Longmen Memoirs

"They have nowhere to go but Longmen."

Wei Yanwu's location was the only place that Dayan was wary of, and Wei Yanwu's power was the only way that Dayan could protect Chen Mo.

She had known for a long time that Chen Mo was not her child. It was different from what Chen Mo thought. She had known it for a long time.

Chen Mo seemed to hear his own heartbeat, and he finally came back to his senses amid the stinging sparks that burned to the end.

"So he died." Chen Mo asked hoarsely: "They all died just to keep this secret and as...a promise to you."

That's why she didn't survive and abandoned herself.

He should have understood it long ago, because that's the kind of person he is, but he has never been able to understand it.

Chen Mo suddenly felt a surge of hatred in his heart, a raging hatred, but this hatred had no way to vent. He couldn't find an outlet to vent it, and it became weaker and weaker.

the truth……

It left him tired and at a loss.

But he still wanted to know the truth.

If they are still alive, even if Wei Yanwu has promised not to do anything, can his promise be trusted? Only dead people can keep secrets, and only broken clues cannot be connected.

Did Wei Yanwu force them to death?

No, he never did anything from beginning to end. It was himself who forced them to death, and it was the so-called righteousness and common people that forced them to death.

"I changed your birth, sent you to a resettlement camp, and then sent you to the orphanage on Maple Leaf Road." Wei Yanwu's voice rang in Chen Mo's ears: "In order to facilitate control, I took Talulah with me. When I got there, what I didn't expect was that Xiaota and Chen would have such a close connection with you."

"Your identity is too dangerous. I can't guarantee that you will continue to stay. Will Chen and her expose your existence? The best way is to let you leave this dragon gate." Wei Yanwu said. "The further away the better."

Because I made a promise, I didn’t kill him, and because I had the mentality of taking advantage of him, I didn’t want to kill him.

Just like when Tallulah was taken away by the black snake, Wei Yanwu also used Tallulah to kill Cexico.

Facts have proved that Wei Yanwu is right. If Black Snake is aware of Chen Mo's existence, it will bring an even heavier disaster to Dayan, Longmen and Ursus.

Chen Mo has never been a determined person. He knew that he could not give up the temptation from the black snake, especially when his heart was full of desire for power.

And Wei Yanwu's next sentence completely defeated Chen Mo's delusion.

Pale as a thorn in the heart.

He said: "I have observed you for a long time and asked someone to analyze your psychological model. I have to say that you are more cautious and dangerous than I thought. You are getting closer to Chen and Xiaota step by step. What will happen to you?" I think you know what you are paying attention to."

Perhaps from that time on, it was destined that Wei Yanwu would not let Chen Mo stay in Longmen. Chen Mo didn't know that Wei Yanwu would observe him so carefully that his cover-up and hypocrisy in treating his children would be invisible in front of Wei Yanwu.

"..."

Chen Mo was silent for several seconds. He was speechless. Under Wei Yanwu's gaze, he took out a pack of cigarettes, took out another one and lit it. After taking a deep breath of the turbid smoke, he spoke:

"This story is bad enough."

He cracked the corner of his mouth, only to find that he was smiling. He could hardly hold back what was flowing out of his eyes, so he had to raise his head slightly and look at the dark sky of Longmen.

"Even if I let you stay in Longmen, I will not allow you to get close to them, but... you will be willing to do so?" The sharp gaze silently oppressed Chen Mo, with a heavy interrogation.

The answer is self-evident.

"will not."

"Sooner or later you have to leave." Wei Yanwu withdrew his gaze and stood under the light, his long shadow spreading far along the road: "Sooner or later, you won't get what you want here."

"Yes, but I will come back sooner or later." Chen Mo said firmly: "Because they are here, and because Chen is still here."

You can't deny the long-term vision of a superior, especially a superior like Wei Yanwu who was able to build an important city like Longmen after staying away from the Great Yan Center.

"Do you still remember when you came back to Longmen to find me two years ago?" Wei Yanwu asked: "I think you had vaguely guessed what was flowing in your body at that time. I know that you went to see Chen and Xiao Mo, although I don’t know where you learned my identity, after you stated those requests, I vaguely guessed what you wanted to do.”

"You should hate me. You have reason to hate me. I have indeed done many wrong things, some of which cannot be forgiven in my life, but I don't care, and I don't care how cold-blooded and ruthless a person I am in your eyes." Wei Yanwu's The voice was lower:

"You have spent more than ten years wandering, and you should have seen clearly in this world that many right and wrong are often confused. Some of the things that are right may not be correct, but it does not matter whether they are correct or not. What is important is It’s what to do and what not to do.”

