Longmen Memoirs

"Then you think I'm a good person." The fox twitched his lips and asked, "Even if I don't do it, someone else will do it. Even if there isn't this fox hound, there will be the next fox hound. You are pitiful now." They, pity the infected people in Longmenxiacheng District. You don’t know what they have done. You think they are innocent. It is possible that one day you will regret your kindness. When they take to the streets to do evil, it is already too late to talk about these things. It’s late, but now, we can solve this hidden danger in advance.”

"So you don't think what you did was wrong."

"Don't tell me, you seem to know me very well, Chen Mo." The fox replied disdainfully: "You are not even from Longmen, how much do you know about this city."

"But I know that Longmen cannot solve this hidden danger forever. As long as it is a mobile city, there will be an endless supply of infected people."

"That's beyond my control. Shouldn't you be happy now? We are the same now." She smiled, that smile was both far-fetched and brilliant.

"understood?"

Chen Mo was not surprised.

"I thought you would be a little surprised? Don't always look calm. Give me some expectations."

Chen Mo's face remained unchanged. He pulled up a chair and sat next to the fox hound. The fox was not looking at him, but looking at the sunset outside.

Longmen under the sunset is beautiful.

"I said, you shouldn't come back." After a long time, the fox hound spoke. "You can't escape now. If I guess correctly, you will be the last one to take action. Ah, you pity them, but you want to kill them, how ironic."

Chen Mo lit a cigarette.

no answer.

"Why don't you speak?"

"have nothing to say."

There was silence for a moment, and after a long time the fox spoke again.

"Longmen is a great place."

She looked at the sky in the distance and seemed to be talking to herself. "I lived here a long time ago, and a lot of things have happened over the years. I originally thought I would hate this place, but it's strange. Whenever I want to hate, as long as I look at everything in front of me, I hate it no matter what. Can’t get up.”

She said, "You know what, Snake, I've learned something here all this time."

"What's the point?" Chen Mo asked softly.

"In Longmen, everyone has their own value, and those without value will be abandoned." The fox faced the sunset and smiled happily. "I used to have my own name, but that name had no value. So after I became a foxhound and gained my own value, I finally understood that people have to pay a price for living."

"But this is my home." She whispered softly, as if asking me.

"It was also my home." Chen Mo said softly.

He always has an indescribable feeling about this city. All the memories he has here are not beautiful, but every time he recalls it, it is always so unforgettable and reluctant to let go.

"Now I finally know why they did that at that time." The fox twitched the corner of his mouth and sighed: "It's really not something that people can bear."

"Regret?"

"How is it possible? How could I regret it!" She shook her head less and less as if she heard some funny question: "I just feel... I can understand them to some extent now."

Every building, product, material, and even the light of street lights in the city is closely related to them, and we enjoy their achievements.

As contributors, they huddle in the darkest corners, enduring all kinds of alienation and indifferent discrimination, receiving humble remuneration, and avoiding the eyes of others like mice.

He was imprisoned, exiled in the wilderness, worked to death, or even committed petty theft, and was beaten to death with sticks.

It is not surprising that people who are desperate would make such a choice. They take to the streets to vent violence, vent their despair, and destroy other people's lives.

No one can tell who is right and who is wrong.

Everything is so natural, like retribution, and of course, their death should also be retribution.

"You have been gone for 12 years, but you still can't escape after all..."

"I tried, I tried to escape from here, but then I found that I could never feel at peace in my heart."

"You're still trying to resist."

"It's just a death struggle."

Maybe it was because she suddenly changed her identity that the fox said these words, but even so, she was still testing my bottom line.

"It's about to start." The fox said these words with unclear meaning. "A lot of people will die this time."

Chen Mo was quiet for a moment.

"does it worth?"

"I don't mind being a murderer," said the fox.

Of course it's worth it. You don't know Gouzi, how much effort I spent on this step. In order to doubt me and make you gradually believe in me, I took advantage of the cautious friendship between us.

I have nothing left.

"Fox cub...you are such an idiot." Chen Mo suddenly said.

The fox was startled, then smiled.

"I was discovered by you." The surprise in her words was like a kid being found during hide-and-seek.

