Longmen Memoirs

"This sentence was not said by me, but by Scout, what he told me the day the camp was attacked."

Chapter 89 Your Highness and Sugar

In fact, the doctor himself does not have many rights. His rights come from His Highness, and also from people's trust in him cultivated by his long-term judgment.

The conversation with the doctor ended in vain. In the end, this mysterious and strange man said nothing. Instead, he walked into the darkness again just like when he appeared. The slight footsteps gradually became farther and farther away, until his figure completely disappeared from Chen Mo's sight. inside.

It was impossible for him to not know his ending, but compared to his ending, the civil strife concerning Kazdaele was not over yet. Before the end, he chose to avoid this issue.

Chen Mo can't read minds, so he doesn't know what the doctor is thinking in his mind. Unlike Chen Mo, he is not a Sakaz, and he has no reason to try to benefit from the civil strife in Sakaz. So why on earth does he want to Fighting for Sakaz, taking on sins that were not his to bear and getting nothing.

Chen Mo stopped thinking about these reasons unknown to others. He stood up, threw the fast food bag into the trash can, and returned to Scout's dormitory.

Kelsi left the Sakaz camp. This news was later told to Chen Mo by His Highness.

"Ms. Kelsey left?"

After receiving the news, Chen Mo had to admit that he was inexplicably relieved. The name Kelsey gave him a kind of pressure invisibly, maybe because of Kelsey's always cold face and her ability to see through the hypocrisy. The look in his eyes made Chen Mo reluctant to have too much contact with Kelsey.

"Kelsey has a matter that she must go to Rim Billiton to handle in person, and she won't feel comfortable leaving it to others," Theresa said.

"Why did your Highness come to tell me this?"

"I thought Mr. Chen Mo would be quietly relieved when he heard the news." Theresa blinked: "Kelsey is quite difficult to get along with, right? It may not be a good thing to say, but I know Kelsey When I was about to leave, I suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, but I also felt a little troubled. If Kelsey wasn't here, I would have to deal with the accumulated documents alone."

"Your Highness, I'm afraid Ms. Kelsey will be sad if you say that."

"is it?"

"Don't you think Ms. Kelsey is so pitiful? She has to be responsible for the order of the entire camp and help you handle documents. You still miss her after the business trip. Doesn't Ms. Kelsey never have a day off?"

"Well...Kelsey, what you said seems to be right."

"So please let Ms. Kelsey take a good vacation." Chen Mo said, silently adding in his heart: It's best to give him three or two years.

"Thank you for the reminder, Mr. Chen Mo. You are right. I have always been relying on Kelsey. It's time for Kelsey to have a good rest."

"So, Your Highness, you came to me just to tell me about Ms. Kelsey's departure?" Chen Mo asked.

"Did I disturb you?"

"No." Chen Mo shook his head: "But in the afternoon I promised the people from the engineering team to help them drive the construction truck. The temporary warehouse they built will be completed in a few days. They are short of manpower, so I thought maybe I could go there early. It can be of some help.”

"Mr. Chen Mo, you are very busy."

"To be honest, Your Highness, your speech yesterday was wonderful and inspiring. This is your job. You are the symbol of Sakaz, the direction they can see." Chen Mo said: "But reality will not Changes occur because of certain words. If you want to realize your ideals, you have to start little by little."

"Just like you are doing now," Theresa asked.

"I'm just one of them." Chen Mo smiled. “Perhaps you are right that you should avoid bloodshed and sacrifice because you are the leader, but the Sakaz people who shed blood and sacrifice made choices for you and the ideals you told them, and you cannot stop them from pursuing their ideals. "

"Mr. Chen Mo, what you say always seems impossible to refute."

"Because this is what I have seen with my own eyes." Chen Mo said: "Let me give you a message, Your Highness, for your great ambition to sacrifice, you dare to make the sun and the moon change the sky."

"For the sake of sacrifice, I dare to ask the sun and the moon to change the sky..." Theresa repeated this sentence softly. Her Yanguo dialect was very good, at least she couldn't hear any mistakes, and it was even better than Chen Mo himself. many.

