Longmen Memoirs

But now Vina's own situation is not that good, otherwise why wouldn't she be able to stay here in Cornwall?

"Have you decided yet? Vina."

Chen Mo asked. He and Wei Na had a conversation not long ago. Chen Mo asked why she came here. She told Chen Mo that I would know, and now, I do know.

Wei Na hesitated and spoke softly.

"I might be... not as important as you think."

"This is beyond my control, I'm not a politician." Chen Mo said.

"Regret it?" Wei Na asked.

"Yeah, is it too late?"

"Maybe... it's too late?"

"I can only consider myself unlucky."

"It's good that you know." She patted Chen Mo's shoulder seemingly sympathetically. "Why do you never tell the truth?"

"when are we leaving?"

"Go back?" she asked blankly.

"Is it possible that I should continue to stay here? To be honest, I just want to go back to my poor place. It is much warmer than the castle here."

"Not used to it?"

"Are you used to it?"

“I wasn’t used to it at first, but I gradually got used to it.”

"Are you adapting to it or accepting it?"

"Probably both."

Her answer was a little vague. Chen Mo didn't understand what she was thinking at this time, but he thought, a huge castle, like what I see now, even the route is complicated, can such a place really be called Home?

Cold and empty, but this is her home and her life.

"There will be a banquet later. Do you want to go and see it?" she asked suddenly. “There hasn’t been an event like this here in Cornwall for a long time, so everyone thought he was old.”

"I'm not very good at communication."

"Me too."

"Can you dance?"

It was hard for Chen Mo to imagine how beautiful the lazy Wildcat would look wearing a gorgeous princess dress and high heels, dancing in the center of the dance floor where everyone was watching. Unfortunately, Wei Na's style made it impossible for him to relate her to this scene. connect together.

Maybe many years ago, Weina had really done what Chen Mo had imagined, wearing a gorgeous princess dress and high heels, dancing under the crystal lantern that attracted everyone's attention, but that was already a thing of the past.

Now she has strayed far away from her fairy tale-like life, stripped off her nobility and prosperity, fallen from heaven into the mortal world, and stands side by side with Chen Mo, a mortal.

"I've learned a little bit, but I'm not very good at it. Banquets are not just about dancing."

"It's a kind of banquet when three aunts and eight aunts get together to chat about the family's shortcomings."

Chen Mo's noncommittal answer was somewhat teasing, but it was just a different group of people, dressed more decently, and what he said was actually not that complicated.

But it is a pity that in his impression, he rarely met the so-called three aunts and eight aunts. The only time he met was at the funeral in the mist of light rain, and he has cut off contact with them since then.

Wei Na was a little stunned by this funny answer, and then she couldn't help but chuckle.

"Is this what you say there? It's quite strange, but it doesn't seem to make any difference." She became a little less interested.

"Are you still going?"

"I won't go, it's too much trouble." She said, "Going back?"

It was as if she was asking for Chen Mo's opinion, something she wouldn't have done before.

"Aren't you going to say hello?"

"Need not."

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"Where's the way out?"

Her reminding voice came from behind. Chen Mo turned around. She raised her finger and pointed in the opposite direction of Chen Mo. Chen Mo turned back with an expressionless face.

"You look familiar here?"

Maybe it was to cover up the embarrassment just now, or maybe Chen Mo was still curious about it, so he asked this sentence as they walked side by side.

Wei Na paused for a moment, looked at the straight passage, turned her head and said:

"No one should be unfamiliar with the place where they have lived, right?"

"I used to live here."

"It's been quite a long time...seven or eight years, I can't remember clearly."

"...Guinevere also lives here?"

Chen Mo paused for two seconds, but couldn't help but ask this question. Wei Na suddenly fell silent, stopped, her face was dull, and the faint smile she had just now was gone.

She lowered her eyelids slightly and faced Chen Mo's gaze. Chen Mo felt a depressing atmosphere from her body. This is something that is difficult to describe in words, just like when people face certain things in the past, Shockingly sad.

"It doesn't matter if you don't want to talk about it. It brought up some things that you don't want to remember."

