder, is all this a reincarnation?The only thing she can be sure of is that Bei Ye who appears here must be the person in her memory!

However, what troubled Rudolph was that even if she could be sure that the person in front of her was the best boy in her memory.But now that he has gone through a reincarnation, Kitano... seems to have never shown any familiarity with her from beginning to end.

Maybe this time, he has truly forgotten her.But for such a result, Rudolf felt lucky in his heart - because if Kitano really remembered those memories and the past, he would not know how to face him.

This had nothing to do with whether or not she was pulling her lower face... but Rudolf felt that her emotions might get out of control to the extreme. At that time, she was not sure what outrageous things she would do.

Kitano's current physical condition is no better than what she remembered in the last three months. If he loses control of his emotions and makes some extreme reaction that hurts Kitano again, then Rudolph feels that he will die of guilt.

Now that Kitano has been selected by Golden Journey and has become the exclusive trainer of the Jin family, as the person who personally pushed him into the abyss, is it necessary... no, still has the face to ask for his attention?

"...I don't know, President." Faced with Rudolph's question, Qi Tong seemed surprised that the President still showed that helpless expression, but when he felt Rudolph's sincere words Feeling regretful, she still tried to give her suggestion:

"But, I think, some things are better done than never done. If you think that boy will not forgive you, please at least do something to convey your regret to him. In this way, at least you can let him know You feel better."

"Besides, I think maybe everything is not that bad. If that boy is still willing to talk to you, maybe in his heart, President, you are not so disgusting to him."

"...Isn't it that bad?"

However, Qigong's words slightly touched the heart of Rudolph, who had fallen into unprecedented depression.The next moment, Qigang only saw Rudolph's gloomy face as if it was raining heavily. Slowly, the heavy rain turned to cloudy, and then from cloudy to sunny...

what happened?Qi Groove was a little confused, but she took a step back unconsciously. She always felt that something was wrong with the president in front of her... She always felt that she was a little crazy, and it was really not normal for her emotions to fluctuate so violently.

However, what did Rudolf figure out?Just because of Qigang's unintentional words, a blind spot in Rudolph's heart was suddenly illuminated.

Yes, if Kitano really hated himself, why would he say "I can't worry about her" at the end of his life?Why would he keep their agreement?

Maybe, in his heart...he actually still has a very important position?He and she are actually the best memories in each other's lives?

And even if you take a step back, Kitano has forgotten everything they have experienced this time - doesn't that mean that he still has a chance to let him know himself again?Can I still redeem my regrets with my own hands? Can I still make him become the beauty of my life?

When she thought of this, Rudolph's heart, which had been completely silent, began to beat again. A trace of joy appeared on her face for a long time, and she saw a glimmer of hope!A touch of hope can change all tragedies!

She would never let him escape again.She would personally save him from this abyss that she had pushed him into!

Because they are the most important people who will never be separated!

"Thank you, Qigang, I want to understand what should be done!" Rudolf couldn't hide his joyful mood. Suddenly he felt that his thinking had regained his sensitivity, and all the pressure and haze in his body had been swept away. The familiar confident yet majestic smile returned to her face again.

"So, what business do I need to take care of today?"

"It's all daily work, but considering that President, you didn't seem to finish your work yesterday, I think you might be busy for a while."

Although Qigang didn't understand why, she saw that Rudolph's smile had returned and she felt a little more relaxed. After she put all the files on the table for Rudolph again, she seemed to have thought of something again and said casually:

"By the way, Qianming-senpai's parents came to Treson Academy today. They seem to be inquiring about trainer Kitano."

"Clap."

However, as soon as Qi Guo said this, Rudolf, who had just picked up the pen, loosened his fingers, and the pen dipped in ink fell on the document, soaking an area of ​​the document.But now Rudolf didn't have the energy to care about this at all, but when he heard the surname "Qianming", his expression once again changed from joy to iceberg-like indifference.

"——Qi Cao, where have Qianming's parents gone?"

"Huh? It's probably towards the cafeteria, right? I guess Trainer Kitano should be there now."