After several seconds, Theresia finally recovered from her words. She looked at Chen Mo with a much more serious expression.

"Thank you, I will remember it, Mr. Chen Mo." She said: "I was still thinking about it. We discussed things about you before Kelsey left. She thought some of your views were dangerous and unrealistic, but I know , maybe your seemingly dangerous views are what we need. I have been unable to make decisions in the past, and maybe I will shrink back in the future, so I hope to hire you to be my consultant. When I make mistakes Remind me, correct me.”

Chen Mo hesitated.

"I think I have to refuse you, Your Highness, you think highly of me." Chen Mo shook his head: "Ms. Kelsey is right. In fact, those views seem a bit naive to me now. At least I am not sure. Whether it can adapt to this land, and I am not sure I can point you to the right path when you make a mistake."

"so……"

"You have Dr. Kelsey by your side, and there are many more outstanding and outstanding talents than me. They are the foundation you rely on. You do not lack my presence." Chen Mo said: "During my time here with you, I have thought of a lot of things. You have been verifying and practicing your conjectures. In my memory, there used to be a group of people who had the same ideas as you and actively carried out research in other countries. While reforming, they are also using their own methods and new ideas to try to save their declining country. Maybe some of them choose the wrong direction, but they are doing it and sacrificing for it, so they don't care about what they think about it. No, they are all worthy of admiration.”

Chen Mo looked at Theresia.

"You are the same person, Your Highness." Chen Mo said: "I have begun to recall my short life. There is happiness, helplessness, sadness, regret and loss. Maybe I will still lose more in the future."

The weather in October is quite cold, but Kazdaele's dimension has begun to turn cooler, and their living conditions do not allow the existence of air conditioning. There is only a small heater with a copper kettle on the stove.

Theresia wore a light-colored shawl on her white dress, her long pink-white hair spilled out, and the kettle was boiling, but Chen Mo and Theresia seemed to have forgotten its existence.

"I gradually began to understand the seemingly unrealistic ideal you told me at the beginning." Chen Mo said: "Because you still have your country and the people gathered in this camp, you are all losing this land. Many people in the country are repeating Kazdale’s experience.”

"You still don't agree with my philosophy?" Theresia asked softly.

"You don't need my approval, Your Highness, because you didn't choose this seemingly impossible path just to succeed, right?"

Chen Mo said that he finally reached out and took off the boiling copper kettle, and then the light of the fire illuminated his weathered face, and the star-red fire was reflected in his black eyes.

He stretched out his rough hands and roasted them on the stove. Theresa watched his movements and also stretched out her palms. Her fingers were red and slender, looking like exquisite works of art.

"You still have a long way to go, Your Highness, I am not a wise man, so I cannot guide you to the right path." Chen Mo said, the warm light of the fire reflected on his palms, making him feel It looked like globs of scarlet blood, completely staining his hands red.

Chen Mo raised his head and his eyes met Theresia's.

"The thoughts I told you at the beginning were because I thought that maybe this land or you would need these things. To put it more simply, I hope to attract your attention so that I can join your organization again. , can obtain the rights and status I hope for." Chen Mo said: "Now it seems that my goal has been achieved."

"But you rejected me."

"Because I can't use some false theories that even I am not sure about to deceive a kind and good monarch from trusting me, and I am not cold-blooded enough to let a group of Sakaz civilians who live with me day and night go to jail. Sacrifice for the sake of sacrifice." Chen Mo smiled: "Your Highness, I am a hypocrite. Maybe one day when I have to choose, I will abandon my current remarks without hesitation, but not now."

"You can think that my current words are also deceiving your trust. Yes, because I already know what you care about. You will alienate me because of my coldness and indifference, but you will not deny my conscience and sincerity. You develop feelings and identification.”

Theresia was silent for a few seconds.

"Can you?" she asked.

"You have to judge this yourself." Chen Mo said.