Chen Mo stretched out his hand and grasped the fox's hanging palm.

But this movement made the fox's fingers tremble, but she still couldn't bear to let go.

"I should have stopped you earlier, fox cub, before you decided to become an infected person. If I had known you would do this..."

"But it's too late now." The fox raised his head and looked at Chen Mo, with his pale face and hair hanging on his forehead: "I often wonder when you are going to recognize me. Obviously I have given you so many hints. If it's too late, I'll be very, very sad."

"You don't have to go this far."

"If you are willing to listen to me and leave when I tell you to leave, of course I don't have to do this. But if you don't want to leave, I can't help it. I can't watch you die here." The fox said, The voice was very soft: "Chief Wei sent me to you. He knows about my previous relationship with you. In fact, I don't have much confidence. After all, we haven't seen each other for more than ten years."

She looked at Chen Mo's face, looking at the face that had become blurry in her mind. She had even forgotten what he looked like when he was a child. God knows how happy the fox was that day when she saw him again.

"But you told me now?" Chen Mo asked, holding the fox's hand tightly without letting go.

"Maybe I'm lying to you again, tricking you into believing me, and finally stabbing you with my backhand." The fox replied with a smile: "I told you not to believe me, and never believe everything I say. Just one word, you see it took me so long to subtly convince you of my identity. If I suddenly tell you at this time that I am here to help you, then you will definitely believe what I say."

"You're lying to me now, too."

Chen Mo asked, looking into the fox cub's eyes.

"Who can say for sure." The fox said, "If you were me, and you put so much effort into becoming an infected person, but in the end you have to give up everything for a guy you haven't seen for more than ten years, would you be willing? You Don’t you regret it? We have grown up, everything has changed, Longmen has changed, you have changed, and so have I.”

"I can help you, help you deal with Chief Wei, and help you deal with Longmen. You know that I am the inspector of the Guards Bureau. I know many secrets of Longmen, including the commotion and panic caused by the infected people in Xiacheng District. I organized it.”

"I can tell you all the details of the Guards Bureau's plan and all the plans the Guards Bureau has prepared for this plan."

The fox said: "But even if I tell you all this, what can you do? You and I alone can fight against the entire Dragon Gate and against all the black and white forces here. You don't know How deep-rooted is Commander Wei's rule over this city? You don't know how many enemies you have to face. Even if they are all standing in front of you, is it possible for you to kill each other with one knife in front of Commander Wei?"

Chapter 27 Silly Fox

"You don't know how many enemies you have to face. Even if they are all standing in front of you, is it possible for you to kill each one of them in front of Commander Wei?"

Maybe Hua Weijiu's last words were right. She said that the fox was a scheming person. Just like now, she clearly said these words on Chen Mo's side, but it was hard to tell whether they were true or false.

"What you can't do, from the moment you returned to Longmen, from the moment I came to your side, I knew you couldn't do it. You can't deal with so many people on your own, not even a Hua Wei Jiu, You didn't act ruthlessly in the end, how can you compete with this city like this?" Fox said, the smile on her lips slowly faded: "You are not even qualified to be a villain, and even I have become Enemies like strangers can't take action. You said you are so indecisive. When you really stand in front of this city, how can you be the opponent of Chief Wei and those people."

"They will tear you apart easily, because you can't be a villain, you can't hold the whole dragon gate and die with them, you are still like that, unable to make up your mind to involve innocent people, because they still have I’m not standing against you, because you haven’t truly become a cruel and cold murderer.”

What's left between me and the fox cub.

It was more than ten years of not seeing each other that made us no longer as close as we were before. She was right. She and I have grown up. I don’t even know what kind of person she is now. I always shrug my shoulders and slump. The fox cub may have disappeared long ago.

And now she is a police officer of the Longmen Guards Bureau. If I put it more bluntly, she and I are on opposite sides, but the words she suddenly said are so confusing that it is difficult to tell the truth from the lies.

It is inevitable that Chen Mo will not be moved.

Everything she said was correct, but every word made people doubt it. Yes, after not seeing each other for more than ten years, who is willing to give up his bright future for such a person? Besides, the relationship between them Feelings aren't that important either.

