Longmen Memoirs

If he hadn't been born in Longmen...

If he still had time...

Even if he is a Sakaz...

Chen Mo was already a terminally ill patient. He was tortured by physical and psychological pain, and threats from his past and life experience were forcing him.

This is always the case if people are too smart. They will think about things that have not happened yet and imagine the many possibilities. They cannot sit still and wait for death.

Chen Mo is this kind of person. He imagined what he would be like after staying in Longmen. He imagined that he could not guarantee that Chen would not be indifferent after hearing the news about Tallulah. He could not imagine what he would be like after losing Chen. He couldn't imagine whether he could give Xiao Mo a future.

He couldn't imagine what would happen to Tallulah if she walked on her current path for no other reason.

Chen Mo has always known everything.

He was just forcing himself, and Tallulah and Chen were also forcing him. No one stipulated that he must do something for these people, and no one stipulated that he could not choose to escape.

After all, he is just a human being, just a mortal.

He will also be afraid, happy, frustrated, evasive, and have emotions and desires.

It's just that he didn't choose that way, just because love never makes any sense and can never be truly rational.

Chen Mo stepped towards his abyss, the abyss he found for himself.

Perhaps His Highness has known for a long time, has seen through this, seen through that he hopes His Highness will reject him, and sees through that he hopes His Highness can give him a decent, self-deceiving excuse to leave.

Theresia did do this, so Theresia always felt that she had made a mistake, a mistake that Chen Mo wanted her to make. He did not get the treatment he deserved, and he voluntarily went to his own lonely and desperate death. .

But this is also Chen Mo's wish, a wish that he doesn't really mean.

His Highness is a gentle person, and He gave him an excuse to convince himself. His Highness was not cruel enough to keep him, or let him turn into a weak and irresponsible bastard.

It is precisely because of this that w finds it so absurd, ridiculous and unbelievable. The truth is simply unacceptable to w.

The truth is that two people who knew each other well, used lies to compromise with each other. They never cared about what other people in Kazdale thought, and they never cared about the so-called nobles and nobles.

"Welcome back, Yelena, I'm relieved to see you back too."

Tallulah, who was working out the details of the plan to go south when she saw Frost Star, was a little surprised, and then smiled.

"Report, Froststar returns to the team."

"Thank you for your hard work. I heard that Kazdel's contact person is coming back with you."

"Yes, the camp that Chen Zheng visited with his contact person."

"What's the matter, you don't look well?"

When talking about the contact person, Shuangxing's face became a little ugly. She had been enduring it all the way. Facing the provocation and difficulty of the Sakaz woman, she was really afraid that she would freeze that damn face if she couldn't help it. Into ice slag.

"Huh... nothing."

After all, Froststar shook his head without complaining to Tallulah.

"That's just right. I have something to discuss with you, about our next move south..."

Chapter 123

Chen Mo's thoughts finally stopped at the word war.

a war.

There are three types of people in the world who like this kind of thing: indifferent lunatics, indifferent onlookers, and careerists who follow the crowd.

Ursus needs a war, the powerful people of Ursus need a war to regain their power, the new aristocrats and factory owners of Ursus need a war to dump goods and earn capital, the young officers in the Ursus army Needing a war, craving military glory and power.

The emperor and parliament of Ursus also needed a war to divert the intensifying conflicts in the country, weaken the army in the hands of the military nobles, centralize power, and promote reforms.

The difference is that what the military aristocrats want is victory in the war, the new aristocrats and factory owners don't care about the outcome of the war, the young officers only want the battlefield where they have made achievements, and the emperor and the parliament want the conservative military nobles who suffered heavy losses in the war. army.

The infected also need a war, a war that can divert Ursus' attention and allow them to develop and grow without Ursus being able to pay attention.

But who will lead the direction of this war?

Who will Ursus regard as his enemy?

Who will push this war to begin?

Who are the enemies and who are the friends?Who can cooperate and who should be killed?

Who will become the casualties of war?

Who will be the winner after this war?