When Qitan just answered, Rudolf suddenly stood up from his seat again. Before Qitan could react, Rudolph was seen walking quickly towards the door. Before leaving, he did not forget to tell Qitan He ordered:

"Can you please do the work for me today? I have some things to deal with and I may not come back today."

"I will approve your garden expansion proposal when I come back, please."

After that, Rudolf rushed out of the student union, leaving a lonely figure in the messy pile of documents in the student union... He didn't come back to his senses for a long time.

Yes, how could I forget you, Representative Qianming.Rudolph, who was running all the way down the corridor, was gritting his teeth now as he recalled what Representative Qianming had done in his memory.

This time, I will never let you take advantage of me again, you heartless bastard - I will never let you get close to my Kitano again.You are just a "substitute" who has taken my place!

Chapter 35: The special week that made Suzuka feel different?

"Ahh-!"

In the cafeteria, a crisp sneeze came without any warning, followed by a violent cough. The eyes of many racing girls in the cafeteria couldn't help but focus on the extremely conspicuous wheelchair. figure.

"Hey, don't catch a cold." Zhongshan Jie, who was sitting next to Kitano, patted Kitano's back and put a cotton shawl closer to Kitano's shoulders, speaking in a cold but caring tone. asked:

"Really, when you won the game yesterday, you seemed to be much better. Why did you become so weak again overnight?"

"Look at the dark circles under your eyes. How dare you suffer from insomnia with your body? Do you think your life is too long?"

Zhongshan Celebration is indeed complaining, but this is just because she is not good at expressing her feelings too directly when facing the person involved.Fortunately, Kitano, who had been with the celebration for several years, understood the temper of the celebration. After wiping his nose with a handkerchief, he finally calmed down and said softly:

"It's nothing. I just had some strange dreams yesterday...I still care about them now."

Kitano never thought that one day he would dream about things in the past, so that now he is still thinking about Rudolph and Qianming in his mind...

How should I put it? Kitano was actually a little sad about Rudolph's problem at first.After all, in order to enter Tereson College that week, Kitano tried all the formal ways that he thought were feasible. The result was that because his physical condition was unqualified, even if he had this theoretical knowledge, he had no chance of an interview at all.

But after meeting Qianming in Kitano, he actually felt a little lucky in his heart. Fortunately, Rudolf didn't recognize him, otherwise at that time, he really didn't know how to explain Qianming and him. Knowing Rudolph's highly competitive and jealous character... Rudolph would probably treat him and Qianming as mortal enemies.

Because Kitano, who had been rejected many times by Tereson, was almost in despair. He thought that he would never be able to fulfill his promise with Rudolf, and planned to try his luck at the local Jockey Girl Academy - because he remembered Oguri in the historical records at that time. The rider with the hat in place seems to have entered the center through a special condition.

Although Kitano didn't know what the special clause was and felt that the probability of him surviving to meet Rudolph was very low, he really had no more choices at the time - until he met Representative Qianming.

When Kitano almost gave up, it was Representative Qianming, whom he had never met, who reached out to him and gave him confidence and support.This support did not just add fuel to the flames. As a freshman who had just debuted, Qianming took the initiative to find Shenzan, Treson's student council president at the time, and tied her future directly to Kitano.

"He is the most suitable trainer for me. Apart from him, I will not accept any other trainer from the academy, otherwise I will continue to run alone."

Kitano still remembers that Qianming was by his side at that time, speaking to Shenzan with such a determined tone, and finally won this special case for him.

It was also from that time that Kitano saw a glimmer of hope that would last him until he met Rudolph.At the same time, Kitano had also made up his mind to repay the fate of this girl who, according to historical facts, became the stepping stone for the emperor to defend his title and ended up in such a miserable state.

However, even Kitano didn't expect that he would wait for another year. He also didn't expect that in this year, so many...unexpected things would happen to him and Representative Qianming.

But now, if Kitano wants to explain the relationship between Chiaki and Rudolf that week, Kitano can only say this.

Rudolf gave him his initial ideal and hope; Qianming gave him the initial courage and confidence to continue towards this ideal.

Kitano's week, whether it was without Rudolph or Qianming's participation, he would not have been able to go that far.Without their initial support for him, Kitano would not believe that he would have the courage to continue reincarnation after experiencing so many failed projects.

