Longmen Memoirs

"It wasn't worth it originally, and I don't want to think about this possibility. After all, you are such an insidious person now. You are not the fox cub I know, you are a fox hound. I can't tell how much of what you said is true. Fake."

"Now that you know..."

Chen Mo suddenly interrupted the fox.

"It's precisely because I know that I'm just telling you whether it's possible." Chen Mo said: "After all, what you've done now, once you talk about it, it's like you wish I would never believe you. It seems like you want to kill me. You said that I can't fight these people in Longmen. You have said so much, and you have mentioned in a roundabout way how dangerous Longmen is, and how overestimating I am. Is it because I have a guilty conscience? You feel guilty."

"You said we would get together and part ways. You said this as if you were breaking off all ties with me, because no matter how far things go, we are bound to turn against each other."

Chen Mo gently leaned against the fox cub's forehead and pressed it against hers. Their eyes touched, and they saw each other's appearance in each other's eyes.

Just like when he was a child, when the fox cub was sad, he would always stretch out his fingers to flick her forehead. When she couldn't help crying, he would always hold the fox cub gently against each other's lips. It was as if she could feel her sadness on her forehead.

"Are you scared?" Chen Mo asked softly: "Because you are not sure. You know how scary Wei Yanwu is. For you who have lived in Longmen for so long, he is like a heavy mountain weighing you down. Don’t be angry.”

"But you still want to do it. Let me tell you the answers to the two possibilities you mentioned. The reason why you and I are so frank is because you think that I will kill you together if I attack you. You are afraid of me. You did this, so you spoke so frankly to me now, as if I owe you a favor. I will definitely spare your life when the time comes. Then the second possibility is that you really have something to do with Wei Yanwu. The idea of ​​taking action, so you told me this because you are not sure. If you really take action against him and you fail, then we will stay in Longmen together, and then you will have the capital to let me leave Longmen alive. .”

"It's also possible that you don't take action, and after I listen to what you say, I just surrender. This is the best outcome for you and me. But if you really want to do this, you don't have to tell me this."

Chen Mo said softly, and in the fox's amber eyes, he could clearly see what he looked like at this moment, that child, that young man, that foreigner from Longmen.

That poor, lonely ghost and wretch wandering this land.

"I'm not sure what you want to do, because I am a despicable person. I would rather believe that you would be willing to be my enemy for the sake of glory, wealth and future. I would rather use conspiracy and despicable thoughts to figure out a person's thoughts." Chen Mo said: "But when I met you, I could have kicked you away. No matter what your intentions were, you would have failed if I did this. I never told you why I came back. Dragon Gate.”

"You didn't have to contract the Originium disease, fox." Chen Mo said, "You don't have to become like me. It was me who was reluctant to drive you away. It was me... who was so arrogant that no matter what you did, , I can accept it calmly, and I will definitely let you go, even if you become my enemy."

"These plans of yours make me feel a little ridiculous...but I don't know why they are ridiculous." Chen Mo said: "You don't know what Wei Yanwu and I want to do, and you don't know why Wei Yanwu wants to leave me in Longmen. , you don’t know the dispute between me and him, you just think that I can’t fight them, you just think that I am seeking death.”

"But if you know this, you will understand that Wei Yanwu sent you to me without caring about what you would do. Wei Yanwu sent you here just because you and I are acquaintances. He might want to You have to know what kind of person I have become now." Chen Mo said slowly: "He never counted on you from the beginning, because he knew who I was, and he never thought about leaving me in Longmen. In the past, , now, and I have never thought about staying here. He sent you here. No matter whether I kill you or whether you want to deal with him, you have no chance of success. Do you understand. "

Chen Mo gently let go of her hand and looked at the fox's pale face and eyes that gradually widened. She opened her mouth, but didn't say anything.

"So, fox cub, it's a pity that all you have done is in vain in the end, and what I can tell you with certainty is that no one in Longmen can keep me no matter what I want to do. , no one can stop me, because I can kill them all bit by bit." Chen Mo's words became colder: "I can start from Xiacheng District and kill every Guards Bureau police officer I can see. Kill every official, one today, one tomorrow, I can create panic in this city. Wei Yanwu has no ability to stop me, and he doesn't dare to stop me, because even if I leave Longmen, he and I both know... What I’ll do when I get back.”

