The trainer, whose time is running out, just wants to survive

The GI Satsuki Prize has become the best competition in the history of Representative Qianming. Under the heavy horse racing field with continuous heavy rain, Representative Qianming unleashed all his potential!Under the heavy rain, she was like a sweeping hurricane, rushing through the mud, and finally won the Satsuki Selection as a winner.

After winning the victory, Representative Qianming finally couldn't bear her emotions and couldn't help but burst into tears under the heavy rain... She knew that this Satsuki Award would be the last one where she would feel Kitano's support for her. The competition is also the final reward she can give to Kitano.

However, she can still bear it. She believes that she can still accept Kitano's departure, and she can continue to run alone as she promised.

However, just when Representative Qianming had such awareness and suffered a huge blow in her heart, she was so depressed that she could not extricate herself. She received such news from the hospital - Kitano was alive again.

After receiving this news, Qianming only remembered that her mind was blank at the time. She had just finished the Satsuki Appreciation Competition, and she almost ran like crazy, braving the heavy rain, and shuttled to Kitano's hospital.

In the hospital, Representative Qianming, who was soaking wet under the heavy rain, didn't even care about how embarrassed she was at that time. When she rushed to Kitano's ward, she found that the patient was wearing a hospital gown, but his face was already pale. Kitano, who is much better, has a smiling face smiling at him.

"I saw it, Qianming, you really won beautifully."

Representative Qianming has forgotten everything that happened after that. She only remembers that for the first time in her history, she hugged the trainer in front of her in an emotionally out-of-control manner, as if she was holding a treasure that she had lost and found. She put her Her wet cheeks, which could no longer distinguish between tears and rain, were tightly held in Kitano's arms, as if she wanted to merge with him and never be separated from him again.

"You're scaring me! You're scaring me again! Aren't those times enough?! You're scaring me again!"

"Do you know I'm so scared - I thought you were going to die, I thought no one in this world would support me anymore, do you know..."

"...I'm sorry, Qianming." Kitano, who didn't know how to explain it at the time, saw such a fragile Qianming for the first time. He caressed Qianming's wet hair without any care and allowed Qianming to cry in his arms. With tears streaming down his face, his tone was gratifying and gentle, and he said softly:

"Although I don't know how to explain it...but maybe it's because, if I don't see the day when you win three championships undefeated, how can I die willingly?"

"I promise you, from now on, I will never scare you like I did today, never again."

...From that day on, both Kitano and Qianming knew that their so-called "non-interference" relationship had been completely declared bankrupt after Satsuki Shang.The distance in their hearts was getting closer to each other uncontrollably, and after they had promised each other, they no longer had the same fear as before, but began to get along with each other in a real sense.

Along with Kitano's awakening, the news that "Representative Qianming burst into tears and the critically ill trainer Kitano was miraculously rescued" spread like wildfire.And this news was like a missile, exploding in Japan, spreading rapidly at an astonishing speed, and with repeated exaggerations and artistic processing, it gradually evolved into the two of them. Articles about destiny.

Gradually, titles such as "the duo abandoned by the world" and "the team that supports each other" were hyped by the media again and again, and all this was accompanied by the fact that Representative Qianming was now targeting the "undefeated triple crown horse racing girl" The unprecedented achievement is becoming more and more convincing.

So much so that after Representative Qianming won the key event of the Japanese Derby, this pairing that was originally looked down upon by everyone has evolved into one that attracts the most attention in Japan today!

Of course, everyone is not only paying attention to whether Representative Qianming can win the "three undefeated crowns", but also about when Representative Qianming, who has "excellent genes" and has learned from his parents' mistakes, will meet with him. 's trainers announced their relationship.

Although neither Kitano nor Qianming has responded to these rumors, everyone knows that this day will not be too far away!And almost everyone believes that Qianming will be able to cultivate with her trainer, just like her parents.

"How should I put it... This kind of rumor is getting more and more intense now." Qianming also sounded a bit melancholy, but the relaxed smile on her face did not change at all, and she said to Kitano:

"Obviously, when my parents eloped, they never had anything good to say. Why are they expecting now that trainer Sang and I will fall in love? I really don't understand why."

