Longmen Memoirs

When Kelsey asked what he meant, Chen Mo didn't hide anything, so after thinking for a while, Kelsey didn't say anything more. Chen Mo couldn't answer why he was hanging out with a group of Ursus anti-infected people now. Together, just like when he was an outsider and side by side with the Sakaz.

Kelsey neither reminded her of concern nor asked why. She seemed to have always been like this. She would not express her opinions if it did not involve the things she was concerned about, but when it came to this ship and certain people, , she will become completely different from before.

The indifferent Kelsey is like a condescending lady, the foresightful Feilin, and the resolute minister. For Chen Mo, among all the people he knows, she and the doctor are the two most complicated people. I can't see through his thoughts, but the former is just the opposite.

Perhaps in the eyes of others, Chen Mo is the same person.

Most people are weak. Weak people can't help but sympathize when they see people who look similar to themselves suffering and wandering around. Once this kind of sympathetic emotion comes into contact with the goodness in their hearts, they will become soft-hearted.

Being soft-hearted is always a sign of destruction. Once a person becomes soft-hearted and no longer firm, he can easily become a part of the suffering.

Such as Theresia, such as Kelsey, Tallulah and many others later.

From the moment when people become soft-hearted, they begin to move towards a future beyond their control and begin to reap the consequences.

Froststar underwent a series of medical tests with professional equipment on Rhodes Island, which made Carters, who always regarded himself as a warrior, at a loss and a little uneasy at the same time.

Those instruments were more tiring than a battle.

But the result is quite satisfactory. At least Kelsey was not ruthless enough to issue a critical illness notice. Although Shuangxing's infection level has not yet reached a life-threatening level, her severe malnutrition and uncontrolled use of spells still made her The body is in a state of overload.

This is also the current situation of most of the infected soldiers in the camp, and Shuangxing's physical fitness can be regarded as the best among most of the infected.

Shuangxing herself didn't show much emotion when she learned the result. If it weren't for the tight and forceful movements of her fingers holding the test report, it would have made people think that she was so determined that she didn't care about life and death.

This result has long been expected, but the battle cannot stop yet. It is better to say that the real battle has not yet begun. Shuangxing cannot and will not stop her steps, and her life will continue with every battle. Enter the countdown.

This is the fate of every infected person, and no one is exempt.

In the limited time, there are too many things waiting for them to complete. Even if they themselves cannot see clearly those struggles, this is not the saddest thing. The saddest thing is probably finally being in the long confusion. I saw my own way forward, but I couldn't go any further.

Chen Mo handed her the canned drink in his hand.

"I am fine."

Shuangxing came to his senses and put away the test report in his hand.

Chen Mo takes back【=&

"I have been prepared for more serious consequences than this."

"I haven't spoken yet."

"I know what you want to say."

"You can stay here and take medical care in Rhode Island..."

"Thank you, but don't mention it again, I won't be staying."

"That's what I guess you'd answer."

Chen Mo said, he looked at Shuangxing.

"Then why are you still asking?"

"Try it."

"..."

"What about you?" Shuangxing suddenly asked.

"what?"

Chen Mo looked at her in confusion, but after seeing Shuangxing's eyes, she understood what Carters was asking.

"The specific aid agreement is still being negotiated, but the framework has been basically drawn up. If you are worried..."

"I didn't ask you this, but you plan to keep doing this?"

"I know my situation well and it's fine."

"do not fool me."

"Why did I lie to you?"

"You didn't even ask me what I was asking you."

"..."

She stared at Chen Mo's eyes. What Chen Mo didn't notice was that it seemed that ever since he met this Carter, he hadn't noticed that Frost Star's gray eyes were the same color as Tallulah.

"Because it's not necessary." Chen Mo said, "Even if I tell you, you can't help me, so you don't have to know some things so clearly."

"What about Tallulah?" she asked.

"Are you going to tell her?"

Frost Star fell silent, lowering her eyelids and not answering.

"So there is no need, Shuangxing, one's leaving is one of the normal things in this land. Life and death are determined by fate, and no one can be an exception.

Besides, I’m not at that point yet, really, I’m not going to lie to you, it’s just some old wounds coming back. "

"You can also stay here, you don't have to do it for..." Shuangxing stopped talking, just because she felt that she was not qualified to say these words.

Saying such words now made her feel a little hypocritical, although she had no other thoughts in her mind.

"I also made it very clear, it was never for you, nor for the infected."

When a person lives alone, if he does everything for himself, he will live alone. If he does everything for others, he will not be stable.

Because there is rarely the so-called best of both worlds in this world, any choice will be difficult.

Chapter 69 Things often change people

April 3

Kazdale North/Rhode Island

As night falls and the sun sets in the west, the shadow of the huge continental cruiser crawls on the wasteland, like a peaceful giant beast.

The sunset in the evening reflected the oblique shadow of the ship. The sunset in Kazdaele remained the same as before. However, when the brilliant sunset was gradually swallowed up by the night, the warmth that remained on the body also disappeared with the arrival of the cold night. .

Chen Mo likes Kazdale.

