Longmen Memoirs

A kind of happiness of being lost, a kind of resentment of being betrayed, like this when Chen Mo faced Chen Mo, a kind of resentment of being in despair, and a kind of happiness of being remembered.

Chen Mo once resented. He knew that he shouldn't resent and had no reason to resent anything, but he still couldn't help but hate Wei Yanwu who put him here. He also hated Talulah and Chen. He had to hate something to make his heart no longer so painful, but at the same time he would think of them, so the hatred turned into nostalgia again.

Humans are very complex animals, because their emotions are also very complex, because people will encounter different things and different situations, and their hearts will change accordingly.

Chen probably had the same idea as him. When he was young, Chen Mo envied Chen, and she also envied Chen Mo. Now, Chen Mo no longer hates her, and she no longer hates me. But as Chen Mo said, that kind of hate can't She would disappear easily, so Chen Mo didn't know how to face her, and how should she face herself.

What is caught between them is not only the lost time, but also the past that is difficult to face, some of which only Chen Mo knows, and some of which only Chen understands.

They are no longer children, and because they are no longer children, they have become mature. Chen Mo can face the young Chen, but he doesn't know the current Chen, or: Hui Jie.

He could only stand behind the pillars on the second floor, like he did when he was a child, and carefully look at Chen who was sitting in the corner of the hall below. He seemed to be very good at doing this kind of thing, and he had experienced this before.

When Chen grew up, she was much more mature. Chen Mo also fantasized about what she would look like when she grew up, just like Tallulah. She would inevitably fantasize about her and be a little cold, even if she wore blue clothes specifically to blend in with the crowd. The dress couldn't hide her cold face, and it was hard to see a smile.

But Chen Mo thought that once a smile appeared on the cold face, it should be as brilliant as a mountain of apple blossoms, and it should be like the first snow melting on the branches under the winter sun.

Or maybe it should be a sneer, a sneer of sarcasm and disdain.

She shouldn't appear here, Chen Mo doesn't want her to appear here, she is always like this, not listening to others' advice, insisting on doing things that others think are stupid, for the belief in her heart.

She's a determined person, they all are.

It is rare to see Chen dressed up like this. The impression is that she is not a person who is good at dressing up. It is difficult for people to associate her with her cold and stereotyped personality and image, but it cannot be denied that Chen like this is surprising. At the same time, there is yearning.

Can I really watch her, when she embraces her own life, meet a man who is lucky enough to be loved by Chen Huijie, a man who can show her a future, a man who can live in the rest of his life? The person who accompanies her as she grows old.

Chen Mo knew that he couldn't help it. He had always had too many regrets and reluctances in his heart. One after another, he was tired of dealing with them.

"Hi, what a coincidence, we meet again."

Bagpipe, just before Chen Mo decided to leave, this girl appeared behind Chen Mo. Chen Mo heard the footsteps behind him and walked behind him amidst the soothing piano music in the hall. When she turned her head, she waved her hand.

The red dress has a long skirt and ruffled skirt, dotted with silver sequins. The girl's long red hair is tied up high, leaving a strand hanging on her forehead, and her blue earrings have silver tassels. , swaying slightly with her movements.

She was wearing light makeup, but that light makeup didn't match her attire at the moment, and it was obvious that she was feeling a little uncomfortable.

"We meet again, Miss Bagpipe."

"How will you be here?"

Bagpipe then stood on tiptoe and looked past Chen Mo along the position behind him. She saw Chen sitting downstairs.

Bagpipe seemed to understand something all of a sudden.

"Are you... looking at Chen Chen?"

Chen Mo neither denied nor admitted.

"Are you here for a banquet?"

"Banquet? Oh, yes, yes, [&

"Why don't you go down there?"

"Actually, I'm not very good at dancing. It's my first time to attend such an occasion. I'm wearing a dress or something. I used to think it was so beautiful, but I didn't expect it to be so troublesome. I don't know what I should do now, so I just come up and walk around?" She struggled to finish, and then asked in surprise: "Chen Chen is surprisingly adaptable to this environment. Did she often participate in it before?"

"I don't know. To be honest, you should know better than me."