Much is uncertain.

But there is no doubt that a war that Ursus desperately longs for can solve many problems.

Chen Mo considered many things, including the contradictions in Ursus, the needs of the infected, their future development route, and the problems they might encounter.

Every aspect is well thought out.

Maybe, the only thing that didn't make him think about was himself, or maybe he thought about it but deliberately ignored it.

In fact, Chen Mo already has the answer.

In fact, Chen Mo already had a plan in mind.

Tallulah planned her route south in extremely detail. Before discussing with Froststar, she had held several meetings with the Patriots and Shield Guards. Their previous progress was not without success.

As the infected team's continuous exploration over the past six months has deepened their connections with the gathering places and groups of infected people in the south, they have made a preliminary and complete plan to move closer to the south.

For more than half a year, the infected team has been busy with this matter.

But now, it is time to see the first results. This time they will be divided into several small teams when going south, and ordinary infected people will stay in the camp. Therefore, the teams going south are basically composed of old people with combat experience in the camp.

In order to avoid the checkpoints and patrols in the south of Ursus, after each team separates, they will move south according to their respective planned routes, and finally meet at Chernobog.

Each team has its own tasks, including establishing lines with infected people they have already been in contact with, and contacting infected organizations and groups on the route. In the past six months, there have been several new rounds of personnel lists in Tallulah's directory. Most of the new personnel are people with whom we have had contact and can unite.

They need to initially integrate these forces. Under certain conditions with equipment and supplies, the path south is gradually becoming clear.

Tallulah had been waiting for this day for several years. She had come south to find the guerrillas, and she had spent too long trying to convince the guerrillas to go south.

Froststar could see the excitement hidden in Tallulah's words, but now Froststar is no longer as optimistic as before. If she could still deeply agree with Tallulah's ideas, now she starts to think about more things. .

"Tallulah..." She interrupted Tallulah's explanation.

The young leader stopped talking and looked sideways at the trusted comrades and companions beside him, with some doubts in his eyes.

"Ok?"

"You should be quite happy now. I can see that it has been several years since you met us, and you caused a lot of trouble over the matter of going south."

“It’s all worth it now.”

"I know you will say that. After waiting for so long, we are finally going south."

"Are you worried?"

"It's more of an uncertainty than a worry." Shuangxing's gray eyes were slightly bright: "A lot has happened in the past few years, and my thoughts have changed a lot. Maybe the south is not as good as we thought, Talu La, even if we do achieve results in the south, we may not really be able to change anything."

"You never know until you try."

"I went to Kazdare this time and saw a lot of different things than before, Sakaz. To be honest, I don't think their life is any better than ours before, but now that they have their own city, maybe we can too. It can be done, but Ursus is not Kazdaele after all. Ursus is very big, and Ursus's legion is not inferior to Kazdare. We all know these." Froststar said, her eyes fell on Talu Pull hand on the map.

Tallulah's eyes moved, but she did not interrupt Froststar's words.

"But there's something, Tallulah, that I'm just realizing now."

Frost Star slowly spoke: "Kazdel is the Kazdael of the Sakaz people, Ursus is the Ursus of the Ursus people, not the Ursus of the infected."

"We infected people can be Ursans, but Ursans are not only us infected, they will not agree with our ideas, even if we can really unite the infected people in the south, even if we can really unite the Ursans people Infected people receive technology, resources, and medical care to build our city."

Tallulah was silent for a moment.

She didn't expect Frost Star to say such words, which surprised Tallulah, but Frost Star's eyes were so serious, as if to say that she had really thought about this issue seriously.

And what she said is true.

"I don't deny it, I don't deny it, Froststar." Tallulah moved her hand away from the map: "I don't deny that in the eyes of Ursus people, infected people and Ursus people are not the same kind of people, neither do I. Deny that in their view, Ursus does not belong to the infected. The infected belong to this land. To the countries on this land, we are wanderers. We do not belong to any city or country, and we are not recognized by them. "

"But it is precisely because of this that we need to work hard, shout out our demands, and fight for our rights."

