Longmen Memoirs

"You want to say that I am a bad guest, but I admit it." Chen raised his eyebrows and refused to give up: "But I have never heard of an owner who would keep photos and clothes of other people's husbands."

"You should ask the person involved about these things, not me." Fox glanced at the photos on the table and looked away: "I am just a weak woman with no power to restrain a chicken, and I am also a victim."

What the fox said was both pitiful and sincere.

Chen sneered.

She just looked at the fox, her eyes slightly provocative and interrogating.

Probably he couldn't stand her gaze.

"Do you believe me when I say I was forced to do anything?"

"From the angle of this photo, I can't see where you are helpless."

"That's unbelief."

The fox sighed.

"I said before that he wanted to kill Chief Wei. Do you think I was telling you a joke?" Fox suddenly said, and Chen's expression suddenly fell.

Who said that your husband would not be in a good mood even if he wanted to kill your uncle, even though neither your husband nor your uncle are actually reliable.

She didn't know what she thought of, and looked at the fox with a cold look.

"Whether you think I'm lying to you or provoking you, that's the truth. In fact, you can tell it yourself. It's just that there are some things that honestly are much better not to know than to know."

"You'd better speak clearly."

Chen's eyes became more and more evil. She thought that one day she would do something to this Wolper, and she also thought that there might be such a day.

It just won't be so fast, and it won't be so sudden.

Chen Xin is no better than this Wolper, but her sense of Wei Yanwu is even worse. Poor Chen Huijie, there are probably not many people who can make her feel better.

"I've reminded you, Miss Chen, that Chief Wei actually knows what I'm telling you now." Fox suddenly said, "You can go confront him now. Maybe he is waiting in the office building you are most familiar with. I want you to go find him in person, although I don’t know the reason, but I guess he knows you won’t go there.”

Chen remained silent and did not answer.

After a few seconds.

She sat down. Indeed, as the fox said, she was not impulsive enough to confront Wei Yanwu, but it also proved from the side that the fox did not lie to her.

And she herself knew that even if she went to find Wei Yanwu, there would be no results. It would be meaningless to talk about what had happened now.

After thinking about it carefully, he understood why Wei Yanwu did this. He just wanted to tell her, or deliberately stimulated her. Just like before she joined the inspection team, Wei Yanwu had said that he would come to him again when she couldn't do it anymore.

He has been like this since he was a child. He has never had any expectations for himself, and gradually Chen has not had any expectations for him. Looking back now, it has always been like this. He seems to have everything under control, which is why Chen is dissatisfied and even a little bit dissatisfied. Rebellion.

"Does it feel bad?"

Fox asked softly.

"You don't need to meddle in other people's business." Chen glanced at her.

"I'm not that free yet." Fox said, she took out a cigarette and lit it: "You know, I also have a dream. When I grow up, I think I will open a dessert shop and be a pastry chef. , so that I can have endless sweets for the rest of my life.”

"Then why did you become a policeman?" Chen said sarcastically.

The fox didn't care.

"Because when I grew up, I found that being a pastry chef was much harder than being a police officer. I found that I can have endless sweets without being a pastry chef, and it's not that strenuous."

Chen frowned.

"So in the final analysis, I want to be a pastry chef because of my sweet tooth, but since I can fulfill my dream without being a pastry chef, why do I want to do it, right?" The fox said: "If one day you become the Lord of Longmen City , you will find that these things that are worrying you now are unnecessary. Whether it is the Guards Bureau or this Longmen, when you can decide the future of this city, what it will look like depends on you. "

"Of course, the premise is that you have the ability."

Chen's face was cold, and her words were sonorous and powerful every word.

"If we have to compromise and be indifferent to right and wrong in order to change this city, then I would rather not be some bullshit Longmen City Lord for the rest of my life."

"Ah, I know this. I don't want to live in the shadow of my elders. I want to work hard to prove that I can achieve success without relying on my elders, right? It's really enviable."

Chen felt that his attitude towards this damn Wolper would never change in his entire life.

She always believes that it is not a certain person who determines the appearance of a city, but the city itself.