"But I didn't do it, not because I couldn't be cruel, but because this kind of revenge was meaningless to me, but because... I wanted more than just revenge."

Chen Mo said and flicked the fox's forehead gently.

"You think, silly fox, since he knew I didn't do this and still asked you to come over, it means that he never believed you from the beginning. He was sure that you would betray him from the beginning."

The fox ignored Chen Mo's flicking of her forehead and just stared at Chen Mo in front of her.

"But since you know everything, why do you still do these things with me in the Lower City..."

She said, her words stagnant.

"So you admit now that you want to be an assassin to assassinate Qin?"

"Are you counting on me!?"

"Are you still not smarter?"

"Whose fault do you think it is?" The fox tilted his head.

"I know you must be feeling very uncomfortable right now. You have done so much, only to find out that you are the one being tricked. I feel uncomfortable too."

The fox said nothing.

"Why are you telling me this now?"

"Because I'm also looking at you, looking at the fox cub I haven't seen for more than ten years. I want to know what you have become. I think you must be very happy when you do those things, because you look very good. I'm glad I still have time to mess around with you."

Chen Mo said: "Some things that haven't happened can't be counted before they happen. Just like what you planned in your heart, I have too many ways to stop you, even if I knock you out and throw you into the Guards Bureau .”

"It's because I became an infected person." said the fox.

"I should have been able to stop you."

"But I don't care!" Fox suddenly raised his hand and grabbed Chen Mo's arm. "I don't care... I just think I can finally help you."

Her voice was low, almost like a whisper.

"I don't know what you have been through, but I think I can help you. If you want to deal with Wei Yanwu, I will help you deal with him. If you want to kill anyone, I will help you. If you want to set a fire, I will look out for you. I thought...I could finally help you."

Her voice became lower and lower. It seemed that after knowing the answer Chen Mo said, she finally accepted the fact. Maybe it was because she was still young at the time. She obviously had so many conspiracies and tricks, and she obviously became the leader of the entire Longmen. A scheming fox hound, even when facing gangsters, she has countless ways to deal with them.

But when she was in front of someone, she turned into that follower Su Fox again.

"Am I... very useless?"

"You just know too little, fox. I watched you test me in different ways every day. I watched you deliberately doubt and be wary of me, so I also deliberately pretended to be suspicious and hostile to you... Because I think that if you really get to that point, I can still give you a hand to make your future journey smoother, because I think that by then the friendship between us will probably be clear."

Chen Mo said: "From now on, you have been promoted step by step, and I am completely the same. This is the best ending for me, but you made my idea fail. I can't recover it, even if I finally It also stopped you, it was my arrogance that made you an infected person."

If that's the case, I can go to Kazdare and do what I need to do. If that's the case, I won't have anything left in Longmen.

"I failed your idea." Fox looked at Chen Mo and said.

"You made my idea come to nothing." Chen Mo said: "But I can't blame you. I just think you are really stupid, fox cub. You are so stupid that I feel that I can't help it. You How did you get into the position of inspector?"

Chen Mo didn't know how the fox cub got into this position. Maybe she wasn't stupid, but she just didn't know much, so she would inevitably fall into misunderstandings.

Chapter 28 Xiaota and Huijie

What the fox says is always true and false, making it difficult to tell the truth. Often when you decide to believe her, she will suddenly tell you that everything she does is to make you trust her. She jumps left and right, but she will choose The power is in your hands,

You can't tell how much of what she says to you is sincere, and how much of it is a trap she has carefully constructed for you. She calls the true as false, and the false as true, and turns the false into true. The human heart is treated like a toy, tossing and tossing makes people tired but helpless.

The funniest thing is that in the end, after you fall into her trap, she will tell you helplessly and regretfully that she has warned you not to believe her.

