A journey of seven souls escaping from the basement

"Yes." Yabu heard this and understood that the doctor was expressing his apology in this way, so he nodded in response.

Being interrupted by Yabu's concern, the atmosphere in the room became a little strange. He was shouting just now, but now he was so quiet that he could hear the needle drop. It was like a schizophrenia. The doctor wanted to continue talking to Yabu. Bu said something loudly, but he was enjoying the current feeling and couldn't bear to break it. He wanted the other party to care more.

But the feeling of being stuck here was uncomfortable. Seeing that Yabu had finished applying the medicine and started to bandage it, the doctor finally found the opportunity to speak.

"Let me do the bandaging myself. If you want, you can wrap it up like a mummy for me."

"sorry."

"Zhao Bu, you are really..."

It makes people feel angry, and they can't help but want to give him some punishment and a lesson, and then eat him up and wipe him clean behind everyone else's back.

"Hey..." The doctor took the bandage from Yabu's hand, and while bandaging herself, he pretended to be casual and asked what she had always wanted to say but didn't dare to say: "Yabu, I feel My mind is very confused. I set a goal in the sarcophagus at that time, but now I find that I may not know what my goal is at all, and I don’t know how to choose.”

"..."

"I sometimes feel that... I am a burden. Compared with you, I am nothing. What I have done for the goals I said is far less than what you have done for me."

"I feel like I'm blind. I can't see or touch anything. I'm constantly falling."

The bandaged doctor looked up at Yabu and gently touched the other person's closed eyes with his hand, allowing Yabu to open his eyes and look at her.

"Zhaobu, sometimes I feel that I am really useless. I can only prove that I am still alive through these wounds."

Because only in this way can the doctor feel that he is connected to the world while being cared for and in pain.

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*Connection may be a bondage, but it is also the foundation that anchors the self.

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Chapter 1 Seventy: Even a compass sometimes wavers.

Looking at the wounds all over the doctor's body, Yabu felt a little self-doubt.

Maybe I was wrong from the beginning, and I might be completely unqualified as a friend.

Without herself as an outsider, the Doctor might have met someone more suitable, at least someone who wouldn't make her become as self-harming as she is now...

Because I haven’t had it myself, I hope others can have it.

Yabu gave the doctor a ship and gave her one, because no one had ever told Yabu what he was missing - the opportunity and power of free choice.

[The choice is yours], this sentence is actually said for this reason.

But only then did Yabu realize that she had never thought about it. Perhaps for someone with amnesia, too free choices would make her feel like she was in the center of an endless sea without a trace of light, unable to tell where she should go.

The doctor sat there quietly, with her pale skin and half of her body covered in bandages, making her look like a fragile item that had just been repaired.

And all of this... is my own fault.

It was because he didn't give the doctor anything clearer that he gave the doctor the illusion that he was useless.

Yabu was convinced that this was wrong, because the doctor was definitely not a useless person.

"The Doctor is never a useless person."

"You can't force a scientist to compete with the world champion in weightlifting. Your talent just hasn't found the place where you think it can be used. Doctor, don't feel inferior about this. I can tell Doctor clearly, You are definitely a great person.”

"Between the two of us, it's like a blank notepad and a piece of paper with some words written on it. You are the notepad and I am the piece of paper." Yabu pointed at the books and scattered items on the doctor's desk. paper, "Because Doctor, your past is blank, so the blank notepad feels that the paper full of words is more powerful than you, but in fact the notepad can carry much more things than that piece of paper."

In Yaobu's view, he is not as good as a doctor. Everything he has is entirely through his ability to cheat. If those cheating abilities are eliminated, he is probably just a person with no bright spots.

If you use Mark's ability to cheat on exams, you can indeed get very high scores, but you should never use those high scores to laugh at other people who study seriously.

If he uses the ability of the link to heal others, he can indeed create many medical miracles, but that does not mean that he is qualified to overpower other medical practitioners.

