Longmen Memoirs

In the past, the Sarkazi monarchs had rewarded their heroes with visions and solace, the sight of majestic walls or lost loved ones.

That day I saw my past self.

It made up for the guilt and regret I had lost for more than ten years.

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[You have thought about it. 】

His voice was as cold as ever.

"I don't want to think about it anymore."

Chen Mo walked through the dark streets of Longmenxia City. The silent marching figures of the Sakaz people were accompanied by a cold sound of wind. Their armor was ferocious and their swords were sharp.

He didn't answer anymore.

The distance between me and Him was shortened in an instant.

One day I will be Him.

But it is worth it, because I know that I am losing and will gain, but this is fair.

He is just right.

I carry on my shoulders the expectations of these Sakaz people who followed me. We entrusted our lives and future to my hands, because I am a person who has emerged from suffering and struggle in embarrassment, because my heart has long been gone. So many naive fantasies and illusory ideals.

I carry the expectations from my parents on my shoulders. Maybe they didn’t want me to take this road at the beginning, but I think I should make them proud, let them, and let these people who died because of me be related to those who will eventually die because of me. Those who die for me deserve to die.

Longmen should not be my end. My end is further away than Longmen. My career cannot be called integrity. I am just trying to make amends and changes after making constant mistakes.

I shoulder the great ideas that I once had in my mind. I come from another world, and I don’t have nothing.

Wei Yanwu is not worthy of my hatred, and his right and wrong are not worthy of my consideration.

Longmen is not worthy of my hatred, he has also given me beautiful dreams and tenderness, the expectations of the ladies in the orphanage, the police officer who picked me up from the ground, the policewoman who treated me tenderly, the police officer who tried to adopt me, And the gentleness that can be seen everywhere.

Maybe it also has sin and darkness. This land has never been black and white. Longmen has done a good job in it, but the order of this land has long been outdated.

I am full of sins that cannot be cleansed.

I have to do something that I should do, even if like Theresia said...even if the dawn never comes, but I have the fire in me, I should be their guide.

I shouldn't live just for one thing.

No one is more suitable than me.

Even if I end up being the first person to be infected, even if I die badly.

I have nothing to hesitate about anymore, and I no longer need to weigh the pros and cons and make my life so miserable, because my destiny has been doomed since I was born.

I think I should let those who are eager and hopeful... let those who are kind and upright, let those who should be alive, they should not sink and die like this.

I will do evil...my evil will swallow up those many evil deeds.

I will do good...my good will make those ideals get what they want.

I will be cruel...my cruelty will strike fear into the corrupt.

Why should I care about their opinions, why should I care about the rumors they cast on me, why should I care about the prejudice and slander of those I saved.

I didn't do this for them, of course I did it for myself, for my peace of mind.

What does their right or wrong have to do with me.

I will drag those people into hell together, and I will watch the beauty and prosperity of the world from hell.

If I can do a little, I will do a little. If I can do more, I will do more. If I am the only one who can do it, if I am willing, I will do it without hesitation.

I am not a good person, but good people cannot do evil things. Too many people in this land are doing evil things. Fortunately, I am no longer a good person.

The pitch-black scales were darker than the night, and the golden eyes lit up like a raging flame, surging at the forefront of the black wave of the Sakaz people.

The monster's black shadow was twisted and twisted on the wall, and it looked hearty among the bloodless and tearless sinners like the Sakaz people.

He retired for ten years.

Ten years later, he suddenly realized that everything he had feared and feared turned out to be so worthless.

He was not happy or surprised by his opponent's unlucky performance.

But he felt surprisingly calm.

Anything that makes people happy often becomes the source of most misfortunes. Because too much emotion has been poured into it, they will not regret it when they lose it.

Long swords, rainy nights, heavy rain and thunder... cold steel, igniting flames, ferocious minions and dazzling golden eyes.

The tall figure standing in the middle of the bridge.

The fear and shrinkage in the face of monsters in the eyes of the Guards Bureau.

Every pair of eyes that met the golden eyes felt their own powerlessness and fragility, as if they would be torn into pieces by the terrifying pressure and power from ancient times in the next moment.

The will of kings, the flesh and blood of gods, the souls of mortals.

There are unknowns on this earth, and this earth is never boring or thin.

Everything seemed to be exactly the same as that heavy rainy night more than ten years ago.

Everything seems to have returned to that helpless but unwilling scene.

The falling rain was so cold, so cold that people couldn't feel the slightest chill, because their hearts were already extremely cold, and because fear had spread among the crowd.

His self-righteous pretense was shattered in front of this man.