"Perhaps it is precisely because of the lessons learned from your parents Qianming that everyone is mentally prepared to accept it." Kitano also found it funny and used the fork in his hand to take off the strawberries on the cake. After Qianming opened his mouth slightly, he also smiled bitterly and put the strawberry to Qianming's mouth obediently.

"Ah woo." Qianming carefully ate the strawberry handed to him by Kitano, and this kind of interaction had become accustomed to the two of them. But such a simple interaction made the two of them surrounded by a circle of racing girls. They all let out several small wails, and many of the racing girls stared at them with red faces and wagging tails. Even if they were extremely shy, they couldn't help but want to continue watching.

"——But, trainer-san and I don't have that kind of relationship." Qianming said to Kitano in front of him with a smile after eating the strawberry:

"Otherwise I won't be able to let go of Trainer-san. This is not what you want to see, Trainer-san, right?"

"Yeah... I hope that even after I'm gone, Qianming, you can run well." Kitano also found it funny. Faced with Qianming's open mouth again, he also brought the cake in his hand to her mouth.

"Hehe, you want to scare me again? I'm not so easily scared now, huh? Ouch."

After experiencing Satsuki Shang, if Qianming's psychology has been strengthened, it is that she has experienced firsthand what the pain of losing Kitano is like.

She knew that Kitano seemed to be healthy now, and even had a good recovery, but it was only temporary... But at least, after experiencing Satsuki Shang, she had already endured such a heartbreaking feeling once, She now gets along with Kitano without any concerns, also because she has already faced this kind of pain.

She knew that she could do it, she could run alone... So, what was there to worry about?

Qianming opened her eyes with a smile, and couldn't help but stare at the silver-plated ring on Kitano's left middle finger that she personally put on for him, and she couldn't help but smile from the bottom of her heart.

This was the first time that she felt that her world was illuminated. The world that she thought had abandoned her, the world that accused her of being the "birth of sin", turned into such a lovely person because of this person's existence. .

The hurricane beats the sand and sweeps up the dust.But as the ice and snow melted, the hurricane turned into the gentle breeze of spring, nostalgic for the gentleness of the spring water, even touching her cheek, she was so careful, for fear of disturbing the tranquility and breaking the warm spring.

Now... let me transform into the spring breeze, and take a moment to remember the warmth and happiness of spring around me...

Chapter 81: Qianming’s memory: I would like to transform into any wind for you

The first time Representative Chiaki heard the name of Rudo's symbol was after she won the Japanese Derby and Kitano's condition had stabilized.

At that time, representative Qianming had just won the Japanese Derby and was only missing the last GI Chrysanthemum Prize to achieve the unprecedented achievement of "undefeated triple crown horse girl".She will surpass all her predecessors, stand at the true pinnacle of Japanese horse racing girls, and realize her ideals.

What made Representative Qianming feel even more joyful and subtle was that after she won the Japanese Derby, her parents actually offered to invite Kitano to their home to show their gratitude for their daughter's careful upbringing.

"This...isn't it good?"

Representative Qianming returned home after winning the Japanese Derby. When he celebrated the victory with his parents, he heard about this decision from his parents. After his mind went blank for a moment, he rarely showed his embarrassment. With an expression on his face, he replied softly:

"It's not convenient for the trainer to give him a thorn. Mom and dad, you know that, right?"

"It's okay, Qianming, are you here? You can bring trainer Kitano." Qianming's father also looked at the newspaper in his hand as if nothing had happened, pretending not to hear the implication of Qianming's words, and replied calmly: "I have two bottles It’s a nice wine, it seems like there’s a reason to take it out and drink it, but I have to have a few more drinks with Trainer Kitano to express my gratitude.”

"Trainer-san, he can't drink...Mom? What can you say?"

"I think your father is right, Qianming." However, what Qianming didn't expect was that her mother, who she thought should be the wisest in this regard, would actually say words of encouragement at this time, unable to hear her own words. Prevaricating, he said softly: "We all want to see Trainer Kitano with our own eyes to see how amazing it is to be able to make our 'freest' daughter willingly surround him."