"So what you are saying now are telling me to give up and run away quickly?"

"Are you going to run away?"

"Wei Yanwu sent people to monitor me. Although I have never seen them show up, it must be difficult for me to leave now. If I stay in Longmen, he may still be afraid that I will go crazy, but once When I left, he no longer had any scruples." Chen Mo said: "Actually, if I had to leave, I should have left when I first came. That was the best opportunity. I originally thought Wei Yanwu would find me when I returned to Longmen. There were traces, but I was wrong, he didn’t know at all, I wandered here for three days, and it wasn’t until I went to the Chen Mansion that he discovered that I was back.”

"Then he sent you here."

"Yeah, it's only been a month, but it feels like a long time has passed." The fox said, "You almost kicked me out. You did it on purpose? You knew I was sent by Chief Wei." Came here."

"I know, so I'm very wary of you. I don't believe every word you say. Although you don't appear threatening in any way, I won't believe everyone around him." Chen Mo looked at him. Fox: "To be honest, Fox, I never thought about what you will be like when you grow up. I always thought you were a boy."

"I didn't tell you I was a boy either."

"Obviously you were so short when you were a child, you had a bad temper, and you were extremely shameless. You couldn't say two or three sentences a day, and you always liked to show a pitiful look that no one wanted, and you were so persistent that it was annoying. "

As Chen Mo spoke, his eyes slowly softened.

The fox did not refute, but just listened quietly. In fact, he could not remember many things clearly. Except for a few vaguely profound scenes, the details of life had long been forgotten.

Ten years is really a long time【+/

But after meeting again, there will still be complicated emotions. It can't be said that I miss you or I am grateful.

"I know I wasn't that important to you when I was a kid. When I was with you, you just felt bored and occasionally said two or three words to me. It was so perfunctory, but I don't know how you felt that you were so important to me. , but actually, I quite liked you at that time."

She lowered her eyes, and the setting sun fell on the side of her face, dyeing it with a faint dusk. The city and tall buildings in Longmen in the distance were reflected in her amber eyes.

Fox couldn't feel much strength in her hands, and her body was trembling slightly because of the adverse reactions caused by the stinging pain of the infection, but they couldn't go to the hospital, and the hospital would not accept treatment for such an infected person.

Just bear with it for a while and it will get better. It was like this when you were first infected with the Source Stone. It will pass after you bear with it and you will gradually get used to it.

The saddest thing is that you think you have found someone who can protect you, but later, the storms and waves you encounter are all caused by him.

"You should have taken action earlier, Fox. If you had taken action against me earlier, I might have been able to drive you away, but you didn't. When Star Bear and I were fighting, you hid in the house in the block. Armed with a sniper gun, you could have fired an arrow at me at that time, although you would have pretended not to know anything about it afterwards, but if you really did that..."

"If I really did that, would you have an excuse to drive me away?" The fox said, "I can't do this. Not only can't I do it, but I can't be discovered by you. I have to make you think that I'm soft-hearted and care about you." Old love, then I put the iron box you left behind in the bedroom. I knew you doubted me, so you would definitely be able to find it. Then you would know that I am a fox. Thinking that I didn’t do anything to you, you would definitely Be soft-hearted."

Chen Mo took over and added: "At this time, you are pretending to take me to see your sister. The child in the orphanage happens to be named Su Li. I will really confirm that you are the original fox cub." , but you already have a new family, so I will definitely be curious, and then I will investigate. After learning that she is not your sister, I will think that you want to use this method to tell me about the relationship between us. We have lost so much contact, and we no longer have anything left to offset my concerns, then I will think, isn’t it touching me that you, a fool, did this?”

Chen Mo looked at the fox and smiled: "Why have you become so despicable now? You are plotting against me everywhere."

"You haven't said the last word yet." The fox said: "In the end, just like now, I became an infected person. You can't tell whether I became an infected person because of you or because I wanted to deal with you. Then you It will definitely be very confusing, and then I will have many ways to deal with you."