Yabu always knew clearly that this special ability was just a tool, and he was just lucky to have this only tool. In the final analysis, he was just a "person" holding a tool.

Whether it’s superpowers, Origin Stone memory, abilities that are different from ordinary people, these things are just cheating and taking shortcuts in the final analysis. If you have to compare the things obtained by cheating and taking shortcuts with others, that’s too much. Too bad.

"But what am I? I feel like I don't care that much about my past anymore, but if I don't care about that, what's the point of my life? I can't think of any reason or goal for my life. I can't think of any of them. Not coming out..."

If Yabu has a physical flaw with the people around him, then the doctor's situation is even more difficult than Yabu, because Yabu at least has some special abilities.

"How is that possible? Doctor, I can think of two goals for you right now." Yabu responded to the doctor's self-doubt.

"If it's later, Doctor can watch whatever TV he wants."

Yabu stretched out one finger, and then raised the second one with the next sentence.

"I can cook whatever the doctor wants to eat at noon tomorrow."

"...What a reason."

"This is the reason, doctor, this is actually the so-called goal."

Yanbu pointed to the bright lights outside the window that were lighting up under the dim sky. If you listened carefully, you could also hear the exchanges between children and adults as well as the sounds of cooking in the kitchen. This happened every day. , which is commonplace in daily life.

"What interesting TV do you want to watch at night? What delicious food do you want to eat at noon tomorrow? What time do I want to get up the day after tomorrow? These are all goals. As long as everyone is alive, they will have goals all the time. It's just that big Most objects are so small that you don’t think they exist.”

Goals never mean that only those lofty ideals are goals. Although what Yabu hopes is that someone can make good use of their own abilities to realize their lofty ideals, he never thinks that those things that happen every minute in life will be based on this. Those little desires are meaningless.

"But Yabu, isn't that why you helped me?" What the doctor has always been afraid of is actually the reason why Yabu chose himself in the first place, "If I disappear from everyone else, there is nothing special, if I am the only one left These common goals are just for you to stay with me. If I gave up all the goals I had set before, would you still choose me?"

"Then give up."

"......what?"

Regarding the immediate answer given by Yabu, the doctor was a little confused.

"Then give up." Yabu repeated what he just said again, looking at the doctor with a smile, with relief and concern in his eyes.

"If the doctor feels tired, even if he gives up, it doesn't matter. Doctor, I will still accompany you. I am your friend and your assistant. I said when I met the doctor, from the beginning to the end In the end, the choice is all yours. Maybe this makes you feel confused, Doctor, so now I will add to this..."

You are wrong.

I hope that the doctor can have the right to make independent choices and let the doctor choose his own goals from the beginning. This is something that no one has ever taught Yabu, so Yabu told the doctor from the beginning.

But now it seems that maybe I shouldn't just give the other party an empty choice.

"I will respect your choice, Doctor, and I hope you can live a happy life, Doctor."

"So Doctor, no matter what you choose, my goal has always been to hope that you can achieve the goal you want. I have never determined what you must do."

Yabu wants to see others accomplish their goals, and wants to help others accomplish their goals so that this special ability will not go to waste. Because he has never had lofty goals, he hopes that people with lofty goals can use themselves properly to complete their goals. .

"But Doctor, you can't force others to do something you can't do yourself. I don't have any lofty goals myself, so naturally I'm not qualified to ask you to have any goals."

"You can give up, give up boldly, and be a person with no goals like me. Even if you give up, I will still be with you, and if you have new goals, I will still help you. .”

"Doctor, allow me to say it again, you have the right to choose, and at the same time, you also have the right to choose nothing."

This is normal. There is no need to feel sad that you have no goals. There is nothing cowardly about giving up, and there is nothing shameful about choosing nothing. These are common elements that run through life.

after all......

"Even a compass that is used to guide people out of their own way will sway unsteadily from side to side for a while when you take it out."