She looked at Chen Mo, Chen Mo's figure reflected in her golden eyes, as if frozen in her eyes.

After a few seconds, she said: "You want to know?"

Chen Mo considered his words, thinking about how to answer her words, and in her eyes, the words that came to his mind slowly dissipated.

"If you don't want to tell me, I won't ask."

The Earl has mentioned this name, but what does this name mean to Wei Na? A few simple words have become it because they have been given a certain meaning, but for different people For people, the same name also has different meanings.

Just like for Chen Mo, this was just the first time he heard it.

He and Weina looked at each other. Over the past many days, the distance between them had never been so close, and they had never been so far away. Weina stood in front of Chen Mo, but she gave him the feeling that Weina was drifting away. the illusion.

Chen Mo seemed to be able to see her figure, walking alone on a majestic and majestic avenue. At the end of the road was a towering imperial pillar, steel and bone, blood and sword, reaching to the sky. She stepped towards the high platform step by step. There was no looking back.

Chen Mo suddenly remembered this scene in his mind, and then remembered another scene he saw a long time ago. It was a person, and he was walking alone. He was walking on a narrow road, with bottomless mountains on both sides. In the abyss, the dark and blood-red sky above the head seeks to devour people, and the flesh and blood of countless monsters covers the sight.

But suddenly one day, the two roads that were supposed to go in different directions connected together. Chen Mo walked on that magnificent road, and met Wei Na in the middle of the road.

"It's not something that's hard to talk about."

A slight smile broke out at the corner of Vina's mouth. The smile seemed to be directed at me and something else.

"Guinevere is the name of a person, a person from the past."

"friend?"

"I have no friends." She paused and added, "Except for you."

"If I were as lazy as you, I wouldn't be able to make many friends."

Chen Mo deliberately made a regretful and regretful expression, wanting to skip this topic, but she obviously accepted the proposal.One day, if she had the chance, she would mention it to Chen Mo, but it shouldn't be now.

"I'm not very good at talking to people."

"So, it's quite fate that two people like us can meet."

Wei Na raised her head and glanced at Chen Mo, her gaze making Chen Mo look away feeling guilty.

"Okay, I had bad intentions." He admitted with a sigh.

When they walked out of the corridor, it was already afternoon. The afternoon dusk fell on the sky, and the clouds glowed dimly red in the glow.

From a distance, you can see expensive cars driving into the square outside the castle one after another, and finally stopping at the door. Well-dressed gentlemen and ladies got out of the cars and walked up the steps where the red carpet was laid.

He and Weina stood on the window sill of the mansion and looked at the scene below. Compared with them, it was obvious that there was a huge difference in the clothes he and Weina wore.

"know?"

Weina's eyes were fixed on the person below who had just got off the car. He was far away, but Chen Mo could still see the person's appearance clearly.

It has to be said that according to the standards of popular women's mate selection, he is definitely the best candidate. He is tall, handsome, noble and rich. Compared with a down-and-out family like himself, he simply does not look like a person living in the same world.

The attendant in a suit opened the door respectfully and stepped out of the car. He was tall and straight, wearing a black cloak. The silver-gray fur on the cloak was swaying gently in the breeze.

He took off his cloak, wearing a well-tailored formal suit underneath, and put the cloak in his hand into the hands of his attendants.

"Enthiodis Shivaash, I've met him before." Vina looked away.

"???"

"The Sherrags, to be precise, are the current heads of the Shivaash family of Sherrags."

"Coming to Victoria to seek political asylum?"

"Who knows." Vina shrugged.

As she spoke, she raised her finger and pointed behind Chen Mo. Chen Mo looked where she pointed. After a few seconds, he looked away and looked at her again.

"..."

"I don't really like waiting for people, so don't keep me waiting too long."

There has never been love without reason in this world, nor hatred without reason. There won't be any now, and there won't be again in the future.

No one wants to believe that people's pain is caused by themselves. People think that the world owes them because they cannot be happy. When they cannot be happy, they blame the person close to them. On people.

The more you rely on others to provide you with self-worth, or to rely on them to see you as unique, the more you will, over time, develop some kind of resentment when you feel disappointed.