[I also know a lot of things that have happened to you. There are many people like you in this city. Compared with them, you are much luckier. 】

[But do you want to continue like this? ...I mean, just live like this. 】

[Your father died because of this city. His death was glorious, but in my opinion, it was not worth it. 】

【Do you want to know what happened?the truth?I can tell you, and I can help you, of course I can, it's easy for me, but I can't tell you, not now. 】

[Don’t look like that. What you are doing is not hidden. You should know that they are different from you. I have been observing you for a long time, so don’t try to deceive me. I know very well whether what you say next is a lie. 】

[Suspicion, fear, silence... A child shouldn't have such a reaction, but if it were me and a stranger suddenly appeared in front of me, I would choose to do the same. You are very smart. 】

[But what I tell you is the truth, and you know it in your heart. 】

[They believe you, but I can't, I can't just believe a stranger who suddenly appears, just like you do now. 】

[If you choose to leave now, I will send you to a very safe city, far away from here of course. You will make new friends there, have a new future, and maybe have a new family in the future. , you can...why not. 】

[And you will bid farewell to them and stay far away, because you are an insignificant person, and I can't let you get involved. You don't have the ability, and I won't allow them to have any interaction with you anymore. You can't protect them. They, do you understand? 】

[Of course... there is another option, but this option is much crueler for you. 】

[I will also send you away, and you will have the opportunity to say goodbye to them. If you can satisfy me, I can let you come back. Of course, if you can come back, I will tell you what to do next. 】

[Just...listen! 】

[When you really come back, your body and your mind no longer belong to you. I will not teach you right and wrong, nor will I care about your good and evil, and you will also lose the ability to distinguish these. Ability, I will let you understand the truth of the matter bit by bit, but how to choose is your own business.Maybe you can't accept it for a while, but I don't care about your feelings. Even if you grit your teeth, you have to endure it. 】

[You have to live a dark and cruel life. This is a necessary test. This is a test for you. You have to grow up and understand the difficulty of living. If you are not willing to be ordinary, if you are willing to accept it. 】

[It’s unfair to you, but to me, to those two children...it’s fair! 】

[Now you have no right to choose, but I am willing to give you this right. It is up to you to decide where to go. 】

[Think carefully and don’t rush to give me an answer, but I must remind you that I am a very fickle person and may change my mind at any time. 】

Maybe he had already made a decision, and he was willing to bear all the burden of going to Longmen for this child, and he was willing to take that step.

It's not that he doesn't hold grudges against Victoria and Yan.

He is not completely cold and heartless.

Maybe he had thought that this child could make up for his debt and lack of love to Xiaota, so he was willing to spend his energy to cultivate him.

Maybe he had thought about being an elder and protecting them from wind and rain until they could face ups and downs independently.

He wasn't a good guy, he knew it.

His hands are never clean.

He is also an elder.

He was also eager.

Maybe there was a moment when he agreed with the ideas of the two sworn brothers and wanted to fulfill their last wishes.

But he never did these things well.

He could have done better.

He chose the wrong way.

Everything is too late.

The shadow guard told him that they had lost the child. There were always too many people in this dragon gate that he could not deal with. Their small actions were not superficial but could often change many things inadvertently.

When he came back, he looked at the paper signature placed on the desk. The two short paragraphs on it had already made him unclear about the authenticity of his return.

Of course he would hate himself.

No matter how he didn't hate it, he would still hate this city. This dragon gate had taken away everything from him.

So he sent Foxhound to the child. They used to be friends. Foxhound was well hidden, but he knew very well what kind of person Foxhound was. She had been looking around for the child's whereabouts over the years, and she had forgotten Can't remember that past.

This is good.

The life and death of Foxhound will allow him to see clearly what the child is thinking now. He has to get rid of him personally, or he will usher in an unprecedented enemy for Longmen.

A big mistake has been made and there is no way to avoid it.

Wei Yanwu slowly pulled out the Chixiao in his hand, and raindrops splashed on the thin and sharp scarlet blade. He had not used this weapon to fight with anyone for almost 20 years.

However, his swordsmanship has never deteriorated, but it is no longer as sharp and unstoppable as before.

The most powerful power in the world is never held in the hands, only in the heart. Conspiracy and trajectory are murderous knives, invisible but deadly, which can make a person voluntarily sacrifice his life.

[Old Wei, we are...what do you mean, sworn brothers? 】

[So, I leave her and my daughter to you. 】

[Oh, I feel like I’m telling you this all at once. You can’t even take care of your own sister, right? 】

[I have already decided on my daughter’s name, she will call her... Tallulah. 】

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[The commando team is on standby, Commander Wei! 】

【Cannot attack by force!I disagree!Wei Yanwu, you'd better understand who the person inside is! 】

【Sir Wei!The kidnappers just proposed negotiations, and Inspector Chen went in alone!

【How dare he!How dare! ...Tell him to come back and stop him immediately!Guard!Guard! ...this idiot! 】

[Brother, I understand your difficulties, but that child is my son. Brother, Shiyin and him will be left to you. 】

He hasn't done anything well in these years.

Apart from this dragon gate, there was only this dragon gate left that had consumed his ambition.

He does nothing.

in a moment.

The monster's voice started to move, and he rushed forward, leading the Sakaz people behind him, like a group of demons breaking out of a prison. This was an enemy that the Guards Bureau had never faced or imagined.

That suffocating oppression, those golden eyes that seemed to be able to destroy all obstacles in the world, and the flames that illuminated the entire sky and earth.

The ferocious horns and pitch-black scales, every detail is magnified in people's eyes, magnified to the extreme.

"Calm down! Respond to the enemy!"

Wei Yanwu's scolding seemed to wake up the policemen of the special task force behind him from the cracks of the abyss. They were well-trained, erected shield walls, and shot crossbows through the air, but they failed to hinder the monster in the slightest.

He swayed with flames that burned the sky and destroyed the earth, roaring out from the flames and darkness.