A journey of seven souls escaping from the basement

"Is this...a parody of a horror game?"

——Mark

——[If the doctor really commits self-harm, mark this diary in red. 】

"...It's true." The result displayed by the mark completely blocked Yabu's suspicion. Doctor, she was really self-harming.

Don't do this, doctor, please, don't do this...

The repeated words were like bloody cuts in Yabu's eyes, making Yabu feel that the diary in his hand was dripping with blood, and the blood was flowing out from the doctor who was covered in wounds.

[Zhabu secretly used the pendant behind my back again. 】

[He used it again, he used it again... He used it secretly behind my back again. 】

【what do I do? 】

【help me. 】

【I can't see anything...I'm so scared】

【He left already. 】

【He is back. 】

[This is wrong, this is wrong. I know, I know, I have knowledge about this, I know it better than anyone else... But will suicide, death, be taken seriously? 】

[I feel like I’m about to fall into a body of water, about to drown, but I can’t catch anything. I...I...]

[I'm so scared, I can't breathe...]

【(messy)】

pat-

【Today is the 107th day that Yabu lied to me. 】

【栠Buhim......】

"...Za Bu?"

The doctor who was standing in front of the door dropped the plastic bag he was holding and dropped it to the ground. The gauze and disinfectant inside rolled out of the plastic bag.

[I checked him, but found nothing. 】

......

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*That's great...you found it.

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Chapter 168 This is my essence

Now, let's bring Yabu's perspective.

My friend seems to be acting strange recently.

Suddenly one day, he came to his friend's bedroom to help clean it. By chance, he found a strange notebook, and as he looked through it, he found that it was his friend's diary.And from her friend's diary, she discovered that she might be suffering from depression and even have serious episodes of self-mutilation.

And the reason for all this is that some of his behaviors made his friends feel alienated.

And just when he was concentrating on reading the diary, his friend's voice suddenly came from outside the door. He looked up and saw that his friend had quietly appeared in front of the opened door, looking at him with empty eyes. Look him straight in the face.

Discovering the secret that a friend has a tendency to self-mutilate, the guilt that everything may have been caused by me, and the feeling of looking through the diary like a horror game and being caught and stared at by the person involved, these three extreme emotions are like trying to pull the plug. His brain was pulled in three different directions like a corpse, causing him to lose the ability to speak on the spot.

The doctor obviously had no idea how to deal with the situation at this moment. She was probably no different from Yabu's situation at this moment. She had become a little mute. Yabu didn't speak, and she didn't know what to say. She looked down for a while. After the medicines for dressing the wounds fell on the ground, he picked them up stiffly and put them into a plastic bag.

Afterwards, the doctor walked to his seat, put the disinfectant and bandages on the table, sat on his seat, and reached out to close his diary in front of Yabu.

Although the diary has been turned to the end and has probably been read completely, there is no need to cover it up, but the doctor still closed the diary without saying a word and brought it to himself.

Afterwards, even this little movement ceased.

The doctor sat at his desk, and Yabu stood beside the doctor like a personal assistant, but both of them stayed there as if they had lost their souls, without looking at each other, without speaking, and without any movement.

"Yabu." "Doctor."

It wasn't until a moment later that the two of them suddenly turned to look at each other in sync, calling each other's names in unison with their eyes facing each other.

"You go ahead, doctor."

"I don't have those furry ears or a tail."

"What?" Yabu felt a little strange about the doctor's lack of words.

"Nothing...just want to liven up the atmosphere." The doctor looked down at the table with a gloomy look, "...have you finished reading it?"

"I'm sorry, I peeked into your diary, doctor..." Even if it was for the sake of the doctor, Yanbu always felt that it was wrong for him to peek into other people's diaries. If it was wrong, it was wrong.

"It's nothing, it's my problem. I didn't put this kind of thing away." The doctor opened the drawer in front of him, swept the notebook in front of him, and locked the drawer with the key, "... .If I say, just pretend you haven’t seen anything, would you agree?”

"..."

Yabu did not answer, but not speaking itself was a reply to this question.

"That's right...how can you pretend that nothing happened, living with a person who has a tendency to self-harm..."

"No, a doctor will always be a doctor. I am willing to live with the doctor." Yabu interrupted the doctor's self-pity, "Why do you have to hurt yourself for this kind of thing? Why don't you tell me?"

"Say...?" The doctor's cloudy eyes looked up at Yabu. Her broken and bitter smile made Yabu feel his heart twitching. "Yabu secretly used the pendant. Why? Discord What do I say?"

"...I'm afraid you'll be worried, Doctor."

"So you have to hide it from me? What should I do if one day you suddenly never come back? Have you ever thought that if something happens to you, something happens after the pendant is transmitted, the time barrier may make me I can’t even see your body.”

"The future is already..."

"That's the future! That's not me! Don't compare me in other times with me now!" The doctor interrupted Yao Bu's words rudely, grabbed Yao Bu's arm and pulled him to his level.

She was like a dynamite barrel ignited by sparks, and the long-standing negative emotions were the dynamite that was constantly compressed and accumulated in her body.

"You asked me to say, what can I say? You should have read my diary. Yabu, what can I say? I don't want you to continue using the pendant. Will you stop? If you don't, even if I click What's the use of lying to me? In the end, you will still find another way to use the pendant behind my back."

"But I know. I know that you are always doing your best for me. You want to give me everything to help me achieve the goal I told you at the beginning. What can I say?"

"Should I say that everything you are doing now is not what I want? Should I deny all your efforts? Should I tell you that my goal has changed and that it is no longer so important to get back to the past? "

"I know, I know! I know you are working hard for the goal you said when we first met. I know! I...but I...but I just selfishly hope that you can Always stay with me! What can I say if you tell me such thoughts!"