She would never allow herself to live like Wei Yanwu.

She didn't know when, maybe because she had seen too much, and the more she got to know the city, her original purpose of joining the Guards Bureau inevitably changed.

Chapter 63 Nightmare, it’s not too late

1093/3/22

Spring:

southwestern usas

4:45A.M/late night

Chen Mo had a dream.

A very strange dream.

Ever since Kazdel, Chen Mo has rarely had such things as dreams. The voices in his head and the pain of old wounds usually make it difficult for him to sleep peacefully, let alone dream.

But that dream was extremely real, so real that it was difficult for him to distinguish it in the dream.

He dreamed that the infected people were going south and encountered an encirclement and suppression by the regular army of Upper Ursus. They were helpless. In order to cover Talulah's whereabouts, Alina was killed by the traitors.

They cut off Alina's horns, gouged out her eyes, and used the cruelest method in the world to force the poor and strong girl to reveal Tallulah's whereabouts.

He dreamed that in the dark dungeon, Elafia's blood was flowing, and he could even hear the sound of dripping blood and her gradually failing breathing. On the contrary, it was the sarcastic smile on her face that attracted Ursus. People are hysterically angry.

Chen Mo dreamed that her body was hung on a wooden stake, like a tattered cloth bag, and scavenging black feathered beasts were hovering in the sky, waiting for her to rot and stink.

He dreamed that Tallulah had snatched Alina's body back, and Draco's angry and desperate shouts were accompanied by devastating flames that burned the entire land.

He saw Tallulah walking away alone with Alina's body in her arms, her back staggering and sad.

Alina was buried on a hillside known only to Tallulah, where white edelweiss bloomed, and no one cared about the tiny and pitiful Elafia.

Her life was ordinary and humble, and she encountered some good things, but in the end she was far from happy.

Tallulah erected a tombstone on the hillside. She sat in front of the tombstone without saying a word for three days and three nights. The frost star came and the snow monster came. They all just watched from a distance, watching Draco walk out of his heart. of sadness.

She lost her best friend.

The team then headed south.

It’s been a bumpy road.

Chernobog burned in a fire, and there were many people who Chen Mo didn't know in the ranks of the infected.

The outcome was of course what he expected.

People in the team died one by one.

Alina, Ino, Sasha, and then Snow Monster, Frost Star, Patriot... some of them are known, some are unknown, but most of them are unknown. They all have a common name - Infected.

The snow monsters were destroyed in a small city in the south of Ursus. Frost Star died so lonely, and the patriot finally died on the march along with the shield guards.

After all, they failed to reach the Holy Castle, and before they could even let out the roar of the infected, everything came to an end.

The flames of the city seemed to ignite the sky. The sky was dead and gray, very much like the Dragon Gate City that Chen Mo had seen when he was a child. It laughed at the small and ignorant people, and how pathetic and ridiculous their actions were.

He watched Tallulah gradually die, and finally fell halfway to her ideal under the oppression of the huge Ursus Empire.

The flags of the infected fell apart, and they returned to the snowfield.

He dreamed that Tallulah led the remaining troops and rushed towards Ursus' army. That huge army seemed like a small stubborn stone in the torrent that was overestimated and would inevitably be destroyed in the end.

The Ursans cut off Drak's horns as trophies, and they stripped Drak of his scales as punishment for evil deeds.

He dreamed of Tallulah being escorted to the high platform for beheading. They passed through the dilapidated streets of Chernobog. Along the way, the angry citizens cursed her for bringing disaster to the city, but they forgot what happened to the infected. The children picked up stones from the ground and threw them at her, just like she had seen the children in the village deal with the pickets in the past, and the escorting Ursus soldiers were happy to see this damn sinner treated like this. .

They don't feel cruel and they don't feel bad about it.

The whole city hated her, they laughed at her, they were proud of her, they felt that the evildoers had been punished.

In their hearts they have hatred, nothing but hatred, for the evil people who ruined their lives.

Only Tallulah walked without saying a word, the blood left on her forehead dyed her face red. She was silent, but her back was still straight. She just looked at the torture instruments on the high platform, but there was no fear in her eyes.