"That's right. After all, you haven't seen each other for so long... Do you want me to call her over for you? I'll be happy to help."

"I'm going to run some errands with a friend and I'll be leaving soon."

"So urgent? By the way...you don't look like you're here for a banquet."

No one would be stupid enough to wear casual clothes to attend such a banquet. Before coming, Chen Mo never thought that Wei Na would take him to such a place. It wasn't until he got off the car that he was a little confused about whether he was wearing the right clothes. Fortunately, the earl He is not a person who pays attention to appearance, or Wei Na is dressed in such a casual manner, which makes it hard for him to say anything.

This banquet was not a sudden one. Rather, it was a cover deliberately held to conceal the arrival of Wei Na and Chen Mo. However, neither of them were the protagonists of this dance.

"Is your friend the one you met that day?" Bagpipe looked at Chen Mo curiously and asked.

"Miss Bagpipe, don't you think you have too many questions?"

"I'm just curious. I always feel like I've seen her there. Maybe it's an illusion... Don't mind it."

"It's ok."

As Chen Mo said, Bagpipe suddenly froze, with a bit of embarrassment on his face. He glanced at Chen Mo, seeming to be racking his brains to find some reason for the past.

Chen Mo pointed at his ears.

Bagpipe was stunned at first, and then laughed twice with an embarrassed look on his face.

"You are indeed not simple. I knew how could the people Chen Chen knew be ordinary..." She seemed to be trying to cover up her embarrassment, or looking for a new topic: "When did you find out?"

"Just now." Chen Mo said, and then asked: "If I were your instructor, your performance just now would probably fail."

"Hey, is it so obvious?" she asked, and then muttered: "Anyway, I often hover on the edge of the passing line."

"Chen has made a very good friend." Chen Mo said. He had already seen what Chen was looking for downstairs.

"Ah, thanks."

"Now, can I ask what exactly you are here for?"

"Well...I'm sorry that I can't tell you for some reasons."

"Because I'm an unrelated person?"

"No one has told you not to always keep the topic so straightforward." Her expression seemed to be complaining: "I will be very embarrassed."

"No one really seems to have said that."

"I said it, just now." She pointed at herself with her index finger to remind her.

"...I will seriously consider your suggestion."

Say goodbye to the bagpipe.

"You must have no talent for humor."

"What you mean by humor is funny, then I am indeed lacking in this aspect."

"Now I understand why Chen Chen is so angry with you. If it were me, I would definitely be very angry too!"

Bagpipe made an annoyed look, puffing out her cheeks slightly, the same way she did when her mother was angry at home.

Maybe she shouldn't be called cute given her age, but to be honest, she is very cute.

"Oh really."

"No one must have told you that being angry isn't scary at all, well... on the contrary, it's kind of funny."

"Huh? It's funny." She was stunned, and her bulging cheeks relaxed: "Shouldn't it be cute? Most of them are cute, right? Maybe...a little bit, my mother often does this too Said...she is really scary when she is angry, she always says that a woman from Vaifan should look like Vaifan, obviously..."

Bagpipe suddenly rambled for a long time, and when he raised his head again, he seemed to suddenly realize that he had said something strange, and his face was soon covered with blush.

He looked away slightly, a little too embarrassed to look at Chen Mo.

"Okay, the lovely Miss Vaifan. I have to leave first, but before that, can I ask you a favor?"

"Ah...then you...just tell me, I'm listening."

She tilted her head, and her red ears could be seen from the side of her face under the light.

Chen Mo opened the door. In the classically decorated room, under the warm light, Wei Na sat on the soft sofa seat with her legs crossed, her hands on her thighs, and her body tilted slightly.

She tilted her head and closed her eyes, seeming to be asleep, a little lazily.

Chen Mo walked over and she seemed to hear a noise. Her slender eyelashes trembled and she slowly opened her eyes. Her sleepy eyes were a little confused when she looked at Chen Mo, but they soon regained their clarity.

She smiled slightly.

"Have you been waiting for a long time?" Chen Mo stretched out his hand.

"Did I accidentally fall asleep just now?"