I was like this in the past, and so was Chen in the past.

But Tallulah is different, a person who is born fair, noble, and kind, and never stops trying to make herself better, gentler, more lovely, more patient, and more helpful. There is nothing wrong with this, but this But it will lead to a weird result, an unacceptable result, that is: "The more she expresses sympathy to others and the more she expresses her kindness to others, the more difficult and difficult her situation will become. .”

If resisting fate is also part of destiny, then what people are doing now can also be regarded as a kind of destiny, a kind of destiny that will catch up with you no matter how far you run away or how long you run.

It planted its seeds many years ago, and before you even realize it, everything you do now becomes a futile joke.

A shitty and despicable performance.

Chapter 50 No one told me it was Carters until now

Before you meet the person who can make your heart miss you, you always feel that you will not stop for anyone, but when you come back to your senses, your mind is already blank.

A long time ago, Chen Mo had thought about what the relationship between him and Chen was and what it should be. They could probably be regarded as friends. But ten years later, even the closest friends would become alienated, let alone them. There wasn’t that deep friendship.

Once he thinks of this, Chen Mo will think of the past that happened when he was a child. In his eyes, Chen is a child, and in Chen's eyes, he is the same.

The three of them visited the streets and alleys of Longmen and the dock shops. Those memories still remain in the depths of Chen Mo's mind, becoming the most precious treasure of his childhood. In the years that followed, they accompanied him for a long time. some way.

But when he came back to his senses, all he had left on this road was himself and the unhappy ending.

Ever since he met Chen Mo, Chen Mo couldn't help but think of the days in that orphanage, uncontrollably reappearing in the depths of his mind again and again, as if he wanted him to remember again, the things he once had. Something lost again.

People can never truly forget. Those so-called forgotten things are just because they are not important enough, and important things cannot be forgotten until death.

Chen Mo couldn't convince himself to forget. Naturally, he couldn't approach Chen with peace of mind, or try to hug her, but fortunately, at least Chen proved that he had not been forgotten.

Chen Mo is afraid of being forgotten, just like the box buried in the soil. If it is forgotten, it will never exist again.

But now, Chen suddenly told him that she had forgotten him. Chen Mo could not deny that he was happy about this in his heart. But the difference was that besides the joy, he was also afraid that Chen would approach him, and he was also afraid that he would endure it. Keep approaching her.

Chen Mo once thought that he was a determined person, and his mature soul gave him a mature mind. He looked down on them like an adult looking down at a child, but later Chen Mo realized that he was not as determined as he thought, and he was not as determined as he thought. Not as strong as Chen and Tallulah.

What's ridiculous is that Chen Mo still believed in this self-righteous idea until he left the orphanage.

He looked at them, who seemed to him to be naive, with what could be called a childish perspective, and later in life, he suddenly discovered that it was actually him who was childish.

The high-end villa on Taiheng Road hides Chen's unspeakable past. In a place that can be called hell for her, she struggled to live her entire childhood. Looking at the things she acquired, one day she suddenly became far away from her. Go, she wanted to catch it, she tried her best.

Chen Mo knew that she had tried her best, but she still didn't catch it and watched her flow away from her fingers. Chen Mo had never experienced that kind of pain and powerlessness.

The appearance of Chen Mo gave Chen a glimmer of hope. It was not that she had no friends, but even friends were different. For a certain period of time, Chen tried to trust Chen Mo, even rely on her. When she and Tallulah drifted away, During the days, she looked at Chen Mo who was by Tallulah's side, trying to rely on him and rely on him to touch Tallulah.

Chen Mo can only say dependence, because for children, the word "use" is too far away.

She stared into her eyes at that time, telling herself that I could help her, and I helped her, and this trust was quietly established between them from that time on.

Chen Mo's trust is a very precious thing. It is difficult for her to truly trust someone. Unfortunately, Chen Mo didn't realize it at that time. Chen Mo thought she was just a child, and children's trust is very casual and easy. of.

Chen Mo didn't notice it, which led to everything that happened next.