Splashes of blood dyed the sky red, Drak's head rolled down, and the victors loudly denounced her evil deeds, all as if they were seeking justice.

Oh, justice, whose justice?

He dreamed of the quarrel between Wei Yanwu and Chen, dreamed that the Governor of Longmen broke Chen's leg, and dreamed that Chen left Longmen without any nostalgia after recovering from his injury.

Chen sneaked into Ursus alone. She sneaked into the palace of Holy Castle and snatched Tallulah's head.

Chen Mo saw her crying so sadly and heartbreakingly, but he couldn't do anything because there was no place for him in his dream.

He was not in his dream.

He can't do anything.

So when I got here, I woke up from the dream.

It was late at night, so of course the bonfire outside the tent was almost extinguished.

The night wind was very cold. The southwest of Ursus in early spring was not a warm place, but compared to the dry and cold northern snowfields, the cold in the south was more biting.

Chen Mo thought he would be very angry. The moment he woke up from the dream, the memory in the dream was extremely clear, but after just a few minutes, everything suddenly became blurry.

He was not angry, he was calm, too calm.

Because he knew very well that it was just a dream.

The bonfire was rekindled, and as the wood burned, a few sparks floated into the night sky. Chen Mo, wearing a coat, sat quietly in front of the bonfire. He stared at the fire, but his thoughts became more and more scattered.

In the quiet night, one could vaguely hear the call of an unknown night owl, and then the rustle of the wind through the leaves, the flames swaying, and after a long time, everything became silent.

"I had a dream."

He suddenly opened his mouth to say this, and naturally no one responded to his words. Shuangxing's tent did not respond. Chen Mo just glanced at it and withdrew his gaze.

"A very perverted dream, you know, I have [>

He muttered to himself and stirred the bonfire with branches to make the flames brighter.

"I had a similar dream before when I was in Sargon. We met not long ago. You said that you had been waiting for me for a long time. You said that you are me, but I am not you. You said that one day we would become Each other, because I need your power, because we can be immortal, but I think you are a psycho, or in other words, I have a mental problem."

After doing this, he pointed to his head and retracted his hand, tightening the coat tightly around him. A little warmth relieved the sting of the old injury in the cold night.

【Do you still remember? ] He asked aloud, with rare curiosity.

"I dare not forget." Chen Mo said: "I originally wanted to see a psychiatrist to see if there was anything wrong with me. For this matter, I wanted to find many people for help."

[I said that would be useless. 】

"So I didn't do that." Chen Mo replied in a low voice: "You also said that Kelsey told me how to deal with you, saying that without you, in Kazdale, in Rhine, or even in Black Wall, I would die. , you said you knew everything about me, I couldn’t refute it, so I was scared..."

【afraid of what? 】

"I can't tell clearly. I may be afraid that I will become you, afraid of the so-called destiny and being born this way in your mouth." Chen Mo said.

He didn't answer, as if he didn't expect this awkward man to be so sincere this time, which was beyond his expectation.

Chen Mo continued.

"You also said you wouldn't harm me or betray me? But you never said you wouldn't lie to me."

[You didn’t believe me, did you? 】

"So that's what I think too." Chen Mo replied: "I think one day I have to kill you. Only when you completely disappear can I feel at ease."

【So what now? 】

"It's the same now, but unfortunately I don't have much time left."

【…】

"Did you dream that dream of mine?" Chen Mo suddenly asked. "It doesn't matter if you don't answer. I know it was you who did it. It's still the same as Kazdaele's time. You think I'm doing something stupid again and implicating you."

[If you think so, I won’t refute it. 】He said: 【I also know your plan, watchdog, but you also know very well that they cannot go too far with the help of outsiders. You know your current situation and how limited you can be. You can't change anyone's destiny, because you don't have those great aspirations, you are just a small person. 】

"..."

[Ah, let me guess, what is your wish, to save the suffering people of the world?Establish a country of your own and be famous in history, or a little less, change the fate of those people and become a common hero and savior in people's eyes? 】