"...He's a patient, Mom."

At this time, Representative Qianming also vaguely heard that her parents were deliberately avoiding a question, the most direct question. She also felt that she heard the implication of her parents. After a moment of hesitation, she finally asked tentatively, herself What worries me the most is the reason deep down in my heart that I am most afraid of having too much contact with Kitano.

In response, Qianming's mother just smiled slightly and replied in a matter-of-fact tone: "Patients need to eat more."

"Qianming, when you return to Treson Academy tomorrow, remember to discuss a time with trainer Kitano so that your father and I can make some preparations early."

"——Of course, if trainer Kitano is really in trouble and has no way to come home, we won't worry about it. What do you think, Qianming?"

There is no doubt that Chiaki's parents are aware of the unusual relationship between their daughter and the trainer. This is a hot topic discussed all over Japan today. As for whether Chiaki's representative will continue the fine traditions of his parents, people all over Japan have expressed support and " With the attitude that it will happen sooner or later, the trainer who is close to him got married.

It's impossible for Qianming's parents not to know that their daughter is having an affair with someone who is terminally ill.If it were an ordinary parent, after learning that their daughter has a close relationship with a person who could die at any time, it would be impossible for their daughter to have anything to do with such a person.

But Qianming's parents finally chose to give their daughter the power to make her own decisions.Perhaps it is because they know that if their daughter makes up her mind, no one can persuade her to come back.Or maybe it's because... they vaguely guessed that the person their daughter fell in love with would probably never let go.

Now that the ending is known, it's better to fall in love vigorously without leaving any regrets or remorse. This may be the best ending.

…But Representative Qianming doesn’t understand all this.In other words, she understood, but in the end she chose to avoid all these questions silently.

Representative Qianming has experienced the feeling of losing Kitano. She said that she will no longer be scared... but Qianming knows that this is just an excuse to numb herself.

At the beginning, they had only been together for half a year, but Representative Qianming couldn't stop being motivated by Kitano.He was obviously a terminally ill trainer, and he had clearly agreed on a "non-interference" distance from each other at the beginning... But Qianming could still feel that he was being watched and supported.

When the whole world despised her, there was always a gaze that was always watching her. Even though he was so weak and even though he was sick enough to be hospitalized several times, he never forgot her.

He would spend his rest time in the ward preparing a training plan for her. When he was discharged from the hospital, he could always give her the new plan in time.

He was obviously alone in the ward, but it was as if he had installed a monitor on her body. He could always know what she had done during the day, whether she was absent-minded or as usual.Later, Qianming learned from President Shenzan that he always called President Shenzan, hoping that Shenzan could pay more attention to her and relay her performance throughout the day to him, so that he could feel at ease.

Even though...he was so weak, he never let her take care of him because he knew she didn't like taking the elevator.He hoped that she would do things that interested her all the time, such as watching kabuki and running in the rain, and not let his affairs affect her.

In just six months, this gentle poison called "Kitano" has deeply affected Qianming. On the eve of the Satsuki Appreciation, just when she thought she was going to lose him forever, that feeling of suffocation and urgency... The pain that felt like my heart was being torn out——Chief Representative Qianming will never forget it.

That time, she could bear it, but now?What about another year in the future?Can I... still be able to quit this "poison"?

The wind has felt the warmth of spring and the gentleness of spring water, and then it returns to the icy cold winter, and turns her into a biting hurricane again - will she still be willing?

Maybe, maybe... As long as she hasn't completely sunk into the warmth of spring, she might still be able to endure the biting cold wind.As long as this beam of light does not completely illuminate my entire world, the dark corner... I can still accept it.

If he knew that he would be injured in the future, it would be better not to fall into this situation in the first place... It seems that his trainer is more foresighted.

—— Representative Chiaki, who had such thoughts, noticed Kitano's strange mood after returning to Kitano that day.This trainer who lit up her world and never gave up no matter how desperate the situation was, showed a somewhat decadent and low mood for the first time.