You can't blame her, because she reminded you, because if you show a regretful expression, it will play into her hands, and she will peel you apart bit by bit, in the most cruel way that you least want to accept. , plotting against you so thoroughly that there is nowhere to escape.

But that was the fox later, Superintendent Su who later became the leader of the action team, not the fox hound in front of Chen Mo, and it would never be the fox in front of Chen Mo.

The Su Fox in front of Chen Mo.

She is still young, in her early twenties, a fledgling. Although her hard work in the lower city has made her mentally tougher than ordinary people, made her smart and capable, and made her accustomed to all kinds of fake smiles behind the mask, although after joining the action team to deal with a After a series of shady deeds in Longmen, she gained a deep understanding of the despicability and cruelty of this city, which made her become colder and crueler.

But her current experience is not that deep.

There is no obvious dissatisfaction or disappointment with this city. Even if she does not have any expectations for Longmen, at least it is not to the point where she has to break with it and can no longer bear it.

The premise of all this is based on Chen Mo not coming back. If you think about it carefully, why did Fox work so hard to join the Guards Bureau? She just wanted to find the files and lists of personnel assigned to the resettlement camp. If you think about it carefully, why does the fox want to become a policeman? Because only with power can he find access to things that ordinary people cannot access, and can he better protect himself.

She actually doesn't have that deep obsession with the Guards Bureau, and she doesn't have much nostalgia for her current career. She doesn't have much sense of justice and mission for the police profession.

Fox didn't try to argue anymore, even though she still had many arguments in her mind to refute Chen Mo's inferences, but now those arguments to refute were so pale and weak.

Because Chen Mo's inference was correct, even if the fox refuted it, the ending would still be the same.

But she couldn't help but feel a little happy, indescribably happy, at least before she decided to do these things for Gouzi, he guessed her.

He could have watched him do all this, and no matter whether he succeeded or failed, there would be no loss for him. She could have taken advantage of this and pretended not to know, and made good use of it.

But he didn't do this. It was just because he became an infected person that he decided to open his mouth to himself.

He is actually very stupid.The fox thought, but didn't say it.

There are no longer so many intrigues, calculations and suspicions.

There are only two friends left who haven't seen each other for more than ten years and I don't know if they are still friends. What's left is the gap and strangeness that they don't know how to close after they suddenly recognized each other.

This moment of silence suddenly made the fox feel a little empty and uncomfortable. She was used to living like this, used to being hypocritical and wearing another face called Foxhound.

Once this face was revealed, she found that she could not recognize her original appearance.

She【+

She forgot.

Can only keep silent.

"What, can't speak?"

Chen Mo looked at the fox who was suddenly silent in front of him. He wanted to pretend he didn't know anything and help her before the fox decided to take action. Although she couldn't solve herself, he could still make her become the loyal fox hunter. Dog will make her future career in the Guards Bureau smoother.

Even though Wei Yanwu doubted her, Chen Mo had already found a way to make Wei Yanwu dispel this suspicion. He had to dispel this suspicion. At least the fox had not betrayed the Guards Bureau blatantly. At least all this had not happened yet, so it could not be counted.

"Who just asked me out of frustration if I was useless?"

Chen Mo couldn't help teasing her. Her teasing seemed to have pierced the fox's weakness.

"Don't say it!" the fox shouted.

"Okay, okay, I won't say anything." Chen Mo nodded perfunctorily.

The fox pursed his lips and looked at him with complicated eyes.

Maybe it was because Chen Mo's series of words just now made her mind go blank temporarily, so she didn't have time to stop her words to refute and ridicule her back. But doing it now seemed very deliberate and urgent.

Anyway, she didn't try to argue.

The current Inspector Su, if her team members saw her, their jaws would drop in surprise. Why does she act like a little girl? Is this still the fox hound with deep scheming and ruthless methods?

Where the hell did this little girl come from.

The fox seemed to realize that something was wrong with her state. She took a breath and tried to calm down.

"You know, once I admit your speculation, I can no longer help you."

"You couldn't help me in the first place." Chen Mo said: "When that old guy Wei Yanwu sent you here, you had no chance. I think he must know your identity and know that you and I are old acquaintances. He I don’t have high hopes for you.”