"What if I still firmly believe in my previous judgment." Theresa showed a gentle smile, looking at Chen Mo's young but dusty face due to the life in the Sakaz camp: "The Mr. Chen Mo I know, although he He is not a Sakaz, but he is still willing to work for Sakaz. He will feel guilty for what he has done. There is no hostility or discrimination against Sakaz in his eyes, so I know that he has kindness hidden in his heart. , even though he doesn’t want to admit it, he won’t become a bad person because of it.”

Theresia held out her hand.

"Mr. Chen Mo, would you like to join the Tower of Babel and become one of us?"

"To be honest, I have been waiting for this opportunity for a long time, Your Highness." Chen Mo said, but did not hold Theresia's hand: "I cannot be your advisor. If you are willing, I can be your escort."

"Personal guard?" Theresia asked as if deliberately.

"If Miss Askaron has no objections." Chen Mo remembered Scout's warning, looked at Theresia in front of him, and nodded: "Of course, but you have to handle the documents and work yourself."

Theresa's face showed a rare look of disappointment.

Later, Chen Mo kept thinking, could his words really attract such great attention from Theresia, but there was finally an explanation for all this, maybe it was already destined.

Chapter 90 Night talk

The sound of knocking on the door woke up the film woman sitting at the desk.

There were no lights on in the room, and there was a mess of information spread out on the desk under the lamp, medical test forms that were incomprehensible, personnel transfers, financial reports and material rations... basically everything that could be found in this camp. affairs.

The coffee cup placed aside has long been empty, and the time has entered late at night, but the room【#%

Kelsey turned around when she heard the sound, and saw Theresia's figure standing at the door. The light from the corridor outside the door penetrated into the house through the crack of the door, and followed Theresia's shadow extending all the way to the bed.

"Theresia, are you looking for me? Just in time, I also have something I want to talk to you about."

The chair turned around, Kelsey's cold face still had no other emotions, but there was a hint of fatigue between her brows, and she stretched out her hand to rub her brows.

"You haven't rested yet, Kelsey."

"Don't worry about me. I know my situation well. I have to sort out these things before leaving and hand them over to the doctor."

"Thank you for your hard work." Theresia walked to the bed next to Kelsey and sat down, her palms gently brushing the bed: "If you hadn't been with me, I don't think I would have been able to persist to this point. "

"Don't say that, Theresia, even without me, you will not fall easily. You are the true king of Sakaz. The kings of Sakaz have never been weak, and you are one of the few. Several.”

"You always say that." Theresa smiled: "By the way, you are setting off tomorrow, right? Is the Rem Billiton ship really as important as you say?"

"Maybe, or maybe not, Theresia, I won't put the result on anything that is unclear, and I won't have too high expectations for the unknown, and you should do the same." Kyle Xi said: "We have missed the opportunity for Colombia, and now Gaul has disappeared from this land, but as long as you are alive, we still have enough time."

"Time, you know I might..."

Theresia did not finish her words.

"About this, I have found clues to how to save you." Kelsey said, she suddenly turned around, and under Theresia's gaze, flipped through the files piled on the table, and finally seemed to have found her target. .

She turned around again and handed the stack of reports to Theresia.

"Look at this, Theresia."

"what is this?"

"Chen Mo's physical examination data, your condition is more serious than I thought, Theresia." Kelsey replied, she opened the stack of reports: "I have been hiding it from you because I was worried that this would be another Fantasy, I originally decided to tell you the news after I have the results, but before I come back I can no longer control the situation here at any time, so I decided to tell you in advance, no matter whether the results are good or bad. , I hope you can hold on a little longer.”

There was a hint of excitement in her voice, and the word excitement shouldn't appear in Kelsey's body.

"I'm listening, Kelsey. I can't understand the report in your hand. You can tell me directly. I can accept it whether it's good or bad."

Kelsey seemed to finally realize her emotions, and she breathed a sigh of relief.