What caught Qianming's attention the most was that Kitano was alone, constantly playing with the red pendant that he had put away long ago. He seemed to be reminiscing about something, and seemed to feel pain and sadness because of all this... All of this drove him to Representative Zhu Qianming couldn't help but step forward and ask this question.

"...Trainer Sang, what's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing, Qianming, I just... met the owner of this token, but I can no longer return this thing to her with my own hands."

"Don't worry about it. I've actually been mentally prepared for this for a long time. Don't ask any more questions. Just go to bed early."

...Trainer Sang’s childhood sweetheart has come to Treson Academy?

As always, Kitano did not mention anything that might affect Qianming's condition, but in the end, after learning the news, Qianming still found out and gradually confirmed through his own way that the most suspected horse racing girl was this person named "Lu Duo" "Symbol", has some hostility towards her, and wants to become the "undefeated triple crown horse racing girl" new student.

This Kitano once mentioned to Chiaki once or twice that she was an unknown childhood sweetheart whom she met when they were very young. Now she is standing in front of Representative Chiaki. She has a bad temper and has great ambitions to challenge Representative Chiaki's position. Take away her title of "Japan's Strongest Horse Racing Girl" with her own hands.

Faced with this challenger, this junior who had a certain obsession with her and was full of anger towards her, as if she had taken away the achievements that should have been hers - Representative Chiaki smiled.

She felt an aura from Rudolph that was very similar to hers... the disgust and anger towards everything around her, but she suppressed it in her heart and pretended to be relaxed, while Rudolph He expressed it vigorously, without hiding his emotions.

This biting cold wind, this stubbornness that seemed to not need love and support, allowed Representative Qianming to see herself, and also gave her a glimmer of hope.

A glimmer of... hope to break free from the doomed spring breeze and adapt to the hurricane of winter again.

Representative Qianming knew that his trainer recognized his childhood sweetheart, but Rudolph did not recognize Kitano.But it doesn't matter. Rudolph is destined to challenge himself, and there will definitely be a showdown between the two of them.

Since this childhood sweetheart has such an indelible mark in the trainer's heart...then he must be somewhat partial to his childhood sweetheart, right?

That's fine...let this spring breeze that is destined to leave you one day go to warm other people who need it more. Instead of losing it heartbreakingly in the future and trying to recover this warmth but not being able to, it's better to let this spring breeze. Blow towards others.

Then, slowly returning to one's self, one will also adapt to this coldness, this one's running posture.

That year was a glorious but confusing year for Chiaki. She completed the unprecedented achievement of three undefeated crowns and became the truly recognized number one horse racing girl in Japan. She and her trainer were also pushed to the top. The highest height in Japan has become what people call "the perfect and invincible combination."

However, it was that year that Representative Qianming made up her mind to leave the warmth that bound her. She knew that she could not enjoy this warmth forever. Once this warmth left, she would be devastated and devastated. She can no longer be a hurricane in the arena, she must make up her mind to leave.

The next year was Lu Duo's glorious year. Qianming witnessed with his own eyes how this junior, relying on his unwillingness to anger, went from a new horse racing girl to the second undefeated one. The majestic and heroic appearance of the Triple Crown racehorse.

Now, the "Emperor" who is in full swing has finally launched a challenge to Representative Qianming.In this year that belongs to Rudolf, in this year that Qianming represents... falls into a trough.

Representative Chiaki, who entered her senior year, seemed to have lost all her form when she made up her mind to return to the "freest wind". She did not go to Japan in pursuit of victory after becoming the undefeated triple champion. Cup and Arima Memorial, on the contrary, their physical condition deteriorated and they went straight into a very long period of recuperation.

After winning only one Autumn Emperor's Prize in a year, Representative Chiaki increasingly felt that her physical condition was beginning to decline. She knew that her peak period as a racing girl had passed.

Next... will be the era that Ruduo symbolizes. Her challenge to herself is destined to end in her defeat, and the so-called "invincible" myth of herself and her trainer Sanna will also be wiped out.

——But maybe, this is okay.She can finally go back to her past self. She no longer has to respond to anyone's expectations, and no longer has to be driven to run. She can go back to her freest self, and she can get her wish, right?