...It's a pity that what I can give them is too little. The arrangements I can make before my death are really not enough to make up for what they have done for me.

"Trainer Kitano...what's wrong? You look a little sad."

However, just when Kitano showed a hint of guilt because of these past experiences.At this moment, Special Zhou, who was in front of him with the same amount of food piled on his plate, put down his chopsticks for the first time and asked Kitano with a worried look on his face.

Ever since Kitano met the juniors at the Zhongshan Festival yesterday at the Zhongshan Festival, Special Zhou showed a strange feeling of closeness to him.And this also made Kitano, who met Special Zhou in the cafeteria today, couldn't help but wonder, is Special Zhou's body similar to Oguri Hat?

However, Kitano briefly probed a few words about Zhou Mu's contact with Special Zhou, but Special Zhou did not feel the slightest sense of familiarity, which made Kitano feel relieved.

——But speaking of it, it was a very coincidental thing for me and Special Zhou to even meet Special Zhou. I only had intermittent contact with Special Zhou for about half a year, even for training. The idea of ​​having a special week is very reluctant.

Compared with the Oguri Hat that he once brought to the central government from the local area, Kitano's contact with Special Zhou was really "incidental". How could he leave such a deep mark as Oguri Hat?

Even if there is, it should be with Suzuka.

Kitano thought like this, and his eyes were also looking at Suzuka, who was standing next to Qi Zhou and had a very peaceful posture.I saw that this horse racing girl who Kitano once risked her life to try to save did not have any strange reaction towards Kitano, and Kitano felt a lot more at ease.

Sure enough, Xiaoli Mao's situation is special. Most of the horse racing girls in the new weekly show are still the same as before and have no memories related to him.

"Don't worry, Xiao... especially Mr. Zhou, I'm not sad, I'm probably just a little tired."

"Really? Trainer Kitano, if you feel uncomfortable, don't support him alone." Special Zhou also stared at Kitano with a suspicious look on his face, seeming to still be worried about Kitano's condition.This horse-racing girl who was always warned by Kitano in the past has now switched identities with Kitano and said very solemnly:

"Trainer Kitano, please don't let us all worry. If you have any difficulties, you can call us to help at any time as long as we are here - right? Suzuka-san?"

"Huh?" Suzuka, who was picking up the food with a thoughtful look on his face and had already mashed a plate of fish into minced meat, had just come back to his senses when faced with a sudden big smile on his face.But when she noticed Kitano's gaze, she subconsciously lowered her head and said in an awkward tone:

"Yes, that's it... Trainer Kitano, please don't force yourself."

Perhaps the scrutinizing eyes from the special Zhou next to him were too harsh. Suzuka's expression was also a little uncomfortable. The fingertips of a pair of delicate feet under the table were subconsciously making left-turn movements.

Spey-chan...did you notice something?Did she guess what she wanted to do?Facing the special Zhou who has been even more clingy to her than ever since she got up this morning, Suzuka, who had just made her next decision after thinking about it all night yesterday, couldn't help but start to doubt her intention. Seen through?

After Suzuka asked the Zhongshan Festival yesterday about the answer to her courage to run, she thought for a long time in the dormitory. How should she make up for the courage to run again that she lacks most now?

In the end, after thinking for a night, Suzuka made a bold decision - to join Kitano's team!Go try and see if Kitano, who can give courage to the Zhongshan celebration, can also give her enough courage!

So she got up early today and washed up, just to go to the cafeteria early and wait for Kitano's arrival so she could express her request.But I never thought that after Suzuka had just finished washing up with her usual actions that would never wake up Xiao Te who was sleeping late, Qi Zhou had already opened her eyes at some point and was waiting for her on the bed early. .

"Suzuka-san, let's go to the cafeteria together! I remember there was a particularly delicious set meal today! I really want to eat it quickly!"

...In this way, Suzuka's plan was shattered by Tokushu's unusually early wake-up call, and she was even forced to become a companion who can only come into contact with Kitano by staying with Tokushu now.This also made Suzuka really unable to express her request in front of Kitano, the director of the Nakayama Festival.