Chen Mo said, but Duan guessed that he didn't tell the fox.

He thought that Wei Yanwu wanted to remind him of what happened when he left Longmen, and of the two Xiaota and Hui Jie who stayed in Longmen. Wei Yanwu did not forget it, and neither did Chen Mo.

"But why did he send me here?" The fox asked puzzledly.

"Because if it was someone else, he would have died countless times." Chen Mo said, "I knew Wei Yanwu earlier than you, but until now I still can't see clearly what kind of person he is and what he is planning. Only the old guy knows what he is thinking about, and I know it a little better now."

"Just like you said that Chief Wei never believed that I would do something to you in the first place." Fox said, with a helpless expression, and asked: "You seem to be sure?"

"Of course I can be sure."

"But you won't tell me." The fox said, "You said that you could kill every Guards Bureau police officer you could see from Xiacheng District, kill every official, and create panic in the city. Wei The commander has no ability to stop you, nor does he dare to stop you, because you left Longmen, and both he and you know... what you will do when you come back."

"But you didn't do it, because this kind of revenge is meaningless to you, because you want more than revenge, and Commander Wei also knew that you could do this, but he did not take action against you in advance..."

Fox was very smart. She could vaguely guess something from Chen Mo's words, and she could naturally understand that in fact, Wei Yanwu really didn't believe her at first, or maybe it didn't matter whether he believed her or not.

She was just an insignificant chess piece, and maybe Wei Yanwu didn't even care about it when she was sent here.

"Disappointed?" Chen Mo saw the darkness in the fox's eyes.

"No." The fox shook his head and said with relief, "I can't say I'm too disappointed, because I didn't really think about becoming a policeman at first. In fact, the plan was so hasty that even I didn't have much confidence. To be able to succeed, now that I think about it, it’s really stupid. If you can deal with Commander Wei in this way, how naive you would be.”

She looked at Chen Mo and sighed. She was really not sure about dealing with Wei Yanwu, because she was in Longmen and as a member of the action team, she knew Wei Yanwu's depth better than anyone else.

"I can't help you, bitch."

She just suddenly felt that she had become the fox cub who could only follow Chen Mo, and became the fox cub who could only watch the car he was sitting in leave but could not keep him.

She secretly ran out of the orphanage wall, drawing maps in her notebook day after day, thinking about growing up day by day, and entered the Guards Bureau with all her strength, finally holding something in her hand, thinking that she Already changed.

But in the end, nothing changed.

"I said, you don't have to help me." Chen Mo said: "Even if you really choose to stand opposite me, I can understand, Fox, after all we haven't seen each other for many years, I have become an adult to you. It has a vague influence. In the end, maybe I dragged you down and your career down, which made you what you are now. If I had told you earlier..."

He actually didn't have much affection for the fox. Even Chen Mo had almost forgotten the fox cub. If she hadn't suddenly appeared in front of him and let him see the letters in the iron box, Chen Mo would have really forgotten it. Unfortunately, it turns out that he met a fox cub when he was a child.

But what Chen Mo was thinking about was what Su Li was most afraid of.

"I know." The fox smiled, the smile was dazzling and weak: "I know you may have almost forgotten me, and I also know you will doubt me. You don't trust others so easily, and neither do I, so I have to find a way. I have tried many ways to make you remember me and to make you never forget me in this life, but I still can’t be sure that I can overcome the strangeness and alienation that we haven’t seen for so many years.”

Her answer was as cunning and insidious as her code name.

Maybe like she said, they have all changed, their appearance has changed, their age has changed, and they have different lives, so it is inevitable that they will not change.

"...Then you succeed now."

The fox's words made Chen Mo feel a little sad.

When you forget someone, she can always keep you in mind.

But Chen Mo didn't dare to think about it, didn't dare to think about whether Xiaota could be like the fox he met now, stupid enough to make him happy.

Xiaota... probably not. After all, she is so smart and always has many ideas.

"I should feel happy...but I don't know why I can't be happy now."