"Perhaps, I really shouldn't have brought Tallulah back. It would have been a better choice to send him somewhere else." Wei Yanwu put his hand slightly into the pocket of his coat: "But I didn't, and I didn't take advantage of it. I had countless opportunities to kill you earlier and end it all, but instead I fulfilled your request and let you go to Dayan and become the King of Martial Arts."

He said that the figure standing in front of Chen Mo looked like a mountain that could not be looked up to.

"Because I understand that some mistakes cannot be changed, but there are still opportunities to make amends. Chen has spent countless time and efforts trying to make up for the mistakes he made because of Tallulah. I am willing to give you this chance to make up for it. Of course, Why not?"

Chen Mo's heart seemed to go back to the day he left the orphanage.

In fact, the contact between him and Wei Yanwu was very few, only a handful, but every time he faced Wei Yanwu, Chen Mo would have a different feeling.

It's not like looking up to him, but every time Wei Yanwu said something, it was impossible to refute.

Chen Mo once hated him, and also thought about killing him, even if he knew it was a delusion, but if he didn't find someone to place his hatred on, it would become deeper and deeper, and he would become more and more confused.

I can't tell what I should do, but I am left with hatred, deep hatred and unwillingness towards everyone and this world.

But Chen Mo no longer hated him later, because he knew that what Wei Yanwu did was right. Even if it was unforgivable for him, Chen Mo could not deny what he did, because nothing is perfect in the world, because there is nothing perfect in the world. People are selfless, because people are accompanied by all kinds of cares and fetters.

He doesn't hate Wei Yanwu, nor does he want to thank Wei Yanwu. Even though the ups and downs in his life are all due to Wei Yanwu, hate is such a thing, it is too heavy and too torturous.

Chen Mo can only focus on the current things, and he can focus on the future that he can still see.

The future does not belong to him. His future lies in Dayan, in Northern Xinjiang, and in the fateful entanglement with the will to die.

Who can threaten a person who wants to die, even if he is the emperor of Dayan, even if he has thousands of troops, has ulterior motives, and hides a knife in his smile.

Chen Mo's most helpless time was in the country of Great Yan. Choosing to become a king was a lonely and irreversible path, but what did it matter?

He has already met Chen, Xiao Mo, and Tallulah. He has used every method at his disposal to try his best to rewrite this destined ending.

He left a lot of regrets, but everyone has regrets. If you want to make memories with someone, you have to be prepared to shed tears.

I only remember Tallulah standing on his shoulder to see the world outside the wall, her red eyes reflecting the maple leaves falling all over the sky. Those were the most beautiful days.

The most painful thing in life is having memories. Being trapped in memories is like a life sentence.

His life was already worth it.

"Why are you telling me this now?" Chen Mo asked. "Now I have no threat or value to you. You should be hoping that I get out of here."

Wei Yanwu did not deny it.

"Foxhound told me something very interesting about you, and I thought you might be interested in it."

Wei Yanwu paused slightly as he spoke, and took a deep look at Chen Mo: "Victoria and Kazdaele's delegation submitted entry applications to Longmen late last night. In order to trace a stolen research sample from these two countries, Chen is now Fully responsible for handling this joint transnational case."

Chen Mo's first reaction was that of a fox, you bastard really knows how to use every opportunity.

Chen Mo kindly expressed condolences to the fox in his heart. He probably guessed that the fox knew that he would not leave, so he told Wei Yanwu some secrets she knew for the sake of insurance. He chose the right time.

"So, after going around for a long time, what I said just now is considered a sign of goodwill?" Chen Mo asked.

Wei Yanwu didn't expect Chen Mo to be so straightforward, and his tense face was a little stiff.

"You will only show your kindness when you ask for it. It is better to say it is a deal. You know what you have done before. Of course, you can understand that Longmen is not your enemy. Even because of Chen's relationship, you can regard it as your support. ." Wei Yanwu said: "How?"

The benefits are obvious. Although Wei Yanwu may not keep his word, Chen Mo's identity is destined. Wei Yanwu's guarantee will most likely be effective... right?

"I said...Mr. Wei, don't you think it's too difficult and want to leave it to me?" Chen Mo asked suspiciously. "Personally, I want to help, but I have to have the ability."

"Superintendent Su said that Officer Xingxiong and you are old acquaintances. She is friends with Chen and has always been the most effective partner in Inspector Chen's team." Chen Mo saw a hint of malice in Wei Yanwu's smile.

"Unfamiliar." Chen Mo said hurriedly.

"Superintendent Su submitted a very valuable report yesterday. I think it may be helpful to Chen's work."