Because Suzuka could see that Nakayama was somewhat dependent on her trainer... and judging from her performance at the Nakayama Festival, she must have taken her relationship with her trainer very seriously, so Suzuka was not She would bring up the matter of joining in front of the Zhongshan Festival, which would only make the relationship between the two of them very tense.

I share my winning secrets with you, but you want to compete with me for trainers - it will definitely develop into this, right?Even though Suzuka believed that her first priority was to run freely rather than choose a partner for herself, there was no way to explain this to a jealous horse girl.

But, the only thing Suzuka couldn't figure out was.Even if Te Zhou saw her intention, what reason did Xiao Te have... to stop her?

"What's wrong? Suzuka-san?"

However, facing Suzuka's serious scrutiny for the first time, Qi Zhou also slightly tilted his head.But she didn't know that as Suzuka's eyes narrowed slightly, her image in Suzuka's eyes seemed to have quietly changed.

In a daze, Suzuka stared carefully in front of Suzuka's eyes. It was as if the TV flickered. For a moment, Suzuka's honest and gentle face suddenly became mature, cold and arrogant. , became irritable.

Although it was only for a moment, like an illusion, Suzuka still felt her heart skip a beat, and reflexively lowered her head without saying a word.

Who was that... just now?It's like how many years has Xiao Te suddenly grown?

But why do I feel that Xiaote like that...is so difficult to look at?Why is my heart trembling?Feeling guilty?

But just when Suzuka was puzzled, suddenly, the door to the cafeteria opened again, but this time the people who walked in were a bit eye-catching - because they did not wear any Treson Academy uniforms. Related clothing, and judging from their faces, they look more like the elders of which racing girl?

"——Excuse me, who is the trainer Kitano Ryuichi? Is he here?"

"Ok?"

Kitano, whose name had just been called, subconsciously pushed the wheelchair, and when he saw the two people who were looking for him, he was also stunned for a rare moment.

…Aren’t these Qianming’s parents?Kitano, who used to be the trainer of Qianming's representative and had many contacts with Qianming's parents, also recognized the identities of these two people at a glance.But now that Kitano noticed the couple's gaze, he felt a little guilty and shrank his neck.

At this moment, Kitano seemed to have returned to the week he had with Qianming's representative. It was the first time he met Qianming's parents, but he heard that the couple had seen rumors about them on TV and only then knew that the two had a responsible relationship. The same guilty feeling... began to attack Kitano again.

Chapter 36: Kitano attracted attention again?Kitano's feelings for Chiaki

"Qianming's condition is not good? What happened yesterday?"

However, although Qianming's parents were a little aggressive when they first arrived, as if they were here to catch the rascal who had deceived their daughter's body to settle accounts, in the end, the two of them did nothing after meeting Kitano. Despite his extreme behavior, he calmly talked to Kitano about Qianaki.

...Well, in fact, Kitano's idea was not wrong at the beginning. Qianming's parents did come to Treson with some idea of ​​catching the guilty man.Because of the performance of Representative Qianming that day, there was really no way for them not to suspect that their daughter had been deceived by some scumbag, but they never knew it?

Qianming's parents have a relatively free-range attitude towards Representative Qianming. The couple is still in a passionate relationship even now, but because of this, they both particularly cherish Representative Qianming, the crystallization of their love.

They didn't ask about many things about Qian Ming, but that didn't mean they didn't care at all.

Especially Qianming's father. Ever since he began to suspect that his good daughter might have suffered some emotional injury, or even been deceived into something important... The old father's blood pressure suddenly became uncontrollable. Today, this father still has a small folding knife in his coat pocket.

Obviously, if the final development is really the worst outcome that Qianming's father thought, it is self-evident what role this folding knife will play.

Fortunately, after he saw Kitano sitting in a wheelchair, with a pale face and weak limbs, all the worries of the couple were dispelled at this moment... Obviously, Kitano looked so weak. It seems that it is absolutely impossible to do what they want.Therefore, they could talk to Kitano about Qianming calmly.

"Yes." When the group of people moved to Kitano's dormitory, Qianming's mother also said to Kitano worriedly: "Qianming locked herself in the room after running back in the heavy rain that day, and she didn't sleep all day. come out."