"——Chiaki, I rejected Rudolf's proposal to decide the outcome at the Arima Kinen or Japan Cup. Let's avoid the fight."

Yes, avoid the battle and let the trainer help your childhood sweetheart win all the victories.Representative Qianming, who had fallen into a trough, did not even refute the decision after hearing the decision from Kitano that day. She knew that a gentle person like her trainer would still want to see her even if she was forgotten by her childhood sweetheart. The day of success.

But in the end, what Representative Qianming didn’t expect was that just when she thought Kitano was paving the way for Rudo’s symbol, Kitano said to her righteously:

"I postponed our duel with Rudolf until the spring Emperor's Award. Qianming, during this time you can take a good rest and adjust your condition. Let's meet the challenge of this 'Emperor' together!"

"……Together we will?"

Representative Qianming raised her head in confusion, facing Kitano's firm face. His words just now showed that he chose to stand with her, instead of bringing his warmth to her as she expected. Preferred person.

He chose to stay by her side, and he chose to put a complete end to his past.

"Yes, let's face this challenge together."

Kitano smiled softly and slowly came to Qianming's side. Faced with this person who had fallen into a trough and was always out of shape, he still chose to trust him wholeheartedly. He still chose to use the warmth that made Qianming sink. , to influence her hurricane.

"I believe you can defeat Rudolph, Qianming. As long as we gather our strength one more time, we can do what we thought we couldn't do. As long as we face it together, we will be able to do the same as before." People who are abandoned by this world become people who shake this world.”

"Qianming, it was you who held me back when I was discouraged and made me what I am today."

"This time, let me hold you back. I won't let you fall into the abyss. If I can't... then let me fall with you."

Falling together...?

Trainer Sang, you are such an idiot... Don't you know that you actually saved me?It was you who first grabbed the "freest horse racing girl" and let the wind surround you, but never want to leave your side again.

Why, when I make up my mind, you can always pull me back so easily...Why can't my heart leave you like this?

Really, I lost to you.

"Let's face it together, Trainer-san."

As long as you are here, I can become a harsh hurricane at any time, just for you... For you who save me, I will become whatever you want.

This is the only thing I can do for you, Trainer-san.

Chapter 82: Representative Qianming’s memory: forget him

"I've been waiting for a long time~ Here's the cake and the coffee you ordered, and I'll give you two extra sugar cubes~"

In the coffee shop of Tereson College, the horse racing girl named "Ennis Fengshen" who worked here served meals to representatives Kitano and Chiaki with a bright smile on her face.Today, she seemed more enthusiastic than before, and her interest was incredibly high. She didn't know whether it was because Ennis was in a good mood today, or because she felt that the atmosphere between the two people in front of her would be what she expected. Something happens.

And Enis is not the only one who thinks so. Today, the racing girls surrounding Kitano and Qianming who seem to be doing their own thing silently, but are actually looking forward to something happening, are also looking forward to it.

Everyone knows that this may be the only day they can see in this life, the day when the constraints on the two of them are completely lifted, and the last hope is to burst out with surging emotions!

If you miss even this day, then maybe from now on, this perfect combination that even the "Emperor" can defeat, and truly unbeatable by all of Japan... I am afraid that they will really go their separate ways from now on, and they will never be able to witness it again. , the moment when the most sincere feelings in the world can have a result.

"…Then from now on, our story should come to an end."

Finally, Representative Qianming, who has now relieved her heavy burden, looks much more relaxed than before. There is also a faint smile on her face. She does not seem to regret that she has said goodbye to the competition, but I sincerely feel that the fate that has been bound to me has been lifted.

From the day Representative Chiaki stepped into the arena, bearing the title of "The Birth of Sin", she was destined to run to prove her ability. The one who wanted to stand at the top of Japan and slap all those with malicious intentions. The girl who slapped her finally realized her ideal and stood at the top of Japan.

The first undefeated three-time winner...the winner of a duel with the "Emperor"...the five-time winner... All these achievements have left Representative Qianming with no regrets. She no longer needs to prove anything.