"But have you ever thought that if you are no longer important to me, if I don't care about you... That's why you asked Hua Weijiu to take me to meet his grandma, so it turns out that... you are sure that I will read This old relationship, you are sure that I will not do anything to Hua Weijiu, even if I never really trust him, but it is not important to you." Chen Mo looked at the fox in surprise: "When did you become so insidious? When you were a kid you couldn’t even complete a sentence.”

"While you were away." The fox replied matter-of-factly: "While you were away, I experienced many stories, and you were not part of these stories, so it is normal for me to be like this. "

"Wei Yanwu really taught you a lot."

"Chief Wei will not deliberately teach anyone this. This dragon gate has taught me a lot of truths. We have been separated for so long, and neither you nor I are what we were before." The fox replied weakly.

"So now." Chen Mo gently brushed away the stray hair from the fox cub's forehead: "Now you suddenly want to tell me these things. You have been planning for so long, and I have been waiting for you to do it."

"Even if I don't tell you, you will still think so in your heart. I tell you this just because I hope that when you leave, I can send you on your last journey. After all, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have thought of doing it in the first place. Go to the Guards Bureau." The fox said: "If I had taken action before, I definitely wouldn't have been able to do it, but it's different now. I have a chance. You gave me this chance, and I gave you the chance."

"So you want to exchange my head for your promotion, right?" Chen Mo asked.

"Are you willing to fulfill my wish? Gouzi, after the incident in Xiacheng District is over, just let me take you to jail."

"Like Huaweijiu?" Chen Mo asked.

"I accept my fate, Gouzi." The fox sighed: "I am different from you. I have seen clearly this Dragon Gate and what kind of city it has been for more than ten years, so I accept my fate. , to Longmen, I was just an insignificant guy. Even a little bit of wind and waves could knock me off my feet. I fought hard with it, but in the end I got nothing but bruises all over my body. So later I thought, I want to Live well, my life is not in my own hands, but even so, I have to live."

She said softly: "You can't fight them here. You can't fight Chief Wei, and you can't fight the Guards Bureau. Chief Wei hopes that I can kill you. I thought about it for a long time. I originally wanted to poison you, but I I felt that you shouldn't die so sadly. It wasn't that time yet, so later I thought, when you decide to recognize me, I will tell you what I have been doing during this time. You are not stupid. It’s best if I send you off.”

Fox looked at Chen Mo and said softly:

"We can have a good time together."

Chen Mo understood what the fox meant. She had determined that she could not defeat the group of people in Longmen, because he looked weak now, and the fox did not think he was sure to leave here.

But there is another possibility. Another possibility is that Chen Mo is being sentimental. Now he has become so easy to trust others.

But the fox is cunning. Maybe he saw through this again, so he did this deliberately. All her cleverness was used in intrigues.

She is not stupid, she just knows too little. She just accepted her fate as she said. Without the Guards Bureau and her current status as an inspector, she is just an inconspicuous dust.

She grew up alone in the lower city with a smile on her face, and worked hard to get into the Guards Bureau. She didn't have much ability, so she could only use this desperate method to do whimsical and stupid things.

"Then is there another possibility?" Chen Mo said: "Everything you have done, whether you have tried your best to make me believe you, or whether you are pretending to be honest now, the closer you and I are, the more you do Do all this to make Wei Yanwu trust you and be loyal to him, because everything you have is given to you by him, so you can only use this method to win his trust and show off to him at the critical moment."

"I suddenly thought of a story that I heard a long time ago. It was about a Qin assassin who practiced a trick that could kill people in ten steps. He killed one person after another that the king hated, and finally got closer step by step. Ten steps ahead of his goal." Chen Mo said: "At that time, all she had to do was pull out her sword and kill the king. Whatever she wanted, the king had to obey her orders, but no matter what, she would I gambled my life away.”

"A story that doesn't make sense." The fox sneered, but his heart was not at peace.

"So it's just a story after all." Chen Mo replied calmly: "If I really believe everything you are saying now, you also know that I will not be captured without mercy. Besides, fox, you have told me this now, let me Suddenly I feel like you are like the assassin in this story."

"If it were me, what would I do if I wanted to save such a dead ghost? Everything I have comes from the Guards Bureau. All my rights are based on my loyalty, so I have no choice but to use this loyalty. Well, because I said it so many times, but he just didn’t listen.”