"Usas people can disagree with us, and the countries on this land can disagree with us, because we are infected, but we can't deny ourselves. What we seek is our own rights, which are the rights we were born in on this land. What should be there, fairness, is something that everyone on this earth is born with. We are born like ordinary people and live on this earth. They established countries on the earth. They created rights and cities and empowered themselves. Meaning, but if it weren’t for Originium Disease, the infected would be the same as them.”

"Does it mean that just because you are terminally ill, you should be oppressed, exploited, and humiliated?! Should you live like this? Should you die?"

She looked at Shuangxing, clenched her fingers, and her tone became more and more decisive.

"No... never! Being infected with Originium Disease is not what the infected person wants. I don't think anyone would want to get such a terminal disease. I think this is wrong! This is not right!"

"What's wrong should be corrected, and if people don't want to, then we have to do it ourselves."

"I am not willing to be an enemy of anyone. I am only willing to fight for the equal rights of infected people to live fairly on this land. I am only willing to fight for those things that we should have."

Her words slowly fell, and her clenched hands slowly loosened.

"It is this concept that drives me and drives us infected people to unite."

"You are right. Ursus is the Ursus of the Ursus people, and Kazdare is the Kazdare of the Sakaz people. But this land, this land belongs to everyone, regardless of the infected person. Or someone else.”

Her words were indeed very convincing. Looking at her firm eyes, Shuangxing still did not refute after all. After all, they were with Tallulah because they agreed with Tallulah's ideas in their hearts. They felt that Tallulah That's right, it's true.

But sometimes, the right thing may not succeed. Sometimes victory is not on the side of justice. It is better to say that victory is often on the side of the winner.

"Oh, I can't tell you."

"Okay, don't worry so much. These things are like this, but we are still far away from it now."

Tallulah smiled.

"By the way, what kind of person is the Sakaz contact person who came back with you?"

"Well...it's hard to say."

"how?"

"She has a very bad personality, and is frivolous and mean. She has a natural and unreasonable hostility towards us. Maybe she is just targeting me. I have been provoked by her many times along the way."

"Sounds difficult to deal with?"

"She didn't make any excessive demands. She didn't seem to care about the cooperation. I heard from Red that the original contact person was not her and she was the one who was temporarily replaced midway."

"...Well, what does Kazdel mean? Are you dissatisfied with us, or do you have other ideas?"

"I can't tell. I don't know much about the Sakaz people, and I haven't had contact with them a few times." Shuangxing shook his head: "But when I came back, I saw her greeting Chen, so they should know each other. "

"It's you, Tallulah. When you heard that Sakaz sent people over, you dragged me here to discuss the route. I didn't even have time to rest all the way back. Now you are the person in charge of the camp, so you just put the contacts in Is it really okay to leave the matter to Chen?"

"He's better at handling this than me, and as you said, they know each other."

"I didn't tell you that the other party was a woman." Froststar finally said.

Tallulah's expression changed slightly, and Shuangxing felt a little funny in her heart. She quickly calmed down, and her emotions subsided.

"It has nothing to do with whether you are a boy or a girl," she said.

"Oh, do you really think so?" Shuangxing asked deliberately, raising his tone.

"Okay, don't complain. Let's clear up the route beforehand. You've had a hard journey and go rest first. We'll talk about it next time."

Froststar didn't move. She slowly folded her hands and looked at Tallulah who said this.

"I suddenly feel like I'm not so tired anymore."

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W's smile suddenly turned ferocious, as if he had heard some big joke.

"Ha, you really dare to say that?!"

She said this, stood up, grabbed Chen Mo's collar, and looked down at him condescendingly, with a vicious and ferocious smile on her lips and crazy eyes.

The Sakaz woman was furious.

It was just because of the man in front of her, the man he was holding by the collar and looking down at, this man whose hands were stained with blood and who was guilty of so many sins, he actually dared to say that he was on a different path from Sakaz.