Wei Na naturally took Chen's outstretched palm and stood up from the chair.

"How's it going? It's your business." she asked.

"It's time to go back."

"it is good."

She has never been too involved in other people's affairs, let alone someone's thoughts. She seems to be indifferent to everything. She is polite but has an insurmountable gap with everyone, but the fact is She is not difficult to get in touch with, and she never deliberately keeps a distance from anyone.

To a certain extent, she and Chen Mo are the same kind of people. It is not difficult to get in touch with them, but it is rare to understand them. However, if you want to understand someone, it will take too much effort and time, and it may be in vain.

Chen Mo didn't know if he and she could be considered friends. This visit to Cornwall's mansion only opened a small hole in their relationship, but at least it wasn't to the point of being in a heart-to-heart relationship.

She is an insignificant Aslan, a chess piece in name only, a symbol, a bargaining chip, an ordinary and extraordinary person trapped in Londinium by a crown.

If the overall situation in Londinium had been decided, she might still have the possibility to leave, instead of being unknown and in danger at any time like she is now.

Is the arrival of Kazdel and Chen Mo good or bad for her?How does she view her current situation, whether she goes with the flow or makes plans.

She is too lazy, and her lazy attitude and demeanor make it difficult to tell what is going on in her heart.

Should he give up completely and not care, or should he deliberately hide his weakness and save his life under the general situation?

Chapter 51 There is an evil ghost living in my heart

[I used to long for a peaceful life, but at the same time I would feel depressed because of it. To be serious, it probably means that I am no longer adaptable to such a life.

These days that I once thought were destined for me are gradually moving away from me. As they get further and further away, I realize that my expectations are just expectations. 】

Shortly after returning to the warehouse, Chen Mo and Weina moved out of there. Chen Mo quit his job as a warehouse manager and prepared to move to the Glasgow Gang station in the lower city with Weina.

This time it was no longer Chen Mo who took in Wei Na, but Wei Na who took in him.

Come to think of it, fate is really strange. After an unexpected turn, he and Wei Na changed their identities, from being dependent on others to being mainly guests.

After leaving the HR Department of SWIRE's logistics branch and walking to the lobby, you can see Wei Na sitting lazily on the sofa in the lobby booth and reading the magazine in her hand.

"Is it done?" She put down the magazine and asked Chen Mo, who was approaching.

"Yes."

"Why do you want to move suddenly?"

"I've already explained it to you."

The day before, Wei Na asked the same question. After dinner, Chen Mo proposed this idea. She asked why she suddenly wanted to move away. Chen Mo told her that it was because she had to change places to prepare for leaving later. Since Earl Glasgow The gang was prepared for Wei Na, so naturally she had to handle this matter as well.

"Really?"

"Of course it's more than that." Chen Mo said, "I'm not a dragon. I have no confidence that I can guard such a huge treasure by myself."

"Treasure?" Wei Na asked: "Shouldn't it be said to be the bane?"

"That depends on who it is for. I have to find some people to help."

"So sincere this time?"

"I've always been honest, you just didn't realize it."

Back in the present, she asked the same question again.

"Victoria is actually not very big." She said vaguely.

"It's quite big for me." Chen Mo replied, and then asked: "What were you looking at just now?"

"Nothing." Wei Na glanced at the magazine on the table: "A magazine introducing this company. It sounds like this company is quite big."

"You've met their boss."

"Maybe I've seen him before." She thought for a moment and stood up from the sofa. "Even if I have seen him, I don't know him."

"gone."

When they walked out of the door, the weather was very gloomy, with thick dark clouds in the sky, strong winds blowing high in the sky, and the moist wind was mixed with falling raindrops.

It will rain heavily.

"It's going to rain." Chen Mo looked at the sky, and cold raindrops fell on his palms.

"Don't like rain?"

Chen Mo turned to look at her, and she explained: "I can always see you in a daze when it rains."

"I liked it for a while, but then I didn't like it anymore for some reason." Chen Mo retracted his hand into his pocket: "Maybe it's because it's easy to get wet on rainy days, so I started to dislike it."

The way the rain fell was like dripping blood, which made me extremely happy.