"Even I have never seen such a case." Kelsey pinched the edge of the paper: "There are indeed traces of Originium invasion on his body, and there are obvious Originium crystals left on the surface, but I Tried, Theresia, no matter what method is used, no instrument can detect that he is an infected person without seeing the source of his infection with his own eyes. Maybe this is not enough to prove that the Source Stone is not harmful to him. With the influence, I extracted part of his blood and body tissue for experiments. The results were strange. His body cells showed no signs of fusion with the Origin Stone, but the density of the Origin Stone crystals in his blood greatly exceeded the infection cycle. The infected person does have Originium crystals distributed on his body surface. I still don’t know what caused this phenomenon.”

"What does this prove?" Theresa asked, maybe even he didn't notice the hope in his eyes at this moment.But Kelsey saw it.

No true idealist would be willing to fall down on his own path to pursue his ideals and place his hopes on others. The more deeply he believes, the more so.

"It proves that at least we have seen the direction of suppressing and curing Originium disease. We already have a real sample. Even now, I still can't determine what he is." Kelsey said: "He is not an ordinary person. Man, Theresa, do you still remember the doctrines I told you? At his age, he could not have known those things, but he said some things that even I have never heard of. This land is huge , but it is also very small, Theresia, compared to the universe, the Milky Way, and the galaxy, it is as small as a drop of rain on the sea."

"Theresia, maybe what he told you is not a fantasy. I'm not sure. Maybe he has really seen that kind of history, because that is not the knowledge and knowledge that a person who belongs to this land should have. , even though he has been hiding it, he cannot hide the difference between him and this land."

Kelsey's eyes fell on Theresia.

"Therefore, I have no objection or approval for him to come into contact with you. I don't know where he will lead Kazdaele to go, better or worse, once he comes into contact with you with these thoughts. His thoughts are very strong. Purpose, and these will lead to disaster under the deliberate indulgence of power, I will not trust him, when necessary, I can use any means to control him, if it is for you, you know I will."

Kelsey's words were unquestionable.

"I have done many things that not only should not be known, nor should I be imitated, nor can I be forgiven. In the future, you, it is you, will make more decisions, not me. Many people still think of you. Have expectations, not for me.”

"I know you are worried, but one day, Kelsey, I hope you can respect Mr. Chen Mo's choice." Theresia said softly: "I want to live, whether it's because of you or me. I will not give up my ideal and die, but Mr. Chen Mo should also have his future, not just because of me. If my fate is destined, I will not complain about my ending."

"Teresia..."

"But this doesn't mean that I will just accept my fate." Theresa looked at Kelsey with a cunning smile, and then looked at her raised palm: "Kelsey, I am a cunning person. As a person, I want to have a good struggle, but I still don’t want to let it end like this. So I will try to get close to Mr. Chen Mo, whether it is because of the knowledge and ideas in his mind, or for myself."

"It's good that you know." Kelsey sighed softly, looking at Theresia with gentle eyes.

"I'll leave Rem Billiton's affairs to you, Kelsey. You have to take good care of yourself after you go out."

"You too."

Theresia stood up.

"Then I'll leave first and go to bed early. Good night."

"Good night, Theresia."

Kelsey watched Theresia's figure disappear outside the door.

The raised hand was slowly lowered.

She turned her head and glanced at the messy files and empty coffee cup on her desk, murmuring softly.

"You are not a good liar after all, Theresa."

Chapter 91 Her Highness and Her Guards

"You are not my opponent."

"I'm not your opponent."

"You want to serve as His Highness's bodyguard. His Highness trusts you, but you must first prove to me that you have the strength."

"I'll prove it to you."

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Askaron is a person who values ​​practicality more than words. For a person like her, it is destined that she will not hold back for some reasons, and she indeed will not hold back.

The heavy sword blocked the sudden attack of the sharp blade in Askaron's hand several times. There were only two of them in the large training ground, but until now, Chen Mo could not lock Askaron's position.

The battle with Askaron reminded him of the Black Wall again. It was impossible for him not to think of the Black Wall. Every move Askaron made was filled with strong killing intent, and her sharp blades were all directed towards Chen Mo. A fatal weakness chopped off.