While speaking, the doctor took off his coat and tore open the shirt underneath, exposing his half-body covered with wounds in front of the cloth.

The dense wounds caused by self-mutilation were like bloody worms burrowing into the doctor's flesh, making the doctor's body look a bit scary.

"Look, Yabu, this is my true nature. After tearing apart the disguise I once used to deceive you, and shattering the shell that was used to maintain the relationship between you and me, what is revealed is this mud-like nature." The doctor gently stroked one of the wounds that had not fully healed with his fingers.

"I don't care about the goal at all. All I want is for you to accompany me. I am selfish, greedy, and have no bottom line. This is me. This is the essence of [Doctor]. I work hard to let myself see It’s awesome, I want you to feel like I’m worthy of your help, and I want you to pay more attention to me for that.”

"But I..." The doctor gasped, his voice choked, "But I'm not a good person at all."

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I have something to do. Please take a day off. This is not an April Fool's joke.

As mentioned, I have something to do, so I'm taking a day off. I'll update as usual tomorrow, and maybe I'll open a reward for a small amount of rice.

In order to prevent any brothers from thinking that I am trying to make a fool of myself on April Fool's Day, let me tell you something.

Not an April Fools' joke, not an April Fools' joke, not an April Fools' joke.

There is really no update today, really, really, no update.

OK, dismiss!

Chapter 169: Did DT eat your rice?

For the past few days, there has been a strange iron smell.

But judging from the fact that the results are already known, the iron smell that Yabu has been smelling in the past few days should be said to be the smell of blood.

It was probably caused by the blood oozing from some new wounds on the doctor's shoulder. Every time he hugged Yabu, the doctor's shoulders were very close to Yabu.

But now, with the broken jar and self-defeating confession, the doctor's hand on the wound pressed hard regardless of the pain, causing the blood in the incompletely healed wounds to begin to seep out, like small blood-red insects twisting.

"Doctor..." Yabu closed his eyes, as if he didn't want to see the doctor's wounds all over his body.

"...I know, it's disgusting, right? It's unbearable to look at." The doctor saw Yabu closing his eyes and unwilling to look at his own actions, and lowered his head again and began to feel sorry for himself, "This look The body is in tatters and embarrassment, and is as weak as trash that can be thrown away. It is rotten and old and makes people want to vomit. It makes people..."

"Doctor, even if you show your true nature in front of me, my friend is not ugly at all. The doctor is the doctor."

No matter what the Doctor becomes, as long as the essence remains the same, the Doctor is still the Doctor. Yabu will always believe in her and care about her well-being.

"I just want the doctor to take his hands away a little bit."

"what?"

The interrupted doctor didn't understand what Yabu meant, and turned to look at Yabu.

Or to be more precise, he looked at what Yabu was holding.

"...what do you want to do."

"Apply medicine to the doctor." Yabu lifted the bandage and disinfectant in his hand, which the doctor bought not long ago and put on the table. "Stop pressing hard, some wounds will be damaged." Cracked."

Apply medicine?I have said so much and all you think of is applying medicine?Hey you...

"You just...close your eyes and apply the medicine?"

"I have the ability to use markers. I won't erase them in the wrong place or touch the doctor randomly."

"Why don't you open your eyes?"

"..."

Yes, why.

It may be because the 23rd pair of chromosomes of Yabu and Dr. are different.

Although he had already closed his eyes, Yabu still turned his head away, as if he was unwilling to answer this question facing the doctor.

The doctor, who had never been wary of his body in front of Yabu, realized that his "open-minded" look was somewhat unsightly. However, when he thought that he didn't care about his body being looked at, Yabu did. When he became concerned about this matter, he closed his eyes and dared not open them to look at himself. The emotions from before and now were mixed together, making the doctor feel angry and want to laugh.

But seeing Yabu looking at a loss as he held up the bandages and medicines, the doctor obediently put down his hand on the wound. Yabu, who had his eyes closed, also noticed that the doctor had let go of his hand and immediately came closer to give it to her. Apply the medicine.

The place where the medicine was applied was not crooked, and it seemed that it was just like what Yabu said. He could apply the medicine with his marking ability with his eyes closed.

Well, close your eyes.

Gee...

Isn’t this what your kid’s ability is for you to use?

This precise technique and the look with his eyes closed made Dr. Emo feel a little uncomfortable just now. He couldn't help but murmured: "Are you so pure? Aren't you just looking at the body? Or have you never None..."

"Yes, yes, that's it. Don't say it again. If you say it again, it will be rude."

Did DT eat your rice?

Oh, as a family, the food is yours, so that’s okay.

"Humph..." The doctor turned his head away, and the corners of his mouth seemed to rise a little, but considering the current situation, she was immediately suppressed by her.

…Yeah, never, well, that’s good.

Rather, it should be like this for your own things.

Yabu, who had his eyes closed and was applying medicine to the doctor honestly, didn't see anything. He didn't know what the doctor meant when he hummed softly. He thought the doctor was stung by the disinfectant medicine, so he started to attack. The intensity was slightly lighter.

"Does it hurt?"

"These are all drawn by my own hands. Do you think I will be afraid of pain?"

"..."

Seeing that Yao Bu pursed his lips and said nothing, the doctor realized that he was a little too hasty in speaking to Yao Bu's concern, but he didn't feel like taking it back immediately after he said it. After being quiet for a while, he looked carefully in front of him. The doctor said in a low voice: "It hurts a little, please be gentle..."