"Let me ask, what is the report?"

"This report seems to require public officials from the National Guard Bureau to have the authority to view it." Wei Yanwu pointed out.

"Mr. Wei wants to drag me into trouble?"

"It just so happens that Superintendent Su lacks a deputy. This is the first time for the cooperation between the action team and the inspection team. It is inevitable that we need someone to handle the relationship between the two parties. I think you should be able to do the job."

I think no, Chen will beat me.

"This is also fox hunting... Officer Su's proposal?"

"That's right." Wei Yanwu said, "Don't worry, Superintendent Chen is still very loyal to her duties and makes a distinction between public and private matters. Based on my understanding of Superintendent Chen as a person, she is not a person who avenges the public and does not distinguish between right and wrong."

"Officer Su really takes good care of me." Chen Mo gritted his teeth and said sullenly.

"what do you mean?"

"...Deal!"

"Don't think about it again?" Wei Yanwu confirmed.

"No, no, no, Longmen can be considered my hometown after all. This is my obligation as a citizen of Longmen."

"I think you'd better think about it?"

"Mr. Wei, please feel free to leave it to me."

Wei Yanwu left, but there were many things he didn't say, such as the fox, such as himself being alive, and staying in Longmen.

But Chen Mo already knew what Wei Yanwu meant, although he didn't mention it.

The fox told Chen Mo that she told Wei Yanwu that she was still alive, but the fox was re-appointed by Wei Yanwu. He would not be unclear about his relationship with the fox, but he did not care.

The fox is a smart person who knows what he should do and what he shouldn't do.

In fact, from that moment on, the fox and himself understood Wei Yanwu's thoughts. He didn't care whether Chen Mo was alive or staying in Longmen, but the fox still cared and hoped that he could leave, because although Wei Yanwu didn't say anything, he He is definitely not the kind of person who would remain unknown, even with the existence of Xiao Mo and Chen.

But the fox didn't say a word, and Chen Mo didn't ask.

What would the fox do if Chen Mo left quietly?

For Wei Yanwu, what does it matter if there is one more Superintendent Su or one less Superintendent Su in Longmen? The fox is not Chen, so it is not that important.

But what Chen Mo didn't expect was that the fox dug a big hole for himself here.

Chapter 64 Good night, Chen Mo

[Tallulah...listen to me, Tallulah...you have to live. No matter what happens, you have to live. As long as you can survive, it is not a failure.

Don't be afraid, don't be timid, don't be hateful, you have to remember, always remember what you want to do... you will do it, I have always believed that. 】

--------

June 1097, 5, Crystalline Era

Chen Mo closed the storybook in his hand. The storybook did not have the value it should have. Compared with the innocent stories in the book, Xiao Mo preferred to listen to Chen Mo telling stories about himself, as if they belonged to Chen Mo's life trajectory. More engaging than the story.

Chen Mo had no choice but to tell Xiao Mo some stories about the places he had been to and the scenery and people he encountered over the years.

In fact, Chen Mo found that he did not have any talent for telling stories. He had not told a story to anyone for a long time. Even stories similar to travel diaries seemed boring when told from his mouth, but Xiao Mo did. He listened very intently and would ask him some questions from time to time.

Xiao Mo has never been outside, and even Longmen is unfamiliar to her now, so even though Chen Mo's way of telling stories is boring, it can still deeply arouse the little girl's interest.

Every place, new city, and culture in the story can arouse her yearning and curiosity.

"Can Xiao Mo also go to those places in the future?"

Lying on the bed, she held the quilt with both hands, and her big red eyes stared at Chen Mo seriously under the dim warm light of the desk lamp.

"Of course." Chen Mo reached out and touched Xiao Mo's forehead, and the light left a shallow silhouette on the wall: "You can go after Xiao Mo grows up obediently, so Xiao Mo needs to grow up quickly. .”

"But Mommy said that Xiao Mo can't go out alone."

"Because Xiao Mo is still young now."

"Then will you accompany me?"

"If you want to." Chen Mo took back his hand and put the storybook on his lap: "But when that time comes, Xiao Mo will probably dislike me for being troublesome."

"I won't despise it."

"Really?"

"Yeah." Xiao Mo nodded and added in a low voice: "Unless you disappear again."

"Has Xiao Mo ever complained about me?" Chen Mo asked.

"I was still thinking about whether to forgive you, but now I have decided to forgive you." Xiao Mo said, and asked in a low voice: "Did uncle say anything to you?"

"Why do you ask?"

"On the way back, you looked very strange. What did my uncle say to you? I know my uncle doesn't like you. It doesn't matter. I and mommy will stand by you."