He likes the people and things in this land, and he also likes the starry sky that can be seen when looking up at night outside the battlefield. No matter where he is, some things will never change, just like under the same sky, even if Separated from each other, there is no news, but there are still some things hidden in the deepest part of the memory, which can no longer be changed.

In front of the deck at the bow of the ship, the doctor stared at the figure standing on the deck leaning against the railing.

He stopped.

When I looked up, there was only the last afterglow of the setting sun in the distance, which was about to disappear below the horizon among the dim clouds. Therefore, the shadow of the person was continuously stretched in this afterglow, lengthened and merged, and then slowly disappeared. .

"you are here."

"It's Doctor. I haven't seen him for a while."

Chen Mo raised his hand to say hello.

"Kelsey said that you met a group of infected people in Ursus and went to Ursus after leaving Kazdaele?"

The doctor asked aloud. He stood next to Chen Mo. In the sunset breeze, his figure did not look very tall, but the skirt of his coat swayed slightly as the wind blew by.

He still couldn't see the face under the hood clearly, and he still had the same tone that couldn't detect any emotional fluctuations.

They were one meter apart, and Chen Mo leaned on the railing with his hands. He did not turn around to look at the doctor next to him, because they were not strangers to each other.

"First I went back to Longmen, and then I went to Ursus."

"What's the difference?"

"For me there is."

"Have you talked to His Highness?" the doctor asked.

Chen Mo stretched, turned around, leaned against the railing and looked at the doctor's voice, who put his hands in the bag of his coat.

"Your Highness told me that you and Kelsey are going to leave Kazdale with this ship and the child. She said this is your and Kelsey's hope, but I don't think so." Chen Mo said, and then asked: " So what happened to Kazdaele is why you had to avoid it with this ship.”

"Why do you ask?"

"Because of that child?" Chen Mo asked back.

"Theresia has great expectations for Amiya. She thinks Amiya can become the person in Sakaz's prophecy, but not all Sakaz agree with her idea."

"You and Kelsey think so too?"

"Leave aside Kelsey for now, at least I don't believe in prophecies. If there is such a thing, why would we bother to do so many things? If the prophecy must happen, it is the result of certain circumstances, not the only one."

"so……"

"I think it may take a long time for us to see each other again, Chen Mo."

"What you said sounded like your last words."

Chen Mo smiled and waved his hand.

The doctor turned his head and his eyes fell on Chen Mo.

"If I tell you that Kazdel can't help those infected people in Ursus, what will you do?" The doctor asked aloud: "You know it yourself, since you are willing to set foot on this land again for a group of infected people. , you must also know that they are different from the original us."

"you……"

Chen Mo opened his mouth, then fell silent.

"It's impossible, Chen Mo." The doctor shook his head slightly and looked away: "Usas is Ursus, Kazdaele is Kazdaele, there is only one Theresia in this world, and you know us better than me. What have you done for this war?"

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"I haven't even asked you this yet."

"I guessed you were going to ask, so I told you my answer in advance."

"There's really no way."

"Unless you can bring that group of infected people to Kazdaele, or... those infected people have a way to shake the existing power system of Ursus." The doctor replied: "You also know, Theresa's The reason why she is considered by the Sakaz people is because she is the monarch of Sakaz first and is irreplaceable to the Sakaz people, and then she becomes an infected person. If she had no past achievements, if Theresia was just an ordinary What do you think the Sakaz-infected people will look like now?"

Chen Mo didn't need to think about it.

In fact, he knows as well as the doctor. They all know that regardless of whether Theresia is infected or not, everything she has done for the Sakaz cannot be erased, and all of this is what the Sakaz are willing to follow her. main reason.

Moreover, Kazdel and Ursus are different, and in every aspect, they cannot be confused with each other.

Viewing and analyzing the situation objectively is one of the basic qualities a commander must have. In this regard, Chen Mo has always been outstanding, but perhaps because he is so outstanding, he often lacks a lot of the human touch in people's eyes.

"It would be nice if I could be more capable." Chen Mo suddenly sighed.

The doctor chuckled.

Chen Mo looked over in surprise. This was the first time he heard the doctor's laughter.

"What are you laughing at?"

"Laughing at the numerous people in power in this land who had great ambitions but ultimately died in the war. Their deaths were really not worth it."

The doctor said this, but his words were full of sarcasm.

"No need to stab me like this."

"Don't you think so?"

"I think you have a good life. You can leave Kazdaele to take care of your children, and then travel around the world." Chen Mo muttered, and glanced at the doctor: "To be honest, are you and Kelsey having an affair?"

The doctor was speechless. He fell silent and stared at Chen Mo for several seconds without saying a word.

"Don't look at me like that."

"Don't you know that Kelsey presided over the excavation and restoration work on this ship?"

"That is to say..."

Chen Mo suddenly felt guilty.

"In other words, Kelsey's spies are everywhere on this ship, and now, she is the person in charge of this ship."

Chen Mo was stunned for several seconds. He looked at the doctor, and his eyes gradually changed. From confused to surprised, and now slightly panicked, he tried to calm down again.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier."

"I thought you knew."

"Then...that's not necessarily true. We are outside now. Ms. Kelsey is so hard at dealing with everything, so she certainly won't pay attention to everyone's behavior all the time...right?"