Destiny will set the beacon for everyone's future path, just as the magnetic lines of the stars will always help the needle to stop where it needs to point. Everyone will find the direction that their origin desires for various reasons. There is no need to force this.

"So Doctor, you can choose other goals, you can change the options many times like a compass swing, you can give up this goal, you can do what you want to do, and what I can do, what I want to do, from the beginning In the end, there is only one.”

"Doctor, I hope you can hold happiness in your hands."

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Chapter 171 I still want 1% more trust

I hope that my abilities can be used on the right path, and I will stick to my own ideas from beginning to end.

For his friends, if the other party has lofty goals and wants to use him to get his help, he is naturally 100% willing, but if not, it doesn't matter.

After all, he was the doctor's friend before that. Is there anything wrong with wishing his friend a happy life?

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"..." The doctor suddenly grabbed Yabu's wrist, but did not say a word. He just lowered his head to avoid looking into Yabu's eyes.

Because even if she couldn't see her face, she could feel that her eyes were blurred and her cheeks were hot as if she was drunk.

'It's not the time yet...it's not the time yet...the fish hasn't been caught yet...'

But, may you hold happiness or something in your hands...

How dare you say such a thing, my Yabu, how dare you...

Even the doctor, who has always been so rational and almost cold in controlling her emotional expression, felt a little broken at this moment. She tried hard to hide it and didn't want Yabu to notice that she was breathing heavily, but her hands became tighter and tighter because of this. This physical method is used to suppress the thought of committing a crime.

It wasn't until a moment later that she regained her composure, tried hard to regain control of herself, and continued to guide her as she imagined.

"I...if one day, my goal is accomplished, what will you do?"

Will leave to help other people who have goals and need help.

If it were before, Yabu would definitely give this answer.

After all, if the goal has been achieved, then there should be no need for him. Staying with the doctor will only hinder the doctor's private life, and there is no need for him to stay.

But now, when the doctor seems to have some kind of separation anxiety disorder and a tendency to self-harm, Yabu no longer dares to think about the answer. He is afraid that the doctor will do some self-harm again, at least when the doctor's mental state is not good enough. Before he got completely better, he was a little hesitant to leave the doctor.

The current answer was cut into another by the doctor's wounds.

"Until you don't need me, doctor, I hope I leave, or I die before you..."

"Don't die." The doctor's voice was like a cat with explosive fur, and he immediately interrupted Yabu with a scratchy voice.

"...I'm just saying it's possible, doctor. Until then, I will stay with you, doctor. Is this a guarantee okay?"

May I?

Of course, the doctor knew that Yan Bu would not lie to him about this kind of thing. He said he would stay with him until she didn't need him, so he would definitely keep his word.

As for what he said or...tsk, how is it possible? As long as you don't use the pendant, there are not so many dangers. You are absolutely safe around you.

But even if I know this, I can't agree now.

...There is still a little bit left, it must be completely in your own hands.

"I want to believe you, Yabu."

First, give affirmation.

"However, I don't have the ability to mark results like you do. You have the ability to mark and determine whether a person can be believed, but I don't. I don't have the ability to easily confirm whether a person is worthy of belief."

The doctor looked up and looked at Yabu, who was listening to his words carefully, and put a layer of prayer in his voice and eyes.

"I want to believe you, I want to believe you 100%, but I can't do it. No matter how much I tell myself, this belief cannot be filled to 100%. It is always just a little bit short, always always It's 1% short, no matter what I do, I can't fill it up, because I don't have the ability like you. The verbal response still scares me. Just like before, I'm afraid you will lie to me again and use that secretly. Pendant.”

"......sorry."

Once there is even a slight crack in trust, it is extremely difficult to make up for it. After all, what you do to make up for the crack may itself increase the size of the crack due to the previous lack of trust.

Yabu understands this truth.

"But, Yabu, I want to believe in you, I want that 1% more confidence, so..."

And the doctor naturally knows that, and Yabu understands this truth.